Graduation season and breakup season, nightmares haunt every pair of young men and women who have enjoyed the ivory tower for four years.

Sentimental, affectionate, lovely, and affectionate couples have changed from the past and become extremely rational, and they are all comprehensively analyzing this concern after parting today.

Some are quick and messy, and Lao Yan flies separately; some are more affectionate than Jin Jian and are on the same road through thick and thin; and some are endless, thinking about different places. It's just that time is ruthless, and the ignorant and innocent beauty that arises from the campus cannot die well due to various setbacks after stepping into the society, and it burns out and dissipates. 'Ten years on the same boat, a hundred years together', and in the end, there are very few lovers who have achieved positive results.

And Xie Jun never wanted such troublesome things, maybe he thought about it, anyway, life and death are to be with him, if he eats soil, she will also eat soil.

After her senior year, the priest talked to her many times: "No matter what decision you make: go or stay, I will respect your decision, and I will never blame you, and even write a letter of guarantee: as long as you choose to leave after serious consideration, I will definitely treat you as a true friend and always miss you." ”

Xie Jun still smirked carefree: "Don't be friends with you, I want to be your old daughter-in-law who can't fight back or scold."

The steerner looked ruthless: "Why bother? My own future is the most important thing, I can't guarantee that I will have enough bread to feed myself in the future, if my temperament changes greatly in the future, and I will not be the same to you as before, what will you do?"

In the playground of the campus, after repeated persuasion to no avail, the scething even decided to break up the friendship and slapped her categorically, proposing to break up. Later, perhaps fate was not over, and the scethrist who was in love with herself was helpless, so she was at her mercy, and she was at her mercy.

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It wasn't until the two people who lived together after graduation had a big quarrel over a trivial matter, and the two hugged each other after the end of the Cold War, that the sceth knew that he had almost lost her forever with that slap.

I think back to the fifth day after the quarrel...... After getting off work, when they returned home like strangers, Xie Jun took off his coat, changed into slippers and walked into the kitchen, while the strier plunged into the study, habitually turned on the computer, turned it off again in distraught, paced to the window and lit a cigarette, and quickly extinguished it.

The child-like scelebrant came to the kitchen to help, and without saying a word, she picked up the freshly washed tomatoes in her hand and cut them, while Xie Jun found the ingredients she needed. After cutting it, he saw that she was beating eggs, and he stood beside her again and took the work from her hands.

You ask me for help, the movements are chaotic, the steps are different but orderly, just like the workers in front of a running machine are in a hurry but coordinated and orderly.

After dinner, looking at her curled up on the sofa as always, staring intently at the TV, the master cleared her throat and walked over to sit cross-legged on the sofa: "Xie Jun, tell you something!"

Xie Jun looked at the TV and said without replying: "Ao, say it!"

The strier picked up the remote control expressionlessly, turned off the TV, and turned her body over to face herself. Xie Jun, who was about to get angry, saw an extremely serious face, swallowed back the anger that he had just blurted out, and bent down with a pillow at a loss, pressing on his crossed legs waiting to listen.

The sceaser poured out sincerely: "Xie Jun, I'm sorry! For so long, you have been taking care of me in every detail, but that day I roared at you without knowing what to do, looking at your moist eyes and departing back, and I actually made you reflect on it." In the past five days, I have been tormented, remembering that from the time we were in college to the more than two years since graduation, all kinds of past things are vividly remembered, like a movie replaying over and over again, and when I close my eyes, I can feel that those things happened as if they happened yesterday, and they have been deeply imprinted in my heart. ”

The sceasy looked at her as her body swayed from side to side: "When I was in college, I took the trouble to explain textbooks, and when I didn't have money, I was given money to spend, I washed my clothes, and cleaned up my desk." I still remember my junior year, I was sick and hospitalized, and you were more worried than my mother. At this time, at home, you worked tirelessly to worry about housework, every time you pulled me to buy vegetables, you urged me to get up and go to work, and it was also under your urging that I learned to cook simple meals. In short, the most reflective thing is me, not you.

You once said thank God for letting me appear in front of you, in fact, I should thank God the most, I don't understand, it's not that you can't do without me, but I can't do without you, thank you, forgive me!"

Xie Jun's innocent expression and wandering eyes: "It's okay, I'm not really angry with you, it's that you don't talk to me, and it's not that I don't want to pay attention to you." ”

The strier suddenly stood up and pounced on the woman, and Xie Jun, who was caught off guard and didn't have time to scream, was forcibly kissed by him. Xie Jun's heart gradually collapsed, his closed eyes were like springs, his slender hands wrapped around his thick shoulders and back, caressing his powerful neck, and his bitter heart was finally relieved. After a long time, the hands on his neck refused to leave, the head on his shoulders refused to be raised, and he couldn't stop sobbing on the man's body, pouring out his grievances all along......

Recalling the situation on the playground that day, Xie Jun looked at him with a blank face in disbelief, and the hot pain dripped blood in her heart, this man she loved deeply, this man she fell for herself, this man who was willing to sacrifice everything, this man who was exhausted day and night, at this moment a big question arose in her mind, "Who is he?"

All the thoughts and thoughts just now were dissipated by this sudden slap, and at this time, Xie Jun looked at this familiar and strange man blankly, and it was a thunderbolt on a sunny day, "He actually hit me?!"

And what is waiting is the indifferent desperation of men. Xie Jun was extremely aggrieved, but despite the moist eyes, he endured it, turned his head indifferently and wiped it on his face, pretending to be nothing.

Xie Jun didn't know how to return to the dormitory, and his mind was full of the profound scene just now, which kept playing back and lingering.

Lonely and pitiful lying on the bed in the dormitory, covering his head, the tears of indisputability finally broke the embankment, there was no crying, no moaning, only endless bitterness under the quilt, and the mouth kept repeating: "Why, why?" I washed my face, changed my clothes, put on makeup, and went out at nine o'clock under the suspicion of my roommate.

On the road at almost ten o'clock, there are fewer and fewer vehicles, and pedestrians are still faintly leisurely and hurried on the roadside. Thin tears covered the eyes like a thin bubble film, hazy all the scenery reflected in the eyes.

Walking along the route in his memory, he walked with his head held high, the silhouette was faintly visible in the high street lamp, and his bent hand gently slid over the dragon cypress on the green belt next to him, like the white and slightly rough face of the scepter, how could the person who burned it in his mind forget.

Gardens, squares, etc., "Let's revisit the places we once cherished together." The blue night sky can not see a star under the glory of the city, a bend of the Emei thin moon is silent, lonely, and finally comes to the shore of Linghu Lake, the wind is clear and the moon is light and suitable for the night, the beauty is standing on the side and is sick, the breeze is blowing, and the ripples are rippling the heart.

Xie Jun came to Huxin Park with difficulty, sitting alone on the lawn with his arms and knees, quietly looking at the lake, this is the place where he often comes, bit by bit in the past, scene by scene, continuous, he once faced Linghu and promised her, "For a lifetime, never separate." ”

The frolic here, the slapstick here, will never be there again. In an instant, the movie ended, my mind was blank, and all thoughts were lost, so I got up decisively, closed my eyes tightly, and paced to the lake, wanting to have one last embrace. It's a pity that I thought of my parents for a moment, my father's wordless warmth, and my mother's endless harshness, so I hesitated.

Whimpering, tired, sleepy, hoarse voice muttered to himself: "Studd, where are you? I miss you so much! Dad, Mom, where are you? I miss you so much!"

When I turned on my phone and wanted to check the time, I saw a long list of missed calls from a 'stranger', which Xie Jun ignored.

At half past one, he changed from sitting to lying, crossed his arms and curled his legs, and muttered softly: "You broke up with me, why are you still calling me? "The weather was hot and muggy, the breeze was slightly warm, and I fell asleep sleepily.

I woke up the next day, slept on a clean bed, looked around and found that it was a familiar room, a familiar hotel, and there was a note next to the bed: "I found you at three o'clock in the middle of the night, be honest in the future, don't run around, fortunately it's summer, do you sleep on the ice in winter? And forget about yesterday, I will always be your man." ”

Xie Jun recalled the situation after last night, completely unconscious, but felt as if he was moving upside and down. Half lying on the bed, stunned, his mind was full of thoughts about him, Xie Jun couldn't help but slowly exclaimed: "Can I still be saved?" Then he shook his head vigorously, got up and walked to the window, opened the curtains, and the noon sun was shining brightly.

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Listening to her narration, the tear-stained face in her arms at this moment, the sound of gentle breathing accompanied her chest, the woman slept so peacefully, and then got up and hugged her to the bed and kissed her lightly on the forehead. Then the master sat on the couch and looked at the turned off TV, lighting a cigarette.

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Graduation is approaching, students taking pictures at the door are in batches, and on the playground, a pair of 'old husband and wife' are walking.

Xie Jun: "Little bottle, did the company you found give you an answer?"

Situer: "Well, I replied, I told them to go to work as soon as I got the certificate, and I wanted to go to the internship, but I didn't want to start working so early. Baby, what about you?"

Xie Jun: "I don't know. ”

Situer: "Forget it, I don't listen to so much." Well, don't look for a job, see where you want to go, let's go out and have fun. Then I followed back to my hometown, anyway, you also learn Chinese, but you can try to take the civil service exam. ”

Xie Jun said excitedly, "Really, do you want to go out to play?"

The strium looked at her warmly: "Well, I may not be able to get out after work, I took some money with my dad, as long as I live cheaper, I should be able to play for a long time." ”

Xie Jun was still full of interest just now, and then became depressed: "Husband, you will always be good to me in the future." ”

The priest held her in his arms: "In this life and this life, you are the only one!"

The strium suddenly remembered something and let go of her and said, "Wife, there is something I really can't figure out." ”

Xie Jun's big eyes flickered: "What's the matter?"

Celebrant: "Why do you have to hang yourself on me? And you will confess to me." ”

Xie Jun instantly blushed and said embarrassedly: "I dreamed of it, every time I dreamed, my face was blurred, and when I came back from the library that time, I dreamed of you at night!"

The strier looked at her with a smile: "What a simple little fool, I have an extremely clear star face every time, hey! ”

Then there was a laughing and angry scolding from the soft plastic runway.

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"If you want to compare West Lake with Xizi and heavy makeup, it's always appropriate", the long white causeway is full of unfamiliar faces who came to play, Xie Jun pretended to be noble next to the stridor, and the strium couldn't help laughing: "Okay, it's not a white lady, let's make a bun well." ”

Xie Jun complained: "Satisfy other people's wishes, you don't cooperate, if the white lady sees Xu Xian like you, hum, it is estimated that people will turn their heads and go back to cultivation." ”

has been longing, the two of them are still looking forward and expecting in the car, but after a lap, although they will not be disappointed, but it is probably like this.

Later, the two went to many places again, but one time was not as good as one time, and Xie Jun was extremely excited, along the way, the sceth felt like leading his daughter out to open her eyes, childlike innocence, full of vitality, she was naturally unable to compare with the quiet scepter, but I felt that the thought of 'this life is an explanation' deepened a little.

After returning from the trip, the four 'Lao Tzu' got together to chat.

Shaanxi man Wang Yan finally found a girlfriend, but he didn't enjoy many happy days one day in the graduation season because he couldn't see the hope of the future and broke up with her peacefully.

The third Zhou Zhan is from Shandong, the four of us can be said to be the hardest-working, the academic performance is quite good, the family conditions are not good, so while working and studying, I found an off-campus girlfriend with my own personality charm, we admire but also envy his "iron rice bowl" work, Shandong men are arrogant and dry, and they are not allowed to lose on the wine table.

They drank theirs, compared to the fourth, the scethrist was still more willing to talk to him, the fourth brother was the only brother who did not find a girlfriend, but his mind was no less delicate than a woman. Like the scether's plan, he also wanted to go back to his hometown, so he only voted for his hometown when he submitted his resume, and he always felt that the fourth child did not have the ambition of an eagle, and many times he was more like a tired carrier pigeon, thinking about his family all the time.

The fourth child also drank a lot, and sat at a table in front of a restaurant outside the school, the stool was long gone. I have forgotten the three people around me, and the word that comes out of my mouth the most is one, "drink". looked at the three pieces of fat that were entangled on the ground, and said to himself angrily and funny: "Forget it, let's call and take away two first." ”

After a while, Xie Jun and the third child's girlfriend Zhang Hua came to the 'scene of the incident', and the fourth child said: "I'll take Wang Yan back, and you can take care of the rest yourself." ”

Xie Jun was very embarrassed to thank the taxi driver, and then gave him twenty yuan.

In the familiar room, Xie Jun stood in front of the bed, taking deep breaths very hard, 'Don't be angry, don't be angry, don't be angry, don't be angry' While feeling distressed, he couldn't restrain his burning anger, picked up the pillow and hit it a few times, and after relieving his anger, he began to strip his clothes and wipe the dirt off his face.

Late at night, the scetular, who was no longer vomiting, fell asleep with a steady snoring sound after being poured two glasses of water by Xie Jun, during which Xie Jun went to the boys' dormitory, folded the pants and T-shirt he brought and put them next to the pillow, and went back with the packed clothes.

On the afternoon of the next day, Xie Jun pillowed the arms of the scumber, and the two of them lay on the lawn of Huxin Park with their backs facing the sky, looking at the sky, looking at the clouds, and the birds flying from time to time below.

Celebrity: "Baby, how do you feel when you graduate?"

Xie Jun: "I think I met you!"

Sceen: "Be practical." ”

Xie Jun wanted to speak and stopped, and a sentence came out for a long time: "Thank God for bringing you to me!"

From her girl's point of view, the celebrant knew she had a lot to say. Maybe many years later, under the rising sun as usual, a pair of twilight old men recalled that period of youthful youth, bitter and bitter, washed away the lead, looked at each other, and looked at him.