Chapter 21: Life

It seems that the people around him are all 'people who have come over', and in the company, other colleagues always regard themselves as 'people who have come over' and teach themselves to this 'young and ignorant' child, "Take your time, you will always get better".

At home, my parents always have the attitude of a passer-by, and they tell themselves bitterly that nine times out of ten life is unsatisfactory, they will always survive.

When he was in school, the teacher in the eyes of the boy was an elder who looked like a person who had come over, and he studied hard, otherwise he would be useless when he grew up.

In the end, in her eyes, she was still a fledgling young bird.

However, the dispenser still did not live as they had hoped. On the other hand, they felt that they were okay, and did not disappoint them too much, and they were a little envious, and in the end they did not understand what their expectations were?

What is the meaning of living, this is a question that I have never been able to figure out, I don't seem to have changed much in the mirror, but I am really changing, what I will become, why I will change, I can't think about it clearly.

"Tell me again, aren't you always cranky?"

The strium was speechless, after all, it was not the pig in the pen, nor the carefree cat. But what's the use of thinking about it, you can only live in peace.

"Take off your clothes, plug your back into your back, and obediently give me cultivation. ”

"Well, go ahead, or you'll be late. ”

The woman took care of him, and the strienary sat quietly on the balcony after breakfast. If you sit for a long time, your body will be sore. Recalling the military posture during military training, it was simply inhuman abuse, everyone was sweating under the scorching sun, and I don't know how I survived at the beginning. Now, maybe this is really a dedication to his so-called 'grand avenue', a highly tense body, but also must be supplemented by an extremely calm mood and thoughts. I really want to stop and rest for a while, why do I have to do this, maybe it is for that little ethereal desire, I am trying to restrain myself.

Why is she not only not the slightest discomfort every time, but quite comfortable.

As the sun rises, the celebrant wraps a towel around his waist every time to avoid excessive sweat.

At this time, the woman was very busy, she just accompanied her boss to the talent market yesterday, and she didn't come to her senses, but today it is a variety of reports and copywriting, and the boss seems to be deliberately unable to get along with her, and the sales office work has also assigned her some.

I was anxious, I kept staring at the computer, occasionally looking at the materials in my hands, and I didn't have time to get up and move my stiff body, and I didn't get into a drop of water in the morning, until the footsteps in the corridor realized that it was time to get off work at noon.

The phone rang, "Baby, after so many days, are you still so busy?"

The woman whimpered and cried: "Husband, I should really listen to you, the net loss in this class is my longevity, there is no benefit at all, I miss you." ”

"Well, come back quickly, I'm ready, if you don't come back, I'll finish it." ”

Hung up the phone, how could it feel so far away when it was already very close? The restaurant on the road wafted from time to time with bursts of fragrance, and the greedy Xie Jun almost couldn't help but rush in, and his shriveled stomach was already protesting.

"Recently, I've noticed that the food you're cooking is getting better and better. ”

"It's that you're so tired. Hurry up and sleep after eating, otherwise you will lose energy in the afternoon. ”

......

After cleaning up, he glanced at her lying on the bed, and then walked to the balcony and started boring movements again.

August is coming to an end, and after several days of non-stop cultivation, I have made small gains, and although my increasingly healthy body has not changed much, it is gradually becoming more and more vibrant.

I was very hopeful that the strange woman would appear again, and the depression in my heart would be relieved.

When people are in a relaxed state, all kinds of memories will always appear in their minds, and the scetuary with his eyes closed will smirk, melancholy, and scold himself for dying. Suddenly, I realized that I should never be like this, and quickly shook my head to empty my thoughts, but through the red light of my eyelids gradually dimmed, and when I opened my eyes, I found that the sky was suddenly cloudy, and the wind and rain were coming, so I quickly got up and closed the window, and then the living room and kitchen.

The pouring rain rattled, the raindrops beat the glass densely, and the boundless clouds mixed with the roar and thunder woke the sleeping woman.

The chef sat down, and Xie Jun sat down next to him, looking at the gurgling rain outside the window, sweeping away the heat for many days.

"Baby, let's take a taxi in the afternoon!"

"No, this rain will stop in a while, and it won't be far, and it will be there before I get in the car. ”

"If you go to a new house, it's probably only a few minutes' walk. ”

The master suddenly asked, "Baozi, aren't you usually tired of meditating?"

Woman: "Why don't you get tired, it's stiff, but after getting used to it, I feel very comfortable." ”

Si Vessel: "Admire, anyway, every time I have back pain, my legs and feet are numb, and I always have to rest five or six times a day." ”

Woman: "I'm used to sitting more, and I can pull the ligaments when I have time, so that my legs can be more flexible." ”

What was the strium thinking.

When the woman saw that he was speechless, she asked, "Are you thinking nonsense again?"

Scething: "I want to have a baby." ”

The woman sneered: "The span of brain circuits is a bit large." ”

Celebrant: "You don't want to?"

Woman: "I think, what can I do if I can't get pregnant, I was afraid of getting pregnant, but now I really want to, don't you see you and then don't ask you to use safety measures." ”

The dishman was helpless, and thought to himself that he would have to do an examination another day.

The rain stopped for a while, Xie Jun put a silver needle on his back, and hurried to work. The whip of the Lingtai acupoint behind him is beyond reach, and every time the two of them give each other needles. It's just that later he became more and more familiar, and Xie Jun stopped inserting needles after occasionally trying to have little impact, and the master of the kitchen had not yet reached that level, and he still needed her to help every time.

The distraught steer decreased as the sound of the rain decreased, Fang Cun saw that it was unusually ethereal, the energy perception was clearer, the silk strings, and the 'earthworms' were pulled out of the deep 'quagmire', passing through the dantian, the meridians, and the lungs, and the body was much healthier, and he suddenly felt refreshed, and Zhou Tian's speed was also a little faster.

When today's sixth Great Week was over, the priest opened his eyes and felt that the surroundings in front of him were much cleaner and brighter. Trembling and straightening up, shaking his legs, which had been numb for a long time, began to return to the blood, and staggered to the bar, got a glass of water, and sat next to him. I took out my phone and looked back and forth.

......

"Xiao Xie, the boss called you!"

"Hey, okay, Manager Xu, I'll go. ”

The boss's tall and thin man was wearing a clean suit and shiny old leather shoes, and he was raised high in front of Xie Jun.

"Mr. Chen, are you looking for anything from me?"

Chen Wei had a not very friendly face, and his smile was more like a villain with a knife behind his back, but he was still a good person: "It's nothing, it's just that I haven't officially seen you for more than ten days, so calling you over is considered familiar." ”

Chen Wei: "How is it, is the work okay?"

Xie Jun: "It's not that difficult, it's just more cumbersome, and it will be almost smooth in a while." ”

Chen Wei joked casually and semi-seriously: "You also know a little about me and the general situation of the company, the little money in the old man's hand was deceived by me, and then opened this company, fortunately, there are no big waves, and it has become what it is now after more than 20 years." ”

Xie Junwan smiled: "Mr. Chen said that he was joking, it is natural for a father to help his son, besides, you didn't disappoint, did you?"

Chen Wei said seriously: "I read your resume, it's a bit overkill, the company is also expanding, there are many places to employ people, do it well, the company will not treat every employee who contributes." ”

Xie Jun was a little flustered, he was very casual just now, but now he looks like a tiger: "Well, thank you Mr. Chen for your appreciation." ”

Xie Jun, who returned to the office, was secretly angry: I'm just here to mess around, what do you do well, I wish I had to live as little as possible. It's overkill, and the implication is that I just want to increase my work, and it's so high-sounding.

The woman with different hearts shook the mouse to wake up the computer with a black screen, and started the work at hand again.

Xu Muwen came in, pulled out a chair and sat next to Xie Jun: "Xiao Xie, I'm ready to resign." ”

Xie Jun was dumbfounded: "Sister Xu, why?"

Xu Muwen: "Your sister and I see people very accurately, you are still young, if you pay more attention, the boss is not easy to serve." ”

Xie Jun was puzzled: "Is there an unspoken rule?"

Xu Muwen: "That's not it, but the boss is good and bad, unpredictable, you will know after a long time, and my daughter-in-law is also born, and I have time to take care of it after I resign, right?"

Xie Jun: "Sister Xu, I ......"

The two women pulled up the parents, and they chatted for half an afternoon, and the boss went out since he saw Xie Jun, and no one cared about them. It wasn't until I got off work that I realized that there was still a lot of work to be done, so I had to leave it for tomorrow.

Walking on the way home, on the wet ground, or occasionally in a pool, Xie Jun felt very dramatic: If I come, you will leave? Make room for me? The smart Xie Jun couldn't think of any clues for a while.

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In any case, there is no end to the track of life, whether it is frustration or happiness, doubts, hesitation, passion or calmness are always moving forward, not going back.

The beautiful Xie Jun walked slowly, the black high heels slowed down, the umbrella in his hand blocked the scattered raindrops in the sky, and the eyes with affection on his delicate face were staring at the mobile phone to browse the messages sent by the sween.

Isn't that what life is all about? Enjoying one's own one's own happiness step by step, and at the same time taking one's own unique responsibility. The ups and downs in the process, the flavors of life, and the companions are enough.

Back at home, Xie Jun, who was unarmed, perfectly released the innocence of a woman, and the fire was the lotus seed longan soup that was being boiled specifically for her, which she was looking for on the Internet, but she was usually lazy and troublesome. The strium was still sitting firmly and straight, and the woman was holding the bedroom door frame with one hand, her head tilted to look at him, her eyes full of confusion.

He didn't get up for a while, so she walked over and sat down beside him. A strange sweet breath wafted into his nostrils, and the priest's heart became more stable, and he still didn't intend to end after a long breath. Halfway through the last lap, I didn't want to stop there.

The woman calmly looked at the reflection of the man on the glass in front of the window, stunned.