Shao Siwei is the same year as me, two months younger than me, and I have always regarded him as my younger brother since this incident. He cried so pitifully that I thought I had to protect him.

I didn't talk much at night, Shao Siwei hugged me and cried and fell asleep, and after he fell asleep, I rolled over and fell asleep by myself. I don't like to sleep with people very much, and after a while, I feel a sore back.

I've been sleeping on my own since I was a kid, and I'm used to it.

When he came out of the room the next day, Xue Jiazheng joked that the two of us had done something, and Shao Siwei said infinitely serious, "What can two men do." ”

I was snickering in my heart, what can two women do?

At first, even Li Hua and Xue Jiazheng didn't know this secret, in order to help Shao Siwei cover up this secret, for a long time, I got very close to him, so close that the classmates in the class thought we were a couple, but there was no public show of affection.

Li Hua and Xue Jiazheng are not gossip people, so they are not very curious.

Meng Ziming's meal, whether he was invited or not, Shao Siwei and I kept persuading Li Hua that there was no need. Things just got over like that, Chen Shanshan's big mouth was going out to participate in a bullshit modeling competition, and she didn't bother me at school.

Shao Siwei and I live a life similar to that of lovers, what is a girlfriend, people say that girlfriends are easy to be interested in each other's men, this is a fart in my place, what is my girlfriend's man, that is my enemy.

I am more and more unaccustomed to Meng Ziming, and I feel that he ruined my Shao Shao, if it weren't for him, my Shao Shao might still be a straight man.

And I think Mencius is not good for Shao Shao.

There was no sign of formal interaction between them, but during rehearsals, Mencius would be very strict with Shao Siwei and leave him to open a small stove at every turn.

As long as Shao Siwei runs to the toilet diligently, I know that this girl has been attacked again, and after a long time, he is used to it, so there is no special reaction.

Because I was close to Shao Siwei, Mencius also hated me, and every time he went to class, he ignored me and threw me aside. So my professional class is still taught by Li Hua and the Xue family, not to mention how much I dance, I am in good shape, and I am naturally beautiful in dancing, so I can add some points.

That day, I went shopping in the city by myself, but it happened to rain heavily, and before I could find a place to sell umbrellas, I found a public phone to call Shao Siwei and asked him to come and pick me up.

Shao Siwei said that he was coming, there was an Internet café next to him, I went in to surf the Internet and waited for him, it rained all night, I also waited all night, super QQ sent a message from Shao Siwei, "I can't go." ”

There is no humanity of the opposite sex.

It's very boring to go online at night, and you can talk about QQ at the beginning, but who will talk to you when it's late. I bored to read all the information in QQ friends, and deleted the ones I didn't know, and looked at the list of friends with only a few dozen people left, and felt refreshed.

But I didn't find Wang Zhaoyang's QQ in the end, and I wonder if it has been deleted by me.

It's boring, let's play the game.

I haven't played this game for a long time.,The game has been upgraded and revised many times.,I wasn't used to it when I first went up.。 I formed two wild teams to brush up on experience, but it was still very boring.

I can't use this small equipment, and I suddenly remembered that I had been covered with water and difficult to collect before. Originally, when I reached the full level, he would get me equipment.

But when I first reached the full level, I didn't play.

I looked at the list of friends, and I was not online.

But I met a guy with the same guild name on his head, and I went straight to him and asked, "Are you guys still having fun?" This guy told me that it is very rare to go up when the water is over, but usually you don't see anyone.

I withdrew from the guild above my head and asked him to invite me to join, and I said, "I'm his apprentice." ”

After that, I wandered around the scenic area of the game and came to the small bridge that was first overwhelmed. It's one of my favorite views.

In my seriousness, the scenery is divided into two types: hustle and bustle. Standing alone on the top of the mountain, looking at the wilderness, is certainly quite proud, but in such a small bridge and flowing water, the bustling crowd turns into Beijing, and such an encounter is more romantic and beautiful.

Standing here, I thought of my master and Wang Zhaoyang.

Only when I am on the Internet, I will deliberately think about Wang Zhaoyang, because in real life, it is basically impossible for me to communicate with him anymore.

Wang Zhaoyang is 27 years old this year, and he should be married at the age of marriage, maybe he already has children, will he still remember me, and will he think of me very occasionally?

Sometimes, I will inexplicably regard Wang Zhaoyang and the water as a person, a kind of empathy.

I went to send and receive an email message to the flooded disaster, "Master, remember me?" It's been a long time since I've been on it, and I want to see if you're here. I heard that you don't have much fun anymore.,The email was automatically deleted in a month.,I don't know if you can still see it.。 Master I want to talk to you, but forget it, there's nothing to say. Here's the diamond I just hit today, and I'm sending it to you. ”

I put the only diamond in my backpack in my inventory and clicked send.

Boring, boring, why is my life so boring.

I don't know what those of us who study dance will do after graduation, and a lot of final work has nothing to do with dance.

Maybe if Wang Zhaoyang is here, he can also point me out, life needs elders, and a person who has more experience than himself and sees the longer term to guide him when he is confused.

It's a pity I didn't.

Shao Siwei and Meng Ziming have been better for a while, and they are also secretly good, after all, it is a comrade relationship, and it is still a teacher-student relationship. During the day, I still covered Shao Siwei, and every time I met Chen Shanshan, I would look at each other.

Later, Meng Ziming's girlfriend appeared, and when Shao Siwei and I saw them at the door of the cafeteria, Shao Siwei's eyes were red.

I really almost went up and asked Mencius what he was doing with my Shao Shao, but Shao Siwei said, "Forget it." ”

Homosexuality is much more bitter than our normal people, and we don't even get out of the scene with jealousy. During that time, Shao Siwei drank every day, and when he was drunk, he called and quarreled with Mencius and scolded him for being a bastard. When I hung up the phone, I vomited, and I vomited when I woke up, and during that time, in order to take care of Shao Siwei's drinking, several of us lived outside the school.

Li Hua and Xue Jiazheng gradually saw the signs, and it was difficult to say anything.

That summer, I used the money from my part-time job to buy my first blue-screen mobile phone, and I received a call from Li Hua during the summer vacation, but I couldn't find Shao Siwei, and Shao Siwei couldn't find it at home.

I think that if we hadn't found him, Shao Siwei might have jumped into the sea and died that night.

We found him by the sea near the school, sitting alone at the end of the trestle with his legs dangling on the sea, and tonight the waves were very strong and the sound of lapping on the shore was loud.

Shao Siwei didn't drink either, there was only a red turning head beside him, and there were many words on the ground, Zi Ming, Zi Ming, Zi Ming......

Li Hua pulled Shao Siwei in the past, "Shao Shao ......"

Shao Siwei didn't move, looked at the black sea, and said quietly: "He's married." ”

Hearing this, tears suddenly slipped out of my eyes, and I didn't know what I was sad about. Many comrades will eventually get married, especially Mencius, who is bisexual, and in the end, in order to cope with the family, most of them will organize a family and return to the trajectory of a normal person to live a good life.

But what about my Shao Shao.

Li Hua pulled him again, Shao Siwei picked up the hand and turned his head, and threw it into the distance, the sea was too big, and there would be no sound if it fell.

Shao Siwei let out a roar of special men, and walked down in a big word at the end of the trestle. Li Hua squatted down and looked at him, and I sat directly on the ground, feeling sad to death.

But no one could comfort him.

Li Hua drove Shao Siwei home, past the Internet café I used to go to, and I asked him to drop me off here.

When I entered the Internet café, I unexpectedly ran into Xie Tingting and her godbrother, I hadn't seen them for many days, and I didn't say hello to them much, so I sat down and turned on the phone, and then frantically swept my friend list.

Why can't I find it, why can't I find Wang Zhaoyang.

I really wanted to find him and talk to him, and even though I didn't know what to say, I miss him very, very, very much at the moment. I didn't find Wang Zhaoyang, but I found another online classmate.

I asked him directly if he had any QQ from the head teacher, and he said no, I asked if there was any news, and the classmate replied, "I haven't been in touch since I graduated, but last time I heard XX say that he is no longer a teacher in the second middle school, it seems that he is selling shoes?"

"What sells shoes?"

"I don't know if it's to get some foreign brand-name tail list, and then get it to China or something. ”

Wang Zhaoyang...... Buying shoes, I really can't get in touch.

"Are you married?" I asked.

Classmate: "I haven't heard of that. ”

My heart suddenly relaxed a little bit, although I think I don't like Wang Zhaoyang anymore and only miss him occasionally, but if I know the news of his marriage, although I won't be sad like Shao Siwei, it will be enough for me to be unhappy for a while.

Xie Tingting threw me a cigarette, I naturally lit it, and recalled the days when I was in the Internet café day and night, although Wang Zhaoyang said that he would push me, but in my eyes, it is different from the beginning.

I had a strong idea that I wanted to have a home.

"Do you dare to give me a home?" I wrote this sentence on the mood of the space and played a game like crazy all night.

When the school started again, Wu Yuqing gave me the card again and said something like this, "After graduation, I will go to work to earn money, and I have to pay it back." ”

I nodded,, of course I'll pay it back.

Soon after returning to school, Shao Siwei and Mencius got along again, of course, Mencius was already Mencius after starting a family. They kissed and parted in the alley outside the school, coming out of each other at intervals of a few minutes.

I looked at the shy and sweet expression on Shao Siwei's face and asked him, "Why are you still good with him?"

Shao Siwei pretended to be generous, "Anyway, we can't get married." ”

"Is this love?" I asked.

"It's to make myself happy." ”

Male junior.