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Zhang Ruoyuan hummed and chirped for a while, grinding and playing coquettish at Zhan Jingyan, but someone was unmoved. Seeing that she couldn't dodge, she grinded her teeth, her brows were so wrinkled that she could catch mosquitoes, and stared at the innocent egg for several minutes, and then looked at Zhan Jingyan's iron-hearted and non-negotiable appearance, and finally deflated, gave up struggling, pierced into the middle of the egg with a chopstick, and gnawed most of it fiercely and brutally.
Then he hurriedly swallowed a large mouthful of porridge in his mouth, for fear of spitting it out in the next second. The appearance of the bulging cheeks is like a groundhog, and in Zhan Jingyan's eyes, he only feels cute and stupid, and very cute.
He touched the top of her head lovingly, and when he saw that her bowl was bottomed, he filled another spoonful of porridge and fed it to her mouth.
"Drink some more, don't choke. ”
Zhang Ruoyuan glared at him, took another big sip with his hand, and only after making sure that there was no taste of egg yolk in his mouth, he raised his head from the bowl, and his white and tender face had a capital resentment on it.
Zhan Jingyan couldn't help laughing, pinched her puffing face, and couldn't help coaxing her.
"Okay, if you puff up your face again, your face will be bigger. ”
Hearing this, Zhang Ruoyuan subconsciously rubbed his face, but he pretended not to care, poked his chest, and muttered in a low voice: "Who are you scaring about, anyway, even if you become a big-faced woman, you have to guard me." ”
Zhan Jingyan was stunned, teasing her with a doting face: "That's not good, I like to slap face." After speaking, he stared at her face, not letting go of the slightest change in mood.
I hadn't noticed it before, but I thought she was petite, and her face was also sharp and small. After such a comparison, I found that her face was really small, but it was the size of his palm, and it was really a veritable slap face.
After Zhang Ruoyuan heard this, he almost wanted to explode, directly pulled his disgusting big hand off his face, and bit him angrily at the position of the tiger's mouth.
"Shhh
"If you bite like this, don't you think your mouth is full of bacteria?" Zhan Jingyan hurriedly clasped her teeth, met her aggrieved eyes, and his voice unconsciously softened: "Wait a while, I'll bite you again after washing my hands." ”
After that, Zhang Ruo was willing to let go, and nodded obediently: "Okay, you are not allowed to kiss me if you don't brush your teeth in the future." Comes with a "I hate you for having bacteria in your mouth" emoji.
Zhan Jingyan: "......"
Zhang Ruoyi kept staring at the two people opposite, if no one was in love, it was so good that it was like a person, like glue and paint, and it was inseparable if it was glued together. Seeing her sister fall deeper and deeper, she had no choice, and even her own affairs were like a mess.
She was so worried that she had no appetite, and she stirred around a bowl of porridge, and she didn't eat a few bites at all.
Chu Ci reached out and touched the bottom of the bowl, and the porridge was cold. glanced at the other side and didn't realize it, the pair who showed affection early in the morning was extremely helpless. If he had a choice, he really wanted to invite the slimy two out immediately, cut them here and kiss me and me, so that people couldn't stand it, not to mention, just affecting his daughter-in-law's appetite was enough to be struck by lightning.
But Su, he didn't forget that the ownership of the land under his feet belonged to Zhan Jingyan. People are under the eaves, and they have to bow their heads......
So, Chu Ci endured it silently and refilled a bowl of soup for Zhang Ruoyi.
"The porridge is cold, drink a bowl of soup, taste the black chicken and yam soup boiled by Aunt Liu, I heard that it nourishes yin and nourishes blood......"
"Vomit ......"
Before Chu Ci could finish speaking, Zhang Ruoyi suddenly vomited a mouthful of sour water, and the surging nausea surged straight to her throat, she shook her head, covered her lips with one hand, pushed away the soup bowl with the other, and hurriedly got up and ran to the bathroom.
"I'll go and see, you eat first. Chu Ci reacted the fastest, almost keeping up with the front and back feet.
This sudden change caught everyone off guard, and Zhang Ruoyuan looked at Zhan Jingyan in confusion: "What's wrong?" The latter smiled silently, only returning an intriguing expression. She couldn't figure it out, and she really remembered Zhang Ruoyi's situation in her heart, so she was so anxious that she quickly put down her chopsticks and pulled him over.
The sound of gurgling water was endless, and by the sink made of tiles that could be seen, Zhang Ruoyi was bending over and vomiting, reacting strongly, as if her stomach was about to vomit. Chu Ci held her right hand tightly with one hand, and stroked her back with the other, and her handsome face, which had always been light and breezy, looked tense and worried.
After a while, the disgusting feeling went down a little, and Zhang Ruoyi leaned on Chu Ci's arms like a prostration, her elegant face was pale, with water marks, and she was as delicate as a magnolia wet by the rain.
Chu Ci was so distressed that he couldn't speak, his arms wrapped around her thin waist, and his warm palm slowly fell on her lower abdomen, not only afraid of hurting her, but also couldn't help but want to beat the troublesome little guy in her stomach.
Zhang Ruoyi couldn't guess his thoughts, so she hurriedly covered her stomach with both hands, showed a weak smile at him, and defended the little guy softly.
"He's very well-behaved, but I don't usually like meat, and I can't stand the smell when I smell it. I'll try to eat more meat in the future, don't blame him......"
Looking at her as if she was facing a great enemy, Chu Ci only felt distressed, she valued this child so much, as if she was not giving birth to a magical little bean sprout, but her lifeline. Be cautious and walk on thin ice, lest anything wrong with the little things in your stomach. He had a complicated and difficult taste in his heart, but in the end, he couldn't resist her almost pleading gaze, and sighed lightly.
"Fool, he's our child......"
How can I blame him?
Zhang Ruoyi looked back at his gentle gaze, his expression was clearly full of expectations for this naughty little bean sprout. This feeling is really strange, for the first time there is a person with her, looking forward to the birth of this little one, this person is still the one she once hoped for the most.
She was in a trance, and her thoughts went back to that year, the empty and cold palace. She was under house arrest in Tsinghua Garden for nearly four months, except for the maid who delivered three meals a day, the rest of the day was long and lonely.
She touched her belly, which was bulging day by day, and spent her time listening to the joyful chirping of birds outside the window, repeating these two things monotonously, day after day, that lonely time was so long and unbearable that she could hardly remember how she had survived.
But the feeling of growing up in his body and being connected to his own flesh and blood will never be forgotten.
He didn't live a day of being cared for by his father, no one cared about, no one loved. Even, no one knew of his existence. He lived in the dark and was not expected by anyone.
This time, she wanted to make up for everything she owed him.
Zhang Ruoyi closed her eyes, covered all the pain in her eyes, gently leaned on Chu Ci's broad shoulders, listened to his steady and powerful heartbeat, and gently stroked her lower abdomen.
"You should be nice to him. ”
Chu Ci did not doubt that he had him, and nodded again and again and promised: "Trust me, I will do my best to give him the best of everything." In the end, he was afraid that she would not believe her, so he lowered his head and leaned close to her ear and said firmly: "I swear: if I treat the little one badly in the future, I will not get your heart for the rest of my life." ”
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"Sister, he'......"
Outside the bathroom, Zhang Ruoyuan, who hadn't walked in but accidentally heard everything, was stunned in place, unable to return to his senses for a long time. She looked back at Zhan Jingyan as if she were pleading, hoping to get a denial from him.
Unfortunately, it didn't.
Zhan Jingyan smiled at the corner of his mouth and nodded silently. Let all the answers, all in words, everything become an established fact, and there is no room for maneuver.
Those things that she had been thinking about and meditating hard and couldn't figure out were presented in front of her one by one. The truths that were fixed in her mind, like a man's back every time she thought about it, and never explained, now revealed the essential veins when she didn't want to know.
The truths that were subjectively assumed by her were restored one after another, and finally restored to the facts she least wanted to believe.
Zhang Ruoyuan was caught off guard by the bombardment, but he was still stubbornly seeking the possibility of changing the hexagram: "Sister is really ...... Pregnant?"
God knows, every word here is so heavy and difficult for her.
Zhan Jingyan chuckled, thinking that she was immersed in the joy of being upgraded to an aunt, and she was stupid with joy. He rubbed the top of her head, his voice tinged with pleasure.
"Hmm. ”
She continued, "Who's?"
Zhan Jingyan raised his eyebrows, knocked on someone's unenlightened little head, and swept it to Chu Ci with great patience, and said with a gesture in his eyes: "Who else?"
Yes, at this moment, the lovers who are about to be upgraded to the parents of the children are hugging each other with affection, and the answer to this idiotic question is so obvious.
Therefore, my sister is really pregnant, and the child is Chu Ci.
Zhang Ruoyuan struggled to digest the huge impact of this incident, and the more she thought about it, the more frightened she felt, and she couldn't help but think of back then.
As the eldest daughter of the Zhang family who has been cultivated for many years, it is not an exaggeration to say that my sister is the face of the Zhang family, especially after she became the crown princess of the East Palace, the honor and pride of the Zhang family are even more integrated with it, not to mention that she was pregnant with the eldest grandson of the emperor in her belly at that time.
If you are really killed by a traitor, you will have two deaths. Such a major event should not be hastily disposed of with a concubine.
Why did my grandfather and grandmother, who had always loved my sister, keep their mouths shut, keep their funerals simple, and ignore the cause of death?
Why did the baby daughter die twice, and the powerful father chose to remain silent, and soon married his young daughter who has been loved since childhood into the royal family?
Why is it that even the most dear eldest brother is secretive and reluctant to say more, and after the incident, he is still loyal to the crown prince, and even loyal to the past?
These details were already a little weird, but at that time, she was trapped in the grief of her sister's death and refused to delve into it.
No, it should be said, even if she noticed something, she would not continue to think about it.
When her mother died early, her sister played the role of a mother and sister in her life, and since she can remember, she has been taught by her sister to read and write, and to be sensible. In her mind, all the good words in the world are tailor-made for her.
How could it be possible to think of her in terms of "virtue and loss", my sister grew up according to the queen's standards since she was a child, and her words and deeds are models that are enough to be included in the teaching materials, and the palace rules and dogma are like eating and dressing for her. How could she have thought deeply that her sister would abandon the norms that she had adhered to for more than ten years, risk the disapproval of the world, and have an affair with the prince of Zhenguo, and even secretly knotted the fetus.
It's just appalling!
But if it weren't for this, she really couldn't think of any other reason to let His Royal Highness give his wife a glass of wine and be stillborn.
Unless, a disgrace to the entire royal family......
Thinking that the sister who has always admired is likely to be virtuous and has done something sorry for His Highness, Zhang Ruoyuan is both entangled and conflicted in his heart.
If that's the case, then what has she done in the past three years?
occupies the identity of his wife, is indifferent to him, and ignores him. Not close, not warm, not refusal, not resisting, nearly three years of cold violence in marriage, even the most intimate things between husband and wife, have always been uncooperative.
But what about him, he knows better than anyone what the crux is, but he never explains. Are you afraid that once the truth is exposed, she will live in the humility of atonement? Or is it difficult to say that she was cuckolded by her wife?
No matter what the reason, as long as I think of such a high-ranking person, who has tolerated and compromised her in every way in the past three years, and lowered herself to the dust, I will have a kind of heart-scratching pain and regret.
She felt pain, and he who had been pushed away again and again by her alienation and indifference must have hurt even more......
Zhang Ruoyuan habitually bit her lip, her lips were congested and red by her bite, and she was about to drip blood.
Zhan Jingyan keenly sensed that something was wrong, and grabbed her slightly trembling shoulder: "What's wrong?"
Zhang Ruoyuan just shook his head, threw himself into his arms and hugged him tightly, looking confused and at a loss, like a homeless child.
"I was wrong, so I was so wrong......" 166 Reading Network