Chapter 137: Lishi and Her
Seeing Gu Wan come back safely in the evening, the hearts of the family finally let go. Gu Wanwan stepped forward and pulled her younger brother: "Xiangyang, you go back to the hospital for me now!"
"Sister!" Xiang Yang shook off Gu Wanwan: "I want to stay at home! ”
"No! You can go to the hospital with me now! You have finally improved, and you can't be careless now! Do you understand? Otherwise, everything will be wasted. ”
Gu Xiangyang shook his head, and said to Gu Wanwan in such a tough tone for the first time: "Sister, have you ever thought that my life is my own, how to live, no one can make decisions for me." Suppose, I'm going to die in half a year, I don't want to die in a cold hospital......"
"I don't allow you to say that! You shut up, I don't allow you to die, you can't!!" Gu Wanwan heard Gu Xiangyang mention 'death', and the whole person became excited.
"Sister, I just want to live a life with respect. Even if I die tomorrow, as long as I can live the life I want to live one day, I don't feel any regrets. Gu Xiangyang looked at her pleadingly: "From my illness to now, I have been lying in the hospital every day, unable to do anything, like a dying person, doing a dying struggle, I don't want this! Can I be like a normal person?
"Sister, I know that now I am the most important in your life, but promise me, from now on, please put me down. Because I am not the whole of my sister's life, let alone be the only reason for your sister to live, this is not only cruel to yourself, but also cruel to me. Can you spare yourself and me?"
Gu Wanwan staggered down on the sofa with wide eyes, staring ahead in a daze without saying a word.
"Wanwan ......" Zhao Fang stepped forward and stroked her shoulder: "Actually, I think Xiang Yang is right, how to live, only he can make a decision." ”
"Sister, do you know? I secretly hated you, hated why you didn't care for yourself so much, and hated why you controlled my life. I'm the one who is sick, and I'm the one who struggles on the edge of life every day, I don't know when I'm going to die, and none of you can understand this feeling, so no one is qualified to ask me how to live the rest of my life. Who says cancer patients have to be like a patient?"
"Even if I die in the next moment, can you respect me, let me live like an ordinary person, and don't make myself so embarrassed?" Gu Xiangyang let out a long sigh of relief, and after saying these words, he only felt that the whole person was relaxed: "I have been talking about these words for a long time, and I finally said them all today." ”
Gu Wanwan was silent for a long time, a light smile rose at the corner of her mouth, she stepped forward and gave her younger brother a big hug, and said softly: "I'm sorry Xiaoyang, I won't be in the future, go do what you want to do, you don't need to force yourself to lie on that damn hospital bed, waiting for the unknown future." ”
"Sister, I also hope you can be happy. ”
Zhao Fang stepped forward to hug them and smiled slightly: "Isn't this very good? and Wanwan, don't fight anything alone in the future, we can share it with you together." ”
"Yes, Mom will have a good life in the future. It's not early, I'm going to cook. Su Ping quietly wiped her tears and walked into the kitchen.
The view from the balcony of the villa is very good, and Li Xiao shakes the whiskey in the glass, looking at the distant mountains in the distance, which seems to be splashed with ink, and his heart is like the fog on the high mountain, everything is very blurry. As the sun sets, the sunset seems to burn half of the sky, warm but beautiful and sad.
He raised his head and drank the wine from the glass, and raised his hand to fill it again, the amber liquid like a medicine that could paralyze the nerves, and let him drink a dove to quench his thirst.
If you love someone, and in the end you are full of exhaustion and pain, why do you want to continue?
"Brother Li......" Xin Boya walked behind him heavily: "The chairman has made no less than ten calls a day, so let you go back." ”
"Hmm. ”
"Brother Li, you can't go on like this. Stop drinking. Xin Boya was full of pain: "When I was with you, I was full of revenge, I felt that following Brother Li, you would always fight a lot, where did the resolute and decisive Lixiao go? Why has he become a drunkard who spends his days drinking to kill his sorrows? The company doesn't care, and private problems are also allowed to choose to escape, Brother Li, I see that you are really disappointed like this!"
As if he hadn't heard anything, Lixiao poured down the last glass of wine, closed his eyes, and lay down on the couch and fell asleep. Xin Boya sighed helplessly, took the wine glass from his hand, took the blanket on the side and covered it for him, and quietly withdrew.
At eight o'clock in the evening, Li's father called again, and said to Simboya full of anger, "Take me to that bastard!
"Chairman, Brother Li will be back soon, you will ...... again"
"I'm going to see him now, immediately, soon! Do you understand? If you don't understand, you won't have to work at the company tomorrow!"
Simboa is also going crazy, what is this? caught between their father and son. He also wanted to resign simply, but it would be nice if resigning could really solve the problem.
"Chairman, give me an hour, no matter what, I will! Let Brother Li go home. After Xin Boya hung up the phone, he turned around and was about to walk upstairs, when he saw Lixiao walking down the fan-shaped staircase while clasping the twist of the white cedar.
"Li, Brother Li?"
"What are you doing in a daze?" Li Xiao glanced at him lightly, thought for a moment and said meaningfully, "Remember one thing." ”
"Well, Brother Li, you say. ”
"Even if I'm no longer in the company, I have to do it well. Lixiao's words made Xin Boya's heart suffocated, full of sadness.
"Brother Li, what do you mean by that, where are you going when you're out of the company?" asked Xin Boya, staring at him worriedly.
Lixiao didn't answer him, just patted him on the shoulder and walked out of the villa. Half an hour later, Xin Boya accompanied Lixiao back to his home. Pushing open the door and walking in, the low air pressure enveloped the entire space, making people suffocate a little.
"Dad, Mom. Lixiao called them softly and sat down opposite his father. Xin Boya folded his hands in front of his lower abdomen and straightened his waist and stood behind Lixiao.
Li Song was afraid that Li's mother would be too kind, so he couldn't bear to do it, so he said seriously: "You go upstairs, you don't care about this matter." ”
Li's mother was full of pity, looking at her son with a worried face, Lixiao smiled at her mother: "Mom, it's okay, you listen to Dad's words and go upstairs." ”
After his mother left, Li's father asked angrily: "The entire Li's family and the woman named Gu Wanwan, you can only choose one!"