812 Never compromise
Zhang Yifu said this on the way home to pick up Xia Xue from the airport, and after he finished speaking, he didn't intend to drive, and glanced at Xia Xue's side intentionally or unintentionally.
He asked himself if he had an answer in his heart that he was looking forward to, if he wanted her to nod or shake his head.
This answer is actually in his heart, but he doesn't want to think that no matter how powerful a person is, there is something to escape.
Xia Xue's decision did not delay for too long, her face was quite calm, she looked out the window and said, "If I compromise, we get married and have children, and then what, do I have to compromise on everything?"
"I'm not sure. Zhang Yifu stopped looking at Xia Xue and refocused on the steering wheel, "It turns out that I have always felt that normal is not interesting, but now I am becoming more and more normal, and your abnormality will become a contradiction in life." ”
"For example?"
"For example, who cooks at home, what kind of meals are cooked, what school the children go to, whether they go abroad, education methods, ideological concepts, etc., etc., etc., etc......., etc.,
"You've changed. Xia Xue looked at Zhang Yifu and smiled.
"You can be sarcastic about me. Zhang Yifu can already think of the overwhelming sarcasm behind it, "I have no pursuit, no faith, I compromise for life, I can say whatever you want, but I am this kind of person." I have my heavenly mansion, I have my earthly family, I have to have children, I have to have a life, and there are many things that I have in mind in addition to the so-called ideals. ”
"I didn't mean to talk about you, really. Xia Xue comforted, "It's good for you to be like this, it's not good for me, and to be honest, I've also changed a little, if it was the original, I would have gotten out of the car immediately and cut off all contact with you, but now I'm really reluctant." ”
"Yes, people have feelings, I've been driving my car for a long time, and I'm reluctant to say goodbye. Zhang Yifu smiled casually. "Actually, I thought about it later, I also respect you, the concept of life, there is nothing right or wrong, I like you true, and it is true that you don't like life. But I like to live...... It's a bit of a mess. ”
Xia Xue was actually amused: "You are really stunned to break out a love triangle." ”
"So. Zhang Yifu turned his head and asked, "Can you live in peace with life?"
"Where does that put the ideal?"
"And what exactly is your ideal?"
"Not at the mercy of life. ”
"Don't you think it's particularly contradictory? You sit here, breathing, that's life, all the time. ”
"But at the very least, I can choose my life, where I live, where I work, whether I want to enter the prison of marriage and the bonds of my children. ”
"Don't you think that's self-deception?"
"Again. It's going to be the old cycle again. Xia Xue took the initiative to stop the topic, "Actually...... I really want to compromise, but I'm going to make a lot of conditions, and I don't know what I'm going to do in the future......"
"I think it's relatively simple, when you have children, you will naturally change. ”
"It's as easy as when you chase me?"
"......" Zhang Yifu slowly stepped on the brakes, entered the parking lot of the community, and began to dump the warehouse. He said as he looked in the rearview mirror and carefully reversed. "No matter what, I won't go, either continue or go the other way. ”
Xia Xue leaned back in her chair and looked at the roof of the car.
The moment Zhang Yifu's car stopped, she resolutely got up. Picking up the only luggage and getting out of the car, he finally threw a smile at Zhang Yifu: "I can't do it as freely as I thought, remember the super-ethical structure we discussed? Partners are all casual, there are no marriage constraints, I take it for granted." I can't be so free when it comes to myself, goodbye. ”
"......" When Zhang Yifu was still silent, the car door was closed.
The girl didn't look back, and walked her own way, very light.
Zhang Yifu leaned back in his chair and sighed silently: "This time, I really fell out of love." ”
Wrong tempers, incompatible personalities, contradictory trivialities, every couple will go through countless separations and reunions, there will be some small wounds, but after healing, the relationship is more solid.
And once the machete of life comes, it is not so ambiguous, it is not divided, and the real compromise is made at this time.
Zhang Yifu has been compromising with Xia Xue from beginning to end, and only this time in the face of life, he has not been able to avoid the machete.
He drove the car and drove out slowly, in fact, he didn't feel guilty in his heart, according to Xia Xue's theory, men and women are a process of giving to each other, and there is no man who naturally owes women anything, and Zhang Yifu has already given Xia Xue a lot of substantial material gifts. What makes Zhang Yifu sad and reassuring is Xia Xue's mother, maybe his involvement in this family can give this woman who has worked all her life the last comfort, but she still didn't do it, Xia Xue is destined to be as disturbing as her sister.
Perhaps the combination of Xia's mother and Xia Jimin is the product of a compromise, at least her daughter can never compromise, in a way, this is a symbol of ideals and freedom.
But for Zhang Yifu, life is more important now, because he is no longer the Zhang Yifu in his early 20s.
Zhang Yifu soon discovered that he couldn't stand up to someone again, which was what Qin Yong told him.
A young man in the Ministry of Electric Power once had a blind date with Qin Yue, Qin Yue loved to answer, but the young man was very determined to stalk, always came to visit the house, this young man's perseverance is really strong, a year stunned, but just after that Chinese New Year's Eve a year ago, Qin Yue suddenly rejected him very bluntly, he didn't even know the reason.
Zhang Yifu also learned these things from Qin Yong's mouth later, and the impulsive kiss in the corridor on Chinese New Year's Eve last year made Qin Yue wait for him for a year.
At the beginning, Zhang Yifu always felt that Qin Yue was too ordinary and too lifed, and he would definitely become an existence like his mother after more than ten years, and he couldn't accept it. But now that I think about it, my mother has cooked for the family for decades and cleaned up the house for decades, although she talks about it, I am afraid that there is no more qualified mother and wife in the world.
On Chinese New Year's Eve in '98, Zhang Yifu made his own decisions and brought the two families together.
To his relief, when having Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with Xia Xue, his mother was always very restrained, after all, she was too different from Xia Xue, but at the same table with Qin Yue and the almighty Guoqiang teacher, his mother became very talkative, and seemed to be really happy.
After the bell rang, Zhang Yifu sent Qin Yue's father and daughter home, and this year there is still the theme of firing guns as usual, but there are fewer people than last year.
There is a battle between Zhang Yifu and Xia Xue between compromise and non-compromise, and the same situation has already happened to Qin Yong and Xiang Xiaofei.
If the two of them want to continue, one of them must give up and compromise appropriately.
Either Xiang Xiaofei gave up Hengdian, or Qin Yong let go of his career.
At first, Xiang Xiaofei was more inclined to compromise, he wanted to retire after the reorganization of Hengdian, and according to Zhang Yifu, her equity value was at least eight figures.
But Zhang Yifu is a bastard, don't let her go, the current Hengdian really needs her, she is almost the only one who can shock the whole situation when Zhang Yifu is not there, especially Fang Siqi, who knows what else she has in her calculations.
So the feelings that weren't very hot were extinguished.
However, Qin Yong was comforted, he looked at his daughter who was bouncing to watch the fireworks, and looked at Zhang Yifu who was by his side, and he was happy from the bottom of his heart.
"After the year, it is estimated that Minister Huang will be transferred. Qin Yong coughed lightly, his voice almost drowned out by the sound of firecrackers.
"So fast?" Zhang Yifu could hear clearly.
"Hey, it's too late if you don't adjust, you have to stand up in the new seat before the change of the top. Qin Yong smiled, "I also want to move, but it's more difficult." ”
“……”
"I'll have to change places and give you room to do things. Qin Yongchong pouted at the daughter in front of him, "Zhang Yifu, I'm going to hand over the most precious thing to you." ”
"......" Zhang Yifu didn't know what to say, saying "thank you" was too light, should he say "my father-in-law is as kind as a mountain"?
"I'll give you two points. Qin Yong gestured, "First, take care of the family, and second, work goes with the flow." I suffered this loss back then, but fortunately, I reacted in time. ”
"I have to run to southern Yunnan for a while......," Zhang Yifu quickly reacted.
"That's your business, just weigh it up. Qin Yong thought for a while before saying, "Let me tell you, Lao Jia is not satisfied, and it is the face of the two Xiao Jia that has only passed." ”
"Whew......" Zhang Yifu let out a long breath, God knows how much they helped.
"In addition, in terms of electricity, the key is no longer Minister Huang. Qin Yong said softly, "You have to run more to Magang." ”
"Preparations have been underway recently. Zhang Yifu asked, "Minister Huang is transferred, and it won't be his turn, right?"
"It's not your turn, someone else. ”
"Are you ......?"
"It's not me, I'm still a little less qualified, I will be parachuted, there will be a provincial governor coming, you can't do the work over there, you have to do the work of Magang first, Minister Huang's influence is still there, it is reflected in Magang. ”
"Understood. Zhang Yifu nodded, "These things are too critical......
"That's all I can say. Qin Yong patted Zhang Yifu on the shoulder, "If you say more, it's a matter of discipline." ”
At this moment, Qin Yue also came back, holding a three-pole salute in his hand: "Dad! Shaw! Let's have one by one!
"I don't want to be purple anymore!" Zhang Yifu smiled.
"Then shine!" Qin Yue had already stuffed the salute flower into Zhang Yifu's hand.
The fireworks bloomed, and this time it was Qin Yue's turn to take the initiative, and he directly threw himself into Zhang Yifu's arms and kissed him, and Teacher Guoqiang turned his back very embarrassed.
It's so embarrassing......
Soon after the year, Huang Zhenghui was successfully transferred out and became the secretary of eastern Guangdong, and the people in Beijing sent the wine away. Huang Zhenghui is absolutely successful politically, as far as hugging legs is concerned, some people can't hug it, some people hug it for a long time but can't climb up, some people climb up, but they can't get down, Huang Zhenghui successfully did everything, and finally became another thigh gorgeously. Finally, he can say goodbye to the power industry that has struggled for half his life, and for him this is also to say goodbye to the past, he may regret using "goodbye", and "goodbye" may be more in line with the vision. (To be continued.) )
PS: Advance notice, tomorrow will be the end of the book, enough in advance!