PS: 4400 words big chapter, even if it's two more today:)

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Needless to say, in the past year or two of knowing Wang Qi through her boyfriend, Su Jingxian can certainly feel the other party's good impression of her, the kind of silent, hidden care and care, and the kind of emotion that Wang Qi is deeply suppressed and does not dare to show at all - she is not a fool, let alone dull, where can she not feel it?

From childhood to adulthood, there are many people who like and love her, it is like the number of sands in the Ganges, and I can't count them. But there are not many boys who can look at her own eyes and feel natural and harmonious with each other. In addition to the jerky and hazy middle school days, I can only secretly like it, and quietly glance at it, which is both simple and beautiful, and the campus love that has withered before it is even in full bloom, so far, the boys who can really let her get along with each other at ease and treat each other sincerely are currently two, boyfriend Liu Qing and junior brother Wang Qi.

She also has a good impression of the boys who can be liked and favored by boys, and she can talk to them and trust them very much, Su Jingxian, as a normal girl, is also a little happy and proud. Of course, her boyfriend needless to say, the number one handsome guy in Shangda, has countless fans and. Wang Qi is worse than Liu Qing in height and appearance, but not much, he is also a handsome guy who is loved by everyone, I heard my boyfriend say that there are also many little girls in the school who have a crush on him and pursue him, but they are "elm pimples and incomprehensible amorous feelings, and countless good fates are missed" - this is Liu Qing's evaluation of Wang Qi, of course she disagrees. After a real deep friendship with Wang Qi, she was careful and sensitive, and she soon discovered that there were many valuable qualities in her junior brother that made her extremely recognized and appreciated, some qualities, even her boyfriend lacked, or even none at all.

Sometimes, especially in the dead of night and alone, she even naively thought, if Wang Qi appeared in her life a year or two earlier, and she knew Liu Qing and Wang Qi at the same time, then who would she choose among these two excellent boys?

This thought made her heart tremble, terrified, and at the same time felt a great sense of guilt, feeling very sorry for her boyfriend! Although Liu Qing usually loves to be fancy, she is still extremely loyal and caring for her, and she has been with each other for two years, and she has never heard of any scandal between Liu Qing and a beautiful junior sister in the school.

Therefore, this kind of hypothetical question, Su Jingxian only quietly planted a seed in her mind, and before it could germinate, it was strangled in the bud by her guilty.

From time to time, she told, or cautioned herself:

You can choose B instead of A when doing multiple-choice questions, but how can emotional matters be so simple? In this world, not the most suitable people can come together, and the most suitable men and women may not have a chance. This kind of mistake, the regret of "you were born and I was not born", is really common in real life. Because love is nothing else, but a great fate, at the right time, in the right place, to meet the right person, all kinds of conditions add up, in order to achieve a beautiful marriage!

Therefore, Wang Qi liked him, and had feelings for her that made her happy and moved, and she had no bad feelings for Wang Qi, and even for this question that often bothered her, she also asked herself the hypothetical question that made her feel terrible and guilty, and had a vague answer, but all this did not mean anything, and could not change the real world in the slightest.

She Su Jingxian is already a person who is a "famous flower and a master", this is her comprehensive choice of sensibility and rationality at the beginning, completely governed by her personal will, and it is the optimal solution to the situation she faced at that time. In her eyes, love is beautiful and sacred, and people can only make this kind of major choice once in their life - not that they can't choose in the future, breakup, divorce are all new choices - it's just that it will lead to cruelty and imperfection, and it is definitely an "unbearable weight in life" for her in pursuit of perfection!

Now that you've made a choice, don't be half-hearted and doubt yourself and your partner.

Therefore, in the face of Wang Qi's love for herself, she could only silently say regret and apology in her heart. She doesn't want the other party to waste the emotions that can't be landed on herself, and at the same time, in order to alleviate the growing troubles in her heart, and even say that she is afraid, for a long time, she has hollowed out her mind and actively wants to match the other party!

Here's what she thought:

If Wang Qi has a girlfriend and has a new emotional tie and dependence, his liking and admiration for himself will probably disappear slowly and be transferred.

She didn't want to delay, and she didn't want to lose this junior brother who made her feel good and hoped to be able to date for a lifetime as a friend of the opposite sex.

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However, all this peace and beauty seemed to be disillusioned all at once.

When Wang Qi's four colleagues said "Hello sister-in-law" in unison, it was no less than a thunderclap on the ground, which directly blew her up unprepared. She was completely stunned, and there was only one thought in her mind at that time, and that was to escape!

She escaped and got into a taxi home.

But in the taxi, recalling what had just happened, her deserted escape, Wang Qi's panic and fear, her unpretentious refusal, did not even give the other party a chance to explain, Wang Qi's last soulless, lonely and lonely figure, her heart seemed to be pinched tightly by something, faintly painful. She wanted the driver to turn around, turn back, and sit down with the other person for a good talk, but the idea still didn't come to fruition until the taxi drove to her door, torn between her feminine reserve and some fear of an unpredictable outcome.

Su Jingxian, who returned home, simply said hello to her parents and returned to her bedroom. Lying on her back on the bed, her mind was still chaotic, her thoughts were divided, and she suffered from gains and losses. She simply got up and went to the bathroom to take a warm shower.

Lying in the wide bathtub, Su Jingxian was nervous, and her flustered emotions slowly calmed down under the soaking of hot water, and began to look at and understand the events not long ago rationally.

There is no doubt that Wang Qi's kid seems to be not satisfied with hiding his feelings for himself all the time, and chooses to publicize it in a small area, otherwise, this can't explain the words of his four roommates, it must be what he said to others before, for example, he has a girlfriend, her name is Su Jingxian, she is quite beautiful, and she is still a graduate student at the University of Commerce...... Wait a minute.

These are things that can be imagined by simply thinking about them.

"That kid, why can't you bear it?Then what should you do?" These are the two things that Su Jingxian urgently needs to think about and face, and they are also the two culprits who made her toss and turn most of the night and couldn't sleep.

Yes, this night, Su Jingxian had an extremely rare insomnia.

She didn't know what she should do, and she didn't know how to face Wang Qi in the future.

There are some things that you can think about, but you can't say it, and even if you say it, it's best not to let the parties know, otherwise, everyone will be very embarrassed and it will be difficult to get along in the future.

Now she is facing such a dilemma.

Needless to say, she desperately didn't want to lose Wang Qi's junior, the only friend of the opposite sex she had been able to talk to so far. There are many things in life, and some are even inconvenient to tell her boyfriend, she can tell Wang Qi without any scruples, because she trusts this junior brother and knows that he will not hurt her, but will only care for her.

Wang Qi is the same, he told her a lot of his ups and downs, and there are some things that even Liu Qing may not know.

"Virgin Mary, what should I do?" Su Jingxian, who was lying on the bed, worried and couldn't sleep, simply bit the cross hanging around her neck in her mouth and asked the god in the dark "divination".

Of course, this one didn't work.

During this period, Su Jingxian picked up her mobile phone several times, wanted to send a text message to Wang Qi, and even made a phone call directly to "question" the other party, so that the other party could make a reasonable explanation for today's events.

That's what she thought, as long as the guy's explanation wasn't too outrageous, and it was generally foolish, she would admit it regardless of her previous suspicions.

She really didn't want to lose Wang Qi's friend.

However, when she picked up the phone, she was worried that the guy would reveal his heart to her regardless of the phone on the phone, and even confess directly and confide in his hidden feelings for herself, if that was the case, she would feel frightened and helpless.

She has no choice, and now she is not qualified to accept Wang Qi's simple affection, as long as the other party says it, she can only refuse tactfully.

And once she refuses, the consequences are difficult to predict, because this is a very face-hurting, very sad, and frustrating thing for a boy. It is likely that after she said what she refused, Wang Qi smiled miserably, and then said that she understood, understood, and then wished her and Liu Qing happiness, and after that, she stopped interacting with him and Liu Qing.

It was something she desperately didn't want to happen.

She doesn't have many bosom friends, and Liu Qing is the same. She and Liu Qing didn't want to lose Wang Qi, a scheming, straightforward and cheerful best friend who never cared about anything.

It is easy to find a boyfriend and girlfriend for a lifetime, but it is difficult to find one or two personalities and three views that can make friends for a lifetime. Just like finding a lover you really like, you need luck and fate.

Su Jingxian, who had insomnia, kept tossing and turning in bed until the morning sun was slightly dewed, and the sky was full of fish belly white, and she was extremely tired before she fell asleep.

This night, she slept until after twelve o'clock in the afternoon, when she was woken up by a phone call from Wang Qi.

In a daze, she picked up the phone with her eyes half-closed, and before she could ask who it was, the guy on the other side couldn't wait to start "confessing".

And as the other party confessed more and more, the confused Su Jingxian became more and more sober, and her half-open eyes became bigger and brighter, and finally like the corners of her mouth, they bent and narrowed, turning into two curvy crescents.

"It's okay, I dare to love you kid is more nervous than me, it's really scared me to death! It's good to be nervous, but I can't let you pass the test easily, I have to repay you for the stinky boy who let your senior sister and me run away last night!" So, after Wang Qi confessed a lot, Su Jingxian, who was smiling, was still cold, and asked "dissatisfied":

"Is that all? Nothing else to say to me?"

Sure enough, when she asked coldly, the stinky boy was even more "scared to death", and hurriedly gave up the car to protect the handsome, even Brother Liu, whom he had never betrayed, was "betrayed", and he poured the ins and outs of the matter like pouring beans!

"That's how it happened. That kid just used his own photo as a shield, and he didn't really have any 'bad intentions' towards himself. In his heart, he is still 'sacrosanct', lest he offend himself, make himself angry, and unhappy - hey, the photo? Liu Qing actually used his photo to exchange for cigarettes?" Hearing Wang Qi tell the origin of the photo, Su Jingxian's heart suddenly felt uncomfortable.

She didn't expect Liu Qing to sell her photos to exchange them for cigarettes? Could it be that in his mind, her own photos were not as good as a pack of Chinese cigarettes? In the past two years, if not ten, there have been five of them. As long as he told himself that he was out of smoke and smoking, when did he not help him think of a way?

Su Jingxian's eyes suddenly began to redden, although it was only a photo and not herself, she still felt insulted and disrespected.

In the next period of time, Wang Qi, who completely explained to Su Jingxian and Pan, who lost his hole cards, was naturally anxiously waiting for Su Jingxian's judgment on himself, and in the long wait, his heart was surging, so that he made a decisive plan to "leave Jiangcheng once things are wrong".

Su Jingxian, on the other hand, was sad because of the photo, and didn't notice that she was still talking to people on the phone now, and she had been playing the role of a black face.

Finally, by the time she finally collected her mind and adjusted her mood, it had already passed at least two minutes.

At this time, she remembered that she had colded Wang Qi on the other end of the phone for a long time, and she suddenly apologized in her heart, and she couldn't do it anymore because she deliberately made a cold statement.

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Although Su Jingxian was sad for a while because of the photo, this little sadness could not hide the reconciliation with Wang Qi at all, and let go of the previous suspicions. Su Jingxian quickly figured it out, since her photos are not worth a pack of cigarettes in the eyes of some people, then she should find an opportunity to get her photos back from Liu Qing. Although her photos are not worth much, they cannot be spoiled and betrayed at will. They should still fall into the hands of those who are more willing to cherish them and want to treasure them.

For example, Wang Qi?

As soon as she thought of this, Su Jingxian felt a blush, and her heartbeat couldn't help but pound. With a blushing face, she whispered to herself:

"Su Jingxian, what are you thinking? Don't you think things are messy enough? Or do you still want to make that kid more proud? Take more of your photos to go outside to cheat?"

Thinking about it like this, Su Jingxian miraculously found that she was not angry at all about Liu Qing exchanging his photo for cigarettes, and even faintly felt a hint of happiness in her heart, a hint of luck that the photo was replaced by Wang Qi instead of falling into the hands of others!

The worries were gone, the rain had passed, and Su Jingxian, who was still sitting on the bed, turned her head to look at the alarm clock on the bedside table, and found that it was past one o'clock in the afternoon, so she was startled, and quickly turned over and got out of bed. She didn't expect to sleep so late today.

"Hmph, it's all to blame Wang Qi for that kid, causing me to lose sleep last night! At the end of this month, he was paid, and he must be slaughtered severely to relieve Miss Ben's 'hatred' in her heart! Giggle......" Su Jingxian, who stood on the ground, raised her little fist and said to herself viciously.

But her "evil form" lasted only a few seconds before it was ruined by a burst of "gurgling", crisp and tactful laughter.

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PS: In the next few chapters, the protagonist will further study and make use of the "cube", so don't be impatient :)