Chapter 1: Waste
The leveling county town, the sometimes protruding high-rise buildings, and the rows of private houses all tell the desire to one day take the economy to the next level.
In the evening, the priest strolled along a road that had just been built by the government, and from time to time his eyes swept the green belt on both sides of the road, which were freshly planted with new turf and some flowers he did not recognize, most of them pink and red. The national acacia stood in two straight lines on the side of the road, like "freshly baked" guards, longing and helpless.
Whenever there is nothing at hand, there will be cranky thoughts in the head.
It's already the thirtieth spring, and the slightly protruding bow mouth under the blank face sighs and mutters, complaining about all kinds of unsatisfactory life, but then I can think about it: life is indeed not easy, if everyone is smooth sailing, how can there be any struggle?
It's been five years since I graduated, but I'm still mixed in this "rivers and lakes", and I have no achievements to say at all, and my heart is suddenly not peaceful again.
Although he graduated from a non-key university, he was not disappointed at the beginning, and returned to his hometown with anticipation to find a job, but unfortunately the road of life is really long, and there is no hope in sight.
The sky was overcast, and the first spring rain after the beginning of the year had just passed, but I didn't see the warm sun I imagined. The road to get off work is particularly heavy, and it is always like this, but today is especially dull, I just hung up the phone, it is time to give her an explanation, but I don't know what to explain.
I think about the time when I missed her in college, I promised her a lot of things, and when I returned to reality, it was a solid and reliable marriage, and I didn't want her to worry too much, and this worry turned to herself as a responsibility, but it was also short of money.
Forget it, go home! She's still waiting for me at home!
The priest was puzzled: "Hey, what about the key, it's clearly in your pocket." β
There is no left pocket, no right pocket, and no trouser pocket......
The strium muttered again, "Still not." β
Just as I was thinking about where to put the key, the door opened.
Xie Jun: "Dropped the key to the unit again?"
A clear and slightly gentle voice reached the ears unpleasantly and slowly. The scething's eyes quickly rose from the lady's cotton to the other party's face, and then he was a little distracted: "I remember that I did put it in my pocket when I left, and I will go tomorrow to see if it falls on the table."
Xie Jun: "Okay, hurry up and change your shoes and take off your clothes." β
While walking towards the sofa, he nagged: "When I called you, you have already arrived home, why are you so slow, only come back now? What do you want to eat at night? There is nothing at home, and I have to go to the supermarket tomorrow, so annoying, I really want to stay at home every day, I don't have to do anything, I can open my mouth for food and stretch out my hands for clothes."
The dishman: "Baby, some of the family make do with it first, I really don't want to go out, and I'm not very hungry, cook some porridge, get a dish, and eat two steamed buns to deal with." By the way, do you want to go out on Saturday the day after tomorrow?"
Xie Jun curled up on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, chewing potato chips while holding the remote control, and said tiredly: "I don't want to go out, Deer Valley is so big, I can go to no less than five or six places, and where do you want to play?"
The sceremonist: "I'm really convinced, you're about to compare my game house to me...... Come and stir-fry. β
The sound of slippers clattering floated over, and the strier immediately said, "I really don't want to go out?" I haven't gone out to watch a movie for a long time, and the new "Detective Chinatown" is very good, shall we go to see it?"
Xie Jun: "Wouldn't it be available on the Internet for a few more days, why spend that money?" while peeling the potatoes, he continued: "I haven't finished reading "The Legend of Miyue" yet...... Well, the potatoes are finished."
The sceasy was speechless: "It's cut after cutting, pig, TV is TV, movie is movie, if you don't accompany me, I won't buy that bag, what's wrong with my number, did you do the task today?"
Xie Jun: "Don't, don't, if you don't buy me a bag, I'll break off your friendship," and then coquettishly said: "Just go, let's make it clear, I want to eat three buckets of popcorn," and then ordered him decently: "Turn on the fire, put the pot on it, pour oil, and go to watch your game!"
I thought: I know the game day by day, and let me do tasks for you, and the beauty will not kill you.
In addition to the computer, the table is full of photos of the two, not beautiful, indeed gentle and not beautiful, but a pair of blurred eyes and a soft voice are planted in the palm of her hand in this life.
Damn girl, you didn't give me a task......
After a while, Xie Jun shouted, "Little bottleβit's time to eatβ"
The dishman responded: "Here it is." β
Then he pretended to be puzzled: "Huh, why has your cooking skills declined?"
Xie Jun: "What are you talking about? You actually questioned me with a clear conscience, I saw it through, and I began to dislike me before I passed the door, maybe how to persecute me in the future, you don't love me anymore, you don't want me anymore, I'll just die!"
The strier smiled bitterly: "Okay, okay, the old man said to Tianfa Si: I will plant you in your hands in this life, and I will never say anything, if I go against my heart at all, let me be the last, okay?"
Xie Jun looked at him with contempt: "I believe you, hum!" and then said: "I'm tired today, I've been shopping for a long time, and there is no suitable one!"
Suddenly it happened: Huh, no, as long as the old lady is still alive, how can he be dead, bastard! Then he snatched the food from his bowl unreasonably.
The sceenary: "You should go shopping, you have to be sincere, in fact, if you want me to say, it's good to stay at home, anyway, there is me, besides, I really want to find, clerk, the front desk can be it!"
Xie Jun: "With you, your salary is at most a drink of the northwest wind, mainly because those companies are too far away from home, and the local people in the county have not seen any recruitment."
The celebrant replied, "Oh, that's right." Take your time, my dear, and discuss something with you."
Xie Jun's eyes widened and asked, "What?"
The sceaser said solemnly: "I want to do our business this year!"
Xie Jun was a little surprised: "Figured it out?"
The master lowered his head and drank the soup and thought for a while: "The house price in Lugu is not so expensive, my little money is enough for a down payment by adding 20,000 or 30,000 yuan, and my dad still has some savings there, so if he can't borrow some first." β
Xie Jun said gently: "Actually, I don't want you to be too reluctant, I love you, and I don't want you to be too heavy, rich or not, life is always passing, as long as I am with you, I am very content."
The strier smiled and ordered, "What are you talking about, eat quickly! β
Xie Jun turned to a look of indignation: "Just eat, you can eat it, you wash the dishes after eating, hum!"
.....
Looking at the gorgeous picture, the characters are constantly killing monsters, one after another, the strium is half lying on the sofa chair, rubbing the fine hair on the cat's body in his hand, so comfortable, the heart that does not seek progress and this lazy body are a perfect match.
The house was rented, and at that time, I cleaned up a lot of money, which was like a home, with the "noble" aesthetics of the scepter, I could barely live in it, and I was not too wronged by her.
But after all, it is not a solution, no matter how you agree, life always forces you to move forward. After the house, it is the decoration, and after a year or two at most, you must add a car, which is not counting the bride price. I feel deeply helpless in front of money, as well as my own insignificance.
The sceaser: "Baby, I'll go to the square in front of the house for a walk, will you go?"
Xie Jun: "Don't go, it's half past nine, remember to come back early." Put on an overcoat and don't freeze!"
"Got it". The man was holding the orange cat, looking at such a lovely woman in front of the door, staring at Sun Li intently, and suddenly had a lot to say to her, but he just turned his head silently and went out.
Walk out of the community, stroll on Fuqian Street, and after two traffic lights to the east, there is the square. After all, the early spring is not warm, but there are not many people in the square, commonplace, the after-dinner pastime is still too little for most people, and the era of mobile phones is raging, and it can't change the custom of taking a walk after dinner in the mind.
Ten years ago, the lonely Deer Valley is still bustling with people compared to today, and the only thing worth appreciating is the bustling crowd.
The steer saw a person coming from afar: "Uncle Liu, why don't you come out for a walk?"
Lao Liu: "No, look at this rabbit cub, he's fat again, and he knows how to hold a mobile phone to play every day." β
Si dish: "Hahaha, Uncle Liu, child, why bother, go back in a while, it's cold, don't freeze the child!"
Lao Liu: "Hey, it's okay, Xiao Si, I'll take him for a walk, see you later!"
The celebrant: "Okay, see you later!"
The warm atmosphere isolates the cold breath, and sometimes I wonder why I was born as a human being, and maybe that's one of the reasons.
Walking aimlessly, the greenery of the four seasons can be seen everywhere, and the statue of the great man in the middle of the round flower bed in the center of the square in front of you are all exuding warmth to resist the cold. It's a good square language with pleasant intentions, but the heart of the strier has nothing to do with warmth and coldness.
The big yellow cat is lying on his left arm close to his chest, and his little head is sometimes left, sometimes right, or looking straight ahead, ignorant and ignorant with the movement of the owner to appreciate this familiar scenery, it is good to have an owner!
Life is not about choice, it is about persistence and then force, the road of life can not be chosen, only the force is from the heart, in order to be able to the heart, point to the direction, persevere, know and then force, step by step, steadfastness and progress.
......
When she returned home, the woman had already slept, and the stupid girl kicked the quilt with heater, and the strier immediately reached out and covered the quilt tightly for her. Angry: "Wait for two days when the heating stops, see what you do". is still comfortable in bed, habitually picking up the mobile phone and looking at Baidu news.
Xie Jun's body did not move at all, and suddenly asked leisurely, "Are you back?"
The strier replied calmly: "You haven't slept yet, I thought you lazy pig left her husband behind." β
Xie Jun was disgusted: "Hmph, I don't want you, what do you want you to do? It took so long to come back, and I waited alone for a long time, and I was sleepy." Suddenly turned around and said, "Husband, ask you something?"
Celebrant: "Huh, what's the matter?"
Xie Jun seemed to want to confirm: "Are you really planning to get married? β
The sceaser said slowly: "Of course, we are not young anymore, you followed me when you were in college, how can you bear to let you wait again? It's just that I haven't done well all the time, and I'm sorry for you." I've been thinking that if I were someone else, maybe I would have become a loner, and only you can follow me stupidly, without regrets, and never force me to do anything, from the bottom of my heart I really want to say to you: Honey, thank you! In addition, I have been thinking about marriage for a long time, and I have not made up my mind until recently, no matter how difficult it is in the future, what should be done is always to be done, and I can't afford to put it off. β
Xie Jun was calm on the surface, but he was very happy in his heart: "Then when are you going to get it?"
The master still said slowly: "This year, but it won't be too early, come with me to Xinyue Star City in a few days to see the house." It's not too big, it's enough for the two of us, not to mention that there isn't that much money. Anyway, let's get the house done first and renovate it? As for the miscellaneous things in the wedding process, I want to throw them directly to my parents. β
Xie Jun was a little worried: "I don't want you to be in debt because of this, although I just borrowed it from my parents." β
The strium comforted: "Okay, why do you want to do so much? don't worry about me, although your husband has no ability, but he is quite safe, you, just take care of yourself, my little princess!"
Xie Jun looked at him gently, and clasped his arms tightly: "Si Crou, I love you!"
stared at her misty and moist eyes, hugged her tightly, and whispered in her reddish ear: "Xie Jun, I love you too!"
The night is bleak, warm, and the beauty is by your side!