Hearing the child secretly say this on the phone, the woman in a wheelchair next to her burst into tears, turned around hard, looked out the window, and let the tears flow down...... Just shaking his lips and picking at the armrest of his wheelchair. She wanted to cry www.biquge.info she really wanted to cry, she wanted to cry, she couldn't...... She knows that she must not show her weak side in front of her children, or even in front of this society, once she is weak, admits defeat, and lies down, she will never have the courage to stand up again.

Fang Zheng listened to the child's words, his heart was also sour, he said the same thing when he was a child, at that time, Yizhi Temple was too poor, and because he was a monk, Fang Zheng basically never ate meat. But once he was sick and lived in Tan Juguo, Tan Juguo once secretly fed Fang Zheng a piece of meat, and now that he thinks about it, he can still recall the smell of meat. Later, he pestered the Zen master to eat meat, but was beaten well. But afterwards, Fang Zheng saw the Zen master of One Finger sitting in the backyard crying...... From then on, Fang Zheng no longer shouted to eat meat.

As for now, Fang Zheng is mainly controlled by the system, and in addition, it is mainly because he is poor! As for the long list of truths he said to Red Boy before, it is just to block their mouths, otherwise they are all shouting to eat meat, and they can't live this day? If he is sold, he can't afford to eat. And the situation on the children's side is mostly similar.

So Fang Zheng took a deep breath and said in a low voice, "Child, do you know where the meat comes from?"

"I don't know. The little guy said very seriously.

Fang Zheng said: "Have you seen chickens, ducklings, and dogs?"

"I've seen it, it's so cute. The little guy said.

Fang Zheng said: "The meat is cut from them, cut the meat, do you say it hurts?"

"It hurts......," the little guy said.

Fang Zheng said: "Yes, can you bear to let them hurt?"

"I ...... I...... The baby doesn't eat meat anymore. The little guy said.

When Fang Zheng heard this, his heart was sour, and he said, "Has your mother always given you cabbage?"

"Yes, my mother rushes to the morning market every morning. Take me there, many uncles and aunts who sell vegetables have pulled up the vegetables and threw them on the ground, piled them up there and let us take them, people are good. The little guy said.

Fang Zheng was silent again, where is this good family, this kind of hawker Fang Zheng has also seen, especially before winter, when the Northeast stores Chinese cabbage, many small traffickers come to a cart of Chinese cabbage, let the buyer choose. And buyers often tear off the bad, wilted, rotten leaves on the outside and throw them away. This pile can be a whole pile. No one wants this kind of dish, and the child and his mother are afraid that this is the kind of dish they are picking up!

Fang Zheng knew that the situation of these two people was very, very bad, but without money, how could they live in the hospital?

At this moment, a female voice sounded: "Baby, it's late, go to bed." Let's talk to my dad tomorrow, and mom will say a few words to my dad, okay?"

"Okay, to Mom. The baby is so happy today, the baby has a father, not a child without a father, haha...... "The little guy was very happy and handed the phone to the woman.

The woman didn't talk to Fang Zheng, but hung up the phone directly. Fang Zheng listened to the busy sound, sighed, his heart was also mixed, he always felt that his life was bitter enough, now look at it, he eats crystal rice, drinks pure water without roots, lives in a temple, wears moon white monk clothes, is not cold in winter and not hot in summer, and the suffering of the world has nothing to do with him.

But there are those who fall into the rolling red dust and suffer endless pain and cannot be saved......

Fang Zheng didn't know why, so he returned to the Buddha hall again, and this time the scripture he recited was not the "Diamond Sutra" or the "Lotus Sutra", but the "Jizo Bodhisattva Sutra".

The night passed peacefully, the moon set and the sun rose, and a new day began again.

The monkey sweeps the floor, the founder cleans the Buddhist hall, the red boy cooks, the squirrel makes snacks, the lone wolf picks up the firewood river, everything seems to be not much different from usual, if there is, it is the temple with three more incense, that is the construction team to come, today the mountain road is completely repaired, the construction team has left, Liu Tao ran back on a stick of incense, left two hundred incense money, and then the other party is bowing and saluting, then left.

With the departure of the construction team, Yizhishan became quiet again, Fang Zheng had breakfast, went out of the temple, looked at the brand-new steps, stroked the handrails on both sides, and muttered: "If you want to be rich, build the road first, and now that the road is there, what about the rich?"

At this moment, the mobile phone rang, Fang Zheng took a look, sure enough, it was a child calling, until now, Fang Zheng doesn't know what the child's name is, no way, Fang Zheng is not easy to ask, he doesn't know what his son's name is, it's easy to goof!

Picking up the phone, before Fang Zheng could speak, a tired woman's voice came from the opposite side, with a deep apology: "I'm sorry." ”

Fang Zheng was stunned and said, "Amitabha, where did the female benefactor come from?"

"It's a master, I'm sorry my child has caused you trouble during this time, and thank you for the joy you brought him last night. The woman's voice was deeply tired.

Fang Zheng said: "Amitabha, the donor is polite, the child is a good child, and the poor monk just wants him to be happy." Then he asked curiously: "Female donor, can you tell me why you did this?"

"Hey...... This kid is naughty, and I can't help it. His father, an anti-narcotics policeman, died a few years ago during an arrest operation. He is the pride of the child, the child's day, I am afraid that the child will not be able to bear it after knowing the truth. So I never told him that he had been sick recently, and it wasn't serious, but this child had to see his father, and if he couldn't see his father, he wouldn't take medicine. I could only coax him to say that his father was busy with work and was defending his family and country, and he couldn't come back.

But the kid still didn't do it, and wanted to listen to his father's voice.

I also had no choice, and there were a lot of things to do at that time, so I made up a number and told him that I wanted him to take medicine with peace of mind. How could I have thought that he secretly used my mobile phone to make a call...... "The woman said this, a little choked, a woman supports a family, for her husband, but also for the children, she must conceal, and she must use her thin shoulders to support this family, the pain and tiredness, more is not physical, but spiritual.

"Master, I'm sorry, I really didn't expect things to come to this. The woman said.

Fang Zheng sighed and said, "Female donor, it's okay, the poor monk also likes this well-behaved child." If you need it in the future, the poor monk can always pretend to be his father......"

The woman was stunned, and then replied: "Thank you, he fell asleep, that ...... If so, in the evening? He's going to take his medicine at that time. ”

Fang Zheng smiled: "Amitabha, of course you can." But donor, are you going to keep it a secret from him? The child will grow up day by day, and a lie is a lie after all, and even if it is a white lie, there will be times when it will be exposed. ”