Chapter 544: End of the Year (3)
The anger in Junxiu's heart after he came out of the stupid hat company has been restrained very hard, but that nameless fire is not something that Junxiu can suppress with the so-called will, maybe his willpower is not firm enough, right? ยทy?K?A NSHU.COM At least Junxiu is very uncomfortable with his woman hugging other men, even Junxiu knows that it is work, and it is inevitable that they will have a stage for cooperation as singers, but he still can't suppress the fire.
In the face of 'love' Junxiu has always been so selfish, yes, even Junxiu knows that he has always been selfish about emotional problems. He also clearly knew that it was just work, and he had repeatedly warned himself to learn to understand. In the past, it didn't happen, so he always just said 'understand', but when it did, he couldn't do it calmly anyway. Junsu is in that state now'It's one thing to say, it's another thing to do. โ
Wasn't it because he broke up with his first love Lee Yeon-hee because he was too selfish about that relationship? Selfish, extremely selfish. Junsu hopes that the other party can understand when facing his work, but when facing the other party's work, Junxiu can't do it.
At this time, Junxiu stood in front of the trainees of JS Entertainment and copied his hands, and held their practice with an extremely cold face. Junxiu's 'anger' has already appeared on his face, and the trainees can see that Junxiu's expression is not good today, and they are all practicing in fear of touching the moldy head and being scolded. This is also Junso's first gaffe after debuting for so long.
As an artist, Junsu has been learning how to manage his expressions since the first day of his debut. ? To see?? Book? ??ยท yKANSHU COMThe skill makes perfect with practice, and Junsu hasn't made a mistake with his expression in years. But the pas de deux moves in his mind today made him unable to manage even the most basic expressions. It can be seen how bad Junxiu's mood is at this time.
In his heart, he just can't accept Taeyeon's cooperation at work, so at this time, Junsu makes a very low-level mistake, because when the anger in his heart is difficult to suppress, especially when he can't vent it, he begins to find fault with the trainees. In short, at this moment, he felt that something was wrong, and the anger in his heart made his nerves sensitive.
When Junxiu looked at the dance of the trainee in front of him, he yelled at Sun Naen with an angry face: "Sun Naun, where is the smile? How many times have I told you, even when you dance, you must put a smile on your face." Why? You can't listen to what I say? Do you know how many cameras there are in a music show? 12! No matter which angle you stand on the stage, you will be caught by the camera on your expression. Even Jessica, who was called the Iceberg Princess in her Girls' Generation, kept smiling on stage. What about you? Are you going to stand on the stage with your expressionless mode? Expressionless on the stage, it's not an iceberg, it's your attitude! You know, it's attitude, this is the most serious criticism of celebrities!!"
Son Na-eun lowered her head at Jun-so's stern rebuke, and she bit her lower lip to keep herself from crying. And Junsu realized that he had done something extremely childish and stupid after he broke out with a depression in his heart. Is it the first time in so many years since his debut that Junso is a little out of control emotionally, is it because he cares too much about Taeyeon and loves him too much, or is his macho thinking too strong?
After a little catharsis, Junxiu regained his composure, he came to Sun Nan's side apologetically, patted her on the shoulder and said, "Nan'en, I'm sorry, I'm in a bad state today." So, I'm sorry. Sorry kids, go ahead and practice. โ
Jun-so apologized to Sun Na-eun and the children in the practice room before he left the practice room feeling ashamed. After the suppressed emotions were vented to a group of children, Junxiu felt that he was really embarrassed and thrown to his grandmother's house. He could only choose to leave here in a gloomy manner, he no longer had the face to face this group of children who were sweating profusely because of the practice.
With apologies and shame, Junxiu came out of the children's practice room with a hot face. It's really embarrassing to think about it, people in their 20s, actually angry at a group of underage children?
Junxiu, who felt ashamed, didn't stay at 'JS', so he got out of the company and got into his own car and drove aimlessly on the road. The depression in his heart and his apologies for the children made Junxiu feel irritable again. Now he just wants to find a place to vent, and the most suitable place to vent is the seaside, there is no one on the beach in winter, so he can yell at the sea and vent unscrupulously.
The car got on the highway and drove all the way to the city in the south, driving all the way, and some sad songs were playing all the way in the car. When the cold winter is depressed, it is not suitable for the situation, but it will make the sadness in the heart spread.
The more I suppressed Junxiu in my heart, the more I ran to the south, and Junxiu didn't have the heart to see the scenery on the coastal road, and even after driving for a few hours, Junxiu couldn't tell clearly. After he entered the city from the coastal road, he found that he had driven to Pohang, and after Junsu parked the car at Pohang Port, he laughed absurdly, and unconsciously drove for more than 3 hours, from Seoul to Pohang.
After Junxiu came to the city, he randomly found a seafood restaurant and sat in it to eat lunch, although it was lunch, but the time had already arrived at two o'clock in the afternoon. The long-distance drive didn't make Junxiu's mood better, but he became more irritable, because it was troublesome to drive back. When you come out, you may be in a bad mood and don't realize that you can unknowingly drive so much time, but what should you do when you go back?
The seafood restaurant in the harbor is so fresh, but Junsu doesn't think it's the right appetite. While he was eating the fish that had only entered the port this morning, he was worried about going back. Impulsiveness is the devil, and impulsiveness is followed by regret. This sentence is not wrong at all, Junxiu completely regrets it at this time, why didn't he go home and come to Pohang after he came out of the company?
The only way is to take it as his own free trip, Junxiu sighed deeply and forced himself to change his mood, he took another bite of sashimi and found that it tasted good, he asked the boss: "Auntie, how long does it take to drive to Busan here?"
"Busan? for about an hour and a half. Are you going to Haeundae?"