Chapter 276: Choosing to Forgive

"What happened later, what happened later?" Ling Xuxu listened to Yan Qing's narration and felt that his heart was like a knife. I can only see the gentleness, patience, and sunny side of my words, but I have never noticed that he is also a person who begs for a life on the edge of a knife. In fact, Ling Xuxu is also a member of the X organization, but the work she is responsible for is different from Yanqing. She knew that the tasks she had to carry out were large and small, and some of them were even full of danger. But no matter what kind of things Yan Qing suffered outside, he was always happy when he returned home, and he couldn't see the dangers and difficulties he suffered outside. He would even go out with her on weekends or when he had nothing to do, making Ling Xuxu feel as if he had never graduated from college, and had always been the same as when he first met Yan Qing.

Yan Qing looked at the anxious Ling Xuxu and reached out to hold her in his arms. In the past, when he was alone, no matter how much he was injured, he never knew that he felt sorry for himself and felt sorry for himself. But since he had Ling Xuxu by his side, even if his hand was cut by a knife while cooking, this little girl would hold his wound and cry silently. How could he bear to expose his injuries in front of her. In order not to worry her, he has always deliberately hidden his dark side, leaving her only a sunny statement.

"Later, when we escaped, we were forced into a dangerous path. When it came time to escape, we had no choice but to jump off a small cliff. Below the cliff was a pool of water, so we were safe. Unfortunately, I hit my head on a rock. Since both of us were in a coma at the time, I had already missed the best time to be rescued when I woke up. At that time, after the wound on the outer surface of the head had healed, there was not much feeling. But after I returned to Canada, I felt dizzy from time to time. Finally, one day, I went to the hospital for a check-up. The doctor said......"

Ling Xuxu grabbed Yan Qing's hand tightly, she wanted to know the doctor's verdict but was afraid to know. Like a homeless puppy, he looked at Yan Qing pitifully.

Yan Qing also sensed Ling Xuxu's nervousness, held Ling Xuxu's hand with his backhand, and rubbed the back of Ling Xuxu's hand little by little with his fingertips as if soothingly. "The doctor said that because of the impact, a blood clot formed in the brain. The location of this blood clot is more complicated, and the best time to rescue is missed, so the risk of surgery to remove it is a bit big now. However, if a blood clot is left in the brain, there is a high chance that the blood clot will compress the optic nerve and cause blindness. The worst part is that it has now slowly affected my eyesight again. Sometimes, I feel a sudden dizziness, and there will be bouts of blurriness, and I can't see clearly. The doctor said it was a precursor to blindness. ”

Ling Xuxuan was a little mentally prepared, and was also taken aback by Yan Qing's current situation, she lay on Yan Qing's shoulder and cried, "Why didn't you tell me before, you didn't tell me anything, and you still drove me away." Yanqing, why are you so selfish, why do you make decisions for me. ”

Yan Qing saw Ling Xuxu's current appearance, and also knew that there was indeed a problem with his previous approach. "Lifelike, I know, it's really me bad this time. I shouldn't make decisions for you, I should tell you the actual situation and let you judge for yourself. But lifelike, don't cry, okay. I don't want to tell you, I'm afraid you'll be like this. I'm afraid you'll be upset, so I want to fight it alone. ”

Ling Xuxu cried on Yan Qing's body, as if venting some kind of emotion. Yan Qing didn't speak, slowly patted her back and carefully soothed her, kissing Ling Life's forehead from time to time, as if treating a most cherished baby.

Ling Xuxu cried for a while, and her mood finally stabilized a little. She sobbed and asked weakly in a nasal voice, "So, what is the doctor's treatment plan?"

Yan Qing sighed, "There are two treatment options given by the doctor: plan 1, start the operation immediately. However, the success rate of the operation is only about 47 percent. If the surgery was successful, the blood clot could be cleared and my illness would be cured. However, if the surgery fails, some of the consequences are unpredictable. Because the brain is full of nerves, there is no way to guarantee what will happen. Option 2 is to take conservative treatment. Use medicine to control this blood clot in the brain. However, this method is slow to work, and it may not even have any effect, and I will still face blindness. Because this drug is a new type of drug, the side effects of the drug are currently unknown. ”

Ling Xuxu listened to Yan Qing's words, and also fell silent. For the first time, she felt that people were so small, so insignificant, and so powerless in the face of life and death. "Really, is there really no other way?"

Yan Qing looked at Ling Xuxu, and finally shook his head slowly.

Mo Jue and Ling Wanwan, who were outside the hotel, waited in the car for a long time and still didn't see any movement from the two of them, so they were a little uneasy, but they decided to go up and have a look.

When the two of them walked to the door of the hotel room, they just wanted to knock on the door but hesitated. Ling Wanwan hesitated for a moment, put his ear to the door and listened seriously. Mo Jue could only shake his head helplessly when he looked at Ling Wanwan's appearance, but he saw that Ling Wanwan's face slowly changed from banter at the beginning to gloomy at the end.

Halfway through, Ling Wanwan left the door, slowly straightened up, and motioned for Mo Jue to open his room. Mo Jue knew that she must have heard something big, and he didn't suspect him, so he immediately took out his room card and brought Ling Wanwan into his room.

Ling Wanwan sat on the chaise longue in the room, holding his forehead with one hand. She was still digesting everything she had just heard. Mo Jue sat on the bed, looked at Ling Wanwan, frowned and asked, "What's the matter, did you hear something?"

Ling Wanwan couldn't understand why fate would be so cruel to his sister, and always played such jokes with her. Yan Qing is the first boy his sister likes. She loved him so much that she almost gave up on herself. But God wants to play tricks on the two of them like this, and give them one problem after another to trap them. Ling Wanwan would never have thought that the reason why Yan Qing had done so many extreme things to force his sister to leave was like this.

"The reason why Yan Qing broke up with my sister at that time was because he was very seriously injured while performing a mission in the organization. Severe to ...... It was so severe that he would probably go blind. He was afraid that he would become a waste person for the rest of his life, and he didn't want my sister to worry and increase her burden. So, he chose to hide everything and forced my sister to break up with him. ”

When Mo Jue heard this, he also sighed deeply. A man, a woman who loves himself, will have a thousand ways to do it. Some people show their love in a high-profile manner, and showing affection every day is like a common thing. Some people will only wait and watch silently behind their backs, not daring to step forward, as long as they know in their hearts that she is safe and healthy. Some people, even if the other party doesn't like him, will stalk him, grind hard, and just want to be with her.

"Actually, I can also understand Mr. Yan's approach. Because, if it were me, I would make the same choice. ”

Ling Wanwan looked at Mo Jue, "You men are like this, you never know how to consider each other's thoughts. Why do you think that I have no choice, no courage to face all this with you? No matter what you become, all I want is for you to be by my side. ”

Mo Jue stepped forward and grabbed Ling Wanwan's hand, "Wanwan, it has nothing to do with courage, nothing to do with selfishness, nothing to do with machismo. Although I don't know what Mr. Yan thinks, my thought is that I don't want you to be wronged. I hope that the life of the crooked is smooth sailing, and I don't want to bother you and make you unhappy because of my own affairs. I want to see a happy, lively and lovely you every day, and I want to take care of you for the rest of my life. ”

Ling Wanwan looked at Mo Jue's eyes and thought: No matter what Mo Jue said is true or false, she doesn't want to pursue it anymore. Because these words were said by Mo Jue, she was willing to believe them without hesitation.

"Then what about my sister, if she is like this, my sister will definitely not be willing to leave him. This girl is just like me, a dead eye. ”

Mo Jue listened to Ling Wanwan's spitting, and couldn't help but think of someone. That person was a top student in the medical school of their college, majoring in some things in brain science, and later directly enrolled in research and was admitted to a doctoral program. Now I have my own research laboratory in London, and I am an expert in this field. However, what is more troublesome is that the girl once confessed to herself, if she goes to her now, Ling Wanwan is afraid that she will think too much.

Ling Wanwan looked at Mo Jue's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, and asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

Mo Jue looked at Ling Wanwan, and still decided to talk about this person and Ling Wanwan, after all, a person's health is more important than anything. "Wanwan, I have a college classmate who might be able to help a little bit with this. ”

"Who is he? where is he now, let's discuss it with Yan Qing and Xu Xu. ”

"Bend, don't worry. There are some things that I still have to explain to you, she, she's a girl. However, it was she who liked me before, so ...... So ......"

Ling Wanwan laughed out loud, "Are you afraid that I will be jealous, or are you afraid that people will not help?"

Mo Jue lowered his head, looking embarrassed, "It's all there." ”

"Don't worry, it's a good thing, how can I blame you. I'll make an appointment with Yanqing and Xuxu to talk about this matter, if the other party refuses to help, we can only ask for help. After all, she is an expert in this area, and she is a patient. ”

Mo Jue nodded, "Okay, I'll listen to you." ”