Chapter 301: I'm Going Home

Ling Chenfeng is not stupid, the man's actions towards her just now are so kind and natural, when he sees that they have known each other for a short time, it can be seen that the man's eyes when he looks at her are not fake. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Hearing this, An Xia didn't speak, just lowered her gaze slightly, looked at the smooth ground, and after a while, nodded slightly.

Ling Chenfeng pursed the corners of his lips, not knowing what to say, "Are you serious?" I can see that that person is sincere to you, if you ...... in the future"

"No...... Since I promised him in the first place, I will not fail him...... Even in the future...... I will also stick to today's choice. ”

Ling Chenfeng's words were just halfway through when she was interrupted by An Xia hurriedly, her words were very firm, but Ling Chenfeng still heard the trembling in her heart, she was self-hypnotizing, reminding herself with such a tone and words, forcing herself to insist on how to stick to her current choice.

In other words, she is deceiving herself, cutting off her back road, and the past, and Shen Zhizhuo completely cut off the connection, if you reward it again, even if Shen Zhizhuo remembers something, but she has already married someone else, maybe she will have one or two children, and at that time, even if Shen Zhizhuo wants to do it again, the two of them will no longer be possible.

Ling Chenfeng didn't know if her choice was wrong, but the only thing he knew was that if she insisted on going on like this, she would regret it, not because of other regrets, but because she would always hurt the man who was good to her now, if nothing else, as long as she still had the existence of Shen Zhizhuo in her heart, even if it was just a little bit, she would feel guilty, and this guilt would make her unable to let go of her hands and feet to integrate into the new life she and that man would build together in the future.

That kind of future is what he doesn't want to see, and I believe it's not what his uncle and aunt who regard her as their own are willing to see.

So while she is not completely trapped and unable to get out, he must make it clear to her how serious the consequences of doing so will be.

"Nian Nian, do you know that what you are doing now is to avoid the problem, you can't forget the burning in your heart, whether it's his good or his bad, for you, you can't let go, and the consequences of your doing this will hurt the three of you, you know? It's too late to end now, make it clear to that person, and let him leave while he hasn't invested too much emotion, he and you are not suitable...... Niannian, listen to your brother, and don't make choices that will cause consequences for yourself. ”

An Xia had been listening to Ling Chenfeng quietly, her lowered eyes were tumbling with complicated emotions, she understood what he meant, but ...... She has no room to turn back, and she doesn't want to turn back, because there is an abyss behind her, and Ji Jiaming is the life-saving vine that pulls her, unless the vine can't save her from breaking it, otherwise, she won't kill herself.

An Xia compared her eyes, swept away the emotions under her eyes one by one, and after regaining her calm again, she raised her head, looked at Ling Chenfeng, raised her smile, and said, "Okay brother, let's finally meet again, let's talk about some happiness, family...... How about Mom and Dad, Qin Yun's mother, aunt and uncle, Uncle Lin, are they all okay?"

Ling Chenfeng sighed helplessly and nodded, "Uncle and aunt, they're all fine, it's just ...... Uncle Lin passed away due to illness a few years ago, Nian Nian, I'm sorry we didn't take good care of Aunt Qin Yun, her illness ......"

An Xia's originally red eyes burned again, and large tears continued to pour out of her eyes as if they were inexhaustible, An Xia had completely forgotten her reaction, and just looked at Ling Chenfeng in tears.

Ling Chenfeng didn't want to tell her this so quickly, but after all, this was the truth, and since she took the initiative to ask, he had no way to make up lies to hide it from her.

Ling Chenfeng stood up, gently saw An Xia into his arms, leaned her head on his chest, and gently patted her back like when he was a child, soothing her sad and sad.

"Okay, remember, birth, old age, sickness and death are all human affection, cry and mourn, don't cry. ”

At this time, where could An Xia listen to his persuasion, she only knew that her heart was full of infinite remorse, Qin Yun was her biological mother, but she chose to leave ruthlessly because of the unsmooth relationship.

Even the news of her death was the last to know, she thought she would be fine, and she didn't worry about putting her in the Yi family, but now......

An Xia really hated herself, and Uncle Lin, the person who has always loved her like a grandfather...... An Xia suddenly felt that she was not dead, but Qin Yun's mother and Uncle Lin left.

Five years, it's really been too long, a lot of things have changed, I can't imagine what will happen to her parents if there is another five years, two or three five years, if ...... An Xia didn't dare to think about it, suddenly, she seemed to see her parents, she didn't care about anything, she didn't care about anything, as long as she could always be by their side and fulfill her filial piety as a daughter, she would be content.

"Brother, I want to go home, I miss my parents......"

An Xia raised her head, looked at Ling Chenfeng, and said in a choked voice.

Hearing this, Ling Chenfeng's eyes lit up, "Nian Nian, you ......"

Unexpectedly, she insisted on not wanting to go back just now, but she changed her mind at this time, but thinking about it, maybe she didn't think at all, after leaving for five years, Qin Yun and Uncle Lin would come to open the world, she probably thought at this time that she was afraid that if she hesitated any longer, the two people who were most important to her would leave again in the future, and she would hate herself to death.

An Xia nodded fiercely, "Yes, I want to go home, I was wrong, I was wrong, I shouldn't have been home for so long, brother, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I shouldn't have fallen in love with Shen Zhizhuo, I shouldn't have been gone for five years, watching you sad because of my death, hiding from you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Anxia cried sadly, the whole person was overwhelmed by infinite remorse and self-blame at this time, she had also lost her child, it was just a blank fetus, she was so sad that she couldn't get out of it until now.

Although she and her mother are not related by blood, the mother-daughter relationship is no longer something that can be blocked by blood, and she only now thinks of how sad her mother must have been when she knew of her death.

She is so unfilial and selfish, she only thinks that she is unwilling to face Shen Zhizhuo, and she doesn't think about the sadness and sadness of the elders in the family at all.

Ling Chenfeng heard An Xia's apologies, each sound was like a steel needle stuck in his heart, "Okay, okay, Niannian, we won't blame you, as long as you're okay, nothing matters, really, don't blame yourself like this, you make us worry like this." ”