Chapter 176: Fighting Depression

"It's the New Year, she wants to take a leave of absence to go back to accompany her daughter for a day, how can she say no. Let her bring her children here for the New Year, but she always shirks, and this person is too, and he is still a little bit out of sight with us. ”

Sunan Ge saw that Coco was eating very well, and he was finally relieved.

"I'm really distressed to see that you've lost weight. ”

Sunan Ge felt sorry for Ouyang Heyue, he knew that she was suffering from depression, and now he secretly added medicine to her meals, so her mood is now much more stable, plus she has to take care of the children, she seems to have forgotten about depression, taking care of the children every day, people are losing a lot of weight, but they seem to have forgotten about depression.

Ouyang and Yue flattened their mouths, and she suddenly found that it was good to be alive, and she had lost the strong desire to die before.

On the contrary, she looked at Coco eating so cute, she liked this child more and more, and was a little worried that when she was away, no one would be able to take care of him, and she would not be able to take good care of him as a mother, so who would be as patient as her mother if she was replaced by others.

"Nange, why don't we go back to my mother's house, my mother still has some experience in taking care of children, I ...... I think I'm wrong and shouldn't have let my mother watch her child. ”

Ouyang Heyue looked at Sunan Song with some guilt, Su Meiwen wanted to see the child before, but at that time she was in a bad mood and didn't want to socialize with anyone, so she didn't agree with Su Meiwen to see the child.

For this reason, I also had an unpleasant quarrel with Su Meiwen, but these Sunan songs are all understood, but Su Meiwen doesn't understand. At this time, she was still angry with Ouyang Heyue, and even said that she would not be allowed to go home in the future.

"Okay, you go clean up, but Coco has me. ”

When Sunan Ge heard Ouyang Heyue say this, the smile on his face was probably brighter than the sun.

This shows that she is already much better, at least willing to talk to his mother, which proves that her mood is much more stable, to be honest, this is still thanks to Sister-in-law Yue, if it weren't for her leaving, let Ouyang and Yue personally keep busy, let her be busy, her depression seems to have been downplayed.

Ouyang Heyue had always remembered the mage, and she didn't see anyone dead or dead in this life, which really made her depressed, but in the past two days of taking care of the child, she didn't have any patience, but she gradually knew how to care and worry.

It turns out that there are many things to do in life, not just to see through life and death.

Life and death are just a thought.

It's very easy to die, if you want to die, you will die no matter what.

But living is the hardest, people who suffer from depression don't care about life and death, but people who are alive have to bear the pain brought by her leaving.

Being alive is the bravest, because there are too many things to bear in life, and only those who can bear the weight of life are worthy of life.

"Okay, I'll clean up. ”

Ouyang Heyue put down the biscuits, went back to the bedroom to pack up her things, and the moment she closed the bedroom door, the room immediately became extremely quiet, and at that moment, her heart was still dead.

In fact, depression didn't completely leave her, but in the past few days, she has been busy with Coco's affairs and temporarily forgotten about those unhappiness.

But when you stay alone, your mood is still easy to become heavy.

She silently packed up the things she wanted to bring, as well as some small items for Cocoa, I don't know why, I always felt a little regretful, so I shouldn't have proposed to go to my mother-in-law's house.

Thinking of her mother-in-law's dissatisfaction with her, thinking of her mother's appearance because she felt faceless, she felt that her heart was blocked, and even began to feel that the child was pitiful, thinking that he would have such a long life to go in the future, and she didn't know how many things to encounter in this life, and she didn't know how he should spend it.

Thinking about it, she began to be depressed again, and she sat on the bed, not in any mood at all.

The mages are all gone, is it because they have seen through this world......

And Sunan Ge waited for her notice in the baby room, this wait was half an hour, he looked at the time that had passed for so long, why there was no movement at all, it was not moving, there should be something, when the child was at his mother's house before, there were all over there, as long as he simply cleaned up a little daily use, how could there be no movement for so long.

He was a little worried that Ouyang and Yue would do stupid things, these days, he could be said to have done everything he could say to Ouyang and Yue, because he was worried that she would commit suicide.

It's just that this time I feel that she seems to have improved a lot, so I feel relieved to let her pack things alone.

After not moving for so long, he suddenly began to feel scared, picked up the child and walked to the bedroom.

Ouyang Heyue held a small piece of Coco's clothes in his hand, sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, his eyes were blank, his eyes were dull, and his whole person seemed to have lost his soul, and his face was full of depression.

When Sunange pushed the door in, she was still there in a daze.

"Cleaned up?"

As soon as Sunan Ge pushed the door open, he saw her expression and sighed in his heart. I thought her depression was better, but this expression seemed to be done again.

"We ......"

Ouyang and Yuegang wanted to say not to go back, but when they saw Sunan Ge's smiling face, they couldn't say anything when it came to their mouths, and then looked at the children in his arms, if they didn't go back, it meant that there would be two more people groping to take the children, so it was likely that Coco would be damaged.

Even if I feel uncomfortable and depressed in my heart, and I don't want to go back, since I raised it myself, I have to do it anyway.

"Well, pack up, let's go. ”

She forcibly squeezed out a smile, trying to make herself look good, but she didn't know that her performance couldn't hide it from Sunan Ge, and she was lonely and sad all fell in his eyes.

It's just that Sunange pretended not to see it, still smiling and laughing with her, and then helped her take her things downstairs.

Sunange drove, she held the child, and after Coco drank milk, she fell asleep on the road.

Because the next day is twenty-nine, there are still a lot of cars on the street, and there is a traffic jam at every turn, even if it is not the rush hour.

Su Meiwen finished applying the mask at home, sat in the living room and watched TV, just now complained to Wang Zhizhi about her son and daughter-in-law, and she didn't go home for the New Year, she may not have thought that her son and daughter-in-law were already on their way back.

"They raised a son and brought back a daughter. She took a bite of the apple, then rolled her eyes and said with a complaining face, "I'm fine, I gave birth to a son, and I lost a son, and I got a grandmother." I want to see my grandson, and I have to see her face, why? The grandson is from our royal family. ”

"But your son's surname is Su. ”

Wang Zhizhi actually wanted to let Sunan Ge change back to Wang and his surname for a long time, but he never had a chance to talk about it, after all, when Sunan Ge changed his surname, it was also because he married Gu Qingran.