Chapter 219: Determination
"Girl, Xia Lan wants to live, she has to live all the time, live well, live for those people, Xia Lan has never done anything unseemly, never. Xia Lan is not afraid, she is not afraid of the gods above her head, she is not afraid of hell under her feet, and she is not afraid of what others say...... Xia Lan figured it out and thought it through. ”
Lin Zhixuan listened to her quietly, but she only felt sorry for her.
"It's just a girl...... Girl," Xia Lan's voice suddenly trembled, "Girl, I don't want to stay in Hangzhou anymore, can you take me to the capital?" Give me to the second aunt and grandmother, Xia Lan will serve the second aunt and grandmother for a lifetime, and treat the second aunt and grandmother as the same as the girl, to repay the girl's kindness." ”
Lin Zhixuan was slightly surprised, surprised that Xia Lan would say such a thing, after all, only Lin Jiahong knew that she wanted to go to the capital, and Xia Lan knew that she didn't want to go.
This girl, she has figured out what she said, she has thought it through, but she still made up her mind to leave Hangzhou, to let herself take her to the capital, and think about those things that she doesn't even want to mention again, how can it be so easy to pass?
"Xia Lan......" Lin Zhixuan slowly opened her mouth, and before she could say anything, Xia Lan preemptively said: "Girl...... I know that the girl doesn't want to go to the capital, or maybe the girl says that there is something for me to give to the second aunt and grandmother, just send someone to give me to the second aunt and grandmother. ”
Xia Lan suddenly felt that she was not speaking well, it was very bad, everything she said was wrong, what was she? Just a girl, how could she make such excessive demands again and again in front of Lin Zhixuan.
"Girl, if it doesn't work, or else, or you don't want me, drive me out...... Let me out......"
"Xia Lan!" Lin Zhixuan's voice was a little decisive, "Xia Lan, in two days, I will take you to Beijing." ”
"Girl!" Xia Lan couldn't believe her ears, and then hesitated, "Girl, doesn't the girl want to go......?
Lin Zhixuan smiled and comforted her: "It's not just for you, I have already decided to enter Beijing before you even said this." ”
Xia Lan had tears in her eyes, but she showed joy.
Lin Zhixuan smiled and said, "Go to bed early, when you leave Hangzhou and arrive in the capital, everything will be fine." ”
Xia Lan answered, and then lay down peacefully, hesitated for a moment, and suddenly whispered: "Girl......"
Lin Zhixuan said softly.
"Girl, Xia Lan never thought of dying. If Xia Lan really wanted to die clean, she would definitely not choose the lotus pond in Bi Chuntang to cause trouble for the girl. I had already figured out what I said to the girl when I stood by the lotus pond today. ”
Lin Zhixuan opened her eyes suddenly, and suddenly understood something.
Xia Lan watched Lin Zhixuan's bed curtain being gently swayed by the majestic wind, but only continued: "Girl, Xia Lan is not here to sue, Xia Lan doesn't know who it is, and she doesn't want to make trouble for the girl anymore."
Charan ...... Xia Lan can't speak, and she doesn't think about things as well as Qiu Ju, she only has a piece of loyalty, she only remembers the girl's goodness, Xia Lan doesn't want the girl to do anything for Xia Lan, Xia Lan knows that she is just a subordinate, and even her life is from the Lin Mansion, if she meets a bad master, she will ...... a long time ago
It was the girl who treated me well and even took me back, the girl's kindness, Xia Lan has always remembered. Xia Lan just thinks that this matter should be told to the girl......"
Lin Zhixuan listened to Xia Lan's words as if she didn't know what to do, but her heart was warm, and she interrupted her softly: "Okay, I know." ”
Xia Lan only felt that what she said was very bad, it was not the same thing as what she thought at all, she was going to let go of all this generously in front of the third girl, how could it seem that she was wronged, and as if she was complaining. Xia Lan only felt very annoyed.
Lin Zhixuan said: "Don't think nonsense, go to bed early, and wake me up tomorrow morning." ”
Xia Lan listened to Lin Zhixuan's casual tone, as if nothing had happened, and when she was still as usual, Xia Lan's heart gradually relaxed: "Yes." ”
After so much time, the anger at that time, the anger at that time, and the feeling of longing for the jade to be burned and the fish to die have long been faded by time. She doesn't need the comfort of others, she doesn't even want others to mention it again, she really just wants to forget, she just wants to let go, she just wants to leave.
Leaving far away, to a place that no one knows, she knows that she has done nothing wrong, it is someone else who is wrong, she has a clear conscience, but who can withstand the gold of the crowd, who can bear the accumulation of ruin?
Lin Zhixuan knows, so she doesn't ask, if she wants to say, she listens, she doesn't want to say, then help her forget it.
If the people over there aren't too excessive.
In the early morning of the next day, Lin Zhixuan got up half an hour earlier than usual, washed and changed clothes, and then went to Bichun Hall.
Lin Zhixuan happened to come to serve Mrs. Wang to wash and change clothes.
Purple Kite stopped the other maids outside, only Lin Zhixuan was inside, and only Purple Kite and Qiu Ju were busy with things in and out.
Lin Zhixuan cleaned Mrs. Wang's face with a handkerchief, and said while combing Mrs. Wang's hair: "Mother, I want to enter Beijing." ”
Mrs. Wang glanced at Lin Zhixuan in surprise: "How did you change your mind again?"
Lin Zhixuan concisely told Mrs. Wang about the letter from Xue An yesterday, and naturally did not mention the article she wrote for herself, but only said that Wei Yingxiang would inherit the marriage between Wang Jue and Chu Nan.
Mrs. Wang was also very surprised when she heard Chu Nan's story.
Lin Zhixuan said: "Xue An also wants me to enter Beijing very much, I don't know what happened to her and Chu Nan's bodies, and if my uncle-in-law inherits the knighthood, he can take care of me more in the capital." There is a brother on the road, and my mother doesn't have to worry too much. ”
Mrs. Wang nodded and said, "Naturally, I want you to enter Beijing." ”
Lin Zhixuan continued: "It's just that I don't want Lin Yaxuan's mother and daughter to go. ”
Mrs. Wang frowned, she wanted Lin Zhixuan to say a good family affair in the capital, and Lin Yaxuan had saved Mrs. Mu after all, and she was also a dependent in Beijing.
Lin Zhixuan said: "Mother, you know that the Liang family is only loyal to the emperor, since the Liang family is married to the Li family, and has been so close to the Li family over the years, I think the Li family and the Liang family are the same, only loyal to the emperor." The uncle's family was promoted by the emperor, so they were naturally on the side of the Li family.
But the Mu family still has a mother in the palace, and she gave birth to a big prince. And the emperor has set up the crown prince after all. Now that the emperor is old and the situation in the DPRK and China is unstable, which minister doesn't want to take sides? If we go to the Li family, we naturally want to live in the Li family, if we get entangled with the Mu family again, and everything depends on the Mu family, I am afraid that the people of the Li family will blame us for being ignorant.
Besides, my mother knows that I am a person who knows how to advance and retreat, but the mother and daughter, which one knows how to measure, blindly only looks at the small profits in front of her, what is the place in the capital, where are they staying, in case something happens, it will not be good. (To be continued.) )