And Xu Duan now casually said that he could earn hundreds of billions, a number that Chen Xue had never dared to think of even if he fought for his life, and Chen Xue knew very well that Xu Duan was able to earn such a number, which made Chen Xue, who valued material things very much, instantly have a very far-reaching sense of distance from Xu Duan, because of such a number, she can't afford to give it anyway, even if she doesn't want to die.

For the first time, Chen Xue felt a sense of distance, a sense of distance that she could never cross no matter what, like a chasm like a moat.

But how could it suddenly change so much? Chen Xue looked at Xu Duan's familiar face, just like in his memory, and even the sly smile on his face when he spoke was the same as in his memory, but why did everything suddenly change? Why was the distance suddenly so far away?

Memory and reality overlap and tear, so that Chen Xue can't overlap the feeling of the two, feeling that Xu Duan in reality and Xu Duan in her memory have been torn into two people, two unrelated people.

Can't you really go back?

Chen Xue was a little dazed, looking at the reality and recalling the past blankly.

Over the years, Chen Xue has been back to No. 1 Middle School many times by herself, especially after graduating from college, although she went abroad, but every year when she went home for the New Year, she couldn't help but go back to No. 1 Middle School, but she never told anyone, and she didn't go to the class reunion of the second class of the third year, because she didn't stay in No. 1 Middle School for long, and the classmates in the class were actually not familiar to her, and the only thing she was familiar with was Xu Duan, and the only thing she wanted to see was Xu Duan.

Chen Xue has thought many times about what kind of scene it will be for her and Xu Duan to reunite again.

She thought that maybe Xu Duan was already married and holding the child.

I thought about the appearance of a strange girl carrying Xu Broken Shoulder.

I have thought about the appearance of suits and leather shoes with others in the wine field.

I also thought about Xu Xuan still walking on the street alone.

……

I thought about countless possibilities, not because I wanted to talk to Xu Xuan, but because I couldn't forget it.

But Chen Xue never thought about it, suddenly one day she saw Xu Duan on the entertainment news and saw his dazzling appearance, Chen Xue didn't think about it, she just thought about Xu Duan's appearance as an ordinary person like her.

When she saw Xu Duan's appearance on the news for the first time, Chen Xue felt a little lost in her heart, not because she didn't want Xu Duan to live well, she was not a stingy woman, she hoped that Xu Duan would live well, the reason why she was lost was because Xu Duan was a little far away from her and a little strange, and what she hoped for Xu Duan to live well was to marry a wife and have children like an ordinary person and have a successful career, not to become a star with a dazzling light that people dare not approach.

Of course, at that time, she saw that Xu Duan was not particularly far away from her, and it gave her a kind of hope and possibility that she could keep up with him as hard as she did, because in reality, she was okay, at least relative to many people, she was okay, a hotel lobby manager worth tens of millions of euros, it was indeed okay, not bad, and it was not particularly difficult for Nu to sit on the throne of manager and general manager.

It's just that when she saw Xu Duan on the news more and more often and saw him more and more glamorous and dazzling, she knew that the distance between the two was not shortened because of her efforts, but became more and more distant.

It's just that even at that time, she had seen a lot of distant numbers on the news that were linked to Xu Xuan, and she didn't pay too much attention to it, she always felt that such distant numbers didn't seem to be equal to the cynical Xu Duan in her memory, and she always felt that the news had too many exaggerated elements.

Until one day, Xu Duan put the hotel where she worked in front of her, and at that moment, Chen Xue suddenly felt that the fairy tale of fantasy had been destroyed.

At that moment, Chen Xue wanted to escape, but she fled far away, and she didn't want to face such a long distance.

So when she heard the captain's confession, a confession that had lasted for ten years, what she heard was not moved, but a very straightforward humiliation, which made her feel that Xu Duan was telling her in such a way that she was not worthy of him.

The captain's imprint in Chen Xue's memory is extremely limited, all she can remember is a name and an image, and he seems to have a good relationship with Xu Xuan.

Suddenly, one day, the glamorous Xu Duan took the captain to put a hotel in front of her to confess to her, and the captain behaved like Xu Duan's unsociable little brother, which gave Chen Xue a very strong humiliation, like what? It's like a big guy has a little brother under his hands, the big guy sees that he is loyal but not sociable and can't marry a daughter-in-law, the big guy suddenly has a kind heart one day, and took a sum of money to buy him a girl casually, and she Chen Xue, at that time, felt that she was the girl who was bought casually by the big guy.

Chen Xue, who was confessed by the captain that day, was such a feeling, an extremely strong sense of humiliation.

To be honest, ten years have passed, Chen Xue has long lost the feeling she had for Xu Duan, but after all, it was the first time in her life that she fell in love with someone, and she wanted to forget it, it was too difficult, Chen Xue didn't want to talk to Xu Duan anymore, this point can be known from the fact that she knew that Xu Ma was a teacher in No. 1 Middle School, but even if she went back to No. 1 Middle School, she didn't see Xu Ma, she really liked someone who liked it so unforgettable, and there was no misunderstanding between the two, how could she go back so many times in more than ten years and not see each other?

It's just because there is only a little bit left, and the nostalgia in the memory, the rest, has been scattered with the wind.

Chen Xue has already forgotten the rivers and lakes and will never see each other again.

But suddenly, one day, Xu Duan came to her so arrogantly and unreasonably, holding a stack of banknotes to bring her some humiliation, although she also knew that that kind of thinking might be a little extreme, but for her Chen Xue, the feeling at that time was indeed that feeling, very humiliating.

That feeling is like when she was deceived by Sun Chao's hooligan because Xu Duan was almost lost to him, extremely humiliating, almost making her faceless, so that she was full of hatred for everyone at that time, including Xu Duan, so she chose to abandon her life to escape, because she couldn't face the monstrous malice brought by the gossip at that time, just like last time, this time in the face of what she thought was humiliated, she instinctively chose to escape, but she was no longer as extreme as the little girl back then.

This is also Chen Xue's biggest weakness, once he feels that he can't face it, he wants to choose to escape, which Chen Xue himself knows very well, but people are like this, even if they understand everything in their hearts, it is difficult to change, because this is human nature.

So when she went home that day, although Chen Xue persuaded herself over and over again that Xu Xuan didn't mean that, she still quickly packed her bags and went straight to the airport the next day, planning to leave the place where she had worked for many years and where to go, but she didn't think about it at the time, but she just wanted to leave at that time, and she would leave first.

(End of chapter)