Chapter 6: It's all about time
Shen Zhizhuo's tone was extremely natural, as if he was saying something extremely insignificant. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
But when Shen Hongyuan heard it, there was a tightness in his heart for no reason.
He really didn't think that he would face him face to face like this one day, even if he was standing outside the door just now, he was still calm in his heart, but his calmness disappeared the moment he saw Shen Zhizhuo.
Maybe this is the nature of father and son, looking at his similar appearance to himself, a natural sense of familiarity and intimacy arises spontaneously. There is no such rejection and disgust as before.
At this time, facing him, he will feel distressed by the hardships he has endured over the years, and he will also feel remorse for the indirect or direct injuries he has suffered. I will regret that I have not fulfilled the responsibilities of a father.
It was at this moment that the feeling that came to him overturned all his previous suspicions.
How could a nineteen-year-old child who had not been deeply involved in the world have such a deep mind, and besides, he did not have the ability to pose any threat to them.
Although he has that conspirator mother, after all, she died early, even if she instilled in Shen Zhizhuo when she was a child, her so-called hatred and extreme thoughts, but after all, ten years have passed, he has grown up, and he has his own ability to distinguish right from wrong, and he will definitely be able to make correct judgments on the merits of these rights.
Shen Hongyuan was full of thoughts, and he only hoped that it would not be too late to redeem this father-son relationship from now on.
"Zhizhuo, I don't think I need to explain anything about the past. But about you, I can only say sorry for the fact that some of the practices in the past have hurt innocent you. I just wish you could give me a chance to make amends. Shen Hongyuan said to Shen Zhizhuo sincerely.
At this time, he has completely abandoned all his prejudices, and only hopes that Shen Zhizhuo can also throw away those burdens that should not belong to him, be a happy child like Yi Nian, live with them, and live a life of four with children as Yi Wanjun said.
Shen Zhizhuo looked at the sincere gaze in his eyes, and only felt sarcastic.
Can a word of sorry offset the hardships he has endured for more than ten years? Can a word of sorry erase the torture suffered by his mother in those years? Can a word of sorry save his mother's lost life?
Can't, can't do anything, why can they live so freely and comfortably with peace of mind, and wanting him to let go of all his unwillingness and hatred with a word of sorry is simply a big joke in the world.
However, Shen Zhizhuo suppressed all these churning emotions in the bottom of his heart, and he still looked calm on the surface.
Shen Hongyuan sat across from him, watching his reaction a little nervously.
Shen Zhizhuo was silent for a long time, and his half-drooping eyes made it impossible to see the emotions in his eyes. A quiet atmosphere enveloped the two.
Shen Hongyuan thought that if he was still obsessed with the past, he would be helpless, after all, he was the most innocent victim of the previous generation of grievances.
He has endured too many things that he should not have endured, and he, as a father, bears a large part of the responsibility.
Shen Hongyuan saw that he didn't say anything for a long time, lowered his eyelids a little bitterly, sighed, and said, "It's okay, it's because I'm too anxious, take your time." ā
Yes, it was he who was anxious, for this son who had made him feel a strong sense of affection at first sight, he felt extremely remorseful for the kind of disgust and hatred that had been done towards him, what had he missed?
Even a second before I saw him, I suspected that he had entered this house for another purpose.
He should not transfer his prejudices against his mother to him, and can only make up for what he owes to him in the years to come.
He got up a little frustratedly, and said to Shen Zhizhuo, who was sitting, "If you have any needs, just tell us, your Aunt Yi has always been very concerned about your affairs."
Oh, by the way, and Xiao Nian, you haven't seen her yet, have you? She is five months younger than you, she is Aunt Yi's daughter, you will be brother and sister in the future, I believe you will like her very much.
Rest well, I... I'll go see if dinner is ready. As he spoke, he turned and walked towards the door.
Shen Zhizhuo still had that faint expression on the surface, looking at Shen Hongyuan's somewhat lonely back. Suddenly, a voice as clear as broken jade sounded behind Shen Hongyuan.
"Leave everything to time!" Shen Zhizhuo also stood up, staring at Shen Hongyuan's long back with far-reaching eyes.
Leave it all to time, and I will watch you slowly walk into the abyss of pain I have woven for you in the future. Use your pain to smooth out the wounds you have caused me, Shen Zhizhuo added in his heart.
Shen Hongyuan turned around a little unexpectedly, and what caught his eyes was still Shen Zhizhuo's indifferent appearance, standing there with his hands in his pockets, still so natural and casual.
"Well, leave it to time. Shen Hongyuan replied briskly, where did he have time to analyze the deep meaning of his words. Just as a leapfrog progress in the relationship between father and son, it is naturally a little ecstatic. "Boom... Boom... Knock on the door. Both of them looked in the direction of the door.
Then Shen Zhizhuo walked slowly to the door and opened the door.
The door opened, and Yi Wanjun, who appeared at the door, looked at the father and son standing in the room with some joy.
"Hong is far away. It seems that the topic is still very pleasant, Zhizhuo still has a faint expression, I can't see it, but it is Hongyuan, the joy on his face is overflowing, it seems that Hongyuan has listened to her advice, has let go of the past, and accepted this son.
Yi Wanjun quickly made a judgment in her mind about the communication situation between the father and son who met for the first time.
"What do you two say about yourself? Dinner is ready, let's go down and eat first. Yi Wanjun looked at the father and son gently, what she wanted to express was not to make Shen Zhizhuo feel uncomfortable, and let him feel the warmth and casualness of home.
Because a child like Shen Zhizhuo, who grew up in an environment lacking love since childhood, has an extremely sensitive mind, and he must take care of this aspect of his heart.
I don't know why, she has an indescribable good impression of Shen Zhizhuo, and feels that there is no sense of distance between her and him, as if she has known him for a long time.
may be because he looks like Hongyuan, and in his body, he seems to see Hongyuan's vigor and sunshine more than ten years ago, so he regards him as his own and Hongyuan's child in his heart, as if he makes up for his regret that he can't have their children with Hongyuan.
Shen Hongyuan showed a knowing smile, turned his head to look at Shen Zhizhuo, and said briskly: "Zhizhuo, let's go, I haven't tasted your Aunt Yi's craftsmanship for a long time, eat more in a while, her craftsmanship can't be compared to ordinary chefs!"
As if thinking of something, she turned her head to look at Yi Wanjun again, and asked, "Wanjun, why haven't you seen Xiao Nian? Has she ever seen Zhizhuo? In the future, she has an extra brother who loves her, and I don't know how happy that child will be? Hehe..."
"Uh..." Yi Wanjun immediately thought of Yi Nian's attitude towards Shen Zhizhuo in the afternoon, and she was speechless for a while, not knowing what Shen Hongyuan would think if she knew, because until now, she didn't dare to think deeply.