Chapter 10 What is Affection... What are you most afraid of... Sweet and sour...
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In the piano room of Peking University, a long-haired boy wearing a hat looked at his companion sitting in front of the piano and playing the piano quietly. With his hands in his pockets, he leaned against the wall next to him, looked at his companion and asked with a smile, "Lin Xi, do you think your dream can come true?"
"Who knows, people always have to ......" The boy companion known as Lin Xi heard the question coming from behind him. The playing in his hand is not chaotic at all, and when he plays the piano quietly, he can still softly answer the question of the long-haired boy.
However, Lin Xi's words were not finished yet. was interrupted by the long-haired boy laughing, "Don't fool me with these excuses, I'm not that idiot fat man." My question is, can your dream come true?" After saying that, perhaps thinking that the answer to this question was a little simple, he thought about it and added one more, "Okay, then even if you realize your so-called dream." But have you ever thought about it, like her in that kind of job, and that kind of work, in that kind of schedule, can you really accept the results of all the time?"
'Wow!'
With the coming out of this sentence, Lin Xi's heart in front of the piano was inexplicably confused, and he followed the movements of his hands and slowed down by half a beat. So the piano sound, which was still melodious and beautiful just now, was suddenly disconnected at this point.
When the long-haired boy saw this, he didn't show any happy or worried expression. Still smiling, looking at Lin Xi's back quietly.
"Who knows what's going to come in the future, but that's what you're talking about. I've been a little bored thinking about it a few times, and I think that if I really had that kind of life, no matter what, I would be very happy and happy. As others say, being able to be with your beloved can make you happy no matter how difficult life is. Lin Xi, who was affected by his mood, didn't continue to play the piano, glanced at the companion behind him slightly, thought about it, and gave his own answer.
It's just that his words just fell. The long-haired boy's smile was hidden, and the worry that should have appeared a long time ago crawled onto his face a little slowly, "Lin Xi, you're not stupid. No matter how you are in the game, can't you see such an obvious situation?"
Lin Xi lowered his eyes slightly, as if he hadn't heard what the long-haired boy said, but he didn't know whether he did it intentionally or unintentionally.
"Lin Xi, hot pot can be eaten alone, the street can be walked alone, and even the family can be only one person. However, feelings can't be. Feelings are two-sided, and in today's society, even junior high school students can understand this meaning from various books and various ways on the Internet. ”
The long-haired boy, who was getting more and more excited, had already left the wall at this time, walked straight to Lin Xi, and looked at him with an angry face.
"What are you most afraid of feelings, haven't you told me countless times about this truth? Why are you getting into the horns of the bull now, or do you think that for her with that kind of job and that profession, she can become another relationship that can be relied on. ”
After saying these two sentences, the reason why the long-haired boy appeared here today finally said, "So, cherish the person in front of you." Lin Xi, Jingjing has been in love with you since high school, and it has been here for 7 years. No matter how long life is, 7 years is not too short. Besides, a girl, do you know how important a 7-year year is to a girl with tricks? Now for a figure that may only exist in your illusory dream world, you ruthlessly throw off the person who has been standing by your side?"
Maybe it wasn't enough, there was still some resentment in the long-haired boy's heart, so he continued, "What are you most afraid of, I'm just repeating what you said to me now." ”
Gritting his teeth and looking at the unenlightened bastard in front of him, the long-haired boy really wanted to step forward and punch him hard. However, in the end, he held back, took a deep breath of air, and stared straight at Lin Xi.
"What feelings are most afraid of is not distance, not even any misunderstanding or quarrel, or any breakup. I was afraid that one of the two sides was so busy that he didn't even have time to talk on the phone. And the other person is so idle that he doesn't even know what to do. Do you think such a situation will appear in your illusory dream world?"
Listening to the voice in his ears, Lin Xi, who lowered his head, frowned slightly.
"You know better than me how busy other people's schedules are. And your personality has long been destined that you are not the kind of person who likes to be busy, so in the future, your work will definitely be biased towards a free style. You say, these two pictures, like not like I said. Seeing that Lin Xi still didn't make a sound, the long-haired boy was not annoyed. He even laughed angrily, tilted his head sideways, stared at Lin Xi and whispered.
Then, he turned around again and continued, "In addition to this, there are. If you say that one is busy, one is not too serious. So what if the circle of the busy person is very large and has a lot of friends, and the circle of the idle person is extremely narrow, and even only the one in his or her heart. As a result, the idle person is sensitive, and when he misses the person in his heart every day, he has other time to think about various things, while the other busy person is silent and quiet, and he doesn't even have time to talk to his other half because of work. ”
Speaking of this, the long-haired boy turned his head and looked at Lin Xi seriously, "You say, what will be the consequences of this?"
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“…… There is no time to communicate the words. ”
At the supper stall, Lin Xi drank beer, lowered his head and whispered about his time at school.
On the other side, Lin Jun was listening to Lin Xi say this, and his expression became a little more serious. Then, without Lin Xi giving an answer, he said to himself, "If you go down like this, the relationship between the two will gradually drift apart." ”
When he said this, Lin Jun looked at Lin Xi's eyes but became a little worried.
However, for Lin Jun's worries, Lin Xi showed a faint smile, "Brother Jun, you're right. It's true that relationships will drift apart, but it's not that both parties don't love each other. It is the contradictions and misunderstandings caused by too many differences, which make one or even both sides tired. ”
At this point, the conversation at the dinner table was silent for a while, as if the pause button had been pressed. After that, Lin Jun replied with a sigh, "For example, are you now?"
"Well, when I was in college, I was prepared to come to Seoul for various reasons and physics. Speaking of himself at that time, Lin Xi was a little ridiculous when he thought about it.
For example, if I hadn't met Taeyeon in Seoul at that time, I would have quietly followed the trajectory of her life. Then put the love in my heart, return to China, quietly be an office worker, and find an ordinary woman to marry and have children. ”
"If you're lucky enough to meet Taeyeon, it's a few steps more than what you just saw. For example, follow her for a few trips, meet a few times, take a few autographs and take a group photo, to see if you can leave a trace of your footprints in the other party's heart. Follow, return to China, go to work, get married and have children. ”
"In the end, if you are really taken care of by fate. After becoming a couple with Taeyeon in Korean drama, I will take good care of this hard-won relationship, and then watch my woman walk on the path she likes and move forward all the way. As for herself, she is silently acting as her man behind her, and there are fans who like her. ”
After saying these few words, Lin Xi originally had a funny smile, but suddenly turned into self-deprecation, "However, the reality is that when he gave me a handful of sweet dates, he also slapped me hard." I didn't expect the situations I talked about in college to happen to me one by one at this time. I thought it was a very easy wait, but I became very helpless. The first half of the year was half tight and half light, which made me always think that more in the future would be just a little busier. Unexpectedly, in the past month or so, I have completely subverted my previous judgment. ”
When he said these words, the corners of Lin Xi's mouth were slightly raised. seems to be laughing at his own inadequacy, he dares to predict his future, and thinks that the whole time revolves around him. That's why he just said the sentence, "I underestimated her and overestimated myself." ”
underestimating Kim Taeyeon's busyness, underestimating what kind of misunderstanding can become in such a situation, overestimating his own mentality, he has always felt that he is at peace with his situation, and he is very rational and calm in handling most things. But in feelings, or in all things about Kim Taeyeon. But he is more sensitive than anyone else, even impatient.
It's like a balloon, when it's not inflated. If it weren't for the sharp object, there would be no problem, and even if the quality was okay without any external influence, it might have been intact until the end of the world.
But there is another side to any object that restrains it, and the same is true for balloons. A thin, slender needle can make it explode in an instant.
And Kim Taeyeon is equivalent to the needle, and Lin Xi is equivalent to the balloon. Until the balloon is inflated, the needle is put inside, and nothing will happen. But once the balloon is filled with air, it puffs up. That needle is really the fatal point of this balloon.
The relationship between the two before was like an inflatable life, plain and warm. Now, with the busyness of work, there are still various small misunderstandings, as well as the occurrence of car accidents, so that various atmospheres gradually arise between the two. It's like a balloon filled with air, and the sharpness of the needle is faintly visible.
Listening to Lin Xi's self-deprecation, Lin Jun did not express any opinions. In fact, the current situation, when Lin Xi said that he wanted to pursue Kim Taeyeon, Lin Jun could almost foresee it. Now seeing this scene, although I am worried that there will still be others, I still have a preparation to be at the bottom.
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Inside the apartment.
Kim Taeyeon, who rushed into the apartment in a hurry, looked at the somewhat messy sofa, starry eyes, pupils tightened, and looked around. even shouted loudly, "Lin Xi, are you there?"
However, the empty apartment did not give her any answer. In this way, after looking for the first floor in a hurry, Kim Taeyeon rushed to the second floor in a panic and walked into the bedroom. Then at a glance, I saw the backpack that was thrown aside by Lin Xi, and the mobile phone that was lying quietly on the bed.
However, just as Kim Taeyeon was about to pick up her phone to take a look at the situation, the sound of the door opening and closing came from outside the bedroom door that was not closed. At this moment, Kim Taeyeon seemed to see Lin Xi appear in front of him, so he rushed out ecstatically.
But when she walked out of the hallway, about to shout, the tall figure that caught her eye made her swallow back her words at once. The expression of joy sank as well, and he gradually regained his composure.
In the living room, Krystal, who had just walked in, looked up at Kim Taeyeon in the hallway. The root of the tooth bit lightly, and then still bowed politely to Kim Taeyeon upstairs, "Hello." ”
Above, Kim Taeyeon, who was watching Krystal's reaction, also had a flash in her eyes, and then retracted, "Oh, hello. After greeting, Kim Taeyeon remembered what Sunny had just said on the phone to her on the road, Xiu Mei was very secretive, and then showed her face, "Xiujing, why did you suddenly come over here, is Lin Xi with you?"
When she asked this, Kim Taeyeon's eyes looked at Krystal's face very seriously, for fear of missing the other party's reaction.
And under the living room, I heard Kim Taeyeon's slightly attacking words. Krystal's face was also cold, he bit his lip lightly, and raised his head proudly, "No, after getting off the plane and eating, we went home separately." After saying that, maybe it was Kim Tae-yeon's words that stimulated Krystal just now, and after hesitating for a moment, he immediately said, "I thought he was at home, but just now at home I suddenly remembered that the potion that Lin Xi used to treat his injuries was still on my side." Because I helped him get it for half a month ago, I plan to take it and return it to him now. What's the matter, isn't he at home?"
After saying that, Krystal also looked around for a trace of Halim Creek, but just like Kim Taeyeon just now, he found nothing.
If the first few words are Krystal's counterattack. Then the greetings behind are her real mood, very worried.
On the other side of the stairs, Kim Taeyeon, who was slowly walking down, listened to Krystal's words. The taste in my heart can be regarded as sweet, sour, bitter and salty, all here......