073 Sent the wrong person
Perhaps it was the recent blows we took turns that Li Hua began to doubt himself and his obsession with dancing.
The reason why so many people want to become rich is perhaps because they feel that they can do whatever they want when they are rich. Li Hua knows that he has money, and he doesn't mind relying on it, so he can sit back and do what he wants to do - dancing.
However, can money really solve all problems? Money can be bought to please people, but it cannot buy real people's hearts. And the blow to Li Hua from those of us is not actually against him dancing, but I just feel that it is a pity for him to deign to be in that small art troupe.
Li Hua may not have figured this out.
I looked at Li Hua, what was he thinking, and I also thought that some of the words I said to him before were not good, which may have caused him to misunderstand and make him feel awkward. I also have to admit that if it is not Lan Tian who is good with Li Hua now, but other girls, with my character of not shedding tears when I see the coffin, I am very likely to fight for it again.
I'm not necessarily a person who values friendship very much, but I try to be one.
What's more, Yan Xiaochang's sentence, "Watching him change girlfriends one after another over the years," is still echoing in my ears at the moment, I don't want to be an old lover who was replaced by him, isn't he going to emigrate abroad?
I figured out this question, but some people didn't understand it, this person was Xue Jiazheng.
Li Hua left, Shao Siwei lived off-campus, and the task of sending me back to the dormitory in the middle of the night fell on Xue Jiazheng's head. When I arrived downstairs in our dormitory, Xue Jiazheng suddenly said to me seriously: "Cong You, I know the most about you and Huazi. ”
Among these people, the most idle is Xue Jiazheng, who is also a very rational person when it comes to the issue of bystanders. Before, Li Hua and I often ate with Xue Jiazheng.
I looked at Xue Jiazheng, I didn't know what he wanted to say, and then Xue Jiazheng said: "Tian Tian is with Huazi now, and you two are good friends again......"
"I know," I interrupted him, "don't worry, Tian Tian and I are still friends." ”
"That's not what I meant. Xue Jiazheng said.
I just looked at him and listened to him say to me word by word: "You should stay away from Huazi in the future, after all, it is not what it used to be." ”
Hey, fuck, I'm angry, what does he mean by him? Isn't he better than anyone else, then he should know that it's better for me to compare with Li Hua first, no matter how I broke up with Li Hua, if you want to come first and come first, that's me in front of Lan Tian. Why did he make me listen to this, I am the third party who stalks and meddles in other people's feelings?
I will stay away from Li Hua in the future, I am far away from Li Hua, and I have nothing to do with Xue Jiazheng, so I spoke in a polite tone, I said: "Xue Jiazheng, if you like Lan Tian, that's your business, how I treat Li Hua is my business, whether they are good or not, what they are like, is their business." It's funny that you're telling me this. ”
I knew early on that the Xue family was still thinking about Lan Tian. It is true that as a woman, Lan Tian is very memorable, beautiful, generous and sensible, gentle and considerate, her body is not very good, she is soft and weak, and even I am willing to take care of her two more points.
But you don't have to look down on people so much.
I was a little angry and went back to the dorm and wanted to drink water. When I was in the crew, I developed a new habit, I like to drink water soaked in lemon slices, and the dried lemon slices I bought in the supermarket can't be soaked in cold water. But I wasn't in the dormitory tonight, and according to the thermal insulation performance of the kettle, the water I fetched yesterday was cold today, so I quietly borrowed hot water from the classmates on the bunk next door.
As soon as he opened his mouth, Lan Tian, who was laying on the opposite side, said, "You have hot water in the pot, and you only made it at night." ”
I looked in the direction where Lan Tian was lying and said politely, "Thank you." ”
The water must have been Lan Tian to help me fight, and it can be seen from such a small detail that she still thinks about me in her heart, if I deliberately distance myself because of Li Hua's grudge against her, it seems that I am too generous.
But there is still a distance between us.
I feel that Lan Tian has not slept well in the past two days, and he always turns over, there should be something on his mind, and I can guess what it is.
I've lost someone I like, and I don't want to lose my best friend just like that, I think our friendship can still be mended, it just needs someone to make an effort.
I was willing to work hard, so I invited Lan Tian to accompany me shopping.
But I don't know, Lan Tian is very poor now, she traveled thousands of miles to confess to Li Hua, and spent nearly a month of living expenses, and she has no money to go shopping with me.
Lan Tian didn't go, and said, "There is something in the afternoon." ”
I remembered that according to the convention, Li Hua would rest every Saturday afternoon, and maybe the children were going on a date. I didn't go shopping that day, Lan Tian simply cleaned up at noon and went out, and I watched idol dramas over and over again in the dormitory.
I want to forget that it's very simple to be alone, I have experience in this matter, and the boyfriend I talked to in my freshman year, although I didn't like it very much, but it hurt for a while after the breakup. And the way for me to get rid of the pain is to watch idol dramas, find a bunch of handsome guys, follow every day, nymphomaniac nymphomaniac, and forget all my troubles.
I think I can't remember what Li Hua looks like, think about the past, the long street we walked through in Beijing, the hands we held, and even the picture of hugging each other and falling asleep, it is very unreal in retrospect, as if none of those really happened, I just watched a more heartfelt idol drama.
Lan Tian came back very late, and after coming back, he didn't say anything, and went to sleep. Then the next day, she packed her things and moved out of the dormitory.
I don't need to say goodbye, anyway, I will meet in class. I didn't ask much about why she moved out, mainly because I didn't want to be stimulated. Eighty percent of the reasons why the girls in the school moved out were for the convenience of falling in love.
She and Li Hua are progressing so fast......
One night, I talked to Yan Xiaochang on the phone and asked her about her situation in Beijing, Yan Xiaochang seemed to be in good shape, and when she chatted with me, she asked me reluctantly, why didn't I go and talk to Li Hua again.
I said, "When I heard that he was going to emigrate, I knew that there would be such a day, and this is also nowhere to go, if he really wants to be dealt with, he will leave then, and I won't be embarrassed to die?"
Yan Xiaochang: "Hey, if you listen to him, he will just talk about it, and it will not be successful." ”
I asked why, and Yan Xiaochang said it was a feeling. Anyway, I thought about things too absolutely, and we just planned casually as many as we wanted, and in the end it was gone.
The conversation with Yan Xiaochang touched me deeply. I would have thought that if it weren't for this, I wouldn't have been so eager to persuade Li Hua to go back to his grandfather's side. I might be more rational, think about something about Li Hua, and understand Li Hua's love for dance, and then I won't say things that despise him for inaction.
Then we won't quarrel, and then Li Hua may give me a little more chance, and then it won't be like today.
But after all, the water that was spilled out of the words, my ifs, only existed in my imagination, and could not come true.
In the dead of night, I miss Li Hua very much.
Missing needs to be vented, otherwise it will be very uncomfortable. I flipped through my phone to find Li Hua's number, this is the number he used before, and now he has changed to a new one, and I didn't ask for the new number.
I sent a message to his old number, "I miss you. ”
Because I knew that he couldn't receive it, I dared to express my emotions so unscrupulously, and then,,, what's going on with this text message delivery prompt?
this number is actually turned on?
A number, even if the original owner is not used, there will not be a new owner immediately, and the one who is still using this card should be Li Hua.
Regardless of whether he is Li Hua or not, my mind was muddy, and I hurried up and replied, "It's the wrong person." ”
The thief looked at the empty, Lan Tian's shop. Suppose Li Hua and Lan Tian are sleeping with each other now, and then receive such a message from me, Nima...... What's the matter?
But I seem to be looking forward to something.
Two minutes later, I received a reply from that number, one word, "oh".
Filled with trepidation, I put down my phone and got ready for bed.
Then I got a message, "Let's meet you another day." ”
I read this message for a long time, read it several times, and carefully considered how I should respond to him. I'm sure that the other party is Li Hua.
I knew that I shouldn't have seen him, that I shouldn't have given myself a chance to exploit the hole, that I should forget about him and stop liking him. However, I want to see him again, and I want to see him very much, every day. Even if you don't say anything, you just look at it from a distance.
After thinking about it again, I said, "Okay, it's my birthday in a few days, you and Tian Tian can come together." ”
My dad is an alcoholic, and he often doesn't remember my birthday, and when I have a birthday, my mom calls me, and my brother says happy birthday to me. When I had my birthday last year, I didn't have a holiday, but I didn't have any money at that time, so I couldn't afford my birthday.
I've never had a birthday.
But my sister is now mixed up, my sister is filming a TV series, my sister is not short of money, my sister is going to celebrate her birthday, and she has to be extravagant and wasteful in moderation.
On her birthday, the main invitations were the classmates in the dormitory, as well as their boyfriends, and then Lan Tian and Li Hua. You don't need to inform Li Hua about this, just explain to Lan Tian and bring someone with you.
I booked a KTV box in Hi Xiao Entertainment City, which is the most luxurious and trendy KTV with the most complete songs here, with a birthday cake to enter, and red wine and snapshots to be given.
The cake was bought by Li Hua, and he drove it to bring it easily.