Chapter 229: Mourning is greater than heart death
He was going to tell Yi Nian the truth about the news that the Yi family thought she was dead and the family moved to England, and he was gambling that Yi Nian would not want to appear in front of them. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Sure enough, after listening to his story, Yi Nian behaved very calmly, did not show sadness and sadness, just looked at him calmly, and when he finished speaking, he nodded lightly, indicating that he already knew.
Then he lay down again and closed his eyes. Lin Xiao couldn't tell what he was feeling at this time, although Yi Nian behaved like this, he felt glad, but more sad, although Yi Nian didn't show anything, but he knew that her heart must be sad at this time, and it was very sad.
Recently, he suddenly found that whenever she was in a bad mood and sad and depressed, she would become more and more calm.
And now that she closed her eyes and slept without showing anything after listening to the news about the Yi family, the more it showed that her inner emotions were surging at this time.
Seeing that Yi Nian was asleep, Lin Xiao quietly sat on the sofa on the side.
After about two weeks, Yi Nian recovered and was discharged from the hospital, but her depression did not get much relief, and she still needed to take medication to control her condition.
Lin Xiao took Yi Nian to his two-bedroom apartment in Changning City.
Now for Yi Nian, it's the same everywhere, she won't care, but she keeps bothering Lin Xiao like this, which makes her very unhappy.
"I've cleaned up your room, see what is still missing, I'll buy it for you, the aunt I invited suddenly had something to do today, and she has to come over tomorrow, so we need to do it ourselves for dinner, if you want to eat something, I'll do it." ”
Lin Xiao sorted the vegetables he bought back and put them in the refrigerator.
Take the fruit to the kitchen and wash it, put it in the fruit bowl, bring it to the living room, and put it in front of Yi Nian, "Eat some fruit first, I'll cook." ”
Yi Nian stretched out his hand to take the orange he handed over, nodded his head to express his gratitude, but did not mean to eat it, but picked up the mobile phone on the side, quickly typed a few words on it, and then handed it to Lin Xiao.
Recently, Yi Nian has been willing to communicate with Lin Xiao verbally, but only by typing what she wants to say on her mobile phone, or writing it on paper with a pen.
Lin Xiao took the phone and saw that it read: "Thank you for taking care of you during this time, but I can't trouble you anymore, the money in this card should be enough to repay the medical expenses you paid for me, if there is nothing wrong, I will leave first." ”
Seeing the sentence composed of these words, the gentle smile on Lin Xiao's face gradually faded and became serious and serious.
He put his mobile phone on the coffee table, and in front of Yi Nian, he deleted the long paragraph of words that Yi Nian typed just now, one by one.
The tone was unprecedentedly serious, "Where are you going, where can you go, Yi Nian, I said, don't refuse my help, help you, I also have my selfish ......" Lin Xiao said here, suddenly stopped.
Yi Nian raised her eyebrows at him in confusion, Lin Xiao sighed melancholy, he knew that now was not the time to say this, doing that would only cause her a greater burden, she had already taken on enough.
"I know what you're thinking, you don't have to be too burdened, I'm just trying to help you as much as possible, of course, if it were me, I think, you would also help me without hesitation, that, I said this, wouldn't it seem a little self-inflicted, hehe......" Saying that, Lin Xiao laughed unnaturally twice.
Yi Nian knew what he wanted to say, and it was precisely because she knew his mind that she couldn't accept his help with peace of mind.
She can't afford to change it, the money is okay, she can find a way to earn it, but the love debt she owes can't be repaid no matter what.
Lin Xiao looked at Yi Nian, now he really hoped that she could speak her own thoughts, but in the end he was disappointed, only to see Yi Nian pick up the mobile phone on the coffee table and hit it on the mobile phone again.
"Lin Xiao, if you are really good for me, don't help me anymore, please, I can't afford it, I can't afford it!!" Yi Nian pushed the bank card in front of Lin Xiao, stood up and walked to the door.
Lin Xiao hurriedly glanced at the words on his phone, a gloom flashed in his eyes, he knew that she would not accept him so easily, but he didn't expect that she would be so eager to leave.
It's because I don't want to owe him affection.
Don't let him think about it, Yi Nian had already come to the entrance and was about to change his shoes, Lin Xiao hurriedly stepped forward to stop Yi Nian.
Compromised: "Okay, okay, don't worry, I don't ask you for anything, at least you can't leave now, can you, when you find a place to stay, I can rest assured that you will leave." ”
Lin Xiao's warm and jade-like face showed a touch of anxiety, he was really afraid that Yi Nian would not listen to persuasion and insist on leaving.
Now she can't even speak, if she goes out, she will definitely not be able to live, so he has to stabilize her first, and then find a way to arrange her well.
Yi Nian slowly lowered her eyes, although she didn't want to think about it, but her current situation, as he said, had no place to go, no place to stay, this world was so big, but it couldn't accommodate a single Yi Nian, because she was already a 'dead person'.
At this point, her name is just in people's memories.
Seeing that Yi Nian shook his mind to leave, Lin Xiao hurriedly said cautiously: "Don't be in a hurry now, you stay here first, and when you find a place to go, I usually don't live here, and I'm idle here, so you can rest assured that you can live here, as for your future road, let's make arrangements." ”
Yi Nian knew that if she didn't agree to come down, Lin Xiao wouldn't let her leave, so she had to pretend to agree.
Seeing Yi Nian nodding, Lin Xiao's heart finally fell to the ground.
Because he really couldn't cook, Yi Nian sighed helplessly as he watched him clumsily busy in the kitchen for a while, making the kitchen smoky.
Get up and walk to the kitchen and signal him to go out.
Lin Xiao looked at Yi Nian who was cleaning his hands in surprise, "Do you know how to cook?" I remember you used to say that you hate cooking the most, because it was too troublesome, I didn't expect ......."
Lin Xiao stopped halfway through her words, because she saw a touch of sadness flashing in Yi Nian's eyes, so she thought of something and closed her mouth apologetically.
Yi Nian washed her hands and began to prepare the cooking, although the dishes she could cook were also limited, but fortunately, she had studied very seriously at that time, and she was quite able to handle it.
Lin Xiao's words just now evoked her good memories of the past, although her heart still hurts, but she will no longer be as entangled as before, this may be more mourning than death.