Chapter 634: Suicide

Su Yu was stunned for a moment, then finally bowed his head and said, "It's gone." ”

Xia Lan's eyes were empty and dazed, looking at a glass bottle in front of her, as if she was thinking about something, but in fact, there was nothing in her mind.

Lin Zhixuan frowned slightly, and said in a cold voice: "I still have something to ask you!"

Su Yufu lowered his body: "Niangniang, excuse me, the minister must know everything." ”

Lin Zhixuan said: "Do you know a maid named Xia Lan in my room?"

Su Yu's eyes flickered, but because he lowered his head, he didn't let Lin Zhixuan notice it, Su Yu said in a steady voice: "The minister has indeed seen it a few times." ”

Lin Zhixuan's brows furrowed tightly: "Have you only seen it a few times?"

Su Yu hesitated for a moment before saying, "No, it's not." ”

"What's that?"

Su Yu was silent for a long time, Qiu Ju stood beside Lin Zhixuan, and looked at Su Yu quietly, only the self-striking bell was ticking in the room.

Lin Zhixuan already understood, nodded lightly, and said to Su Yu: "Okay, you can step down." ”

Su Yu didn't move, but suddenly spoke, "Chen, I, I want to marry her." ”

Xia Lan, who was standing behind the screen, seemed to have three souls and seven spirits suddenly returned to their places, and her eyes burst out.

Xia Lan couldn't stand still, supporting the table with one hand and covering her mouth with the other, afraid of crying.

There was a glimmer of light in Lin Zhixuan's eyes, she felt for the first time that Su Yu might be worth entrusting, Lin Zhixuan looked Su Yu up and down more and more seriously, looked at his expression carefully, and said solemnly: "Oh? Maybe you just returned to the palace, I haven't heard of it, and there have been some remarks in the palace in the past two days......

Su Yu said: "I've heard it all. ”

Lin Zhixuan raised her eyebrows: "Then if Xia Lan is really redeemed by me from the Qinglou, do you still want her?"

Su Yu stared at Lin Zhixuan with wide eyes, and it took a long time before he realized that he was rude, and quickly lowered his head again.

He didn't believe it!

He didn't believe any of the gossip about Xia Lan.

Others don't know Xia Lan, but he knows, he and Xia Lan have been known for a long time, and they don't believe that Xia Lan will be such an unbearable person when he is killed.

Otherwise, you are blind.

But even if he doesn't believe it, even if Xia Lan really hasn't done it, but these rumors and rumors today are enough to destroy the bones, even if he believes that Xia Lan hasn't done it, Xia Lan really hasn't done it, but others think that Xia Lan is a ** unbearable woman.

Her reputation is damaged, should she really marry such a woman to be criticized and pointed fingers at others?

He wanted to say "don't".

The most rational way is to don't want her, there are so many good girls in the world, just change one, but don't say it, just think about these two ruthless words, his heart is like a knife.

On Baiyun Mountain, that is the woman he subconsciously is willing to protect with his life.

"I want to. Su Yu said.

He didn't realize when and how these two words came out, and it was too late for him to regret it.

Xia Lan bit her lip tightly, and the tears that had been suppressed for so many days smashed on the thick and soft carpet like beads with broken threads, and disappeared without a trace.

She listened to Lin Zhixuan and continued to ask: "If she really had a hard time with the second master of the Lin family when she was in the Lin family, do you still want her?"

Su Yu somehow remembered that day in Mongolia, in the dark night, there was only a crescent moon in the sky, and the one he saw looked like Aru's back.

Su Yu's heart ached, as if he was saying goodbye to some of the past who could never go back, his hands were clenched into fists, and he said to Lin Zhixuan, "I want to." ”

Looking at Su Yu's painful and slightly distorted face, Lin Zhixuan looked at him indifferently: "With your intelligence, you should naturally guess that these foul words are just slander, Xia Lan is flawless, but innocently burdened by rumors." But even so, I can't tell others, I always have to make it clear to you in front of you for Xia Lan's sake. lest thou shalt bully Sharan with this matter in the future.

The things in those rumors are indeed true and false, but they are not Xia Lan. On my birthday last year, there was a **peach woman lying in front of King Jing's mansion, you should remember. ”

Su Yu bowed down in response, and Lin Zhixuan concisely told Chun Tao about Xia Lan's frame, which was very vague about Lin Jiahong. In fact, Xia Lan's matter can't dispel the rumors, and many of them are because Lin Zhixuan protects Lin Jiahong, if he really makes this matter clear, Lin Jiahong's reputation is afraid that it will be gone.

Su Yu listened to what Lin Zhixuan said, the big stone in his heart finally fell to the ground, and he felt more and more distressed about Xia Lan, he kowtowed to Lin Zhixuan, and officially proposed to marry Xia Lan, saying that he would immediately go back to prepare the dowry, invite Xia Lan Bazi, calculate the good day and auspicious day, and marry Xia Lan as soon as possible, so as not to let her be bullied again.

Su Yu also asked Lin Zhixuan, after Xia Lan got married, don't go back to the palace to serve for the time being, harassed by rumors, Su Yu wants to protect Xia Lan in his own house outside the palace, and then let Xia Lan come out and walk around when it stops.

Lin Zhixuan thought it was good, praised Su Yu's heart, asked him to prepare, and said that he and Wei Mingxu would help him Zhang Luo in this matter, and he would also go to have a glass of wine when the time came.

For people of Su Yu and Xia Lan's status, this is a supreme honor.

Su Yu kowtowed to Lin Zhixuan again, and then hurriedly went.

By the time Xia Lan finally turned out from behind the screen, she had already cried into tears.

But Qiu Ju looked at everything in front of her blankly, as if she had a dream.

Lin Zhixuan comforted Xia Lan a few words, and then asked Dongmei and Qiu Ju to send Xia Lan back.

Qiu Ju supported Xia Lan, the corners of her lips were still smiling, but there was no trace of emotion in her eyes, and she said to Xia Lan: "You are the most blessed, the second master and Master Su are rushing to ask for you." The second master is not allowed to marry you as a flat wife, and the mother is not allowed, so Lord Su must marry only one of you. ”

Dongmei couldn't hear anything, but said to Xia Lan happily on the side: "Yes, yes, my sister can finally rest assured." When I see Sister Xia Lan in the future, I should call me grandma. And I heard that there are few people in the Su family, and my sister is the first one in the Su family when she goes, and there is no father-in-law and mother-in-law to press you, my sister is the biggest, you can do whatever you want, how good!"

Qiu Ju continued: "Yes, besides, Lord Su is still so good to you, everything is for your sake, it was like this before he left Beijing, and now it is even more so, he really puts you at the top of his heart, and he puts you first in everything." If you can meet such a lover, it can be regarded as living up to this life. ”

Qiu Ju and Dong Mei only sent Xia Lan back to rest, Dong Mei originally wanted to accompany Xia Lan for a while, but Qiu Ju said that no one could be waiting for her mother, so she called Dong Mei to go back together, so that Xia Lan could sleep and rest.

Xia Lan sent the two of them out, and sat on the kang alone and pondered Qiu Ju's words, but there were ripples in her heart, Lin Zhixuan rejected Lin Jiahong's words at the beginning, she heard it, and what she said was just that she was from a humble background, and if she wanted to be a flat wife, she was not worthy of Lin Jiahong.

Xia Lan knew that Lin Zhixuan was just trying to save Lin Jiahong's face, so she didn't think much about it at the time, but now that Qiu Ju mentioned it, Xia Lan thought about it carefully, if she is not worthy of Lin Jiahong, can she be worthy of Su Yu?

What's more, now that he is infamous, he is becoming more and more despised, Su Yu still thinks about himself in everything, and wants to protect himself in his mansion without hearing or seeing, but the gossip, ridicule, scolding and pointing fingers outside are just for him to listen to and see and bear.

How can he be so selfish, only caring about himself to drag him down, but not thinking about him at all, why should he be such a good person, why should he be burdened by himself and become the laughing stock of others, and he will not be able to raise his head from now on.

How terrible those gossips are, Xia Lan has experienced them in the past, but at that time, she just wanted to live, turning a blind eye to everything around her, she could say to Lin Zhixuan "Look up to the sky, and lie down on the ground", but in fact, she was also tormented in her heart, so she begged Lin Zhixuan to bring herself to the capital and be a new person.

But now, does she really want Su Yu to bear all this again for her?

Moreover, it is in the capital, in this circle that is even more terrifying than Hangzhou.

Xia Lan shook her head, tears welling up in her eyes.

He is just the quality of Pu Liu, maybe as Qiu Ju said, if he can meet a good person like him in this life, he should be content, how can he use his dirty and filthy reputation to affect him for a lifetime.

And now, she has no way to escape, she can't stay in the capital, and she can't go back to Hangzhou.

Xia Lan looked blankly at her empty room. In the past, he always paid for himself, blocked the knife for himself, injured himself, and never seemed to have done anything for him.

No matter how the world scolds me, slanders me, or belittles me, as long as I am worthy of my conscience, I can turn a blind eye, but I can't let them laugh at you like that, and I can't leave any stain on you because of me.

Xia Lan thought like this, looking at the spring clothes that he hadn't finished making for him, a little nostalgic, but also thought, maybe what he needed was not this clothes, but someone who could make clothes for him cleanly.

He is so good, he will always meet an innocent and clean girl in the future, know him warm, and tailor clothes for him. Just yourself, don't drag him down anymore.

Xia Lan looked at a small quadrangular cabinet with a vase and mirror standing next to the kang, closed her eyes suddenly, became ruthless, and hit the corner of the table.