Chapter 238: Won't Be Happy

(Cat flutter Chinese) "Mother, don't you want to be like this, okay. Nan Yixuan reached out to pull her hand, but when she touched it, Concubine Rou quickly withdrew her hand.

Nan Yixuan took an empty hand and clenched it tightly, then let it go, he took a deep breath, with deep helplessness in his voice, "Mother, you were on a hunger strike before, and now you are refusing to drink medicine, what do you want?"

After a moment of silence, Concubine Rou finally opened her eyes slowly, she glanced at Nan Yixuan, who was full of pain, and the corners of her mouth hooked up a mocking smile, "My Xuan'er is so smart, how can she not know what the concubine wants?"

Of course, Nan Yixuan knew that when she did this, she refused to agree to the matter between him and Yunluo.

With a slight glint in his eyes, Nan Yixuan said slowly: "That's right, I thought I understood you before, but my mother insisted so hard in order to see me take back everything that belongs to me and see me find my own happiness." ”

"Yes......" Concubine Rou looked at the top of the bed, and her originally confused eyes shone with a little divine light, "The mother concubine has been lying on this bed for seventeen years, if it weren't for this belief that made me stick to it, I wouldn't want to be this waste person a long time ago." ”

"So, mother, you are the one who wants Xuan'er to be happy the most, aren't you?" Nan Yixuan said, his hand gently holding hers.

This time, Concubine Rou did not break free again, but turned her head sideways and looked at Nan Yixuan quietly.

This son has never let her down for more than ten years, only this time......

After looking at him quietly for a long time, Concubine Rou suddenly said, "You won't be happy if you're with her." ”

"Mother!" Nan Yixuan's voice raised a few points, he was really angry.

"You haven't even seen Luo'er's face, why did you draw such a decisive conclusion? In Xuan'er's eyes, you shouldn't be the kind of person who listens to other people's slander!"

In fact, Nan Yixuan has been thinking that the concubine will oppose him and Yunluo, and it will definitely not be just because of Yu Fei's manipulation, there must be other reasons in between.

"Mother, can you tell me the reason, why you don't like Luo'er so much?"

The corners of Concubine Rou's lips hooked up a faint smile, with a hint of sarcasm, "The mother concubine told you, will you give up on her?"

"No!" Nan Yixuan replied without any hesitation.

After a pause, he added: "No matter what the reason, I will not give up Luo'er!"

"Between the mother concubine and Yunluo, if you can only choose one, who will you choose?" Concubine Rou stared straight at Nan Yixuan, the firmness in her eyes let Nan Yixuan know that she was not joking, but asking this question very seriously.

He never imagined that his mother would force him to this point and make him choose between them.

One is the mother who gave birth to him and raised him and gave everything for him, the other is the one who he knows and understands him, and he wants to join hands with the lover of his life, both of them are women he regards as his life, how do you want him to choose?

He squinted, looked into the eyes of her mother, and said word by word: "Mother, Xuan'er will not answer your question, and at the same time, she will act as if she has not heard this question." Because the mother concubine in my mind would never ask such a question. ”

"Hehe, yes, it's the mother who is too stupid. Concubine Rou laughed, "For her sake, you can leave your mother concubine and go to Nanling Academy, you can take off your disguise desperately for her, and of course you can disobey your own concubine for her." My Xuan'er has grown up, and I no longer need to be a wasted person, so you can marry whoever you like. ”

After that, Concubine Rou turned around, facing inward, unwilling to look at him again.

"Mother, do you have to be like this?" Looking at the back she left for herself, Nan Yixuan's fists clenched tightly.

Why is this happening?

Why?

In his mind, the mother concubine should be the one who wants to be happy the most, but why should he tear up his happiness with his own hands now?

"You go, I won't look for death anymore, ...... You don't have to come to this Xinrou Temple to see me, a wretch. After Concubine Rou finished saying this, she simply closed her eyes.

Two "wasters" in a row made Nan Yixuan's heart ache as if it were torn.

The mother will be what she is today, all for him.

If she hadn't insisted on giving birth to him, she could have detoxified her body in advance, and then conceived a healthy child again with a healthy body.

So for more than ten years, he has always firmly remembered everything his mother has done for himself, as long as it is her will, he will do it.

But this time......

"Since the mother concubine is tired, then Xuan'er will leave first and come to see you tomorrow. Nan Yixuan didn't care what she had just done, and after leaving these words, she turned around and walked out of the room.

Listening to the sound of the door closing, two lines of tears slowly slipped from the corners of Concubine Rou's eyes, flowing more and more, more and more.

This son is her only one, how can she bear to persecute him and embarrass him like this?

Over the years, his suffering, his tiredness, she has seen them all in her eyes and hurt in her heart, of course she also hopes that he can find a woman who can give him happiness.

But this woman must not be Yunluo.

Because she is the daughter of that woman, the daughter of the woman who indirectly harmed her like this!

Nan Yi did not leave immediately after closing the temple door, but quietly looked at the closed hall door for a long time before he said to Yan Yan beside him: "Take good care of Niangniang." ”

"Yes. Yan Yan lowered his head from beginning to end, not daring to look at Nan Yixuan.

Nan Yihan looked at the temple door again, sighed slightly, and then turned to leave.

It wasn't until he was far away that Hikoyan looked up in the direction he was leaving, only to see his fleeting back.

This man is out of her reach, although Concubine Rou gave her some thoughts, but she knows that her thoughts are too unrealistic.

As a person from the Phantom Pavilion, although she has never seen this pavilion master, she definitely has great ability to become a pavilion master.

Wanting to compete with the pavilion master for a man is simply a wild talk, so she will never have such an extravagant hope again, as long as she can look at him a few times from afar or near like now, she is enough.

Looking at the direction in which Nan Yixuan disappeared, the corners of Yanyan's lips hooked up with a satisfied smile.

"Hikoken ......"

Concubine Rou's voice pulled Yanyan's thoughts back, and she quickly took a deep breath, pushed the door and walked in.

"Mother, the slave is here. ”

Concubine Rou, who was already lying down, had already sat up at some point, and she said lightly: "Yanyan, bring me the medicine." ”

Yan Yan was slightly stunned, and then he was overjoyed, "Yes, the slave will go!"

Niang Niang is finally willing to take medicine!

Yan Yan hurriedly turned around and walked out of the room to get the medicine.

Concubine Rou's face was still pale, but her originally godless eyes were full of determination.

She won't toss herself anymore, she wants to live!

Only by staying alive can she stop Nan Yixuan and Yunluo from falling together!

In order to let her son get true happiness!

The words he had just said to Concubine Rou made Nan Yixuan tired.

He silently returned to the dormitory, looking at the empty and deserted room, and his heart was bitter.

Although it is cold here, it is not as cold as when the concubine asked him to make a choice.

He couldn't think of a reason why the concubine had such a fierce reaction to the matter between him and Yunluo.

Even his father agreed to him, temporarily suppressing the marriage between Yunluo and the prince, but he didn't want his mother to be so embarrassed.

It was absolutely impossible for him to give up Yunluo, but he didn't want his mother to be sad about it.

What the hell is he going to do to make this matter work out perfectly?

He stood at the door of the temple for a while, but did not go in, because he did not want to stay in such a deserted dormitory.

He wants to go to Yunfu to find the woman he loves, and only by being with her can he feel warm and make him forget all the tiredness.

But when he turned around, he was stunned.

In the breeze, in the night light, a white shadow stood there quietly, black hair fluttering, clothes flying.

"Luo'er!" was full of surprise in his eyes, Nan Yixuan's body jumped, and the moment he landed, he hugged Yunluo in his arms.

Looking at the person in his arms, the previous troubles were swept away, "Why are you here?"

Leaning his head in Nan Yixuan's arms, Yunluo raised his head slightly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "I miss you, I'm here." ”

Nan Yixuan's words made him quite useful, but in the next second, he seemed to think of something, and a trace of worry flashed in his eyes, "Luo'er, you just ...... But in the Xinrou Temple?"

Yunluo smiled silently, and looked towards the temple door, "Don't you invite me in and sit?"

"Come in. Nan Yixuan took her hand and walked inside.

Looking at her smiling side face, Nan Yixuan's heart went up and down.

He was sure that the words he had with his mother just now had been listened to by Yunluo.

Because he did sense a trace of her aura before, but the matter of his mother at that time made him too excited, and he would never have thought that Yunluo would come here, so he ignored that feeling, and only thought that he missed her too much.

Last time, I just looked outside, so Yunluo stepped into Nan Yixuan's Xuanling Hall for the first time.

Looking at the empty and cold dormitory, she turned her head to Nan Yixuan and said, "No wonder it's too cold here, you always run to my side, it turns out that it's really cold." ”

Seeing Yunluo deliberately change the topic as if nothing had happened, Nan Yixuan's heart throbbed.

He grabbed Yunluo's hand and tightened it firmly, "Luo'er, if you are unhappy, follow me directly." ”

"It's too late for me to be happy when I see you, how can I be unhappy?" Yunluo smiled like a flower, and didn't look unhappy.

But Nan Yixuan knew that her heart must be dripping blood at this time.

If the mother's words were a hammer to him, then to Yunluolai, it was a sharp knife that dug a hole in her heart.

Her smile is so bright, but in Nan Yixuan's eyes, it makes her heart ache more than crying.

Holding her tightly in his arms, Nan Yixuan kissed her hair lightly while saying guiltily: "Luo'er, I'm sorry." ”

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