Chapter 151: It's not that you don't love
It wasn't until Lixiao appeared in his new home with Gu Xiangyang that Gu Wanwan looked at him a little mistaken for a long time and asked, "Lixiao...... Lixiao, why are you here?"
And he came back with Xiang Yang, why did he know Xiang Yang? At this time, Gu Wanwan had too many doubts in her heart, and she was anxious to ask, but it was not easy to ask.
For Lixiao's arrival, Su Ping was not happy for her daughter, but she didn't show any unhappiness, hearing that Lixiao was looking for the house for them, Su Ping seemed to have some bottom in her heart.
Lixiao got along with his family quite happily, and took advantage of the lunch break to pull him to the room and locked the door before asking: "Lixiao, why do you know Xiangyang? What else do you know?"
Li Xiao sneered: "What you didn't say to me doesn't mean that I don't know anything." Half a year ago, in order to investigate and settle that case, I had a thorough understanding of you. ”
Gu Wanwan's heart was suffocated, and it was the first time that she was silent with such an ugly face in front of Lixiao.
"So I'm curious, what the real you look like. Is it true that you were innocent when I first saw you? or is it true that you are now in the real world. ”
She has long been accustomed to wearing a worldly mask to face anyone, so unconsciously, this disguise has also become a part of her life, it doesn't matter if it's true or not.
She tilted her face and said to Li Xiao seriously: "What if what I say is true? What kind of me do you like? Is it me that you usually see, or is it me who stays in the depths of your memory?"
Lixiao thought about it very seriously and said: "My dedication to you comes from your beauty in my memory. ”
Gu Wanwan's heart felt a momentary suffocating pain, and she smiled bitterly: "Is it? That's really sorry, I made myself so worldly, a me you don't like." ”
Lixiao took a deep breath: "I didn't say I didn't like it, but I didn't like it much, sometimes I was very conflicted even with myself." ”
"So, now that you are with me, the reason why you don't promise anything is just because of one of your experiments? ”
"It's not. Li Xiao frowned and vetoed, and the persistence in his eyes made Gu Wanwan want to escape.
"Have you ever raised a small animal?" Li Xiao explained: "You raised it because you liked it, but after you raised it, you found that many of it was not what you imagined, it was not that you didn't like it, but that you didn't like it in some ways, and the result of this dislike was not to discard it, but to educate it, or adapt to it." ”
Gu Wanwan may have understood what he said, but she still felt faintly uncomfortable in her heart: "I just want to tell you, whether you like it or not, what you come into contact with is the real me." ”
"The innocent Gu Wanwan in your memory is me, and now this worldly woman is also me, you can dislike it, please don't try to change. All these years, I have lived with this kind of me, seeing people laughing and saying things against my will, I don't think it's wrong, I just want to make my life easier. ”
"Do you feel disgusting? Your ideal me, should I be as noble as a white lotus without being stained with dust?
Li Xiao frowned, and reached out to caress her cheek: "I won't force you to change." ”
After saying that, he turned around and left the small western-style building, probably going back. Gu Wan threw herself on the bed in a frustrated manner, thinking about all this, it was terrible!
After the meeting in the afternoon, Shu Yang came to the café that he had made an appointment with You Lingshan to meet.
The two really don't see each other often, especially a lucky man like Shu Yang. You Lingshan couldn't say more than ten words to him.
"Miss You, do you have anything good to discuss with me?" Shu Yang got straight to the point, and he also knew that it was not good for this woman to find him.
You Lingshan smiled, stirred the coffee in the cup with her bare hands, and said, "Have you heard about it recently? Yin Wenliang committed suicide, you probably know the reason for her suicide, right?"
"Yes, so what?"
"Look at you, don't make yourself look like a nobody, but I know that when you and Gu Wan were in trouble, you kept carrying her out of the forest, if you didn't like her, I wouldn't believe you could be so kind." ”
You Lingshan smiled skillfully and took a sip of coffee in the cup. Shu Yang's face sank: "Don't push the problem to me, in fact, you are just because Lixiao was snatched away by Wanwan, you are not comfortable in your heart, right? You Lingshan, I know you too well!"
"Don't say that, in fact, we are the same type of people, when we don't like it, it's cold-blooded and ruthless, but when I like someone, I really want to be good to him, and I want to get him at all costs. ”
"You think too highly of yourself, and I've never been the same person as you. The IQ won't be so low. Shu Yang sneered, not taking You Lingshan in his eyes at all.
You Lingshan took a hard breath and suppressed her anger: "Don't say anything else, now we are also in the same boat, do you want to cooperate to take back the person you like?"
Shu Yang drank his coffee quietly, without saying a word, You Lingshan was helpless: "I have a good plan now, if you want to hear it, nod your head." ”
"What's the bad idea? I'd like to hear it. ”
You Lingshan whispered into Shu Yang's ear, dragging out her entire plan and laughing viciously: "What's the matter?" Gu Wan will definitely come back to you again when the time comes." ”
"What a strategy to harm others and not to oneself, as the saying goes, wow, the most poisonous woman's heart, it's not bad at all. Shu Yang put down the cup in his hand, paused and said, "Now that things have come to this point, then act according to your plan." ”
"You've got to cooperate, don't make any trouble for me when the time comes. You Lingshan glanced at Shu Yang very unhappily. The last incident, if it weren't for him to stir things up, things wouldn't have been yellow.
"As long as there is no actual harm to Gu Wanwan, anything can be done. I want her to become my person completely, she can only rely on me, trust me, let her see clearly that the only person in the world who believes in her is me, so that he will never be able to do without me again for the rest of his life!" Shu Yang's eyes flashed with a hint of ruthlessness and possessiveness.
Since Yin Wenliang woke up after committing suicide, she hasn't said a word, and Yin's father can hardly do anything to guard her all the time, for fear that she will do stupid things again.
"Liangliang, say a few words to Dad, whatever you want, Daddy will help you get it. Father Yin stroked his daughter's long hair, looking distressed.
Yin Wenliang's eyes moved, and she had some reaction, she looked up at her father with a desperate face: "Daddy, can you call Lixiao? He hasn't come to see me since I had an accident, does he really want me anymore? Daddy, I really want to die, why do you still want to save me? If Lixiao doesn't want me, what's the point of my life?!"
"Liangliang, don't cry, Daddy will bring Lixiao for you, but the premise is that you have to eat and rest well, and don't think about anything. ”