The phone fell to the ground, but the call did not end, Peng Kuijuan's wild laughter came out of the phone, like a magic sound, stimulating Yi Nian's eardrums, making her tremble, as if something was out of her control. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Don't say it anymore, don't say it again, I'm not a psychopath, no, I'm not, I'm not, ah!!"

Yi Nian jumped up from the chair and stomped on the phone with her feet, but she stepped on it indiscriminately, and she couldn't step on the phone at all, which made her more and more irritable.

With a wave of her hand, she knocked the chair behind her to the ground, making a loud noise, but it was this loud noise, listening to Yi Nian's ears, but it was not ordinary, she looked back at the chair on the ground, as if she had found some way to vent the frustration in her heart.

She then targeted the cosmetics and other items on the dresser, and then she swept them to the ground with all her might, and a series of shattering sounds sounded like a percussion concert, and then, Yi Nian began to smash everything in the room like crazy......

It wasn't until she ran out of strength that she sat down in a mess and stopped her crazy behavior.

Yi Nian, who was sitting on the ground, gasped heavily, tears blurred her vision, slowly rolled her eyes, looking at her masterpiece, she suddenly woke up, she was out of control again, every time her emotions were out of control, she would smash things, and then without alarming other people, she was quietly cleaning up.

This has been going on for a long time, whenever she gets emotionally out of control, she wants to smash things, and if someone is next to her at the time, she thinks she'll do even crazier things.

Is she really a psychopath with violent tendencies?

This kind of cognition made her afraid, she had such a biological mother, which already made her feel unacceptable, not to mention that even she has become like this now, so she was right to choose to break up with Shen Zhizhuo.

Like this, what else qualifies her to be with him, a drug-addicted neurotic, and a serious tendency to violence.

She can't give him a healthy self, they won't have a future, and it's impossible to have children like her......

Suddenly, Yi Nian thought of a very serious thing, child, she and he used to be together, so, it has been a month, and she has always been very punctual in the menstrual affair did not come as scheduled, she didn't care about it before, but now that she thinks about it, is it?

Thinking of this possibility, Yi Nian only felt chills all over her body, cold to the bone, and her teeth began to chatter with cold.

If she is really pregnant, then she can't keep the child, because she has been addicted to drugs very seriously during this time, and she still has this common sense.

Yi Nian trembled and stroked his flat lower abdomen, muttering in pain: "Impossible, no, don't, don't get pregnant......"

Suddenly, Yi Nian staggered up from the ground, glanced at the mess all over the ground, and didn't bother to clean it up, so he hurriedly put on a heavy down jacket and found his mobile phone from the mess.

But her heart didn't have the heart to think about Peng Kui anymore. Putting her phone in her bag, she walked out of the room, locked the door, thought about it, and went to the place where she put the spare key, taking the spare key from her room with her.

After going to the garage to pick up the car, Yi Nian drove to the hospital, but thought that she couldn't be examined, otherwise she wouldn't be able to hide her drug use.

Then she had to go to the pharmacy and buy a pregnancy test, but because she had no experience and didn't know how to make it, she bought one for almost every kind of Yinian.

Ignoring the strange eyes of the pharmacy salesman, after Yi Nian finished paying, he put all those pregnancy tests in his bag.

Then she drove away, not daring to go home, she was afraid that she would meet people at home when she went home, and now she didn't want to see anyone.

So, she found a quick hotel. She chose the innermost room, told the staff not to disturb her, and then locked the door.

Yi Nian sat on the soft big bed tiredly, looking at the backpack that was bulging with a pregnancy test stick in her hand, and her heart was beating uneasily.

It was already half past one in the afternoon, and looking at the sun slanting in the west outside the window, it was originally a good sunny day, but Yi Nian felt that such a clear day had become gray because of his own lowness.

Not only the sky, but her whole world was gray, there was not a single ray of sunshine, and there was no light shining in it.

The suppressed emotions made Yi Nian almost collapse, a strange hotel room, the noise of the city in her ears, and she seemed to be like a person abandoned by everyone, lonely, hesitant to barely live in this world.

I don't know how long I sat on the bed before Yi Nian remembered what the purpose of her coming out this time was.

Although she was scared, there were some things she still had to face, because she didn't want to bring her children a painful life because of her.

If she is pregnant, then she must give up this child, even if this is the only little connection she has with Shen Zhizhuo.

She couldn't let her child suffer the same pain as she did before she was born.

Not to mention that she has a serious drug addiction, which will affect the child, even if it is their family's terrible genetic history of mental illness, it is very likely that they will inherit a child, and she can't bear to let her child become a mental illness like her and her grandmother in the future.

I believe that her biological mother had no choice back then, if she was normal at the time, she would definitely make the same choice as herself, and end her predictable miserable life before she came to this world.

And now she has a choice, so she can't let this predictable pain befall her children.

Yi Nian trembled her hands, opened the backpack, and with a bang, poured out all the contents inside, in addition to the pregnancy test stick, there were also her 'medicine', sleeping pills to help her sleep, and painkillers.

These are the medicines she must take every day during this time, and each medicine will cause the most damage to the child.

If she hadn't been pregnant, then everything would have been fine, at least she wouldn't have to suffer the pain of guilt for her child.

Yi Nian first took out all the instructions in the pregnancy test stick one by one and read them carefully.

The usage is similar, but there is a special tip, that is, early in the morning, the pregnancy test is the most effective.

But where could she wait for tomorrow morning, now she wondered if she was pregnant.

Then she went to the bathroom, used a container that she had bought by sight, picked up some urine, and then took the pregnancy test sticks she bought in turn and began to test.

......

By the time Chu Yufan got home, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and he rang the doorbell at the door for a long time before Aunt Liang ran out to open the door.

Seeing that it was Chu Yufan coming back, Aunt Liang stepped forward excitedly and said, "Young Master Yufan, you are back, something happened at home." ”

Chu Yufan, who was already in a bad mood, heard Aunt Liang's words again, and instantly twisted his eyebrows, and asked in a deep voice, "What's the matter, what about my sister?"

Aunt Liang said solemnly: "Hey, let's go into the house and talk about it." ”