Curious, I opened the workbook, and the handwriting inside was already beige, but the words were still legible.

On May 20, 1958, I was transferred from my university to the 969 Research Institute to engage in geological exploration, and to explore the underground mineral resources buried in various parts of the country for the country.

Page 2: According to the requirements of the organization, I can't contact anyone outside, including everyone, even my closest family members and those faculty colleagues in the university, as well as my most beloved old president, I was able to get this transfer, thanks to the recommendation of the old president, but now I can't even contact him, the organization made me forget my name, only gave me a number.

Turning to the third page, I was dumbfounded, I thought it was a page skip, but after a closer look, there was no page jump, and the date on the third page was March 15, 1967.

How did this diary jump for so many years? I suddenly had a conjecture in my mind that for some unknown reason, the manual was put on hold after the first and second pages were written, and then suddenly it came out again a few years later, and it was written again.

The content of the third page: On March 15, 1967, I was arrested as a cow ghost and snake god, and the work of the institute was also suspended, I don't know when I will be able to reinstate, I found this old manual in the drawer, and found that I haven't written a diary for many years, look at the diary written on the first page, tears fell, the excitement and momentum of the first entry at that time, and then think about the current downfall and indifference of human feelings, my heart is like ashes, but the experience of these years in the institute is really unforgettable.

Yuelan and I glanced at each other, and only after I was arrested did I start writing a diary again.

The contents of the fourth page: On March 20th, they came to raid the house, and removed all the things that could be moved from the house, and smashed all the old calligraphy and paintings, old vases, pens, ink, paper, and inkstones for me.

Page 5 Content: On May 13th, I couldn't turn over at all, they asked me over and over again, I answered over and over again, at least a thousand times, I didn't lie, what I said was true, they said I was crazy, I wasn't crazy, what I said was the truth.

There were no dates on the sixth page, only dense words, but they all wrote the same thing, 'I'm telling the truth, I'm not crazy!' the phrase was repeated dozens of times, filling the entire page.

The next few pages are written with this sentence, I can imagine the scene at that time, people are pressing, they will really force people to death, in those days, there was helplessness everywhere with a capital letter.

Turning to the last few pages, there is a new content: That's it, it's better to go back, it's better to go back, but there are still a thousand, ten thousand unwilling, I'm not lying, what I said is true, I'm not crazy, these scumbags, the devil......

I'm not lying, I still remember the scene, when we were exploring Qinghai, we were on the edge of Qinghai Lake, and then when I was operating the machine, suddenly someone in the sky was talking.

'Anyone? anyone, help me, I don't want to die. It was an aerial question, and I thought it was an auditory hallucination, but I suspected that it was an auditory hallucination caused by the roar of the machine.

But after a while, I heard the voice again, and he said, 'I don't want to die, I want to go home and see my wife and children, see my wife, who will save me.' ’

I was startled, turned my head to look around, and shouted, "Who?"

I even turned off the machine, and there was silence and no one around, while the rest of my colleagues were boiling water for dinner by Qinghai Lake, a kilometer or two away from me.

"Who are you, where are you, why can't I see you, help me. The sound continued to sound in the air, and apparently he heard me, and my scalp exploded, and I had goosebumps all over my body, and my whole body was shivering.

"Who are you, where are you, come out, don't be scary, people will be scared to death. "That's what I said at the time.

"My name is Zeng Jiahui, I am now in Lop Nur, Xinjiang, I was separated from the army, lost, I walked for a day and a night, still circling in place, I have no food, no water, now my whole body is weak, I am dying, where are you, save me. The voice said.

The hairs on my whole body stood up, and my heart was pounding, and I thought that I had met a ghost, and it was a ghost talking to me, so I was so scared that I couldn't speak, and I didn't dare to say anything for a long time, so I put away the machine and prepared to flee to the other side of the lake, because my colleagues in the institute were there.

Just as I was about to flee, the voice shouted again: "You speak, where are you, come out and save me, help me, we are all socialist proletarian brothers, and we should help each other." ”

I had the courage to say, "Brother, since you say that we are all proletarian brothers, you can't harm me, and since you're dead, then you should go and reincarnate, why do you play tricks on me like this?"

"Why am I hurting you? I'm dying myself, where are you, why can't I see you?" he cried.

"I'm in Qinghai. I was dumbfounded.

"No, you ......" and then fell silent, and after about a minute, he said to himself: "It seems that I am dying, so I have auditory hallucinations, and the older generation is not like that." ”

"It's not auditory hallucinations, buddy, I'm really in Qinghai now, and when I heard your voice just now, I thought I was hallucinating. I grew emboldened, and I said, "It's July 7, 1960, at 4:53 p.m., isn't it?"

Then after waiting for a while, the voice also said: "Yes, I looked at my watch, the time is the same, but why does God make such a joke, I asked for help but went to Qinghai, thousands of miles away, but why can't those colleagues who went to Lop Nur with me to probe hear?"

"Brother, don't worry, don't give up, try again, or can you tell me where you are now, and I will immediately find someone to call your office and tell them where you are now. "That's what I said at the time.

"I don't know where this is, the surrounding sand dunes are very similar, and there is no reference, at the moment I am leaning against a big rock, this big stone is very large, it looks like a galloping horse from a distance, the shadow of the stone helps me cover the sun, I think I can support it for a while, you can help me call someone, my name is Zeng Jiahui, and the phone number of our director is...... You call and say, Zeng Jiahui asked you to fight, and then tell him, if I die here, remember to take good care of my family, I still have my mother, my mother is one-eyed, one eye can't see, my wife has to take care of two children alone, a son and a daughter, it's not easy, let him help them as much as possible. ”

"I know, I'm going to call someone right now, you hold on. ”

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