In his mind, there was a sudden flash of inspiration, as if he had reacted to something, An Xiaolin's nervousness suddenly turned into grievance and anger, and said to Huangfu Ye: "You are a murderer, you killed my child, don't you ...... It's an embryo!"

"What do you mean?" Huangfu was puzzled at night, but when he spoke, his tone was clearly even more unhappy.

"If you let me take birth control pills every day, will it be much better than a murderer?" An Xiaolin said angrily.

"You...... Do you really want a child?" asked Huangfu Ye in confusion instead of continuing to get angry.

An Xiaolin said half-truthfully: "Who doesn't want children? I have no relatives and no reason, and I have a child...... Didn't you say that you don't have any relatives? Don't you have relatives when you have children?"

"Do you plan to stay with me for the rest of your life?" Huangfu looked at An Xiaolin at night, and asked very seriously.

“…… Is there any connection between this?" asked An Xiaolin.

"With a child, do you still plan to part with me?" or do you plan to give me the child?" asked Huangfu Ye indifferently.

"I ...... I haven't thought about this yet, but ...... I think you've always asked me to use contraception and never asked my opinion, don't you know that birth control pills are bad for your health? Why don't you ...... What about not getting a sterilization, or wearing a condom? It's disrespectful to me!"

An Xiaolin really thought about this question, but now that she said it, she was afraid in her heart, and she felt even more wronged, and her mouth was flattened, as if she was going to cry at any time!

Looking at her like this, Huangfu couldn't help but sigh again, shook his head and said, "An Xiaolin, are you really talking about this?"

"Otherwise, what do you think I'm talking about? Paradise Island, you killed a person so easily, but now you don't dare to have children, don't you...... You have offended too many people, and you are afraid that your children will be affected?"

"An Xiaolin!"

Huangfu interrupted her at night, An Xiaolin didn't dare to speak, and looked at him in a daze.

Huangfu Ye sighed again, and said to An Xiaolin extremely bitterly: "I don't need children, people like me...... I'm not qualified to have children, and I can't afford it!"

Originally, it was just a casual excuse, but I didn't expect Huangfu Ye to answer so seriously, An Xiaolin was puzzled, looked at him with a stunned face, and said strangely: "You can't afford it......? In this world, I'm afraid no one can have children!"

"I ...... I don't know how to explain it to you, anyway, I don't want children. Huangfu sank his face at night, obviously not ready to entangle An Xiaolin more.

"Are you Dink?But if we fall in love and I want to have a baby, what should I do?" An Xiaolin asked hurriedly, this question is really worth thinking about, has he never had a child with that woman before?

"Dink?" Huangfu Ye was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and said: "I'm not Dink, I'm not the kind of person who doesn't even want children for myself, I don't want children, I just ...... I can't bear the pain of losing my child!"

"The pain of losing a child?" An Xiaolin was surprised, her face was full of puzzlement: "How can you lose a child......?" Have you ever had such an experience?"

Huangfu Ye's face was ugly, and he didn't answer An Xiaolin's words.

An Xiaolin didn't speak, looking at Huangfu Ye's expression, she felt a little scared.

"I've had that experience. He looked into An Xiaolin's eyes, as if he had made a great decision: "Before...... I had a child, but he died very early and I ...... I can't bear the pain of this white-haired person sending a black-haired person, so I have decided since then, don't have children!"

"Oh, you don't want children, it's not that you can't have children, and it's not Dink, right?" An Xiaolin hurriedly asked, in case the two of them were really together, this question still had to be asked clearly.

Huangfu nodded at night, his face was very ugly.

"This kind of accident doesn't happen every time...... An Xiaolin muttered softly, feeling that she had offended his sad things and felt a little guilty.

Huangfu Ye sneered twice: "How do you know it won't happen? What if it happens again? I can't stand it......"

His expression was so uncomfortable and so sad.

Perhaps, in his mind at this moment, he has remembered the unpleasant and cruel experience at the beginning, which is why his face is so ugly!

An Xiaolin suddenly felt that she was very cruel, and bringing up such a topic would be another pain for any parent!

"That'...... Are you going to live alone for the rest of your life and not have children? If that's the case...... I won't be with you, this is the end of our agreement!" An Xiaolin said busily.

Although she doesn't really plan to have children now, if she really doesn't want children for the rest of her life, she may not be able to accept it.

As long as you find the right person, the person who loves each other, give him a child that belongs to them, have the crystallization of their love, the continuation of life, what a beautiful thing it is, it is every woman, no, it should be said, it is the most basic right of every human being, and no one can take it away.

Huangfu stood up a little tired at night and said to An Xiaolin: "Maybe God gave me the best, so ...... Let me have no affection, no family, let me die alone! If you really don't want to fall in love with me because of this...... Then I can't help it, blame me for not telling you clearly. ”

With that, he lingered no longer, turned and walked out of the room.

An Xiaolin wanted to chase him out, only to find that he was only wrapped in a sheet, which was inconvenient, so he had to watch him close the door.

His back, such a majestic and strong back, at this time, looked inexplicably very sad and withered, as if it was ...... He was so stimulated that his back was bent......

What happened to him?

Is it really that sad?

An Xiaolin secretly regretted it in her heart.

She shouldn't mention the saddest sadness of others and uncover the biggest scars of others in order to protect herself!

An Xiaolin is not a parent, but she knows the pain of losing a child and losing a loved one.

It's like a mother leaving her, what a fatal blow it is, let alone a little child!

Only, who gave birth to that child? Yes...... Aunt Yan Chen's granddaughter?

An Xiaolin was puzzled, and she didn't dare to ask more, so she hurriedly got dressed.

In the next few days, Huangfu always said nothing indifferently when he saw An Xiaolin at night, without saying a word, without deliberately rejecting and alienating her, but he treated her as if she didn't exist at all!

Since the events of that day, the night of the emperor has been like this.

Whenever An Xiaolin wanted to talk to him, when she saw his cold face, she wanted to speak and stopped......

She really didn't know what to say, let alone how to say it......

Huangfu's sadness at night made her feel a little guilty, and even forgot about Chu Nian's disappearance in the past few days, only occasionally remembering it, dialing Chu Nian's phone once, but Chu Nian's phone was always turned off.

I don't know if it's because I made Huangfu Ye angry and felt guilty, An Xiaolin has been unable to get through Chu Nian's phone, so she feels that even if Chu Nian has an accident, it may not have anything to do with Huangfu Ye, maybe it was discovered by the master behind him, what happened to him, not necessarily.

But what An Xiaolin can be sure of is that Chu Nian is definitely not going out to do errands. If you go out to do something, it is impossible not to turn on the phone and not reply to An Xiaolin's phone.

Because of these two things, An Xiaolin has lost even the interest of going to the laboratory these days.

It's really strange, if she had so many important cultural relics in the past, it would be impossible for her not to go because of these little things, what is going on with herself?

On the evening of the fifth day, An Xiaolin received a call from Jiang Xiaoxia.

"Xiao Xia, what's wrong?"

"Xiao Lin, why haven't I seen you for the past few days?Why did you go?" Jiang Xiaoxia said with some anxiety over there: "How's your hand? The laboratory is very busy these days, and I don't have time to see you!"

"It's nothing, I'm slowly recovering. An Xiaolin said.

"Oh, what's wrong with you?"

"I ...... Xiao Xia, it's nothing, I've been in a bit of a bad mood in the past few days, and I quarreled with Huangfu Night!" An Xiaolin said.

"What? did you quarrel?" Jiang Xiaoxia seemed to be surprised, and then said regretfully: "Xiaolin, are you okay? Do you want me to come and see you?"

"No need, it's just that I'm stubborn, and he's stubborn, and then we quarreled, and it's not a big deal, and it'll be fine in a few days. An Xiaolinyun said lightly, this kind of thing is really not easy to explain to Jiang Xiaoxia in too much detail.

Jiang Xiaoxia sighed and said, "Since that's the case...... Xiao Lin, what about you...... Why don't you come to the lab tomorrow morning? I've found something interesting that I can share with you. ”

"Oh, yes. An Xiaolin nodded, and didn't take Jiang Xiaoxia's words to heart, thinking that she might be unhappy when she saw herself and was afraid that she would be sad, so she deliberately said such things to comfort herself!

Alas, Xiao Xia treats himself well.

hung up the phone, ate dinner alone, and An Xiaolin went upstairs to rest.

If he doesn't speak in the past few days, Huangfu seems to have more excuses to often not come down to eat, and even if he comes down, it is perfunctory, and he leaves after a few bites.

She asked Fu Bo twice, but the new Fu Bo was a mute, always looking at An Xiaolin and smiling, unable to say anything, and not gesturing to give herself two, An Xiaolin asked a few times, so she had to give up.

went upstairs, finished washing, and after Lan Hai and Yujing changed her medicine, they let them step back and sit at the desk alone, bored and slowly flipping through the hand-painted books left by their mothers.

I thought that Chu Nian had told him a secret that these hand-drawn books didn't need to be turned page by page, but Chu Nian disappeared like this.

Just thinking about it, the phone vibrated twice, and a message came.

An Xiaolin didn't look at it immediately, but took the hand-drawn book in her hand and continued to read the content of the day she turned it.

The one who can send her a message is a mobile company except Jiang Xiaoxia......

After reading all the paintings of that day's date, An Xiaolin slowly opened her mobile phone, and as soon as the mobile phone lit up, she saw that Chu Nian's name was displayed on it......