Chapter 590: Stay Alive
"the child, why are you doing this!" Political Commissar Zhang sat beside his wife, wrung a wet towel, and gently wiped Li Jie's pale and haggard face, the strength in his hand was very gentle, and he was also very distressed when he looked at such a wife.
It's a torment like this.
Li Jie's tears slid down the corners of her eyes, choked and sobbed, and then turned into a loud cry.
Crying, heartbreaking, hoarseness.
Political Commissar Zhang stretched out his hand to hold his wife's hand, sat on the edge of the bed, gently picked up his wife, let her upper body lean on his arms, hugged her tightly, and gave her warmth and support.
Gently patted her on the back, very gently, and the voice was gentle and reassuring, "Okay, okay, just cry." the child, I know you're bitter, but if you think about the child, think about me, what would the two of us do without you? Are you willing to leave the two of us behind?
Think about it, Xiaohan is still young, only twelve years old, this child has been very sensible since she was a child, and her academic performance is good, don't you want to watch her grow up, be admitted to college, get married and have children?
Look at me, the two of us have been gone for half of our lives, do you want me to be so alone for the rest of my life? Everyone who speaks has no one to accompany him, and he is alone?"
There was an unspeakable hoarseness and choking in his voice, and a big man actually cried.
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Li Jie cried and leaned on Political Commissar Zhang's arms, grabbing Political Commissar Zhang's hand, "Father, child, I just want you to live a normal life, I can't drag you down anymore because of me, Xiaohan and your life is too hard, it's all because of me, it's all because of me." Otherwise, you wouldn't be like this.
Look at the gray hair on your hair, you're only forty years old! Look at this white hair......" The fingers gently stroked the sideburns of Political Commissar Zhang, and the silver frost there made people feel distressed beyond measure.
"But we don't have you, have you thought about how sad we will be? With you, our family is a complete family, without you, what will you do with me and my children?" Political Commissar Zhang didn't know what his wife thought in her heart, and couldn't help but feel a little angry.
Li Jie cried and fell into the arms of Political Commissar Zhang, who doesn't want to live, don't they all say that it is better to die than to live.
She doesn't want to die!
But living like this, she suffers from herself and others, and she can't bear to have two people in a family living so hard because of her.
"Without me, you find another one, it's better than now, at least there is someone who can know the cold and the heat, there is someone to take care of your daily life, and someone to take care of the children, it's better than the current child who has to rush back in the middle of class every day, I have really become a drag, a drag."
What kind of life are you both living because of me? Look at what else we have at home? The money is spent on medical treatment, and I feel uncomfortable living like this, and you are uncomfortable. ”
Political Commissar Zhang grabbed his wife's shoulders, pushed her away from an arm's length, and said seriously, "Don't think like this anymore, no one between me and Xiaohan thinks that you are a drag, and only with you is that our family is complete, without you, what is the point of our life? So for me and my children, you have to live well, for our family, you have to be with us well, okay?"
Li Jie nodded with tears in her eyes, no one knew if she really accepted such advice.