Chapter 231: Yan Chen remembered the past
An Xiaolin was still a little uneasy in her heart, but Yan Chen breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Xiaoxia, it's really troublesome for you, then I'll let my assistant accompany you." ”
"Well, that's fine. Jiang Xiaoxia nodded, and said to An Xiaolin: "I'm fine, you can go." ”
An Xiaolin was grateful: "Xiaoxia, thank you." ”
Jiang Xiaoxia smiled slightly, turned around and walked towards the snack street.
"Xiao Lin, let's go in!" Looking at Jiang Xiaoxia's distant back, Yan Chen turned around and said to An Xiaolin.
The two of them entered a small private room with a booth together, and as soon as the two of them sat down, the waiter began to serve the food, thinking that Yan Chen had already ordered it.
"Why do you want to eat hot pot?" An Xiaolin sat down and looked at the dishes on the table, although they were all light side dishes, but eating hot pot in this weather was really a bit hot.
"I remember...... She loves to eat hot pot. Yan Chen suddenly said.
An Xiaolin thought she was talking about An Xiaolu, so she shut up, waited for the waiter to serve the good food, took the chopsticks and slowly threw the dishes into the boiling soup to cook, and said to Yan Chen: "You must be very happy tomorrow when you get married to your sister, right?"
Yan Chen's mouth moved, wanting to say something, but in the end, he sighed helplessly and said, "Happy." But...... Xiao Lin, I feel a little uneasy. ”
"What's wrong?" An Xiaolin put the scalded mutton slices in front of the two of them, and looked at Yan Chen with some puzzlement, obviously not understanding why he would say such a thing.
"I feel that marriage is a form and a symbol of two people who love each other forever together, and it is also a responsibility. But...... I'm more responsible for Xiaolu now...... I don't seem to have as much love as I used to be, and my heart ......"
"Brother-in-law!"
An Xiaolin felt that his eyes were hot and looked at her, so she raised her head and interrupted Yan Chen's words, followed by a long sigh, and said quite seriously: "You have already set a wedding date with your sister, are you ...... Can't regret it anymore. ”
She specially accentuated the word brother-in-law, in order to remind Yan Chen of her identity.
Yan Chen raised his head, looked at An Xiaolin and smiled bitterly: "But...... There's not a wedding yet, isn't it?"
An Xiaolin's hand holding the vegetables paused, looked at Yan Chen, and said quite puzzled: "Did something happen?" I remember...... You weren't like that before!"
Although he had doubts and uneasiness before, he had always been very determined to marry An Xiaolu, because he felt that he had made a mistake and was sorry for An Xiaolu, so he needed to be more responsible for him, but tomorrow was the wedding of the two.
"I ......" Yan Chen hesitated for a moment and said, "Because I remembered some things, some things that shouldn't be remembered." ”
"What's the matter?" An Xiaolin became more and more puzzled.
"I ...... Xiao Lin, let me ask you a question first. Yan Chen looked at An Xiaolin, and a touch of seriousness suddenly appeared in his expression.
Vaguely, An Xiaolin seemed to be able to sense what Yan Chen was going to ask herself, and she couldn't help but feel a little worried in her heart, her heartbeat "suddenly" accelerated, and she said helplessly: "You ask." ”
Yan Chen is a good man, and he is a responsible good man, he will ask such a thing, there must be a reason, An Xiaolin feels that he should respect him and let him finish his words.
"What if...... Xiao Lin, I mean what if. If I wasn't with your sister, and you weren't with Huangfu Ye, would you ...... with me?"
"Brother-in-law!"
An Xiaolin really couldn't listen to it, and before he could finish speaking, she interrupted him again, and her expression at that time was quite serious, she looked at Yan Chen with righteous words, and said word by word: "There is no such if, I am already married, and you and my sister are about to get married." ”
Seeing An Xiaolin interrupting him in such a hurry, Yan Chen's eyes flashed with a touch of loss and gloom, and he said with some reluctance: "Xiaolin, don't get excited, I'm just saying an if, can't I do it?"
His smile was bitter, like a miserable man whose last wish was denied.
An Xiaolin was a little unbearable, looked at Yan Chen, sighed again, and then shook her head and said, "Brother-in-law, let me tell you the truth, I don't know what you think in your heart, but there is one thing I can be willing to ...... I, my relationship with Huangfu Ye is becoming more and more stable, and we plan to live for the rest of our lives. And you and your sister, you have an emotional foundation, your relationship is so good, I think, between you...... I should be even happier!"
"I see. An Xiaolin's words made Yan Chen's face more and more ugly, his face changed slightly, followed by another sigh, shook his head and said, "Xiaolin, I know what you mean, since that's the case...... Well, I'll tell you now, what I remembered. ”
"Say it. An Xiaolin thought, this may be what Yan Chen is mainly going to say today.
Yan Chen nodded, looked at An Xiaolin with deep eyes and said, "Xiaolin, do you know that I just regarded you as Xiaolu's sister, and my help to you is because of Xiaolu, and I pity you, but my heart ...... But I always feel that you have a sense of familiarity, that you need my protection, do you know where this protection comes from and why?"
An Xiaolin frowned: "Why?"
To be honest, she also felt a little strange.
I always felt that Yan Chen was just a kind person, and later thought it was because of An Xiaolu's relationship, but now it seems that none of these reasons seem to be the reason for him to help himself, so why?
Moreover, now that I think about it, it seems that when Yan Chen looks at her, his eyes are often a little strange, especially after coming out of the cave, his attitude towards himself is even more strange......
She always thought that she was thinking too much, and she admired Yan Chen too much before, so she didn't pay attention to it, but now that she thinks about it, she feels that something is wrong everywhere.
Yan Chen is a very measured person, last time he shouldn't have taken himself back to his marriage room with An Xiaolu.
Maybe that's what he calls familiarity, or maybe that's why he's talking about it?
Yan Chen sighed and said with some embarrassment: "That's because ...... You're like my cousin. ”
"Cousin?" An Xiaolin frowned, she only knew that Aunt Yan Chen's daughter was much older than Yan Chen, and she only knew that he had a cousin, cousin...... I really don't know.
Yan Chen nodded slowly, looked at An Xiaolin very uncomfortably, and said word for word: "Yes, cousin...... Xiao Lin, you may not know, no, even I have forgotten myself, it turns out that the person I care about the most is a shadow when I was a child, but ...... After she died, I forgot, because I was so sad, so I selectively forgot that memory, selectively no longer remembered the events of that time, and now I think about it...... I realized how confused I was, and how ridiculous I was at that time.
An Xiaolin's brows furrowed deeply, and she felt sorry for him, but she felt messy in her heart, and for a while, she couldn't say half a sentence.
Yan Chen looked at An Xiaolin, sighed again for no reason, and said, "Xiaolin, let me tell you about my poor sister......
Looking at the look on Yan Chen's face, An Xiaolin did not refuse, and she had no way to refuse, she had always been serious, listening to Yan Chen's words.
Yan Chen's words were very serious, telling her the story of a happy but sad ending.
This story, Huangfu Ye has already investigated clearly.
The two of them were eating and talking at the same time, most of them were An Xiaolin eating, Yan Chen was telling, and An Xiaolin was eating very slowly.
Because of that story, it's really two little guesses, childhood sweethearts.
However, after Yan Chen finished speaking, An Xiaolin was puzzled.
"So it seems...... You don't have any affection for your cousin at all, since that's the case...... Why would you transfer your feelings for your cousin to me...... Where is it coming here?" An Xiaolin asked strangely, becoming more and more puzzled.
After a while, Yan Chen frowned deeply, sighed, and said very uncomfortably: "That's because...... Xiao Lin, in my heart, I have always regarded you as the closest person, I don't know why, but looking into your eyes, I have a familiar sense of intimacy, I began to think that it was feelings, in contact with your kindness, your tenacity, your stubbornness...... I realized in many different ways between you and those young ladies that you are not like anyone at all, you are you, but this is what you are...... It makes me tickle, makes me like it, it's ...... It's an unavoidable emotion that I can't get rid of myself......"
Looking at Yan Chen's face, An Xiaolin began to fall silent, and in the silence, she couldn't speak at all.
Yan Chen sighed again, stared at An Xiaolin for a long time, and then smiled bitterly: "Xiaolin, you now know why I made a mistake, and now you know why I like you, right?"
To be honest, Yan Chen confessed to himself so seriously and honestly, An Xiaolin's originally nervous heart was not so nervous: "Yan Chen, thank you for your confession." ”
An Xiaolin looked at Yan Chen, slowly put down her chopsticks, and said to Yan Chen, "Actually...... If you had said this to me before you went down to the cave, I might have been happy, and I might have fantasized about being with you, but now...... It's too late, we're all adults, and it would be fine if I had feelings for you, but now...... The person in my heart is Huangfu Night. ”
"I see. Yan Chen looked up at An Xiaolin, the sadness in his eyes slowly became rich all of a sudden, and he smiled bitterly at An Xiaolin: "At least I told you, I have no regrets in my heart!" Okay, Xiaolin, thank you for listening to my nonsense for so long, so ...... Are you done eating?"
An Xiaolin nodded.
Yan Chen stood up, and looked at An Xiaolin deeply with a pair of sunny eyes: "Xiaolin, I wish you happiness." ”
An Xiaolin was stunned: "You too." Treat your sister well, she really loves you. ”