Bright and sad - messy
(How similar is fiction to reality?)
(Everyone has their own stories, untold pasts, and dreams that surprise others...... )
(I'm out of love.) Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info)
(From junior high school to now 22 years old, eight years of relationship, people are going to change really quickly, I never imagined that I would have such a day.) )
(Anyway, this is my mood right now, and I was originally ready to write it, but I didn't expect it to really fall on me.) )
(One of the seven battle blades with the highest combat power in pitch black, Guangcheng Ming, the story of Huang Ling.) )
The Demon Angel stood alone in the garden in the middle of the night, and the existence with the Demon Angel was the silent Huang Ling.
The moon was reflected in the sky, and the demon angel couldn't say anything to the half-childhood friend in front of him who had known him for ten years, but his mind was decided, as he said to Yamin yesterday.
Flipping through the memories in his mind, the memories of some time ago appeared in front of the demon angel's eyes......
Yajie was sent to the best hospital in the city by Bai Baihua and others, and invited countless well-known experts for consultation and examination......
The end result was still the same, brain dead.
Yajie will not die, she will live, she will age over time, but her brain will sink into permanent sleep for a lifetime......
The demon angel who can't accept the reality doesn't know how many hospital signboards he has smashed, he doesn't know how to mess up his body when he has a conflict with people, and he doesn't know how ridiculous everything is for him?
Demon angels with miraculous powers will never die, and no matter how much they spoil their bodies, they can slowly recover in the passage of time.
But Yajie didn't have this kind of power, so what was the use of it? The place where she was injured was not her body, but the most wonderful brain.
The brain is the most mysterious place for human beings, and there are still many things that cannot be explained by science.
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Suddenly, one day the demon angel disappeared from Yajie's bedside, and no one knew where she went, except for one exception, and that was Yamin, who looked out the window at the increasingly depraved back and didn't know what to say.
She turned to look at Yajie lying on the bed, she couldn't believe what kind of test Yajie was undergoing now, or what kind of torment, Yamin, who was also a woman, could naturally slowly feel Yajie's sadness, but at the moment she was helpless, she couldn't do anything.
She wanted to help Yajie recover from her slumber, but she couldn't do anything, which may also be a kind of torture for her, knowing that Yajie would become like this, Yaming also blamed herself very, very much, blaming herself for not deliberately letting the demon angel accept the marriage......
The demon angel walks alone on the road of the sea of people, he doesn't know what to do, he doesn't know what to do, he can't face the reality, he can't face this self who made stupid decisions.
Yes, if it weren't for her selfishness at the beginning, Yajie would not have drunk Meng Po soup, and she would not have become what she is now......
The demon angel began to torture himself, began to bite his lip hard, and began to think cranky......
He was so hard that he didn't even notice that the blood kept running down the corner of his mouth, and he became the object of onlookers on the street......
A familiar figure appeared in front of the demon angel's eyes, and grabbed the demon angel and quickly left in the crowd......
In an alley devoid of pedestrians, the demon angel came to his senses, and by this time the wound on his lips had healed more than half of it......
"What are you doing?" The anxious female voice Demon Angel must know, but she doesn't want to recognize it, because this is the homeroom teacher who has been taking care of him at school, Huang Ling's own sister, Huang Qi, the other half of the Demon Angel's childhood sweetheart......
The demon angel didn't answer, his eyes were dull and he looked ahead, at the woman in front of him.
After a moment of silence, Huang Qi pressed his lips to this person who was nine years younger than himself......
If it was a normal demon angel, he would definitely refuse and push Huang Qi away, but what could the demon angel do at this moment? He had already lost his heart, and would linger in confusion and repentance forever.
Tightly held in your arms
but cried out her name
I don't know why
But also know that you are not her
Tightly held in your arms
I just wanted to find a place to cry
You are like the moonlight in the night
Give me the only light that remains
But the one in my heart is not you
Tightly held in your arms
I want to sleep like this
The world seems to be brought to a standstill by you
But her laughter still echoed in my head
Why would it be you and not her
Tightly held in your arms
I want to say no to all of this
But my hands couldn't use it
I can only accept your warmth quietly
Why does this warmth seem particularly painful
Tightly held in your arms
but cried out her name
Accept everything that is unacceptable
That's the last resort
I just want to be with you
Even if it's a wasteland, the old sea is dry and rotten
(Copied the sentence from the previous log, but it was really the mood of the demon angel at the moment.) )
From the moment Huang Qi met the Demon Angel, he continued to pay for the Demon Angel, paid everything he could, and looked forward to getting the approval of the Demon Angel, but how could people with a nine-year age difference be together? The Demon Angel was not unable to accept her, but there was no way to accept it at all......
This night, the demon angel was tightly embraced by Huang Qi, and Huang Ling let the demon angel's tears fall down her body without letting go......
Humans are reckless, and it is undeniable that when in times of despair, anything can become hope, even a strong demon angel.
The soul of the demon angel gently picked up the fallen heart, slowly held it in its arms, spread its wings and looked at the sky, turned into a permanent fossil, and waited quietly......
He's the same as Yajie......
Turned into a shell......
What is the meaning of the survival of the demon angel? Before he decided to become a demon angel, the meaning of the survival of the demon angel was a name, Lu Tian, and later he became a demon angel, he no longer had the meaning of life, and it was because of that he created the Ming Sword......
Then the demon angel and Yajie met, knew each other, and fell in love......
Yajie has become the meaning of the existence of the demon angel......
What is the meaning of living without the meaning of living?
Maybe even the demon angel himself didn't expect that Yajie's brain death would cause him so much damage......
The demon angel lived aimlessly with Huang Qi, eating and sleeping together......
But this is not the original intention of the demon angels, because what thoughts will a person without a heart have?
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A few days later, Yaming felt a little strange why the demon angel hadn't returned to the hospital yet, so she decided to go to Huang Ling.
Yaming is definitely the first to turn heads when she walks on the street, whether it is her appearance or temperament, or her dress, but she has the protection of more than a dozen people, and others dare not look at anything......
Outside Huang Ling's apartment, Yaming knocked on the door gently, and Huang Ling quickly came out of the room, she seemed to be normal, but her eyes were unexpectedly swollen......
"Huh, why are you here?" Seeing Yaming's coming, Huang Ling was a little surprised, maybe she was crying too much, and her voice was very hoarse.
"You're crying so much, isn't the demon angel with you??............ where he's gone?"
"No...... Won't it?......" Yaming's voice became trembling, and tears suddenly welled up in Yaming's eyes, Yaming's analysis and joint ability was too strong, and he analyzed the reason why Huang Ling might cry like this at once, could it be that the demon angel did something stupid???
"I didn't ...... Nothing happens, the magic angel won't have an accident!!" Huang Ling noticed the change in Yaming and hurriedly said, because she knew that the demon angel had the ability to never die, so it was absolutely impossible to do stupid things, and even if she died, she would be reborn......
"Then ......" Jamin did not wipe his tears with his hands, but let the tears fall like this, but for whom only Yamin knows......
In terms of age, Huang Ling is older than Yaming, but in terms of consciousness and thoughts, Yaming doesn't know how much stronger than Huang Ling.
The two don't seem to have much in common, but they're so similar in one thing......
"I, I probably know where he is. After a moment of silence, Huang Ling spoke first.
"Well, let's go together. Yamin regained his form as if nothing had happened.
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At Huang Qi's house, Huang Qi was wiping the body of the demon angel, she gently said all kinds of comforting words, and wiped the demon angel's body full of blood, where did the blood come from? Of course, it was not Huang Qi, but the demon angel itself......
Huang Ling and Yamin, who had been knocking on the door for a long time, let the tiger kick the door open because they couldn't reply, and the scene inside the room immediately fell into the eyes of the two......
Maybe it was to escape something, Huang Ling immediately pushed away her sister, and began to put on the scattered clothes for the demon angel, Yaming stood in front of the door all the time and didn't go in, she didn't think that she couldn't accept the demon angel in front of her, but she couldn't imagine that the strong demon angel would become like this.
She took out her pistol and pointed it at Huang Qi, and almost pressed the trigger, but the quick-eyed Bai Yunhua stopped Yaming, and at the moment when Bai Yunhua hugged Yaming, she said softly, "That person is not Ming Jian!!"
This touched Yaming a lot, Yamin's pistol fell to the ground, the pistol misfired, and no one was hit by this shot, but several people who were confused recovered.
Huang Qi rushed to Huang Ling desperately, and roared wildly, she then picked up the ashtray of the demon angel who had harmed himself before, "Don't you want to take him away from me!! only I can have him!!!!!!"
Huang Ling was frightened by the sudden Huang Qi and took a step back, but she didn't let go of the demon angel's hand, and just as the ashtray in Huang Qi's hand was about to smash on Huang Ling's head, one hand blocked the blow.
"Huang Qi, don't do this............" The demon angel's hoarse voice came out of his mouth, but his eyes were still so dull, looking at the front blankly.
"We can't be together at all......"
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The ashtray in Huang Qi's hand fell to the ground, and a huge echo filled the entire room, and the demon angel slowly stood up, and held Huang Ling's cold hand and walked towards the door step by step.
Yamin leaned into Baijiuhua's arms, what was she doing? Maybe she was thinking, thinking about whether it was a demon angel or a sword......