Chapter 8 Say, I love you

Gu Xiangyang's attitude didn't seem to care about him at all, could it be that he was alone in unrequited love from beginning to end?

Early in the morning of the second day, Zhuzi called him: "Xiaoyang, are you free today?"

"Hmm. Gu Xiangyang replied lightly. There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time before the pillar took a deep breath and said, "I went too far for what happened yesterday, forgive me." ”

Gu Xiangyang sighed lightly: "I wasn't angry with you in the first place. ”

"Little Yang ......"

"I know that you have always worked hard, in fact, I have always believed that through your own efforts, one day you will be able to get what you want, Xiaozhu I will always be by your side and support you. ”

Pillar's tears overflowed his eyes: "Xiaoyang, I will definitely not let you down, you have to wait for me." ”

"Hmm. Gu Xiangyang smiled softly, and silently cheered for him in his heart. Although you don't have a good family background, you can still build a future of your own with your own hands.

After Gu Xiangyang cleaned himself up, he left the house. came to Mu Ting's bar. Seeing him coming, Mu Ting dropped the guitar in his hand and greeted him: "I didn't expect you to come so early." ”

"Uh...... Are you early?"

"No, you sit, I'll get you something to drink, what do you want to drink?" Mu Ting asked happily.

Gu Xiangyang shook his head: "No need, I'm ...... I'm here to get the information you've prepared. ”

When Mu Ting heard this, he slapped his head hard: "Ah, I'm so sorry, I packed the whole set in a cardboard box in the morning, and I actually forgot it a second before I went out." ”

"It's okay, then I'll pick it up next time, it's me who bothered you too much. Gu Xiangyang smiled and said, very grateful for Mu Ting's enthusiasm.

"My house is not far from here, why don't you come with me, and I'll be here soon." Mu Ting proposed.

"Isn't that good?"

"There's nothing bad about it, anyway, the store is very idle now, I can leave at any time, don't worry, let's go!" Mu Ting grabbed Gu Xiangyang's hand and walked out of the bar.

He launched a heavy locomotive and threw a hard hat to Gu Xiangyang. After Gu Xiangyang took the helmet and buckled it, he let Mu Ting carry him to his home.

It's not far, but it actually took about 20 minutes to arrive. Gu Xiangyang was more introverted, and asked him uneasily, "Are there any other people in your family?"

"No, I'm alone, my parents didn't live with me when I was a freshman. Mu Ting took out the key and opened the door, and asked Gu Xiangyang to walk in.

Walking into his home, Gu Xiangyang's eyes widened, the design was beautiful, many hollow cabinets were filled with all kinds of models and decorations, there was a small attic in the sky, the attic was used as a study, and the bookshelves were full of books and genuine music discs. On an oval floor protruding from the hall is a piano with drum kits and various musical equipment behind it.

Gu Xiangyang said with envy: "Do you live alone?"

"Yes, sometimes everyone makes music, and they will come to my side to do it together, you can visit casually, and you can take it in the study. Saying that, Mu Ting took out a large cardboard box: "Look, it's all here." ”

Gu Xiangyang squatted down and took it out and flipped through it, some of them were full of notes, and some of the books were new, he looked up at him in surprise: "How are these new books?"

"Well......" Mu Ting smiled absently and said, "When I was sorting out, I found that some important information was missing, so I went to buy a new one." ”

Gu Xiangyang's heart tightened, and he said with a look of embarrassment: "In the end, I have caused you a lot of trouble, how much money did these books cost, I will return the money to you." ”

"What a fool's errand? If you do give me money, then the meaning will be completely sour, fool. Treat me to a movie when you have time. Mu Ting winked at him, stood up and asked, "What do you want to drink?"

"No...... I...... I won't bother you, it's too much trouble for you. Gu Xiangyang became more and more uneasy, and always felt that he owed him more and more.

"What, what do you want to be so distracted?" Mu Ting took out two halls of drinks from the refrigerator and handed one in his hand to him.

"I ...... I'm thinking, you've been helping me all along, and I'm helping you with nothing. I don't know how to thank you. ”

"Aren't we friends?" Mu Ting smiled, slightly bitter, took a deep breath and said, "If you can think of me when you are in trouble in the future, I am really happy that you can come to me." ”

Mu Ting sat next to Gu Xiangyang, and the faint scent of shampoo came from his body, making him feel like a kitten was tickling in his heart.

His lips were a little dry, he felt very thirsty, and quickly finished drinking the drink in his hand, with a lot of effort in his hand, the drink can was pinched and deformed, he took a deep breath, turned his head to look at Gu Xiangyang, and the atmosphere was a little embarrassed and warm. The air was also suffocating, humid.

"Xiaoyang...... I ......"

Gu Xiangyang stood up abruptly and said, "I'm sorry, I think I have to go back, and we'll talk again when we have time." A hint of loss flashed in Mu Ting's eyes, he may have realized what he wanted to say, right?

"I'll send you. Mu Ting cleaned up his mood and got up from the sofa, Gu Xiangyang moved the box on the ground one step earlier.

Because the box was so big, it covered the line of sight, and I couldn't see clearly, and suddenly I kicked something under my feet, and my whole body fell forward. Mu Ting subconsciously rushed forward and hugged his waist, protected his head with one hand, and the two of them fell to the floor like this, Mu Ting snorted and cushioned Gu Xiangyang's underneath.

Gu Xiangyang's heart tightened: "Mu Ting, are you okay?"

"Xiao Yang ......" was so close that he could even count each other's eyelashes, his lips were faintly colored, glowing with a seductive luster, as if inviting him to taste, he didn't even think much about it, pulled Gu Xiangyang over, and kissed his lips suddenly.

Gu Xiangyang's eyes widened in fright, and he could only stare at him stupidly at that moment, and after a long time, he suddenly came back to his senses, raised his hand and punched him in the face, and ran out of Mu Ting's house as if he was running away.

"Xiaoyang!!" Mu Ting slapped himself in annoyance, got up and chased out: "Xiaoyang, you wait for me!"

He caught up and dragged his arm, Gu Xiangyang was mad, desperately trying to shake off his hand: "Let go of me!

Maybe it was the word 'perverted' that deeply stimulated him, and Mu Ting's chest rose and fell violently: "Perverted?heh~ Then what is it that you are talking to the little pillar about love? Isn't it also perverted? What are you pretending to be pure? You have been fucked by that little pillar countless times, right? I kissed you and you were said to be perverted, can the little pillar be?!"

Gu Xiangyang trembled with anger, tears were rolling in his eyes, and he said in a deep voice: "Don't think of Xiaozhu as dirty as you! You can't compare to him at all!!"

"I'm not as good as him?" Mu Ting sneered: "Your beloved little pillar is just a lowly cowherd! As long as someone is willing to spend money to buy it, you can buy it!! You are simply stupid, and you are still in your bones? I think he is just playing with you! Don't cry, I just said the facts, I haven't finished talking about it!!"

'Smack' Gu Xiangyang slapped him fiercely, with endless disgust and hatred in his eyes: "Don't let me see you again!"

Until his back gradually disappeared from his sight, Mu Ting knelt on the ground weakly, his hands clenched into fists, he hung his head decadently, his shoulders trembled violently, and the tears of bean size splashed silently on the ground, for a long, long ......time.

Gu Xiangyang's mind kept echoing the words that Mu Ting had told him, he didn't believe that Xiao Zhuzi was really such a person, he couldn't do such a thing!

Not knowing how far he had gone, he sat down on the bench, thought for a moment and took out his mobile phone to make a call to the little pillar. It didn't take long for the other end to finally answer.

"Xiaoyang, is there something wrong now?"

"Where are you now?" Gu Xiangyang took a deep breath and calmed his tone: "I want to see you now, the sooner the better." ”

The pillar seemed to be a little embarrassed: "I'm working, so I may not be able to come to see you now, don't you make an appointment for the afternoon?" Let's go to the amusement park together in the afternoon, we don't seem to have been there together, although we are older, but it's good to experience it once in a while." ”

"Why can't you come to see me now?" Gu Xiangyang sighed lightly: "It's almost noon now, right?"

"Oh, yes, I'm having dinner with the leader, Xiaoyang, I'll call you later, okay?" Before he could answer 'yes', the other end had already hung up the phone in a hurry.

Gu Xiangyang clenched his hands into fists, and his eyes were red: "Little pillar, it seems that we are getting farther and farther away." ”

In the afternoon, Xiao Zhu came as promised, only to see Gu Xiangyang hanging his head weakly and silent, Xiao Zhu asked him worriedly: "What's wrong?

Gu Xiangyang suddenly raised his head and pulled his hand: "Little pillar ......."

"Huh?" Xiao Zhuzi looked at him in surprise and asked, "There must be something on your mind, is someone bullying you?!" The pillar suddenly became hot, and the momentum seemed to be desperate to find someone.

Seeing him like this, Gu Xiangyang smiled, and tightened his hand: "If someone bullies me, I will get it back myself, Xiaozhu, I have a request." ”

"You say. Xiao Zhuzi looked at him a little panicked, he had never seen Gu Xiangyang like now, which made him a little overwhelmed.

"I ......" he bit his lip and took a deep breath before he regained the courage to look at him: "Let's do it! Okay?"

Xiao Zhuzi's eyes flashed with tears, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly: "Okay." ”

They gave each other their bodies and hearts, and only in having each other could they find the sense of belonging they had been looking for for a long time, and let them deeply realize that they were determined to be together, and no one could say give up.

"Xiaoyang, I love you. I will be by your side for the rest of my life. What about you?" on the bed, two bodies belonging to the same male body intertwined. Gu Xiangyang propped himself up and branded a kiss on his lips.

"I am willing to accompany you for the rest of my life, if you don't leave, I won't give up. ”

……

Xiao Zhuzi said that he was going to move, the apartment he lived in was in a good location, and he couldn't get it without a rent of several thousand yuan a month, although Gu Xiangyang seemed to know it in his heart, but he didn't ask anything, and he didn't mention it.

He silently packed up his things, thought for a while and said, "In the future, when we are together, we will definitely be able to find a stable job." ”

"Well, I believe you. I will also try to make good money to support you. ”

Gu Xiangyang snorted lightly: "I don't need you to raise me, maybe I can earn more than you." ”

"That's right! Xiaoyang's salary can be saved, and mine can be used to subsidize the family, so that in ten years, we can buy a house. ”

Gu Xiangyang glanced at him helplessly: "Ten years, I plan to buy a house within five years, a nest that belongs to us." That's how you feel safe. ”

The two of them talked about their future plans, with smiles and happiness on their faces. Suddenly, Gu Xiangyang's phone rang, he glanced at the call, frowned, he didn't delete Mu Ting's phone, he forgot about it. He looked back at the pillar and said, "I'll answer the phone." ”

"Oh, go ahead, I'll just clean up here by myself. ”

Gu Xiangyang took the phone and walked out, Xiao Zhuzi looked back at him thoughtfully, and only retracted his gaze after a long time.

What should be clearly explained, you must be made clear to him. The voice on the other end was hoarse, and it seemed that they hadn't seen each other for a month or so and hadn't been in touch again.

Although Gu Xiangyang was still uncomfortable with what happened at that time, thinking that he was actually very good to himself, he couldn't help but soften his tone.

"Just tell me if there's anything you want, I won't answer your calls again. ”

Mu Ting smiled bitterly: "I just miss you ......."

Gu Xiangyang frowned: "If you have to say such things, I'll hang up the phone now!"

"No! I don't say it. Mu Ting's heart was suffocated: "Xiaoyang, please listen to me, don't talk for the time being." It took all my courage to make this call to you. ”

"You should be with him now, right? I sincerely wish you from the bottom of my heart, and I hope you can be happy. I'm really sorry for the gaffe that day. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, even though you don't like it, I still have to say to you, I love you, I really love you. ”

He choked up and kept repeating his admiration for him like a fool, for some reason, Gu Xiangyang's heart ached, he pursed his lips and sighed lightly: "Even if we can't be lovers, we can still be friends." Actually, you are very good, my Gu Xiangyang is not as good as you think, you can definitely find one who is a thousand times better than me, ten thousand times. ”

"There won't be any more. Mu Ting smiled bitterly and said: "There will be no more such love, I can only love someone like this in my life, you have been imprinted in the depths of my soul, I can't erase the traces in this life, the day you left, I regret it so much that I want to die." ”

"I asked myself over and over again, why did I say things like that, why did I always do things I didn't want to do, I obviously loved you, I just wanted to protect you, but I still hurt you. You are well with him, I think you are so smart, in fact, there are many things that you have already understood in your heart. ”

"I'm the stupid person, I actually said those words that hurt you, so far away from you, I don't have anything to say, goodbye Xiaoyang. ”