Time passed quietly.

Unconsciously, the light in the box gradually dimmed, and the sound of diners chatting gradually came downstairs and in a box next door, Zhou An's eyes finally left the diary, put the diary on the dining table, got up silently and walked to the window, reached into his arms, took out the cigarette case and lighter, lit a cigarette, and smoked silently.

The curling smoke rose and drifted before his eyes, like his chaotic thoughts at this time.

He didn't finish reading that diary, and there was no need to continue reading it, he already knew what he should know and wanted to know.

That's how the kid came......

When he first learned that the child was his species, he felt that it didn't make sense, every time he and Lin Jiaojiao drank, they obviously took protective measures, although no matter how they protected, there was still the possibility of pregnancy, but the possibility was extremely small, so small that it was almost negligible.

So he wondered how that child could be his own?

But after reading so many pages of Lin Jiaojiao's diary, he understood, she actually did something on those little umbrellas? From her cousin Yan Lingling's creativity?

And the reason why Lin Jiaojiao did that was because she was sick, she didn't mention what the specific disease was in her diary, but it should be an incurable disease in her opinion, she wanted to experience what it was like to be a mother before she left this world, and by the way, she also left a little one for her parents to accompany them in their old age.

The logic makes sense.

"Lin Yongqing ......"

Squinting and smoking and looking out the window, Zhou An whispered this name, his daughter's name.

This feeling is the first time he experienced, in his past and present life, his first child, and the only child at present, Lin Jiaojiao showed him a photo of his daughter, when he saw it, his mood was very complicated, because he always thought that it was a child born to Lin Jiaojiao and others.

Therefore, he looked at the photo of the child very perfunctory, and he didn't look at it carefully, but he only remembered that in the photo, when the little guy was smiling, he grinned very big, so happy, and it was very good-looking.

At this time, his feelings were also complicated.

I regret that when Lin Jiaojiao showed him the photos of her daughter, she didn't look at them carefully.

As for the gender of the child?

Boys and girls, in fact, he doesn't care, he doesn't have the traditional idea of patriarchy, for him, he is very satisfied with having a child of his own, a small life extended by his own blood.

Her blood flowed in her veins, and every gene and hair she had inherited from him.

When he thinks of having a little life that came into this world because of himself, how does he care if it's a boy or a girl?

Besides, if you think about it carefully, girls are also very good, well-behaved, cute, and they look better than boys when they smile, and their bodies are fragrant, unlike boys who have grown up, how do you look at it......

Thinking of his daughter, Zhou An smiled at the corner of his mouth, and his heart was warm and fulfilling.

But when he thought that Lin Jiaojiao might die soon, his heart was empty, as if he was suddenly missing a piece and couldn't find anything to fill.

Because of the existence of his daughter, he suddenly felt that there was a substantial bond between himself and Lin Jiaojiao, and he and Lin Jiaojiao seemed to be connected by blood.

Because he combined with her genes, a little life was born.

He wanted to save her!

I really want to!

He was reluctant to her, and he was afraid that his daughter would lose her mother early.

Although, even if Lin Jiaojiao is gone, he is confident that he can give his daughter a good material life and give her as much fatherly love as possible, but mother's love is ...... How did he give it to her?

This is something he will never be able to give, no matter how hard he tries.

And how pitiful is the lack of maternal love in childhood?

However, listening to Julie, Lin Jiaojiao didn't want to have surgery, she didn't want to take the risk of surgery, she wanted to go with the flow and accompany her daughter for a few more years.

Therefore, it is not easy to convince her to go for surgery.

Thinking of this, Zhou An's brows condensed, and his eyes narrowed again.

……

In the evening, the Lin family.

Lin Jiaojiao's wine had already woken up, and she was eating with her parents and Julie at this time.

Tonight's meal at her house...... How can I say it? It's not hearty, there are also meat and vegetarian dishes, roast duck, braised duck feet, sauce beef are very delicious, and there are two vegetarian dishes and a bowl of mushroom and egg soup, which can be said to be very good.

But Lin Jiaojiao felt that something was wrong.

The first is that my mother's expression is wrong!

From the moment her mother came home from work and entered the door, she felt that her mother didn't seem to be in a good mood tonight, there was no smile on her face, and her brows were slightly furrowed.

Even the movement of cooking in the kitchen seems to be much louder than usual.

As a result, tonight's dish is like this, there is meat, but it is all braised vegetables bought from outside, there are vegetarian, but the fried ones are obviously not as delicious as usual.

"Mom, are you unhappy today?"

After half a bowl of rice, Lin Jiaojiao finally couldn't hold back and asked the question in her heart.

Yan Xihua pursed his lips, glanced at Julie, who was eating calmly, glanced at Lin Jiaojiao hesitantly, and snorted coldly: "Who said that? I'm happy! Can't you see it?"

Lin Jiaojiao: "......"

Lin Zhongda glanced at Yan Xihua unexpectedly, as if he was looking at her where she was happy?

Julie saw the reaction of the family of three in her eyes, and smiled faintly, she could understand Yan Xihua's mood tonight, she thought that this time she would probably be able to figure out who the man her daughter was, but the result was ...... I found a notebook, but it was blank......

Lin Jiaojiao showed a helpless smile, "Mom! your happy look is so strange, forgive me for being blind, I really didn't see it!"

Yan Xihua pouted, "What do you say when you know you're blind?" Eat your food! Rice can't stop your mouth? Hmph!"

Lin Jiaojiao reluctantly raised her hand in surrender, smiled bitterly and continued to eat.

"Knock knock!

At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door of the Lin family.

"Who?"

Yan Xihua asked angrily, his tone was very bad.

"Knock knock!

The knock on the door was heard again, tepidly.

Lin Zhongda put down his chopsticks and was about to get up to open the door, Julie got up one step ahead of him and walked towards the door, "Uncle! I'll open it! I'm closer to the door." ”

As she spoke, she came to the door and opened it casually.

Yan Xihua, Lin Zhongda and Lin Jiaojiao all subconsciously looked over.

The door opened, and Zhou An's figure appeared, Zhou An, who was standing outside the door, had a calm expression, a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth, black jeans, a gray sweater, and a black leather jacket, carrying gift boxes in both hands, three or four gift boxes in his left hand, and three or four gift boxes in his right hand.

The moment she saw him, Julie was surprised.

Lin Jiaojiao at the dining table frowned, her face changed slightly, what does it mean to be caught off guard? She felt caught off guard now, she never dreamed that Zhou An would take the initiative to visit her house.

Yan Xihua and Lin Zhongda didn't know Zhou An, and Lin Zhongda was puzzled at this time: "What is this?"

Yan Xihua frowned, "You knocked on the wrong door, right?

At the door, Zhou An nodded slightly to Julie who opened the door, and then the smile on his face became a little bigger, and he spoke: "Sister Lin, uncle, auntie, are you eating? I'm sorry, I'm here to disturb you at this time, Sister Lin! I'm here to see my goddaughter, what about the child?"

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