The room was dark, with only a small lamp lit and white sheets stained with a warm yellow glow.

There was a slight bulge under the white sheet, and the scene of seeing Xu Zhengfeng lying on the hospital bed in the hospital ward suddenly flashed in his mind, and he immediately felt that his mouth was dry and his throat was tight, and his heart was beating suddenly.

I walked in slowly, with a very light, slow step, lest I disturb him.

At last he came nearer, came to his bedside, and stood there not daring to move, lest he should wake him. The table lamp was obviously a warm color, but it looked shocking when it shone on his thin and deformed face.

Tears poured out uncontrollably, and I covered my mouth tightly to avoid making a sound, but the whimpering sound leaked intermittently from between my fingers.

His eyelids moved, he opened them slightly, his voice was soft, but he suddenly smiled, his cheekbones were more prominent when he laughed, and his cheeks were sunken.

"Xia Qing, is that you? I dream of you every night, but as soon as I open my eyes, you are gone. I've been waiting for you for four years, but I can't wait for you......" His voice was very soft.

He seemed to want to close his eyes, there was a little tiredness in his voice, and he was very gentle: "I will always wait for you, if I can't wait for you in this life, I will continue to wait in the next life, and there will be ...... next life"

I bit my lower lip tightly, and there was a faint rust smell in my mouth, maybe bleeding, but it didn't hurt.

I leaned over and stroked his thin, sunken face, big tears fell vertically on his face, his eyelids trembled slightly, and he opened again, and he gently called my name, as if in a dream: "Xia Qing?"

I pressed against his face, tears soaked his sideburns, and I choked: "It's me, it's me, I'm back." ”

He stroked my hair and said softly, "Don't cry, I don't want to see you cry." ”

I couldn't cry and could only nod desperately.

He hugged me so tightly that my shoulders hurt, and he said, "Are you still leaving?"

I kept shaking my head, my nose was stuffy, and my voice was buzzing: "No, I will never leave you again." ”

I hugged him tightly, I don't know how long it took, someone behind me gently patted me on the shoulder, and his voice was low: "Miss Xia, porridge has been cooked in the kitchen, and the doctor told Xiaofeng to only eat some liquid food now." ”

The faint aroma of white porridge filled the air, and I got up and found that it was Gu Cheng, who smiled kindly and gently, and there seemed to be thin tears in his eyes.

I was embarrassed to answer, I guess my hair is messy now, and my eyes are swollen.

I took the bowl in his hand, and he helped Gu Feng sit up.

Gu Feng still had a drip on the back of his hand, and he looked thin and weak, but his spirit was fine.

"Come, open your mouth. I handed over a spoonful of white porridge and coaxed him softly like coaxing Xiaoxi to eat.

He obediently opened his mouth to eat.

Spoonful by spoonful, a bowl of porridge after eating for a while is finished.

I took a tissue to help him wipe a little porridge soup from the corner of his mouth, and said as I wiped it, "You have to promise me to eat well." ”

"Good. He laughed.

"You have to promise me that you will heal well. ”

"Good. He still laughed.

"You have to promise me that you can't work so hard. ”

"Good. He still smiled.

"You have to promise me that you will take care of yourself even when I am not with you. ”

He didn't speak, his smile slowly disappeared, he hung his head slightly, and was silent for a long time before he said, "You're still going to go, aren't you?"

I choked back tears and laughed, "Yes...... If I don't leave, how can I bring our daughter over and let her see her father?"

He raised his head abruptly, his eyes in a shocked and unbelievable tone: "Our daughter?"

I laughed and burst into tears: "Yes, our daughter, Xiaoxi, she is three years old this year. ”

He suddenly smiled, like a child, but tears were falling.

I put it to his face, and we just leaned together and wept, and his tears mixed with mine, and I couldn't tell whose it was.

At night, Gu Feng took medicine and became drowsy, and I stayed with him until he fell asleep.

I pulled out my hand to shake him, walked out with a light hand, closed the door, and saw that Steward Gu was still downstairs.

I walked downstairs to him: "Butler Gu, please take me home, I'll ...... There is still some work to be done. ”

He nodded and walked out to drive.

At eleven o'clock, the night was a little deep, and the night by the sea was even deeper, and the sea breeze was a little cold on the body.

When I got in the car, I remembered the previous phone and took out my mobile phone, and the three missed calls were all Yu Chen's.

I asked Steward Gu to send me back to the community directly.

It was almost twelve o'clock when I got to the gate of the community, and I thanked him, walked in step by step, and walked downstairs.

The phone was clenched tightly in my hand, sweating, and my palm was a little slippery, and I almost couldn't hold it.

Finally walked downstairs, and when I took out my door card and was about to open the door, a person came out from the side, a light-colored shirt and beige slacks, it was Yu Chen.

He had always been gentle, but at this time his hair was a little messy, his eyes were a little bloodshot, and he was holding something tightly in his hand.

He spoke, his voice a little hoarse: "Xia Qing, are you back?"

I looked at him and felt my legs go limp, and my heart began to sour.

"I ......" just said a word of me, and the rest of the words were blocked in my throat, and my throat was hard, and I couldn't continue.

"Let's break up. He said softly, smiling softly.

I couldn't speak, and tears fell in large numbers.

"Last Monday, I didn't have surgery in the afternoon, and I thought about coming here at noon to take Xiaoxi out to play. When I got downstairs, I saw him driving you back. When you get out of the car, you can't even walk steadily, your eyes are red, and you spill everything when you turn over the key, and he picks it up for you, and you don't even dare to look at him. You fool, you still love him, why did you leave him back then?" he laughed, raising his hand and rubbing my hair.

"He's been downstairs after you went up, sitting in that car. Xiaoxi ran down alone, and I wanted to chase her, but he got out of the car and chased after her. I thought at the time, they are father and daughter. When you were in a hurry to find Xiao Xi, I didn't show up to tell you that Xiao Xi was with him, and I wanted to see if you would tell him that Xiao Xi was her daughter. But when he brought Xiaoxi back, you scolded him fiercely, and then I thought, maybe you don't love him anymore. ”

"I called you that night and told you that I was off work and wanted to pick you up and Xiaoxi to dinner, in fact, I have been downstairs at your house. I deliberately told you that my mom was asking when we were going to get married and I wanted to see how you reacted. You panic and say go to the car and get your coat. My car was parked in front of the store, but you turned around in such a panic and didn't find it. I was wondering why I was pushing you so hard, I had already decided to give up when I sent you to the gate of the community, but why are you so stupid, you have already gone so far, but you still ran back and told me 'Okay, let's get married', for the sake of your words, I told myself that I must keep you. ”

"Tonight, I called you and you didn't answer, I called your office, Assistant Lin told me that you left with Steward Gu, I knew you went to see him. I've been waiting here, waiting, and finally waiting for you to come back, just to tell you personally, let's break up. It's good that your family of three is reunited, and I can rest assured. Fortunately, this ring has not been given away yet. He spread out his palm, and there was a dark purple velvet box, and when he opened the lid, the brilliant diamonds glowing white in the light.

"By the way, I will tell you secretly, there are a lot of little nurses in our department, and they have been asking me for WeChat before, but I didn't give it, and now I can add them all. He smiled lightly.

I couldn't stop crying and let my tears flow.

He sighed and gently took me into his arms: "Fool, don't cry, your eyes will become goldfish eyes if you cry again." ”

He tenderly imprinted a kiss on my forehead and murmured, "Promise me that you must make yourself happy." ”

He let go of me, smiled, and turned to leave.

His back was stretched longer and longer by the warm yellow light, blurring and slowly disappearing from my sight.

I tried to open the door with the keycard, but my hands were trembling slightly, and I could barely hold the keycard.

I finally opened the door, got on the elevator, and walked to the door step by step.

After entering the door, he finally couldn't support it and sat down on the ground and buried his head on the sofa, tears streaming down, and he clenched his teeth to prevent a sound from pouring out.

When I woke up the next day, I found myself lying on the sofa, my eyes so sore that I could barely open them, and Xiaoxi stood next to me and looked at me with wide eyes and a look of surprise.

"Mom, your eyes are like those of a goldfish. I laughed, and suddenly thought that last night Yu Chen said that his eyes would become goldfish eyes when he cried again, and tears fell to the ground.

Xiao Xi hugged my head, kissed me on the forehead, soft and warm lips, and said in a milky voice: "Mom doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt." ”

I hugged her tightly and kissed her hair: "Mommy doesn't hurt." ”

The phone rang, and it was Steward Gu calling.

"Miss Xia, Xiaofeng is looking for you, he thinks ...... You're gone. His tone was hesitant.

"Butler Gu, please give him the phone. I said.

"Xia Qing?" The voice on the other end of the phone was still very weak.

"It's me, wait for me, I'll go see you in the afternoon, you promised me to eat well. I smiled and a tear fell.

"Good. There was a smile in his voice.

After hanging up the phone, I helped Xiaoxi freshen up and dress, and when she went out, she said that she wanted to bring the frog, saying that it was given by her grandfather.

I touched her head: "No, it was given by my maternal great-grandfather." ”

Butler Gu came to pick us up and drove to the house by the sea.

When I walked into Gu Feng's room with Xiaoxi in my arms, he was leaning against the head of the bed, and a large amount of sunlight poured in through the curtains and fell on him, mottled with light and shadow, like a jumping butterfly.

I put Xiaoxi on the ground and led her over.

He held out his hand, and I put it in his palm, which was warm and dry.

"Uncle Handsome. Xiao Xi looked at him and smiled.

"No, it's Dad. I carried her to bed and put her beside Gu Feng.

Xiao Xi turned her head to look at me, her pure eyes filled with doubt.

I kissed her forehead and whispered, "Yes, it's Xiaoxi's father, we Xiaoxi grew up, so we met Dad." ”

Xiao Xi blinked, looked at Gu Feng for a while, and her voice was glutinous and soft: "Dad!"

A tear fell from Gu Feng's eyes, but he laughed, his eyes flashed with tears, and he murmured, "Xiaoxi, my daughter." ”

Xiao Xi stood up and kissed him on the forehead: "Dad doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt." ”

Another tear fell from Gu Feng's eyes, he was still smiling, and said, "Dad doesn't hurt." ”

Xia Xi, oh no, Gu Xi.

That year, on Chinese New Year's Eve, I met him.

Gu Feng's illness needs to be recuperated, and Xiaoxi and I have been by his side for more than a month.

In the morning, I would open the curtains to let the sunlight into his room and place fresh lilies in vases at the head of his bed.

At noon, I would cook and cook with care. At first, he can only eat a liquid diet, and later he can eat light vegetables until he eats normally.

After eating, Xiaoxi will talk to him in bed, or he will tell her a story, and I will wash the dishes and clean up the house.

By the time I finished cleaning up, the older and the younger were asleep, Xiaoxi's small body was nestled in his arms, and he gently hugged her, like protecting a lost treasure.

In the evening, I would help him out for a walk, he took Xiaoxi's hand, we walked slowly by the beach, watching the sunset slowly set into the horizon, at that moment, the surroundings were so quiet that only the sound of the flowing wind could be heard, as if someone was singing in a low voice.

The afterglow of the setting sun shone on his face, his eyebrows were gentle, and his gaze was calm.

He said, do you know, that time I saw you in Qingshan Temple, you seemed to have lost weight, your hair became longer, and the smoke was filled, I couldn't really see it, your body was so strange that I felt that seeing you was a matter of the last century. But when you look up and smile at me, I just feel as if we've never been separated, and I've just waited for you for five minutes.

His tone was very light and gentle, but I only felt like crying, and I wanted to tell him all the grievances, guilt, and thoughts of the past four years, but my throat was hard and I couldn't say anything.

But he seemed to know everything, knew everything, and took me in his arms very gently, and kept kissing my forehead, eyebrows, and the corners of my eyes.

He said, "I know, I know. Then he kissed away my tears, and his voice was low, "Don't cry, I don't want to see you cry." ”

My tears fell even harder.

He knew, so he chose to bear it alone, and he would rather be sick and struggling alone than tell me this.

Gu Feng has been recuperating for more than a month, his physical condition has basically recovered, and his mental state is also very stable, and the doctor said that he can do without taking medicine.

During this period, Gu Feng's grandfather came, and he knew that Xiaoxi was his great-granddaughter, and he was so happy that he burst into tears.

Xiaowan and Ling Yusen also came once, she cried when she saw me, I knew why she was crying, watching her cry, I couldn't help but cry with her.

Ling Yusen hurriedly coaxed her: "Don't cry, if you cry again, the baby will come out into a small tear pack, what can I do then, I have to coax the two of you." ”

Xiaowan glared at him with teary eyes and laughed.

Gu Feng took me into his arms and kissed away my tears, and I stopped crying.

He whispered in my ear, "I want a baby too, you can give me another one." ”

I glared at him, too.

Xiao Xi happened to be next to her, and Xiao Er didn't know how to be so smart, so she heard this sentence and shouted: "I want a younger brother and a younger sister, Mom, you can give me a younger brother and a younger sister." ”

Little girl, ask for so much, just come.

I pinched her little cheek, and she climbed on top of Gu Feng with a look of "my dad covers me".

The father and daughter looked at each other and smiled tacitly.

After dinner that day, Xiaowan and Ling Yusen went back.

Xiaoxi was also taken by her maternal great-grandfather to the Gu family's old house.

I wash dishes in the kitchen.

During Gu Feng's illness, I didn't hire a nanny, I took care of him alone, sometimes his grandfather would come to see, and he would go back on the same day, Gu Feng asked his grandfather not to run back and forth, and the old man's health was not very good.

When I washed my hands and my hands were foamy, I suddenly leaned back against a warm chest, he hugged me from behind, buried his head in my neck, shook his arms, and said in a coquettish tone: "Don't wash it, let's go back to the room and watch a movie." ”

I smiled and struggled, "Don't move, I'm washing the dishes, I'll fall later." ”

He whispered in my ear, "Don't wash it, I'll wash it tomorrow, let's go back to our room and watch a movie." ”

I turned my head to look at him, and he smiled slyly.

I laughed, "What movie to watch?"

He kissed my earlobe, and his voice was low and a little hoarse: "You can see anything you want?"

My ears itched a little, so I struggled and said, "Then let's watch Resident Evil." ”

He stopped his movements and his eyes widened: "Zombie ......"

I laughed: "Yes, I like to watch zombies, or "Sadako", which was just released this year, and it was very exciting to hear Xiaowan. ”

His brows jumped, and he gritted his teeth: "It's not good-looking! Don't listen to her nonsense, ask Ling Yusen to look at her more, she always comes to you and delays my time." ”

I laughed, "She's only seen me once this month." ”

He looked arrogant: "One time is too much." ”

Gu is three years old.

He forcibly pulled my hand up, turned on the faucet to flush the foam, and half-hugged and half-pushed me to walk up the stairs: "I have more exciting movies in my notebook, you can watch anything you want." ”

Ten minutes later, I went through the movies in his notebook, and the most exciting ones were "The Shawshank Redemption", and the others were "The Godfather" and "Schindler's List" and the like.

Jailbreak, it's really exciting.

I glared at him: "You liar!"

He smiled triumphantly. Gently took me in his arms, kissed my forehead and the corners of my eyes, and said with a little smile: "I was wrong, please give me a chance to correct it." ”

"You ......" Before I could finish my words, his kiss fell, and the rest of the words were annihilated between his lips and teeth.

"You're really back to me......" he murmured, like a breeze whispering in his ear.

My eyes ached, I put my arms around his shoulders and stood on tiptoe against his lips: "I won't leave you again......"

He wrapped his arms around my waist and deepened the kiss......

After Gu Feng's body recovered, we went back to the Gu family's old house.

He said either I moved in or he was huddled with me in my apartment. Gu Sansui is becoming more and more a scoundrel.

The apartment was too small, so I had to move to the Gu family's old house, and Sister Zhou also went with me to help the Gu family.

Before I knew it, more than half a year had passed.

Gu Feng's grandfather is not in good health, but he is in good spirits, and he takes Xiaoxi out to play every day, and he is used to the little girl being lawless.

I used to say two words to her, she was wronged but listened honestly, since she came to the Gu family, every time she was naughty and talked about her, she immediately ran to her great-grandfather to be coquettish, saying that my mother scolded me.

Grandpa Gu Feng smiled and said that the child is still young, and he has something to say. The little girl hid next to him and grimaced at me, and I was so angry with her that my liver hurt.

Gu Feng said a few words to the little girl as if he was angry, coaxed me and said that he would be distressed if he was angry, and turned his head to look at his daughter, thinking that I didn't see it. I was so blocked by this old man and a small one that I had nothing to say, so I had to go to Xiaowan to talk.

After sitting at Xiaowan's house for less than ten minutes, I walked away.

Xiaowan spoke louder, and Ling Yusen immediately coaxed her not to scare the baby too loudly. Xiaowan's movements were a little bigger, and Ling Yusen immediately came over to help her and said slow down, don't move the tires. Xiaowan drank cold water, and Ling Yusen immediately stopped her and said that not drinking cold water is not good for your health.

This show of affection made my eyes hurt, I couldn't sit still, said goodbye in a curtled manner, and walked alone on the road.

Suddenly, I saw a figure in front of me, which was very familiar.

Light-colored top, beige slacks.

I was stunned, very much like Yu Chen.

I haven't heard from him since he walked downstairs from me that night.

For more than half a year, he didn't contact me, and I didn't know what to say to him, and every time I thought about it, I felt panicked, guilty, and uneasy.

The figure was getting closer and closer, and it turned out that there was not just one person, but two people.

He turned his head sideways and spoke to a girl, his expression as gentle as ever.

The girl was a little familiar, and she said something to him lively, with a big smile on her face.

I stopped, and he saw me, with a look of surprise in his eyes, and soon regained his mildness.

He spoke first and smiled gently: "Xia Qing." ”

I smiled: "Yu Chen." ”

There was a brief silence.

"Doctor Yu, don't you want to introduce me?" The girl next to him looked at him and smiled, her eyes bright, and there seemed to be light in her eyes when she looked at him.

"This is my ...... Friend, Xia Qing. He said to the girl gently, turned his head to look at me again, and said, "This is my colleague, Ji Siqing." ”

I looked at the girl with a smile: "Hello. ”

Oh, I remember, it's the little nurse in the injection area, and she's still so cute and cute.

She obviously remembered me too, and probably remembered the day when Yu Chen came to pick me up and Xiaoxi.

She pursed her lips, and her tone suddenly became a little sullen: "I remember you, you also have a daughter who looks very cute." ”

I smiled: "Yes, her name is Xiaoxi." ”

Yu Chen seemed to want to say something, his lips opened and closed slightly, and he didn't say anything in the end.

The little nurse looked at him, then at me, with a coquettish tone: "Doctor Yu, do you like to watch horror movies, I heard that this year's "Sadako" is very scary." ”

Yu Chen glanced at me, his eyes seemed a little complicated.

The little nurse asked again. He hung slightly, the corners of his lips curved slightly, as if he remembered something from the past, nodded, and smiled: "I like it." ”

The little nurse looked very excited, her eyebrows fluttering: "My friend gave me two movie tickets, I'm a little scared to watch it alone, why don't you accompany me to see it?"

Yu Chen raised his head and glanced at me, then turned his head to look at Ji Siqing: "Okay." ”

The little nurse was as happy as a child, and the smile in the corner of her eyes was crooked like a crescent moon: "The show starts at eight o'clock in the evening, so shall we go over now?"

He nodded, looked at me again, and seemed to want to say something.

The little nurse's expression was a little anxious and a little tangled, I would care, and said with a smile: "Then you should go quickly, lest you fail to catch up, bye." ”

"Then let's go now. The little nurse laughed again, and pulled down the corner of his coat a little shyly.

I smiled at him and nodded, Yu Chen glanced at me, and said softly: "Then let's go first." ”

I smiled and waved, he had been dragged away by the little nurse.

I stood still, the little nurse's voice was very clear, and her voice could be heard from a distance: "Doctor Yu, why do you like to watch horror movies?"

I didn't hear Yu Chen's answer. I suddenly remembered that I used to be in C City, and sometimes I was sad, so I wanted to watch a horror movie.

At that time, I was just friends, and he knew that I loved watching horror movies, and sometimes when a new horror movie came out, he would ask me to watch it.

Every time I watched the movie, I was still unsatisfied, but he was pale, and I laughed at him at that time, why are you a doctor still afraid of horror movies? Why do you still watch it if you are so scared?

He smiled with a white face and smiled happily: "I do." ”

Now that I think about it, why was I so sluggish at that time, I didn't realize that he was specially accompanying me to see it.

Now, too, he has found the person he is willing to accompany her to see horror movies.

I walked back slowly, and from a distance, I saw Gu Feng standing at the gate, leaning against the door and looking this way.

I laughed and trotted over, and he walked down the steps, arms outstretched, and I threw myself into his arms.

He kissed me on the cheek and smiled, "I'm about to become a wife." ”

I looked up at him, only smiled, my eyes narrowed slightly, and I didn't speak.

Xiao Xi jumped out from behind the door: "Mom, you're back!"

Gu Feng turned around and picked up the little girl, took me into his arms, and put a kiss on my forehead: "Baby, let's get married." ”

The leaves of the big locust tree at the entrance are green, and they are slightly swayed by the wind.

Who has ever seen the wind? neither you nor I have seen it. But when the leaves tremble, you know that the wind has come.