People at this time are the most painful, and outsiders don't know.

They no longer have any nostalgia for the outside world, all the time they live, they are coping, they are all existing for others, once they are stimulated, or those things that make them willing to endure pain for this, once they cease to exist in their hearts, then death will come.

For a patient with severe depression, death is relief, and living is the most terrible and courageous thing.

"I'll go to the bathroom, you're here waiting for me. ”

Sunan Ge reached out and patted Ouyang Heyue's hand, then got up and went to the bathroom.

Watching Su Nange leave, Ouyang Heyue seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and finally didn't have to pretend, pretending to be nothing, pretending to be nothing, pretending to be happy, no one knew how painful this pretending made her.

What she needs most now is relief......

But she can't do it, when she stays alone, she will always think about the meaning of life, she knows that every time she thinks of death, this is the final outcome, she wants to let herself live, it is for the sake of the child, so she is very painful to support.

In order to convince herself to live, she would find many, many reasons for herself, but these reasons were overturned by her in the end, one word, death!

How terrible and pitiful people with depression are, living so painfully every day, but no one knows that their pain may be a trivial matter that is not worth mentioning in the eyes of others, and will not be cared about or noticed.

Therefore, it is difficult for people with depression to find help unless they ask for help.

There are many people with depression who commit suicide until they commit suicide, and many people are not able to understand why they commit suicide.

Because people who haven't suffered from depression are really hard to do and empathize.

If you can't empathize with something, you can't make such accurate judgments and help.

In the past, when Ouyang and Yue met those people who were under mental pressure, she was worried that they would suffer from depression, so she would enlighten them and let them get out of the cycle of depression.

And when I fell into this strange circle again, I found that a person who was originally strong and could persuade others needed a stronger force to rescue.

Because she herself has overthrown herself, and nothing can be persuaded without a stronger force to save them.

The wedding hasn't even started yet, and everyone is sitting or standing casually, or chatting with people around with cocktails.

Ouyang and Yue sat there alone, without any smile on their faces, because she was unhappy from the bottom of her heart.

She thought that she was married, married to someone she liked each other, had a healthy and lovely child, and everything was going in a good direction.

But the trivial things in life are the straw that breaks her down, and her mother's constant comparisons and dissatisfaction make her very helpless, she doesn't know how to change her mother, because she knows that it is impossible, a person's habits are not formed in a day or two, and a little change in thinking, it is difficult to be affected by other things.

When my mother lived in the villa complex, it was probably because she used to live in an apartment with some inferiority, and she met a neighbor who liked jealousy and comparison, so she was subtly assimilated, and the inferiority complex and jealousy in her heart were excavated and magnified.

At this time, it is difficult to make her change her mind.

Since there is no way to change others, let's change yourself, Ouyang Heyue began to dislike arguing with her family, because there was no result in arguing, she suddenly felt that there was no point, even if she fought for a superiority, there was no point.

Since Mom likes it, let her like it.

At this time, she saw her parents coming together, they were sent by the Li family to pick them up, and there were other aunts who came together, and even Ouyang Zhenyang's family.

A bitter smile flashed on his lips, and his uncle didn't appear at his wedding, but he appeared at Li Qingsoft's wedding, in the final analysis, he didn't think that the Li family's wealth was in great power.

She let out a long sigh again, love, love, there is still something to rely on, where does the love come from without support, where does the support come from.

The most selfish side of human nature has always existed, and this has always been something that Ouyang Heyue didn't want to admit, I don't know why, but at this time she admitted it.

Because I saw it through, I saw it thoroughly, and I didn't care so much when I saw it through.

She was like a bystander, as if she was watching a play, as if everything had nothing to do with her, she was just a bystander.

Watching others acting, watching other people's lives, no matter what happened to the other party, she didn't have any emotional fluctuations, because she seemed to have expected it a long time ago, yes, no matter what the process in the middle, the point is the same.

Obviously she is a mother of a child, and she is only thirty years old, but she already lives like an old man who has gone through vicissitudes.

"Oh, you're here. ”

Suddenly, a sour voice sounded in Ouyang Heyue's ears, and she raised her head with a smile a little helplessly, but met a pair of eyes full of murder and jealousy.

Li Qingsoft was wearing a white wedding dress, wearing a beautiful garland on her head, dressed like a fairy in a painting, dragging a floor-length skirt, looking at Ouyang Heyue from above.

"Congratulations. Ouyang and Yue forced out a smile.

"Humph!"

Li snorted softly, "Are you doing this from the heart?" but I thank you first. She changed her tone, "My husband is the president of a publicly traded company in the United States, and he is worth three times as much as someone." I have to thank you, I rushed to marry Sunan Ge back then, otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to find my current husband. ”

These words, Sunan Song, who had just come back from the bathroom, happened to hear them all not far away.

Where did he stand, looking at Li Qingsoft, he didn't expect that he Sunan Ge would still be talked about by women like this, and he was a woman who wanted to marry him again and again, and finally measured himself with money, the corners of his mouth hooked, he didn't expect it, he always thought that he was handsome and handsome, which attracted many women to throw him into his arms, but he didn't expect it to be linked to money.

"Really?"

Sunan Ge raised his feet and just wanted to walk forward, when he heard Ouyang Heyue speak, he suddenly stopped, in the past few years, he has not been able to figure out his true status in Ouyang Heyue's mind, at this time, it may be an opportunity.

He stood there, looking at Ouyang Heyue, wanting to hear what kind of person he was in her eyes and in her heart.

If her man is compared to others, will she feel very shameless and regret it.