Yuan Ze's momentum was a bit fierce, I couldn't resist it for a while, he pressed me on the fitting mirror and kissed, I didn't know whether to push or not.

But I still think about the feeling of kissing Yuan Ze last time, that feeling is indeed good, if I can, I am really willing to do it again. So I didn't push.

It's just a little stupid, but Yuan Ze's offensive is not allowed to stay for a long time, and the current situation is that the hungry wolf is on his body, and he will either resist desperately and push the hungry wolf away, or bite the hungry wolf.

But this hungry wolf is not an ordinary hungry wolf, I must at least care about the face of the hungry wolf. glanced at Yuan Ze, although the offensive in his mouth was unabated, his eyes were still closed, and his expression was very calm, he always knew what he was doing, and he was not entangled at all.

Then I'm struggling with yarn.

Silently gritted her teeth in her heart, the old lady fought hard. I curled Yuan Ze's tongue, reached out to hug his waist, and really entangled with him. I know who the person in front of me is, that's right, he is Yuan Ze, Yuan Ze who misses this village and doesn't have this shop, such a good Yuan Ze, why should I be afraid.

I was wearing a one-shoulder T-shirt with a light and loose fabric, and my shoulders were exposed. Hanging on the body by elasticity, between the entanglement of lips and teeth, Yuan Ze raised a hand and pulled down the sleeve on one side, which was not a sleeve, and the whole dress would fall down.

I felt the movement of being stroked on my shoulder, and the hand holding Yuan Ze loosened slightly, I don't know, I don't know what to do next, this thing is really inexperienced.

Is he, going to be here? or not......

Yuan Ze's mouth had already moved away from my mouth and slid down, because he was taller, and it was necessary to bow slightly to make this action, and my hand couldn't hold him anymore, and I didn't know where to put it.

This feeling of helplessness made me very uncomfortable, feeling the dense kiss on my neck, and I shallowly overflowed his name, "Yuan Ze......"

Yuan Ze paused, probably thinking that I was hesitating, and his lips slid up against his skin, face to face. His palms were large, his fingers in my hair, half of his palms on the side of my face, and his ears under his palms.

I could feel his breathing, it wasn't heavy, but it was a breath of the heart.

He said, "No?"

The voice was soft, but clear, with a little bit of deliberation, and a little bit of determination. I don't think Yuan Ze can't hold back his beastly hair, it's just that I can't get an attitude emotionally, sometimes the most man, you have to have the courage to play the role of a beast, and it's not interesting to blindly die.

So Yuan Ze suddenly treated me like this, and I didn't blame him at all in my heart.

I blinked, in fact, I didn't mean that when I called him, he thought too much. But he asked, and as a person who wasn't too impulsive, I had to be a little cautious, and I said, "I, I'm not ......."

I guess Yuan Ze looked at me, it should be Bingqing Yujie, and he probably didn't have anything to do with other men. I also thought before, my future husband, if he doesn't ask, I won't talk about it. But it's different for Yuan Ze, I want to explain everything clearly, I don't want to lie to him, although I can't say that the first time I killed was with Li Baitian.

But Yuan Ze didn't let me say it, he directly took my mouth in his mouth, this is not a kiss, I don't know what it is, this time he didn't force his eyes, he just looked at me with my mouth in his mouth.

I also looked at him and thought that his eyes were so bright, that he could speak, and he could say many, many things. I couldn't stand to look at him, and I was defeated at a glance.

Okay, I know, Yuan Ze doesn't care.

So I didn't move, but I still said the words in my heart, his mouth wrapped around my mouth, and when I said this, it was completely silent, "Oh woo oh love woo woo ......"

Yuan Ze smiled, let go of my mouth, I breathed a fresh breath, glanced left and right with my eyes, and repeated, "Can you not be here......"

Then my eyes glanced toward the bed. I clearly saw the smile on Yuan Ze's face, and for a moment, I didn't know how I was put on the bed by him, and my mind was completely confused.

The afterglow of the setting sun is shallow, and the room is getting darker and darker, but this gray light does not make people feel hazy. The sheets are changed every day, the mattress is soft, the summer cool quilt is light, and the man who covers me always gives people a clean, sunny and indifferent feeling.

When he undresses me, he always holds my mouth in his mouth persistently, and then moves slowly with his hands, not intense and methodical. It's a good feeling, a feeling of being pampered, not the kind of oblivious when you're hungry and thirsty.

So what should be done was done.

But when I was entered, I felt pain that I had never felt before, and this pain was not the same thing as a needle suddenly piercing the skin, and it hurt so much that you couldn't find the pain at all. It's just uncomfortable and I want to avoid it.

Years ago, I tried to reminisce about what happened in the small studio, but I really couldn't recall it. Only this moment was there to recreate the feeling at that moment, and I unconsciously thought of Li Baitian, just thinking about it, but not missing it. I respect Yuan Ze, at least I won't think about other men at this moment.

But as you can remember, it's inevitable.

My body has been avoiding, Yuan Ze can feel it, so he doesn't dare to exercise too intensely, but when it is difficult to ride a tiger, it is impossible to say that he will accept it.

I could only endure the painful expression on my face, keep my mouth tightly closed, and not let myself hum.

After a short contact, Yuan Ze stopped and looked at me with some apologies, "I'm sorry, I forgot." ”

He glanced at the avoidance 1 pregnancy condom placed next to him, and I barely glanced at it, now my head is confused, I don't know what to say or do, I really want to be completely passive, I will do what others tell me, don't let me choose at this time.

Yuan Ze slowly withdrew, reached out and took the 1 pregnancy condom, and after putting it on, he turned his head and squinted at me, as if asking for my opinion. It's okay for me to back down whenever I want, but I'm still thinking about the pain just now.

But...... But then they all ran away at this point, what kind of behavior was that? I turned my face to the side and said not to ask me again, and he leaned back on top of me, without any haste to move, and leaned over to find my face, still looking at me.

Oh, just show me the hair, I pulled the quilt and covered my face, "Don't look at it anymore!"

Yuan Ze sneered in my ear.

When I was twenty-two years old, I still confessed myself again. But this kind of friendship is not the so-called lifelong entrustment, it is an experience for me, an attempt to accept. I understand that women should have self-respect and self-love, but I don't have a virgin complex, I've never been a jade for anyone, but I've never felt like that.

I feel it, I can.

Today it feels like it's there. I'm not afraid of what this experience will bring me, there are not so many things to look forward to in life, there should be thinking and consideration, but it is Yuan Ze who is in front of me, and the kind of stability and peace he exudes makes me feel that there is no need to think about it at all.

It's just that behavior is one thing, feelings are another. This kind of first boarding the ship and then considering whether to buy a ticket, although it is not in accordance with the rules, but the specific situation should be analyzed on a case-by-case basis.

Yuan Ze didn't leave afterwards, of course he can't leave now, he is gone now, I have to think about how many things I have to think about now. So he hugged me in the back, and I was embarrassed to turn my head to look at him, and I just lay in his arms, not knowing what to say.

It was already completely dark, no one got up to turn on the lights, Yuan Ze was playing with my fingers, he said, "Don't be too stressed. ”

"What pressure?" I didn't understand.

His voice was slightly hoarse, "I know you haven't figured it out yet. ”

I can't help but turn my head to look at him, do you know the feeling that everything can be seen through by a person and be seen by a burst of blood, just feel like you're playing, people's hearts are translucent, this feeling makes you feel terrifying, feel unreal.

Yuan Ze also looked at me, pressed my head against his chest, his heartbeat was very strong, although it was not fast, but it was very powerful.

"But sooner or later you'll have to think it through," he said. ”

He also said, "I don't ask you to forget about Li Baitian, but I hope that one day, I will be more important to you than him." "For him, that's enough.

Yuan Ze's words made me cry.

I don't think about Li Baitian, I don't think about it deliberately, but Yuan Ze can see it clearly, he still lives in my heart. And he saw it clearly, but it didn't stop him from approaching me, this is a man's resoluteness that is not afraid of his opponent, but the forbearance and tolerance under this resoluteness are really moving and a little distressing.

I feel sorry for Yuan Ze, and I feel sorry for him. And what makes me even sadder is that he told the truth again.

Can I do it, can I do it?

He also said, "Do you know how I feel when I first look at you?"

I shook my head in his arms, and he replied lightly, "I suddenly want to hug you, I don't know why, I don't even know you." ”

Love at first sight is the worst reason and the most touching. I don't think Yuan Ze is talking to coax me, I think what he said is true, because I believe that this situation is real.

He looked down and smiled at me, hugging me a little more grounded, and the smile on his face was very satisfied. Hidden under this satisfaction is his waiting and persistence, as well as a kind of conviction.

Yuan Ze firmly believes that he can get me, and he has been gradual and methodical over the years, and he has laid a solid foundation step by step.

I think it's going to be soon, it's just a little bit closer, and if it continues to develop like this, there is basically no problem.

Feeling his heart, the stability he showed at the moment, I suddenly wanted to love, I wanted to really love him, if one day, we hugged like this, and my heart really beat for him, what a happy thing.

We didn't promise each other anything, or say anything to confirm the relationship, just let it take its course.

I fell asleep in Yuan Ze's arms, and silently said goodbye to Li Baitian in my heart.