Text Text_Chapter 107 Surrender the demons of the heart

Song Yan'er's villa has a panoramic rooftop with a good view from the rooftop. And also renovated a swimming pool!

At this time, on the rooftop, the morning sun shines in the swimming pool, and it suddenly sparkles.

Luo Jun and Song Yan'er sat on the chaise longue under the sun umbrella.

Song Yan'er asked with a slight difficulty, "Is my brother really gone?"

Luo Jun nodded heavily and said, "Yes." ”

Song Yan'er's eyes turned red, and she asked again, "When did it happen?"

Luo Jun said: "Half a year ago. ”

Song Yan'er held back her tears, and after she was silent for a long time, she said, "What has my brother been doing outside all these years? Why did he sacrifice? How did you meet?"

Luo Jun took a deep breath and said, "Since your brother killed someone for your uncle back then, he fled to a small country in Africa through your uncle's connections. That small country is called the regional flag, and originally, your brother was a general who took refuge in the regional flag. It's a pity that it didn't take long for the general to be attacked by the rebels. The general died. Your brother couldn't help it, so he ended up joining the mercenaries. At that time, I also happened to join that mercenary group. At that time, your brother was the weakest and was often bullied by his teammates. When I saw that he was pitiful, I helped him. Then I would often teach him kung fu and marksmanship. Gradually, we became good brothers. ”

He paused and continued, "After that, that mercenary team was too strong because of my skills. The captain couldn't tolerate me and even wanted to kill me. Your brother told me when he found out, and I left the mercenary team with your brother that night. Later, the two of us gritted our teeth and simply created our own mercenary team. This mercenary team is called Blood Wolves, and I am the Wolf King. Your brother is a wolf. In the past three years, our team has become an ace mercenary force in Africa. ”

"Just half a year ago, during a mission, your brother unfortunately died. I knew that the one he felt most sorry for was your sister, so I disbanded the Blood Wolf Mercenary and returned to the seashore to take care of you. ”

After Song Yan'er listened, she burst into tears. She then asked, "And where is my brother buried now?"

Luo Jun said in a deep voice: "I buried him in the jungle of Africa. ”

Song Yan'er said with sadness, "Can you take me to worship my brother?"

Luo Jun nodded and said, "Of course you can." We'll do it when you want to. ”

Song Yan'er said: "Recently, there are still some things in the company that can't be separated. After about a month, I had time. ”

Luo Jun said: "Okay, I'll wait for you." ”

Song Yan'er glanced at Luo Jun deeply and said, "No matter what, I should thank you." ”

Luo Jun was not without guilt, and said, "Don't say that. I didn't take good care of your brother, it's my fault. ”

Song Yan'er said: "I don't think my brother will regret following you, the eldest brother." ”

Luo Jun fell silent. He remembered the brotherhood between him and Cheng Bin in those years, the two of them were playing girls in bars together, shooting bullets together, and sleeping in the muddy swamp at night, chatting about the world. Their friendship can be used to block bullets for each other.

But now, Cheng Bin has been buried underground for a long time. And he is still alive.

At this moment, Luo Jun felt very guilty and sad. "Yan'er, I'm sorry, but I actually lied to you. Cheng Bin was not sacrificed in the mission. ”

Song Yan'er was stunned.

Luo Jun is actually an emotional person, on the one hand, he doesn't want Yan'er to know that Cheng Bin has a stain on him. On the other hand, he didn't want to deceive Song Yan'er. I don't want to escape the fact that he can't get rid of Cheng Bin's death.

"What the hell is going on?" Song Yan'er's face changed, and she asked urgently.

Luo Jun's eyes flashed with pain, and he said, "Half a year ago, we received an order. It's to help the rebels in Chechnya blow up a bridge. But...... Because the enemy organization knew the news in advance, they sent a female spy to seduce Cheng Bin. Later, because Cheng Bin accidentally revealed our whereabouts. On that mission, our team killed and wounded eight people. We escaped with all our lives. At that time, we all knew that there was a spy among us, and everyone was angry. At that time, your brother stood up, confessed his mistake to me, and explained the facts. ”

Song Yan'er's body trembled violently, and said, "So you killed my brother?"

Luo Jun shook his head and said, "No." I was so disheartened that I wanted to disband the blood wolf. But I didn't tell your brother, I told him that I wanted him to quit the Blood Wolf and have nothing to do with us from now on. But I didn't expect your brother to be so strong, and he took advantage of my inattention to raise his gun and shoot himself in the head. Before he died, he told me that he was born as a blood wolf and died as a ghost of a blood wolf. ”

When Luo Jun said this, he was still bitter and self-blaming. "Yan'er, I'm sorry. The Blood Wolf Mercenary Group was founded by me and Cheng Bin, and I should have thought of Cheng Bin's feelings for the Blood Wolf. If I had thought about it a little more, maybe Cheng Bin would not have died. ”

Song Yan'er breathed a long sigh of relief when she heard this, she was really afraid that Luo Jun would kill her brother. In that case, she would never be able to forgive Luo Jun. It's good that it's not......

Song Yan'er didn't blame Luo Jun, but said: "Don't blame yourself, you were also angry at that time, so you didn't think about it so much." This is my brother's own choice, and I believe that even if my brother is underground, he will never regret following you. ”

Song Yan'er's words made Luo Jun feel a little better.

The two then fell into silence, and this silence was a mourning for Cheng Bin.

After a long time, Song Yan'er remembered something, asked Luo Jun, and said, "Will the people in the Laoshan Inner Pavilion trouble you again?"

Luo Jun shook his head and said, "It shouldn't be." This time it was Lin Qianqian's grandfather who spoke, and the people in the Laoshan family hall had to give this face. ”

Song Yan'er also knew that Lin Qianqian's identity was not trivial, so she was relieved when she heard the words.

On this day, Song Yaner still insisted on going to work. Luo Jun was worried about Song Yan'er, but Song Yan'er behaved normally, so he didn't have much to say. In desperation, Luo Jun had no choice but to ask Tang Qing to take good care of Song Yan'er.

Although Tang Qing didn't know what was going on, he also saw that something was wrong with Yan'er, so he said to Luo Jun: "Don't worry, Yan'er and I are the best sisters, and I will watch her." ”

Luo Jun nodded.

This night, whether it was Luo Jun or Tang Qing, they seemed to be much more stable in an instant. The two don't fight back and forth like that anymore.

In fact, this night was also ups and downs for Tang Qing. She heard about Luo Jun's crisis from Yan'er, and she saw Yan'er panic and said that Luo Jun was dead. At that time, her heart was so painful that she couldn't breathe, like a great, unspeakable mourning.

Later, Luo Jun was alive and fine. It was as if she had experienced a metamorphosis of life and death herself.

Tang Qing also learned that the reason why Luo Jun was in danger was because she and Yan'er had offended the Laoshan Inner Mansion, and her mood was even more complicated.

For Luo Jun, her feelings are undoubtedly very special.

At noon, Luo Jun went to the tea house.

In the lounge of the tea house, Luo Jun and Mu Jing sat cross-legged opposite each other.

"After yesterday's life and death, do you have any new insights?" Mu Jing smiled slightly and asked Luo Jun.

Luo Jun couldn't help but smile bitterly and said, "Yesterday was two times hovering on the brink of death. The first time, we were defenseless in front of that person. That's also because we don't have experience. The second time, I had two tricks with that person. Although I still lost, I found a key problem. ”

Mu Jing said, "Oh, what's the problem?"

Luo Jun said: "I usually fight against people, even if I am armed with a sword, I am never afraid. But when I fought that guy, his momentum still terrified me. In the face of his punches, I couldn't help but dodge. The more you avoid, the faster you lose. ”

Mu Jing said: "That's right, I also found out about this problem. ”

Luo Jun said: "Later, I overcame my fear. I suddenly felt that although that man was powerful, he was still a human being. So, I can have two tricks with him. ”

Mu Jing said: "People have demons in their hearts, desires and emotions for a lifetime, and demons invade them. The most powerful thing about that person is that he can stimulate people's inner demons. And you are not so much overcoming your fears as you are overcoming your demons. She paused and said, "I also gained something last night." It was after you left that I figured it out of the blue. ”

Luo Jun was slightly surprised, and said, "Oh, what gain?"

Mu Jing said: "The flowers bloom, and the tide rises and falls. People around me, friends, will be born, old, sick and die. Including you, you too will die. It's all a natural phenomenon. And I am in it, but I will be immortal. I look at you, at myself, at Lin Qianqian's sadness, at all these emotions, I feel like a spectator in the red dust. ”

Luo Jun was taken aback for a moment, and said, "Sister Jing, it's not good for you to be like this, are you going to the four major empty spaces and become a nun?"

Mu Jing said: "Go with my heart, I want to be that immortal person, not bothered by seven emotions and six desires." This is the way I seek!"

Luo Jun was speechless, he and Mu Jing were in the same position. The road ahead required the exploration of the two of them, so he couldn't say that Mu Jing was wrong. Mu Jing couldn't say that he was wrong.

The two chatted and chatted, and at this moment, Xu Qing, one of the Xu family brothers outside, came in.

"Brother Luo Jun, Miss Xu Qing is here, she is looking for you. ”

Luo Jun was slightly surprised, so he stood up and said, "Okay, I'll go see her." ”

When he was about to go out, Mu Jing suddenly said, "Luo Jun." ”

Luo Jun was stunned, looked back at Mu Jing, and said, "What's wrong, Sister Jing?"

Mu Jing said: "If you really like Ding Han, why suppress your heart. If you don't want to get married, don't get married. If you like her, you will marry her. I advise you to follow your own heart and do whatever you want. Then you will be able to walk on the path you want. ”

Luo Jun couldn't help but smile bitterly and said, "If I want Ding Han, I won't marry her." That Ding Han will not be happy, if she is not happy, I will not be happy. If I marry her, I won't be happy. ”

Mu Jing said: "So if you don't sort out this mess for a day, you will never be able to enter the realm of Jindan." ”