Chapter 19: Helplessness

The moon is in the sky, the breeze brings warmth, the man's messy hair exudes the smell of sweat and soap, Xie Jun holds the handle of the wheelchair, his steps are slow, the wheels come from the continuous rolling sound, and there are always people passing by on both sides of the road, and there are always high or low houses and tall buildings.

"Husband, I've thought about it. ”

"Well, it's me who is bad. ”

When the head was in the hotel, the two were already discussing, and the scewer never objected, but he didn't agree, he always felt that it was his own incompetence to let his women suffer, after all, there were more than 40,000 savings, which was enough to last for a long time.

Sceen: "Remember what we talked about earlier?"

Xie Jun: "What?"

Sceen: "That was your first time doing wheelchair ......"

Xie Jun: "When people are weak, their minds are active, and they think crankily all day long. ”

Situer: "What is the difference between a well-developed limb and an animal, a person can think, and an animal can only die when it stops." ”

Xie Jun: "I'm not a canary in a cage, I'm the one in the two paintings of the word 'human'." ”

Si Dish: "Silly, no matter whether it is a vast blue sky outside, or boundless darkness, the cage is always safe, I really don't want my woman to be too deeply impregnated by this world, men are fine, if women are dyed, they will be thorough." ”

The man couldn't see the woman's touched heart, and bent down and kissed his broken hair: "There will always be you in a lake in my heart, even if I fall into the abyss, it will always be my Pure Land Paradise." ”

Man: "If you think so, then I can't agree even more." ”

Woman: "No, I'm just going out." ”

The man's helpless voice came: "Forget it, you are much smarter than me, what am I worried about!"

The woman giggled: "Husband, I want to eat grilled sausages." ”

Man: "It's all here, just mess around, go back and see if the stall in the community is still there?"

......

There is no elevator, although the master is weak, but he can still slowly climb the stairs step by step, Xie Jun took a deep breath, mobilized the little energy left in the dantian, and finally got the wheelchair up, almost not tired to death.

When she opened the door and changed her shoes, the woman shot to the sofa as if she was alive, and collapsed upward, shouting, "I'm tired of my mother." ”

Suddenly, I felt that I had forgotten something, so I quickly ran over to put away the wheelchair, and sat back on the sofa with the scelery.

The strier took out the plastic bag in his hand, and in the bag were all kinds of skewers he had just bought in front of the stall, and the quick-eyed woman reached out and took a big one.

The master felt a little better, and after passing the six stairs just now, his body was hot for a while, and he was much stronger. On the bar, he took a glass and poured two glasses of water, one cup was gently placed in front of her: "Eat slowly, did you eat enough just now?"

Xie Jun coquettishly said: "Delicious things will never be full." ”

The strier was speechless, and after she finished eating, she said solemnly: "Xie Jun, I have something to discuss with you!"

Xie Jun was taken aback, what happened to this thing, why did he suddenly call my full name: "Huh, what's wrong?"

The strier was expressionless, and seemed to be affectionate, and then slowly knelt down on one knee, took out his ID card, put it in his right hand and slowly raised: "Xie Jun, marry me, I will be with you for the rest of my life, in my lifetime, I can fall in love with you for ten years, this love is incomparable, I am willing to turn into a wooden comb, let you drive, a peerless face with exquisite hair; I am willing to turn into an umbrella, let you send, confident and noble under a clean dress; I am willing to turn into a green shade, let you stay, crystal clear and the next glance is elegant and fluttering." Xie Jun, marry me, meet you, know you, stay with you, I have no regrets in my life. ”

Xie Jun didn't say a word for a long time, although he had thought about various plots and depicted various locations, but what kind of trouble was this ID card? Women are sensual, although they have thought about it rationally, but at this moment they are thrown into a mess of emotion. There's no way, so let's say yes!

Xie Jun put his arms around his neck, crying and laughing: "It's cheap for you!"

The dishman then struck while the iron was hot and said, "Four days later, it's Tanabata, let's go get the certificate, right?!"

Xie Jun said stubbornly: "It's not good. ”

The master was surprised and asked, "Why?"

Xie Jun: "Counting today, it's obviously five days later for Qixi Festival." ”

The stinkerer suddenly realized, and then breathed a heavy sigh of relief: "I'm scared to death, do you think you don't want to?"

Xie Jun Tsundere: "Hmph, I'm scared to death!"

......

After that, the evening was the woman's usual meditation time, and two hours later, it was almost midnight, and after washing, she went to the bedroom with the dishman in her arms, and the night was peaceful.

As for the household register, the two have already prepared it from heart to heart, but they have been waiting, and after taking care of the sinker in the early morning, the woman went out with a pair of light makeup, leaving only the sinker at home with the cat.

Lugu is not a big place, but in recent years, it can be said that it has developed rapidly, and there are naturally more job opportunities, but the talent market is still deserted, and the day after tomorrow Friday is the Lugu Tour Station, a talent exchange activity specially organized by the government. I haven't worked for a long time, Xie Jun plans to come here to recognize the road, it's still an old place, but the buildings are thriving. He said to himself: "It will be opened the day after tomorrow, why is the door still closed?" It seems that it is normal to work in a hurry, hum, but I am anxious. Xie Jun walked leisurely on the street, thinking that the scething was still at home, and suddenly felt nervous again.

There are two plans to go out today, the first is to come here to have a look, and the second is to see what good clothes are in the mall for taking pictures. The priest persuaded her to buy clothes for a bareheaded photo, but she didn't think so. Perhaps in her heart, the ritual has a mysterious and sublime feeling, and it must be serious, cautious, and not sloppy.

In the shopping mall, at a glance, it was full of styles that he didn't like, Xie Jun's high heels tinkled on the shiny ground, ignoring the gossip of the shopping guide, only believing what he saw with his own eyes. Later, I found the clothes I liked, and when I came out of the mall, it was almost noon.

The weather is cloudy, the sun is covered from time to time, and the earth will not be baked by the high temperature, but the heat wave is still hitting people, the woman's forehead is dripping with sweat, and under the dignified appearance, she is anxious to hail a taxi, and she has no intention of reading the scenery on the road, and she is concerned about the man who is alone at home, so she is not worried about any danger, but after all, his weak body is still paralyzed, and he is really a little uneasy.

When I returned home, I saw the strier sitting on the edge of the carpet under the coffee table, meditating peacefully, the woman did not disturb him, changed into slippers, crept to his side, bent down and sat on the ground, looking at his shoulder, suddenly had the urge to lean up, and finally held back, really didn't want to disturb him, "I didn't expect my man to be so powerful, it took a long time, and it seems that he has almost recovered." ”

The man's bright eyes turned to meet her: "Don't scream when you come back?"

Xie Jun: "I don't want to bother you, how is the recovery?"

Man: "It's okay, five or six out of ten, I didn't expect it to be so fast." ”

The two of them sat on the floor facing each other like this, forgetting to get up, and the priest was also a little puzzled: "Although there will still be a faint pain in my body, but in general, there is no major problem, am I really talented?"

The woman was sincerely happy: "Husband, get up quickly, how about seeing the clothes I bought?"

The man followed the woman's gaze to the bar, saw the packaging bag on it, opened it and looked at it, the scumber, who had no aesthetic cells, looked at it seriously and pretended to say: "It's good, I like everything my wife chooses." ”

How can you hide it from the woman's eyes, but I just don't want to expose him. Later, he asked, "Husband, what kind of job do you think I should be looking for?"

Man: "What do you want?"

The woman went crazy: "I just didn't have an idea to ask you, if I have an idea, I still need to ask for your opinion?"

Man: "Come on, ask for my opinion?" I've been asking you to take the civil service exam, why don't you take the exam?" The man looked at the unkind gaze on the other side, and changed the topic: "Work is to make money, when the profit margin of a job is not large, you have to evaluate its value as a whole based on other factors, so ah, baby, don't look for those jobs that are too tiring, just earn money, don't be too tired, let alone work late, you can just look at other factors." ”

People always have to work, and the simplest sign of work is work, although the clerk works hard, but women don't want to be a burden. Rest enough, always get up and continue, this is the biggest helplessness of living in this world, can not stop, time is a silent whip, and will not really be drawn on yourself, if you dare to ignore its existence, then its punishment is clearly reflected in yourself.

After a while, the men and women were busy in the kitchen.

The priest's hand never stopped: "I will go with you the day after tomorrow, and you are not allowed to push me away." ”

The woman's excitement was a reluctant expression, and then she let out an 'oh'.

......

Interviewer: "You only have one job in your resume, try to look to the future." ”

Xie Jun: "As a woman, the most important thing is family, I haven't thought much about the future expectations at work, I came to interview for this job because I can do it, and I hope to work for a long time, stability is also an expectation." ”

Interviewer: "Why did you leave your former company, and did you still contact your colleagues after leaving?"

Xie Jun: "The hotel front desk worked too hard, and the position adjustment was not approved, so I resigned." Colleagues from the original company, have a good relationship and occasionally contact them. ”

......

After the initial interview with several companies, the positions he interviewed were similar, so Xie Jun chose a unit that was closer to the new house. The sceasy accompanied her throughout the whole process, and she was worried about sweating for her many times, but she was 'unrepentant', such as: interview ten questions and ten answers, interview language skills, etc., in the eyes of women, it is all garbage, and it is really good to be coaxed by the interviewer, rather than like this, it is better to tell the truth, plus his own desireless appearance, it is really difficult to be a scepter.

After agreeing on the work time, the dishman's heart finally landed, but the party Xie Jun seemed to be nothing, with an absent-minded look and a light attitude, shouting many times to eat steamed buns.

A woman who can't beat, scold, or say anything can be done, so that the sceth has nothing to do, and she is offered like an ancestor. Thanks to the sceptrum for paying attention to the address, otherwise I am afraid that I will not even be able to find the way to work when the goods arrive.

"I'm going to work in three days, are you ready?"

Woman: "I haven't been to work for a long time, I'm really a little scared, besides, it's not a jackal's den." ”

Man: "You don't understand what I mean. ”

The woman in the back seat of the taxi snuggled into the man's arms: "Let's leave it at that, and then talk about freedom when I have the ability." ”

The man was silent, and seemed to acquiesce to her statement, and the driver was sent downstairs to their house.