The ninth sister still didn't give up, pulled Wei Mingxu's sleeve and said: "Then daddy wants to try, daddy try it or not, I'll help daddy watch, no one will come in." ”

Wei Mingxu was worried about tomorrow's battle, but today's long conversation with Ulan reassured him a lot, tomorrow will be more like a drill, and there will be no casualties. Wei Mingxu, who was originally unintentional, looked at the pear blossom with rain at the moment, staring at his daughter with big eyes and looking at his daughter pitifully, but it was a little difficult to refuse, and it was not good for him to make her sad, even if he coaxed her.

Seeing that Wei Mingxu did not refuse to refuse, the ninth sister finally showed a trace of joy on her face, and pulled Brother Shuo together, before she began to tie Wei Mingxu's bandages.

Du Qin came in at this time, led the people to put the food on the table, and the ninth sister looked impatient, so she only bombarded them out, and said, "No one is allowed to come in and disturb Daddy's dinner!"

Du Qin glanced at Wei Mingxu, who only nodded at him. Du Qin naturally didn't dare to disobey this little princess anymore, so he had to obey orders.

The ninth sister said to Wei Mingxu: "Daddy, the food is still very hot, Daddy will eat it when it is cold." ”

Wei Mingxu didn't have any appetite, so he half-pushed and half-obeyed.

Brother Shuo was still a little scared and didn't dare to approach, but the ninth sister's courage was very big. He had already tied Wei Mingxu's left leg and right arm three times and five by two, and began to wrap Wei Mingxu's fingers with Brother Shuo'er left and right.

Wei Mingxu also indulged in this little girl's nonsense, when she was young, she always hugged her and coaxed her, and this little girl naughtily and deliberately urinated on herself, Wei Mingxu never annoyed her. But now, Wei Mingxu always feels that after he has Brother Shu'er, his patience is getting worse and worse.

The ninth sister didn't know what her father was thinking, so she just took two layers of gauze and suddenly covered Wei Mingxu's eyes.

Wei Mingxu was suddenly stunned, the dim lights in the original camp tent in front of him became even darker, and everything, including the ninth sister and Shu Ge'er in front of him, became a blurred shadow.

Wei Mingxu's heart suddenly felt a little more touched, but the ninth sister had already taken two thick balls of cotton and blocked Wei Mingxu's ears.

The world fell silent all at once. But his breathing, his heartbeat, and his twitching stomach suddenly became clear. Because I have stood in the cold wind for a day today, I have a headache from the wind and cold and an old injury on my knees, and I have begun to ache faintly.

Wei Mingxu unconsciously clenched his fists.

The ninth sister clapped her hands when she was done, and said to Wei Mingxu: "Daddy, you can write a word and take a look." ”

Wei Mingxu only listened to what the ninth sister was saying, but he couldn't really hear it at all. Just sat blankly in the chair.

Only then did the ninth sister sense it, and said loudly to Wei Mingxu in an exaggerated tone: "Daddy, you can write a word!"

As she spoke, the ninth sister took the pen, dipped it in ink, and sent it to Wei Mingxu's hand.

Wei Mingxu's two fingers were tied, and he couldn't hold the pen after trying several times, so he could only grasp it with his fists.

Wei Mingxu used his other hand to try to open the folds in front of him, and those small characters were now blurred. Wei Mingxu brought the fold close to his eyes, so that he could hardly make out the handwriting on it.

But the pen is held in a fist in his right hand, but his elbow cannot be bent, so he can't write at all.

Old!

Is this what it feels like to be old?

The ninth sister looked at Wei Mingxu, who was holding the pen in one hand and the fold in the other, stunned in place, and her face was so silent that there was hardly a trace of expression, which seemed to be different from the panic and fear and novel and interesting feelings she had when she first played.

The ninth sister accompanied Wei Mingxu for a long time, looked at Wei Mingxu's unfazed face, and then broke the silence and said to Wei Mingxu: "Daddy, do you want to go to dinner?"

As he spoke, he stepped forward and took the pen and fold in Wei Mingxu's hand, and wanted to help Wei Mingxu walk to the table.

But the pain of not being able to bend his knees made it extremely difficult for Wei Mingxu to get up, and even sit down, he took a spoon and filled a spoonful of porridge from the soup bowl in front of him, but because his arm could not be bent, he couldn't put it in his mouth at all.

Wei Mingxu straightened his arm, held a spoonful of porridge, and froze in place again.

At that moment, he suddenly thought of Lin Zhixuan like crazy in his heart.

Thinking about his Ah Zhi.

Thinking of the autumn grassland, Ah Zhi, who made a wish with him on the lake to the flowing fireflies.

I want to sit and paint with Ah Zhi under the tree in early spring.

I want to be in the middle of the summer lake, nestled in his arms and fishing with him.

Thinking of Jinling Stone Forest, A Zhi who escaped death with him.

Thinking of Quyang Inn, Ah Zhi, who desperately protects him.

Think of the Ah Zhi who said to him, "Women disguise themselves as men, you too".

When he's old, when he's old enough to get to where he is now. When his hands cannot be bent, his legs cannot be bent, his eyes cannot see, and his ears cannot hear.

When all the colors in front of him turned into blurred light and shadow, when any slave could bully him, when he was lying on the sickbed dying, as helpless as Wei Mingtai was at the beginning.

He couldn't believe anyone, he only hoped that his children could gather around his bed, and he only hoped that his Ah Zhi could hold him tightly.

The stronger a person is, the more he sees and hears in all directions, the more he can control everything, and when he can't see or hear, the stronger the impact. The more powerless it is, the stronger it is. He couldn't accept anything out of his control, but the years, but the years, the years, were fair to everyone.

Even if it is Wei Mingxu, who has passed through the heavens and latitudes, even if it is him, the regent who has brought all the countries to the court.

There has never been such a moment that makes him miss his Ah Zhi so much. It turned out that when he abandoned all mundane things, threw away all distractions, when he lost everything, when he was too old to move, what he missed most in his heart, what he couldn't let go of the most, was not the eternal country of the Great Zhou Dynasty, not his unfulfilled long-cherished wish, it was just a Zhi who could accompany him to the twilight.

Perhaps, the long-cherished wish he couldn't give up in the past, the ambition he once filled with righteous indignation, turned out to have been completed a few years ago.

"Daddy?" The ninth sister looked at Wei Mingxu, who was speechless, and called tentatively, "Is Daddy going to eat?" ”

Wei Mingxu didn't move, just put down the spoon in his hand and said to the ninth sister: "You guys go back first, Daddy will sit alone for a while." ”

The ninth sister and Brother Shuo glanced at each other, didn't say much, only been silent for a while, and finally retreated obediently.

The ninth sister obediently closed the curtain of the tent for Wei Mingxu, and only looked at the dim light and shadow, the father who was always calm and majestic in her impression, with gauze on his eyes, sitting quietly in front of a table lit with a lone lamp, looking so lonely and lonely. It's heart-wrenching.