Thursday, March 18, light rain

Today is the twelfth day of his trip to the capital. The ancients said that "if you don't see each other for a day, you will never see each other", which used to be too exaggerated, but now it feels like it has reached people's hearts. Now when I walk into the classroom every day, I want to see him sitting in his seat reading a book and doing a problem, and then see me come in, greet me with a smile, and say "piece of cake, good morning". Every time I go to class or between classes, I can't help but look back to see if he's back, sitting in his seat and thinking about it with a slight frown.

Am I in love with him?(so shy, cross it out!)

During the afternoon recess, Zhang Mingyue suddenly asked me what should I do if he graduated from high school and went to college in three or four months?

The question of what to do when he goes to college is actually something I have thought about for a long time. What else can I do? Of course, I should study hard and strive to be admitted to a university in the capital! Even if I can't get into Jingshi University, at least everyone is in the same city, and we will still have the opportunity to meet him on weekends and holidays. As for what university to go to in Beijing, I haven't thought about it yet. Listening to the thin-lipped Obasang of the training class, he said that if he signed a 20-year long-term contract with the company, he could be directly escorted to the National Academy of Drama as a commission trainee, but I didn't want to sign a deed of sale for such a long time, I already felt that it was too long to sign for 10 years, and once I entered the entertainment industry, I always felt that I would be farther and farther away from him. If I could, I would have taken the art department of Peking Normal University or the National Conservatory of Music, right?

Perhaps stimulated by this news, I impulsively went to our school's confession wall at night to write a few words to confess to him. Although it wasn't face-to-face, I was still so nervous, I felt my hands trembling and sweating, and later I realized that there was nothing at all, because about half of the confession wall was confessed to him. - This is also a matter of course, who made him so smart, so handsome, and the key is so gentle and considerate, it is simply perfect. - The second is Xiaoxiang, and the third is me, hehe, and I still have a little joy in my heart.

I went to bed early and have to go to training tomorrow night. The hard work of training is actually not terrible, what I am most afraid of is the Mediterranean hairstyle Ojisan, I feel that when he looks at me, it is like he wants to swallow someone in his stomach. Hopefully, the training will end sooner and I will be able to test some of the shows, so that at least I can get rid of that disgusting Ojisan. Alas!

It's a piece of cake, for him, for his dreams, for going to the capital, come on!

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Friday, March 19, cloudy

Bad news, sure enough, that bad guy didn't come back this week!

Good news, we can finally meet that damn guy next Monday!

I haven't seen him for so long, I don't know if this bad guy has changed, he should be taller and more handsome, right? Anyway, when he comes back, he must be tortured (if possible), and ask him what he did behind my back! I actually went to supper and go to a bar with a group of girls, and I also had an indistinct eyebrow with an older young woman named Qiao Yinuo, do you know that she is a married woman? Do you know that you have to obey the husband's way? I have never taken me to a supper or a bar! He must be punished for kneeling on the keyboard (if possible)!

And then what?

Then, of course, choose to forgive him. Who made him look so good? And he is a person of that kind of character, typical thin-skinned and tofu-hearted, it must be those foxes who pull him in, and he can't stand the face. It's like the guy who deserves to be at the airport for the rest of his life, and he has the cheekiness to borrow him from me as a shield. Don't think I don't know what your plans are, it's nothing more than wanting Liu Bei to borrow Jingzhou. Hmph, who is that, we're not done here!

And yesterday afternoon, Zhang Mingyue suddenly asked Cai Xiaojia, that stinky guy will graduate from high school and go to college in three or four months, what should I do? Cai Xiaojia didn't say a reason for a long time. In fact, I know that this little girl has a good impression of Jiang Shuiyuan, and she wants to go to college in the capital. But the fact is that once a girl's family enters the entertainment industry, it is like a white cloth falling into ink, and it can no longer be washed. Even if you come out of the mud without staining, and the ripples are clear and not demonic, your reputation will be completely ruined if you act every day for ten years. It's true that that stinky guy has a good heart, but when he enters Jingshi University, he is tantamount to a steady progress, and he will only get farther and farther away from you, so he is destined to be fateless.

In contrast, Liu Chenyu is obviously smarter. She knew that it was not appropriate for her to be with that villain, so she took the opportunity to bet with Wu Yangzhen and cleanly came to a smart sword to cut her love. I saw her in the aisle these days, and found that she had become dark and thin, no way, the word "love" has hurt the most since ancient times. Fortunately, she is a smart person and understands the truth that long pain is better than short pain.

Well, using the diary as a trash can and writing down all the negative emotions in my heart makes me feel much more relaxed, and I should be able to sleep well tonight, maybe I can still dream of that bad guy!

There are still several cram schools tomorrow, and I have to rest early. Although there is little hope of being admitted to Jingse University, there is still work to be done, at least not to go to a school that is too bad. By the way, my dad called me this morning and asked me if I would like to go back to the capital for my third year of high school next semester. I knew that although he was very dissatisfied with that bad guy on the surface, he actually valued him very much in his heart, and acquiesced in the relationship between me and him. Hey, that's it.

Bad guys, see you in your dreams!

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Saturday, March 20, moderate rain

I slept late yesterday, obviously feeling very sleepy, but I still couldn't fall asleep when I got to bed, and my mind was full of his shadow, as if I heard him smiling and calling "squad leader". Obviously I have made up my mind to cut him off, and I have been in the capital for almost two weeks, why can't I forget it?

I'm sick, right? Lovesickness with no cure.

Although I didn't sleep for a few hours last night, I still got up early this morning to go to school to read books and do problems, but as soon as I entered the school gate, I saw a newly hung banner "Congratulations to Jiang Shuiyuan, a student of our school, for winning the first prize in the National Mathematics Olympiad". On the good news on the bulletin board, he was still smiling so sunny, like the breath of spring breeze willows in March and April. I came to the classroom like a walking corpse, obviously wanting to do a few sets of test papers to calm down and meet the upcoming monthly exam, but who knew that his smile kept flickering in front of my eyes, and I didn't finish a single test paper in the morning.

When I went home at noon, I heard my mother say at the dinner table that Wu Yangzhen had changed her mind in the past six months, concentrated on studying, and her grades had been able to enter the top 100 in her grade, so she really grew up and was sensible. My mouth was bitter for a while, and drinking rock sugar white fungus soup was useless, because I knew that Wu Yangzhen had grown up and sensible?

Oh, he doesn't belong to me now.

No, he never belonged to me. So why can't I let it go? Just like when there was a very ugly boy who pursued Pu Xiaoxiang and was laughed at as "a toad wants to eat swan meat", my current mentality is also a disgusting toad?

In the afternoon, I occasionally flipped through the book, and saw a sentence written by a certain female writer to her beloved: "When I saw him, she became very low, very low, low to the dust." But her heart rejoiced, and blossomed out of the dust. "Isn't this me? Sometimes I think that even if I can't be with him, I can look at his back from afar and follow in his footsteps, and my heart is very satisfied. Therefore, I have to study hard and be admitted to Jingshi University, not only to realize my childhood ideals, but also to keep my current dream from being shattered.

When we met at Jingshi University, would you still call me "class president" with a smile and tease me with a hippie smile?

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