"I actually want to talk to you today, and I've been holding these words in my heart for many years. Lei Zhensheng looked at Chen Baozhu and said, "I know that you hate me very much now, and I also know the meaning of today's master's words, what have I done to be sorry for you over the years, you hate me, you deserve it, I don't blame you." I don't deny the things I did, I also arranged the things outside, and the time I came back, I was ready to come back completely. ”

Chen Baozhu listened to Lei Zhensheng's meaning, although he said it vaguely, but the words should mean that he had broken off relations with that side, and Chen Baozhu was suddenly overjoyed at this moment.

But he replied lightly, "Oh." ”

"We have quarreled and scolded over the years, but you may have only seen my temper and irresponsibility over the years, but do you know what you really think in your heart? Do you know why I became like this? Can you understand the pain I have hidden in my heart all these years?"

Lei Zhensheng's continuous questioning made Chen Baozhu a little confused, looked at him with a confused face, and said, "Zhensheng, you have something to say, it's okay." ”

"You can't feel it?" asked Lei Zhensheng.

"I have a clear conscience in what I do, and I am worthy of this family. Chen Baozhu found the reason for himself and said.

"Yes, you are doing a good job, and I thank you very much for taking good care of this family, but what about the good teachers and leaders in everyone's minds?" asked Lei Zhensheng.

"What's this about Dad?"

"Do you remember how you receive? After graduating that year, I was sent back to the hospital in our city, but your father refused to let us stay together, and deliberately kept you in school, what does this mean? Isn't this an intention to separate the two of us?"

"This dad is also thinking about my future, and besides, she knows that I don't like Dr. Fang, so I didn't tell you before?" Chen Baozhu said suspiciously, "Why are you mentioning these old things again?"

"For your good?" Lei Zhensheng laughed at himself, "Since it is for your good, then he obviously knows that we are in love at that time, why don't he think about it for the sake of both of us? Obviously, with my grades at that time, as long as he was interested, I could definitely keep me in the affiliated hospital, but he didn't do that." ”

"He can't do anything about arranging the hospital, didn't he tell you everything?" replied.

"Can't be the master?" Lei Zhensheng glared at the jewel and said, "Is it that you can't be the master, or are you unwilling to be the master?"

Regarding what Lei Zhensheng said, Chen Baozhu was also very puzzled at the beginning, and he once asked his father, and he also knew that his father did not want to let himself be with Lei Zhensheng at the beginning, but this is all over, and in the end, Lei Zhensheng went to graduate school and the two of them were also together, Baozhu thought that this matter was over, but he didn't expect Lei Zhensheng to still hold on to this matter.

And now Baozhu thinks about the life she lived, as bad as her father expected, she knew it was so, it was better to listen to her father at the beginning, but the matter has come to this, she doesn't want to complain anymore, and now that her father is gone, everything is a fait accompli, so she doesn't want to mention this matter anymore.

Chen Baozhu didn't answer Lei Zhensheng's words.

"Do you know how painful it was when I made up my mind to go to graduate school? That day was the first time in my life that I was drunk, and it was also a watershed moment in my life, and my parents even had to cut ties with me because of graduate school, don't you know?"

"This... I've never heard you say that. Chen Baozhu looked at Lei Zhensheng in surprise and said.

"What about telling you?, can you solve the problem for me?" Lei Zhensheng glanced at the orb, and then asked himself, "No, since I can't, why should I add to my troubles." ”

"But I also want to thank my father, it was he who made me make up my mind to be a fool, I know that he has always looked down on me, he looks down on me as a countryman, even your brother, a person who does not learn and has no skills, can dictate to me, I have endured all these years, I have worked hard to prove to them, I, Lei Zhensheng, people from poor and remote places are also dignified and capable. ”

"You don't need to prove yourself, you're who you are, and I never minded where you came from. Baozhu quickly explained.

"Don't prove myself? Do you know that I have always been very inferior in front of you, do you know?" Lei Zhensheng said, "In the past, when I was just working, people always said that this was Chen Zhangfeng's son-in-law! I don't want my name to be synonymous with someone who has always looked down on me, so I want to climb up, deputy director, director, finally someone calls me Director Lei, not Chen Shanfeng's son-in-law. ”

"I never knew that, and I always thought you didn't mind that. Chen Baozhu looked at him as if she had known her husband from the beginning, "You never mentioned this."

"I mind, I mind very much, but I don't mind the capital. Lei Zhensheng said.

"What kind of capital does this need, if you don't mind, just say it directly. Chen Baozhu said disapprerovingly, "Why do you want to complicate simple things?"

"You can't understand that I, a person who has not even eaten enough since I was a child, has an inferiority complex in my bones, so I want to do everything I can to improve myself, all to prove to you, to show you, that I can do it. Lei Zhensheng said.

Chen Baozhu listened to Lei Zhensheng's heartfelt words, and every sentence was heartbroken, because Chen Baozhu didn't know all this that Lei Zhensheng said, and even began to wonder if he was the one who had been with him in the past 20 years.

"So you changed after you became the head of the department, and then you started to shout at Guanghua after your father died, all to show your ability?

"It's not that I'm going to drink at Guanghua, it's that he himself wants to flatter me, he does it because he knows that I can directly bring benefits to him now, and he knows that I am no longer the same me I used to be. ”

"So what?" asked Chen Baozhu, "so you think that Guanghua flattered you, and I should do the same, right?

Lei Zhensheng originally wanted to calm down the current relationship between the two, but he didn't expect that what he said angered Chen Baozhu, who was originally in a peaceful mood, so he quickly explained: "I didn't mean that, I just wanted to tell you why I did this." ”