Chapter 227: The Arrangement of Fate
Just when Shen Zhizhuo and his entourage got on the plane to the UK, in front of the window of the VIP ward of Changning Central Hospital, a hundred kilometers away from Songjiang City, a slender figure quietly looked at the snowy sky outside the window. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
After a while, the door of the ward was opened, and a young man walked in from the outside, dressed in a decent casual suit, his posture became more and more upright and long, his elegant and handsome face was full of concern, a soft and pleasant voice, with a reassuring gentleness, but when he saw the back standing in front of the window, he said in a slightly reproachful tone: "Why did you get out of bed?"
Hearing the voice behind him, the person standing in front of the window slowly turned around, his thin face, a pair of eyes as bright as stars seemed to be as silent as death, and when he saw the person who came, the bottom of his silent eyes suddenly fluctuated, looking at the person who had come to him, he didn't speak, just gently pulled the corners of his lips.
After this period of time together, the man has grasped the meaning of her subtle expression, "The doctor said that you can't get out of bed now, if you find a cold, it is easy to leave the root of the disease." ”
With that, the man helped the girl back to the bedside, helped the girl to the bed, and carefully covered her with a quilt.
Then, he brought the food box he brought just now to the girl, "I brought your best vegetable porridge, you can taste it, it doesn't suit your appetite." ”
The man was busy, and when he handed the porridge to the girl, he found that the girl was just looking at him quietly, which made the man's hand holding the porridge freeze in mid-air.
The girl didn't speak, just looked at the man quietly, her eyes flashing with waves, which contained too much complexity to be described.
The man slowly lowered his hand, and looked at the silent girl with a pair of affectionate eyes, during this time, he was already familiar with the meaning of the girl's eyes.
"Yi Nian, don't refuse my help, I know what you're thinking, it's still that sentence, with me Lin Xiao, I can't watch you give up on yourself, even if it's for ...... You have to keep going with your parents and loved ones, they are still waiting to be reunited with you. ”
The thin and haggard girl on the hospital bed is Yi Nian, who has 'died' due to a car accident, and the man is none other than Yi Nian's class president in high school, Lin Xiao, who has been silently liking her for many years.
This matter also started from the day Yi Nian hurriedly escaped from the Yi family's villa.
Yi Nian, who ran out of the villa, drove her sports car straight out of the city.
The day before, she knew that she was pregnant with Shen Zhizhuo's child, and because she was addicted to drugs and had to take painkillers and sleeping pills because of a series of sequelae, the child had not yet been born, and she had been deprived of the right to be born in a healthy manner by her various behaviors.
Let's not talk about whether the child can be saved with her current situation, even if he has a big life and persists until birth, no one can guarantee his health.
It is better to end his suffering early than to give birth to a deformed child, or an unhealthy child with birth defects, and let him come into this world to suffer.
Yi Nian couldn't watch the foreseeable tragedy happen to her child, so she couldn't give birth to this child.
However, she couldn't bear to take the child, she felt that it was all her fault, and she was sorry for the child.
The guilt swept through her like a storm, leaving her unable to breathe. She couldn't talk to anyone about the pain in her heart.
That night, she sat in bed all night, and thought about it all night, from childhood to adulthood, and then to meet and fall in love with Shen Zhizhuo, and then to later know her bizarre and pathetic life experience, at that time she thought it was beyond her bearing.
For a long time, she refused to contact anyone, especially Shen Zhizhuo, she felt that with such a background, she was not worthy of such a good him.
Later, she became addicted to drugs, although it was not voluntary for her, but later, she still depraved herself and made such a dirty deal with Peng Kui, exchanging money for drugs.
At that time, she really hated her incompetence, but she couldn't get angry, because she lost all her reason and principles because of drug addiction.
In this way, she went farther and farther on the road of depravity, and the gap between her and Shen Zhizhuo became bigger and bigger.
Even if Shen Zhizhuo didn't say anything or do anything, she was panicked all day long, always trapped in infinite suspicion, suspicious of his feelings for herself, suspicious of his empathy and don't fall in love with Chu Yufei.
What's more, he spoke so coldly to himself because of Chu Yufei, which made the sensitive her unacceptable, and finally broke out and took the initiative to break up.
Unexpectedly, at that time, Chu Yufei had such an accident again, and for Shen Zhizhuo to blame her for this incident, in addition to being sad, she was more desperate, so she gave up defending herself, not only that, but she also took everything over.
Since you are going to break up, let's break up completely, let him think that he is an out-and-out femme fatale, and completely flee with the little resentment and disappointment he has.
At that moment, she made up her mind again that she would not take the child out of her womb, because she decided to leave this complicated world with the child.
Go to a place where there is only the two of them, where there is not so much intrigue and torment.
There is only tranquility there, a tranquility that belongs to them.
So she chose not to bring anything, only her belongings, and drove the car to find a quiet place to wait for death to come.
But life is always unexpected in one way or another, maybe this is the beauty of life, you never know what will happen in the next moment, because you don't know, so you are full of expectations and fantasies.
But Yi Nian picked up a life because of such an unexpectedness.
As she approached the highway, she suddenly felt a nauseous sensation in her stomach, so she put the brakes on the brakes, parked the car on the side of the road, opened the door, got out of the car, squatted on the side of the road and vomited.
But I vomited for a long time and didn't vomit anything, just vomited some bitter water.
That's when she remembered that she had forgotten to eat breakfast in the morning.
Because of the discomfort in her stomach after vomiting, her head suddenly hurt, and the sharp pain made her consciousness a little confused, and when she looked up, she saw a convenience store a hundred meters away, so she grabbed the bag on the car indiscriminately, and walked towards the convenience store crookedly without even closing the door.
Just when she arrived at the door of the convenience store, she collided with a man who was opening the door and walking out, and because of this collision, her eyes went dark, and the whole person lost consciousness.