Text Chapter 44: For her sake, I would rather lose the world

"Brother, am I sleepy?"

Fei'er was lying next to Li Xuan, and her little mouth kept playing haha. Her little eyelids involuntarily fought up and down, and she seemed a little tired.

"If you're sleepy, sleep well, my brother is here, sleep in peace. ”

Li Xuan looked at Fei'er warmly, revealing a strong sense of love.

"Hmm. ”

Fei'er put her hands in the quilt, closed her little eyes quietly, and fell asleep obediently.

Brother's hands gently shake you

The cradle rocks you, and you sleep quickly

Sleep, sleep, my dear darling

Brother's hands gently shake you

The cradle rocks you, and you sleep quickly

The night has been quiet and has been Ridovin

Sleep, sleep, my dear darling

Your brother's arm will always protect you

Everything in the world is a wish for happiness

All the warmth belongs to you!

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Watching Fei'er fall asleep, Li Xuan looked at her lovingly, stretched out his right hand, gently patted her little shoulder, and hummed a song with a peaceful tune, slow rhythm, and a light and beautiful melody.

Li Xuan's singing voice is light, calm and delicate, and he interprets this beautiful song gracefully and serenely, so that the song has a hypnotic magic, as if a brother like a father and mother is patting the baby to sleep, there is a warm, cordial, and peaceful atmosphere, full of the brother's most enthusiastic blessings for the child's future.

With a serene lullaby, Phil fell asleep quietly. She snored slightly, and her little pink face was full of happy smiles, as if she had met a sweet dream in her deep sleep. Her eyes were closed tightly, and her long eyelashes were slightly curled, looking exceptionally innocent.

At this time, Li Xuan's murderous aura disappeared without a trace, and his face was full of love, full of a brother's love for his sister, just like an ordinary person. Just like the sun in winter, it makes people feel warm and kind, shining and caring for my sister all the time.

"The melody of this song is steady and regular, full of warmth, quiet atmosphere, filled with the infinite tenderness of the elder brother to the younger sister, and it is the best song for children to sleep quietly. ”

"What's this song called, did you write it?"

Looking at Li Xuan, who was humming a song while comforting Fei'er to sleep, Liu Wu couldn't help but be obsessed with this beautiful melody. While appreciating and analyzing, she was obsessed, and when Li Xuan stopped humming, she suddenly woke up, and hurriedly asked in a soft voice.

"It's called a lullaby. Li Xuan said with a smile, at this time he was like a peaceful and kind teenager.

Liu Wu said with a smile: "This song is emotional, giving people a sense of beauty and enjoyment, giving people a sense of peace, it's really good." ”

"As long as I can let Fei'er sleep peacefully, I am willing to do anything for her, as long as she can grow up happily and happily, so that I can put her to sleep every day and every night, I am satisfied. ”

Li Xuan said to Liu Wu gently, making her feel a sense of returning to calm.

Perhaps, it is his wish to watch Fei'er grow up all the time, Liu Fu thought to himself.

"There's something that has been hidden in my heart for many days, keeping me awake at night, tossing and turning. Now that you're awake, I'll tell you, I hope you can be mentally prepared in advance. ”

Liu Xuan frowned and said with a heavy heart, as if he wanted to tell a bad news that Li Xuan couldn't imagine.

"What can you say bluntly, you and I now have the love of sister and brother, what can't you say?" Li Xuan gently re-covered the quilt that Fei'er had kicked off in her sleep, turned his head and said.

After getting out of the grave, the police team doctor did a physical examination of Fei'er and found that there was something wrong with her heart. After I came back, I asked Dean Li to make a detailed diagnosis again, and I had been diagnosed with congenital heart disease, which is a more serious disease. You have to find a suitable source of viscera to heal, but it has to be fast, and Fei'er's illness can't wait for a few years. Once the best time for treatment is missed, even if the source of the viscera is found, there is no way to recover. ”

"During this time, I have been taking care of Fei'er carefully, and I dare not leave her for a moment, for fear that I will hurt Fei'er if I am not careful. ”

"Due to the taboos of this critical illness, I have repeatedly insisted that it is strictly forbidden for Fei'er to do intense sports or games to avoid aggravating Fei'er's heart disease. ”

"Fei'er is very well-behaved and sensible, and seems to feel that this ban is for her good, she has never messed with me, and she always follows my will. Neither running nor jumping. ”

Seeing Li Xuan's quick words, Liu Xuan couldn't hide it, and immediately told Li Xuan about the discovery that Fei'er was seriously ill.

Liu Wu looked at Fei'er's happy sleeping face, her soft heart seemed to be pinched hard, and bursts of pain spread, straight to the door of the brain, hurting into the soul.

Heaven is too cruel and too cruel to inflict a serious illness on such a lovely little girl, so that she will be tormented by illness at such a young age, which is really ruthless. If God dared to stand in front of her at this moment, she would definitely shoot angrily, reward him with a few golden beans to eat, and let him taste the pain too.

"Alas, in fact, I already knew about Fei'er's illness. Before that, Fei'er had already been in a coma once. Before Fei'er was taken captive, I sold my family's old house and was going to take Fei'er to Xihai City, where the economy is developed, to seek medical treatment, hoping to find a cure for Fei'er. But who would have thought that there would suddenly be so many twists and turns in the middle, leaving me lying here and delaying Fei'er's condition. ”

"It's my incompetence as a big brother that made Fei'er suffer such a big crime. ”

Li Xuan lowered his head, grabbed his hair vigorously with both hands, and kept blaming himself, feeling heartbroken.

"There are unforeseen circumstances, no one can predict everything, who would have thought that Fei'er would suddenly fall seriously ill, you can't be blamed for this. You have done a good job, at least with you by your side, Fei'er can be a little angel happily, and there is no lack of family affection. ”

"The most important thing now is to find a way to find a suitable source of viscera and cure Fei'er's congenital heart disease as soon as possible. ”

Seeing Li Xuan in pain, Liu Xuan couldn't bear it, and hurriedly opened his mouth to comfort him.

"Yes, I want to take her to Xihai City as soon as possible and cure her as soon as possible. It's a pity that my body is still soft, and I really don't want to fight, I hope to recover quickly and not affect Fei'er's condition. ”

Li Xuan immediately raised his head, as if he had just woken up from a dream, but when he thought of his body, he let out a long sigh.

"A few days ago, I asked President Li to ask for help from various hospitals in Xihai City to find a suitable source of visceral organs. But it's a pity that I didn't find it, and I even asked someone to find the underground black market, but there was still no news. So, there's no need for you to go to Xihai City either. ”

Liu Wu shook his head, his eyes full of disappointment.

"Is this Heavenly Dao really going to make me lose my love and soul?"

Li Xuan looked at Fei'er who was sleeping with Zhengxiang, her eyes were red.

"You don't have to be too sad, although you can't find the right source now, it doesn't mean you won't find it in the future. As long as we are willing to work hard to find it, I believe that God will definitely let us find it. ”

"Fei'er's body is lacking in nutrients now, what we have to do now is to take care of Fei'er and take care of her body well, as long as we pay attention to it and cooperate with the special medicine given by Dean Li, Fei'er's illness will not have much problem in a short time. On the other side, the search for a new source of dirt can't be stopped, and I believe we will cure her. ”

At this moment, Liu Fu is full of confidence, because she has a heart that will never admit defeat.

"Yes, we'll cure Fei'er. If it weren't for your stick to wake me up, I guess I would still be complaining about Fei'er's illness, thank you for the reminder. ”

Li Xuan looked at the willow catkins who were full of confidence, and he also became high-spirited.

Looking at Li Xuan, who thanked him, Liu Xuan said disapprerovitically: "It's okay, you are a bystander who is a fan of the authorities, and if you care, it is just chaos, with your unyielding character, you don't need me to nag, you will cheer up instantly." If you can't afford even the slightest setback, are you still the fierce and proudly standing young god of murder at the bottom of the grave?"

"I'm so cruel, I don't understand self-defense. With my handsome face, no matter how you look at it, I am a beautiful boy, how can I be a killing god?"

Li Xuan smiled shyly, like a shy teenager, and Li Xuan, whose heart knot was untied, seemed to have returned to the mentality of the prodigal son before.

Seeing that Li Xuan began to play tricks again, Liu Xuan snorted: "Why did you just praise you for two sentences, and you were all exposed." ”

"Isn't it great that hanging a child is also an attitude towards life, a regulator of life?"

"Man, it doesn't hurt to do what you want, so why care about what others think. ”

Li Xuan leaned against the wall and said casually.

"As far as you are the most crooked, as far as your clever mouth is concerned, even if the great lawyer is alive, he will lose the battle with you. ”

Liu Xuan glared at Li Xuan, as if he was blaming him for his hanging.

"Don't be poor, get down to business. It is estimated that you will recover after a few days of cultivation, have you thought about how to go in the future?"

"You have no place to live now, and you have no education and no work experience, and you will definitely hit nails when you go out to society. ”

"Fei'er not only needs to take care of her body, but also needs high medical expenses, how should you deal with it?"

"You are young, what should you do in the future, do you want to use your strong skills to mix with the underworld and become a killer? If I find out that you have committed a crime, I will be the first to arrest you and send you to prison with my own hands, so as not to harm others, I don't want to save a mad murderous demon in the first place. ”

At this time, the catkins are like a serious sister teaching a younger brother who has nothing to do.

"I have a good character and a good heart, how could I do something that hurts nature. You have to trust my character, no one likes to walk all day on the road of crazy fighting, so it's easy to lose your mind. ”

"Phil's high medical expenses doomed me to not be able to take the usual path, and I needed to take another shortcut. ”

"I need money urgently, as long as someone can afford it, it's not impossible for me to kill, but I don't kill good people, I only kill those who deserve to be killed. ”

"As long as someone can help me heal Fei'er, I can do anything for him, as long as it doesn't violate my personality, doesn't violate the bottom line, and doesn't hurt heaven and reason, I can agree. ”

"If Fei'er's illness is destined for me to bear the world, I will bear the world. In my eyes, she is the only person I care about, the only person I am willing to trade my life for. For her sake, I don't mind becoming a human demon. ”

"Sister Liu, our two brothers and sisters have depended on each other since childhood, she is everything to me, and I can't watch her leave me. If it really comes to that time, no matter what decision I make, please don't stop me, I'm afraid I'll hurt you. ”

"Except for Fei'er, you are my only friend, and the only eldest sister I Li Xuan admits. With your kindness to our two brothers and sisters, I thank you from the bottom of my heart, and I don't want to hurt your sister and brother because of some things. ”

"I'm already a dead person, as long as Fei'er can be healthy and happy and grow up happily, what if I die again?"

"In front of me, no one can touch a single hair of Fei'er, and no one dares to hurt her life, not even Lord Yama. ”

"I, Li Xuan, will never allow anyone to hurt my loved ones, and those who are injured will kill them. ”

Li Xuan said calmly and proudly, there was a deep evil aura hidden in that calm tone, as if the Lord of Darkness had descended, putting Liu Wu in the thick and murderous sea, and in a short period of time, his sense of fear filled his body, and he was terrified, and he didn't know how to answer.