Chapter 70: Sadness is not enough

During the waiting time, Gu Er had no intention of cooking, so he simply ordered takeout for dinner.

Fu Yanfeng said that he took time, and he actually came back not long after work.

This made Gu Er, who thought that he was going to return at night again and would not eat at home, was a little surprised, she glanced at the takeaway on the table, and said uncertainly: "I thought you would eat outside, so I didn't prepare...... There aren't many dishes......"

Fu Yanfeng frowned, and said reluctantly: "If you don't prepare, forget it, just eat these, occasionally, I can make up." ”

Fortunately, the taste of the takeaway was acceptable, and although the man was not very satisfied with the food, he was not too picky.

After eating dinner in silence, Gu Er found that Fu Yanfeng wanted to speak several times, but she pretended not to know and hung her head without raising her eyes, causing him to never speak.

It's not that Gu Er doesn't know that he is very naΓ―ve like this.

If a man wants to say it, he will say it sooner or later, and there is really no point in delaying time.

But she did it subconsciously.

It seems that he is afraid, afraid that he will say something he does not want to hear!

When he came back to his senses, Gu Er didn't know what it was like.

It shouldn't be like this, and it's ...... It can't be like this......

Taking advantage of the time to clean up after dinner, she calmed down, sorted out her mentality and expression, and passed what she wanted to say in her heart several times, and then returned to the living room after washing her hands.

As soon as she entered, Fu Yanfeng beckoned, "Come here!"

Gu Er was stunned and walked over, but instead of sitting next to him as he said, he chose to sit on the sofa opposite.

Fu Yanfeng looked at her with furrowed eyebrows, as if waiting for her explanation.

Gu Er tugged at the corners of his lips, "I have something I want to tell you, like this...... Convenient......"

The man smiled vaguely meaningfully, and then said, "You say." ”

He put on a deaf look, Gu Er became even more nervous, and she pondered in her heart for a while before lowering her eyes and slowly speaking: "There is something...... I want to know...... Do you have a girlfriend, or are you going to get engaged?"

Fu Yanfeng was not surprised that she would ask this, but smiled, and he said in a flirtatious tone: "It seems that you have seen that photo!"

Not an inquiry, but an affirmation.

Gu Yi didn't want to lie, so he said "yes" in a low voice, but after thinking about it, he didn't want him to misunderstand, and then said: "I don't mean anything else!" It's just that although I agreed to follow you, it was because I knew that you were not married and did not have a girlfriend...... I don't want to ruin someone's marriage or relationship, so if you have a girlfriend, I'll move out!"

"Heh!" Fu Yanfeng laughed sarcastically, "Gu Er, have you forgotten one thing? It is not up to you to decide when or how my relationship with you will end!"

Gu Yi raised his head and stared at him closely.

The man had a smile on his face, and he didn't seem to take her words seriously at all.

But after Gu Er felt it carefully, he found that the other party's eyes were covered with a thick haze.

It can be seen that he is not in a good mood now.

Is it because she took the initiative to say this?

Gu Er couldn't be sure.

But in any case, since she has already started, she must always make her thoughts clear.

"I don't be a third party, I don't destroy other people's marriages, that's my bottom line. You've helped me so much that maybe it's not something I can offset as your lover, and I can repay you in other ways. I can transfer the shares of the studio to you, or I can extend the contract with the company, whatever you want, but you can't cross my bottom line!"

There wasn't much she could keep, but she couldn't lose it.

If she really did that kind of thing, she would even look down on herself!

Fu Yanfeng looked at her gloomily for a long time, "You want to leave me?"

Gu Er said: "If you have a girlfriend ...... date?"

Then you should let me go!

Otherwise, it's really a scumbag!

After a long time, Fu Yanfeng suddenly laughed, his laughter was low and pleasant, like the murmuring of the piano, and the gloom disappeared in a short time. Smiling, he got up and sat down beside her.

Feeling the position around him sagging slightly, Gu Er was inexplicably a little flustered.

She pretended to be calm and turned her head to look at the man, and was about to ask him what he was saying, but the other person raised his hand and pinched her chin first.

He shook her face and looked at her for a moment, and said teasingly, "You're jealous!"

Gu Er's eyes widened suddenly, and he retorted vaguely, "No!"

"Heh, you still don't admit it? Gu Er, have you ever looked in the mirror and looked at your face today? It seems that no! Then let me tell you, your eyes, every little expression of yours, tell me that you are jealous, you are jealous! Because when you see the photos of me with other women, even if I am just being held by the other party, you still feel too intimate! So you are upset, you are anxious, you decide to find a way to remind me of your existence, so you call me to ask me to come back, you tell me that you are not a junior, you have to make me realize that if I have other women, then you have to leave!"

"I said that, right?!"

The man's series of words smashed into Gu Er's heart like a storm, she was confused, she was at a loss, she shook her head desperately and wanted to tell him that he was not what he said!

However, in the deepest part of my heart, there seems to be a voice saying that you are indeed jealous!

Jealous that the woman can appear in front of people with his arm openly, without worrying about being asked what their relationship is! Because of jealousy, he is unwilling, so he will make this call. While telling him those words, you are not tempting. You're making him choose, either another woman, or ...... Only you!

Gu Er's face became more and more pale, and then, two lines of tears overflowed uncontrollably into his eyes.

"It's not what you say, I'm just, I just don't want to do that......"

Gu Er said incoherently, and now, she didn't know what she was going to say.

Perhaps, she just wanted him to know that she couldn't leave this last line of defense......

His vision was blurred by tears, and Gu Er couldn't see the man's expression, and he didn't know what he wanted.

It seemed that after a long time, Fu Yanfeng finally let go of the hand on her chin.

The man's magnetic voice came to Gu Er's ears slowly, "I'm still single now, and you haven't done anything immoral to hurt another woman!"

Gu Yi was stunned, and his heart suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

Such...... Just ......

However, the man then said with a deep meaning: "Don't worry, if I have the intention of getting married in the future, I will definitely be the first to tell you!"

Gu Er's body froze before she could completely relax, but it was only for a moment, and then she raised her hand to wipe away her tears, which just blocked all her expressions. When she looked up at the man again, her expression was still gloomy, but it was generally calm.

Her teeth bit the tip of her tongue in her closed mouth until she tasted the smell of rust.

She forced herself to say calmly and indifferently: "I understand." Don't worry, when the time comes, I'll leave immediately. What I said before counts, and I'll repay you in other ways. ”

Fu Yanfeng looked at her and smiled strangely, but did not answer.

Seeing this, Gu Yi couldn't help but emphasize, "What I said is true!"

When she said this, she tried her best to control herself so that she didn't raise her hand to cover her chest, it hurt so much that she could barely breathe!

However, she could only endure and had to endure.

I don't want the man in front of me to see her true thoughts, not at all!

……

As the night fell, Gu Er lay on the bed with her eyes closed, listening to the long breathing of the man next to her, she turned over as quietly as she could, with her back to him.

The previous conversation between the two was constantly repeated in his mind, and tears unconsciously crossed his cheeks and fell on the pillow.

Her hands clutched at the hem of her chest, as if it would make it less painful.

Why is this happening?

Obviously, it's just a deal.

He helped her, but he also asked for payment, even if it wasn't enough, but she did her best.

She thought she was just handing over her body, and she was desperately guarding her heart, not ready to move a single bit.

However, did it still fail?

No, no, no!

Gu Er screamed in his heart, I didn't like him! This is just a temporary blinding! His kindness to me is conditional, that is, I want to be able to stay by his side obediently and obediently like a pet!

So, it's all delusion.

She's just too emotionally deprived to get lost in his casual closeness!

Constantly convincing herself, maybe she was too tired, or maybe she was too sleepy, so repeatedly and repeatedly, Gu Er finally felt that it seemed that she was telling herself that it was not a liking, let alone love, just a habit, just a kind of abnormal attachment to a man who had a skin-to-skin relationship.

But it's all fake, so, with a little time, she can get rid of it and overcome this inexplicable feeling!

She couldn't fall asleep until it was dark, and she closed her eyes a little and relaxed.

She didn't know when she fell asleep, and naturally she didn't know, but when she fell asleep, the man next to her slowly opened his eyes.

He turned his head sideways to look at her unconsciously turned face, and through the hazy light, he could faintly see the inconspicuous tear stains on her delicate little face......

Fu Yanfeng twisted his lips, his eyes dark and difficult to discern.

She was miserable, sad...... That's what he expected......

But seeing her like this, he didn't feel happy, not only unhappy, but even a little inexplicably annoyed.

Yes, that must be not enough!

But how can this level of sadness be enough?

Can he live up to the pain his parents felt, can he live up to the pain he felt when he lost his parents?

No! Not at all!

Yes, it's not enough!