Li Hua beat Shen Song again, and the beating was not very bad, after all, this is a hospital, not a place to shout and kill. I'm really not in the mood to care about them, just beat them, Li Hua is angry and measured, he can't beat Shen Song into anything, the key is to shut him up, Shen Song is the kind of person, violence is the best.

Shen Song couldn't beat Li Hua, so many people in the hospital were watching, for fear of losing face, and after taking a few fists, he scolded and left.

I'm not in the mood to care about him, so I'm going to talk about my dad first. The doctor's brother did advise me not to toss, my dad's current situation, the treatment method is the same in any hospital, whether he can wake up, and how long he can live, it depends on the creation.

After all, the doctor's brother is a relative of our family, and he can't lie to me. I really didn't want to toss my dad, and I died outside in the end, which was sad.

Li Hua hasn't spoken much since he beat Shen Song, at this time, except for the doctor, who has the right to speak, those of us who don't understand, it's very annoying to talk about those useless things.

Li Hua has never been an annoying person, as long as he is here, he has the power of his existence, and that is enough.

I'm poor, I'm really poor, I rely on Shen Song last time my dad was hospitalized, and this time I have to rely on Li Hua, and he is doing all kinds of bills, I'm in a bad mood now, and I don't care about going up to consider emotional issues.

My dad was lying in the hospital bed, his eyes closed, not tossing or making a fuss. I looked at him so seriously, at the man who gave me life, my dad.

I've blamed him, I've blamed him, but I've rarely really appreciated him. I want to be filial to him, and I don't even know if it's out of affection or morality.

Now that he could leave me completely at any time, if I stand in a painless way, my father is gone, and I am a big burden less. People who have nothing to worry about are more likely to let go and do a big job. But there is no concern, how is it not a kind of sadness.

If he is gone, the toss that has been caused by him all these years seems to be in vain. But life is like this, and the result of many things is different from the original purpose. In the process, we gain accidents and insights, and if we are unlucky, we simply take a wrong step and distort our lives.

Life is much more than the beginning and the end, and things are not black and white. We think we are living and choosing soberly, but we are not sure who is leading this drama of life, maybe we are just the people in the play, and the people outside the play watch us struggle and torture, and watch us joy, anger and sorrow.

You don't know if you chose your destiny or if fate arranged for you to make such a choice.

I thought too far and too deeply, and my face was melancholy when I thought about it, Li Hua put his palm on my shoulder and comforted me, "Don't think about it, everyone has a life." ”

I nodded and shoved my dad's hand into the covers.

These days, Li Hua is accompanying me to take care of my father, just like last time, I don't expect my brother and stepmother anymore, they are already about to be carried away by the longing for foreign countries.

I asked Li Hua, "Is the moon really rounder in foreign countries?"

Li Hua said: "The moon is the same everywhere, and the roundest is yearning." ”

I thought about it seriously and said, "Why don't I yearn for anything?"

"Because you've got what you want," he said. ”

I looked at him with a begging look in my eyes, and I asked, "Is that including you?"

He smiled and nodded.

During this time, we haven't talked about feelings, and my marriage with Shen Song hasn't had time to leave, so I can't feel unemotional with Li Hua. At this time, I was just a little sentimental, and when I was sentimental, I was embarrassed to say something hypocritical, so I asked him that.

He nodded at this point, and I felt very at ease.

After all, most of the time, he will forgive me. I can't imagine how strong Li Hua's heart is, he seems to be able to see and understand many things. He rarely blames anyone, including Lan Tian, he can understand and understand.

Except for his bastard second uncle and Shen Song.

Both of them were his enemies.

When my dad finally came to his senses, his eyes were dull every day, and I didn't know what he saw in the eyes of a dying man.

He knows me, and probably only me.

Although my dad has never deliberately looked at me in this life, at this time, I am probably the person he is relying on in his heart. At this point, the fate of our father and daughter is worth it.

After that, Shen Song will still come again, about to brush the sense of existence, but he really can't brush Li Hua, as soon as his mouth is not honest, Li Hua directly rubbed his fists, it can be seen that Shen Song is very afraid of him, mainly because he is afraid of being embarrassed and beaten, and he will leave after brushing his existence.

More than half a month later, Shen Song came again, this time with confidence, because he brought his mother with him. What are they doing today, urging me to get married, it's time to do wine.

I really took it, and when did I still think about making wine.

Shen Song is not kind to this matter, he didn't tell his mother that my father's illness is too serious, Shen Song is just going to Shen Song again, that is also an old woman with a good heart, she can't not talk about right and wrong at all.

Shen Song's mother asked me about my father's condition with concern.

I said, "Just keep it like that, let's see." ”

His mother didn't have anything to say, and said, "Oh, Xiao Song didn't tell me that it was so serious, this banquet is ready, and your father can't go like this." ”

I inadvertently raised my eyes and saw a hint of strangeness in Li Hua's eyes. Yan Xiaochang happened to be there that day, standing next to Li Hua and clearing her throat.

I still have to make it clear, I took Shen Song's mother out of the ward and told her about such a thing. Her mother understood, she understood very well, and she could see that her mother was unhappy, but when she was a mother and didn't learn from her son, at least she knew that feelings really can't be forced.

Shen Song fucking means that those who don't drink or have a banquet, and those who don't get divorced will wait until my father's matter is over, on the one hand, she is also worried about the room. I understand this, seeing that Shen Song has a good attitude, and I don't want to be more serious with the old man at this time, but Shen Song is more serious.

Shen Song came over to talk to the two of us, and he had to hold a banquet immediately. In fact, this grandson is in a hurry, and finally fight for it, now Li Hua is like this every day, or we will get married immediately, and he will settle our account with me in the future, if it can't be married now, don't think about it in the future.

Shen Song's mother felt that her son was ignorant, and glared at him, Shen Song was also anxious with his mother, and began to chatter again, and then his mother was anxious, and said, "I can cuckold you without getting married, can I have such a daughter-in-law!"

It was said so loudly that everyone present heard it. After his mother finished speaking, she glanced at Yan Xiaochang and Li Hua with disdain, Li Hua's little mouth began to purse the straight line again, Yan Xiaochang had a bad temper, and pointed directly at Shen Song's mother's nose and said, "How do you speak, what is it called to be a green hat, what kind of people are forced into your family because of a broken house." Greed is greed, it's everyone's fault that has been rectified, don't you see if you can afford to wear this green hat!"

"Do you have your turn to talk about our family's affairs, and who are you? Shen Song and his mother were almost in unison.

Then Yan Xiaochang quarreled with them, and almost didn't scratch Shen Song's mother. This completely offended Shen Song's mother.

In the end, Li Hua stood up and cleared his throat twice, Shen Song was scared when he saw Li Hua, knowing that he couldn't beat Li Hua, he hurriedly took his mother away.

Li Hua looked at their backs and snorted disdainfully.

After that, Shen Song came to brush his presence a few more times, and every time he finished brushing, he ran away, for fear of embarrassing himself. So what did he do when he came here and again?

The last time Shen Song came to brush up on his presence was the afternoon of my father's death.

Although my dad didn't know Li Hua, Li Hua was thick in front of the hospital bed every day, and he had an impression of this person. But now he doesn't distinguish between people, he took Li Hua's hand and said vaguely, "Song'er, it's good, it's good for Youyou, it's good for me, it's good to get ......married."

Shen Song's face stiffened into a death-like color beside him.

Knowing that my dad's name was not his name, Li Hua's face was not stiff, and with a gentle smile, he patted my dad's withered palm, hiding the heaviness, and said in a decent voice, "Alas, Dad." ”

I burst into tears.

Later, I asked Li Hua how his father felt when he called someone else's name. He said he didn't feel anything, because he knew that what my dad really wanted to call was him, my dad was my dad, and the person he had in his heart was me, so whoever loved me and would be good to me was the one he called.

It's just that my dad doesn't know Li Hua's name, and his brain is confused, thinking it's Shen Song.

It doesn't matter.

My dad didn't know Li Hua's name until he died. But my dad walked peacefully, as if there was nothing left in life that he longed to toss anymore.

I was at the bedside, watching him look at his last appearance, tears in his eyes and crying and laughing. I wanted to look at him a few more times, and I would never see him again, and I knew that no amount of words would be enough.

When my dad was sent away, I leaned next to Li Hua, my eyes were dark, and this time I really fainted.

My body always has strong combat power, and when it needs to be strong, no amount of illness hidden in it will not break out. Now that my dad is gone, his body seems to have received a signal and suddenly relaxed.

I woke up in the ward, feeling so weak, Li Hua looked at me with a little excitement, he shook my hand, didn't say any greetings, opened his mouth and said, "Youyou, you're pregnant, do you know?"

I was a little confused, and looked at him with trembling eyes. There seemed to be tears in his eyes, tears of joy, and he pulled my hand down and put it on his lips, and his lips opened and closed and squirmed, a gentle touch.

"You've got my baby, you know?"