Xin Weiyang was so surprised that he didn't know what to say.

He witnessed how much energy and effort Yan Rushun put into this nest, it took almost half a year from design to construction, and she didn't act like she had no feelings for this house just now, but now she didn't want to talk about it.

Could it be that she is such a person who is so easy to change?

Yan Rushun looked at Xin Weiyang's surprise and was a little discouraged: "It's really hard to accept, right?"

Xin Weiyang hesitated: "Is the key necessary?"

After pouting and silent for a long time, Yan Rushun suddenly raised his head: "Do you think that if I give up my current job with a monthly income of 10,000 yuan and go to a job with a monthly income of 1,000 yuan, is it simply hopeless?"

To tell the truth, it's not that it's hopeless, it's stupid and crazy.

But looking at Yan Rushun's expectant gaze, Xin Weiyang didn't say this, but said cautiously: "It depends on one why, and whether it's worth it." ”

"I want to work in a kindergarten for a while," Yan Rushun said bluntly, "because I feel that I can't be a qualified mother yet, so I want to study." Do you think it's worth it?"

The thought had been lingering in my head for a long time.

This question also bothered her for a long time.

She knew very well how much of a huge wave it would cause if she did. Therefore, she is also hesitating, and she is also deeply doubting: whether it is really worth it.

You know, it's easy to quit your current job, and if you regret it and want to get it back, you'll probably have to go back for years.

Moreover, if a person in a position like a secretary is not trained to be an employee who has been observed for several years and can be trusted in character and ability, which company will put him in an important position that can earn 10,000 yuan a month?

Not to mention, under the dual role of workplace competition and workplace pickling, even if you pass the test with ability and character, you may not be able to rise to the ideal position.

This time, she was completely assisted by Xin Weiyang, a noble person, so she went straight to Qingyun, otherwise she would not have just packed up her things and left after slapping Manager Mao's face.

In life, there are not noble people everywhere to help you!

In a word, the sunk and opportunity costs of her resignation were so high that she could hardly afford it personally.

The only consolation is that housing prices have risen sharply during this period, and you can make a lot of money after selling your house, and you will have no worries about the economy in a short period of time.

But the problem is that this matter is going to be known by my parents, and I am estimated to have a heart attack. She had no idea how to explain it.

The only way is to hide it, but there is no impermeable wall in the world. The thought of the disastrous consequences of her parents' impulsive decision made her heart tingle and her courage waned.

However, Xin Weiyang's eyes lit up when he heard this.

He is already very busy at work, and H Communications often works overtime. In this state, he and Yan Rushun often take care of themselves, and they don't have time to fall in love. Finally one person is free, and the other person may be busy, as in the afternoon.

As a result, it has been more than a month since the official relationship, but everyone has not made any progress at all, which can be called a typical long-distance relationship in the same city.

No, they are not in a long-distance relationship in the same city, but should be said to be in a long-distance relationship.

Perhaps the saddest thing in the world is this: it's not that we don't want to love, but we don't have time to love each other.

If you change to a kindergarten teacher, the daily working hours are fixed, and there are winter and summer vacations, it is much easier for the two to work together.

In his heart, he agreed with this idea 10,000 times.

What's more, he saw the sparkling look she looked at when she talked about being a good mother, and the way she didn't have a smile at all during this time.

He genuinely admired her for her sparkle.

So, he nodded heavily: "I think it's worth it!"

"Why?"

Xin Weiyang replied solemnly and sincerely: "I have always believed that a person with pursuits should do what he wants to do, because only if you want to do it, it is possible to achieve the height that you must do." During this time, you were very sluggish as a secretary of the general manager's office, but when you were a teacher some time ago, you were full of dazzling light. I think there is no shortage of you as a secretary of the general manager's office, and you should do something that only you can do and only you can do well. ”

Yan Rushun's heart suddenly turned sour.

She blinked desperately and pursed her lips, trying to suppress the moisture in her eyes, but her eyes still couldn't stop slowly turning red and moist.

She has always looked forward to being a qualified and good mother, but she is not confident that she can really do it. Because of this lack of self-confidence, when it comes time to do it, she will be indecisive and uneasy.

She had secretly talked to Mei Bai about herself, Mei Bai didn't understand her, but she didn't feel the need for this - she started from her own experience, and felt that the reason why she could still be alive after experiencing so many twists and turns and such a big blow was because she had enough money, so she bitterly persuaded Yan Rushun to still focus on earning money, education or something, you can read books by yourself, or at most go to work part-time on weekends as exercise.

Even Mei Bai has such an opinion, Yan Rushun feels that no one in this world may understand her.

There are only two kinds of people in the world that no one understands: one is a madman and the other is a genius.

Yan Rushun does not have the self-confidence of a genius, and has to suspect that he may be a hot-headed madman.

But I didn't expect that Xin Weiyang, a genius, would recognize her so much, encourage her, and even say that she is "full of dazzling light" - as if she became a princess the moment she became a teacher.

Many times, life gives us too much criticism and negation, so everyone is too lacking in affirmation and support.

She wiped her eyes in disguise and asked in a choked voice, "But what if, I did it, but I didn't get it done?"

When the time comes, everyone may gloat and laugh at her: I already knew that Yan Rushun was simply pouring water in her brain - tossing blindly. I have already persuaded her, she will not hit the south wall and will not look back, she really does not listen to the old man, and suffers in front of her......

Xin Weiyang said without hesitation: "You are so smart and willing to work hard, you will definitely be able to do a good job." Besides, what does it mean to be bad? As long as the child thinks it's good, isn't that okay?"

The blockage that had been in my heart was suddenly relieved.

Yes, maybe she doesn't have the confidence to be an excellent mother who will leave a name in history, doesn't she have the confidence to be a good mother who is recognized by her own children?

She burst into tears like a child and smiled: "Thank you, thank you for helping me make up my mind." He felt that his appearance was really embarrassing, so he pulled Xin Weiyang and said in a brisk tone, "The house is only well decorated, the pollution is relatively heavy, it's not good to stay in it all the time, let's go." ”

Returning to the house, Xin Weiyang asked, "Do you want to sell the house because you don't have enough money?"

"yes. At this moment, Xin Weiyang is tantamount to a confidant to her, and she is not afraid to tell him, "The monthly payment of this house is nearly 3,000, and if I go to the kindergarten, my salary will not even be enough for the monthly payment, and I will soon starve to death." ”

She turned off the lights one by one and was about to close the door, but he held it on with his hands.

She was puzzled: "What?"

"I don't recommend that you sell your house. ”

"Why?"

"You quit your job and go to the kindergarten, Uncle Yan and Aunt Ning may have a hard time accepting it, if they even sell the house for this, I'm afraid they will have a heart attack, right?"

This is one of the problems that Yan Rushun is worried about.

"But if I don't sell my house, I won't be able to change jobs. She lowered her head, sighed, and flicked her sideburns in distress.

She knew she wasn't rebelling for the sake of rebellion, but her parents wouldn't understand her. She didn't want to irritate them too much, but for now, it was something she had to gamble everything she had.

Reality is really a tangled dilemma.

Because she kept her head down, she didn't notice: in the dimly lit corridor, Xin Weiyang's eyes suddenly flickered like an exploding supernova.

"Shun Shun. His voice was like an unstable radio wave, with a strange tremor and obstruction, "How about we get married?"

"Huh?" Yan Rushun didn't know if he had heard it wrong, and his voice was very soft.

He held his breath and said in one breath: "After you get married, I will back you up, and your house doesn't have to be sold." In front of Aunt Ning, having me as a guarantee for you can also eliminate the impact of some job changes on them. In this way, the resistance will be quite smaller, and you can be more attentive to what you want to do, you ...... What do you think?"

The air was quiet, but his eyes were warm.

Yan Rushun opened her mouth, and her mind felt like she was stuck.

The proposal came so suddenly, she wasn't prepared at all.

It's only been a little over a month since they've formalized their relationship, and to be honest, there's almost no time to actually fall in love.

Although in the eyes of others, they have been in love for more than half a year, but if she nods now, they are actually no different from flash marriage.

At this time, Xin Weiyang just said without hesitation, "I think it's worth it" and "You are so smart and willing to work hard, you will definitely be able to do a good job" involuntarily drilled into her heart, and in a blink of an eye, it took root and grew wildly.

No one has ever understood themselves, trusted them, and supported them so much.

My father and my mother have been married for almost 30 years, and my father wanted to buy a fishing rod to go fishing with his friends, but he was severely criticized by his mother, and finally he didn't dare to think about anything.

And now, he encourages her to do whatever she wants, and he does not hesitate to side with her choices that the world does not understand. Isn't that exactly what she needs?

It's been more than 20 years since she met such a person who really trusts her. If you really want to get married, what could be more precious than someone who can give understanding, trust and support?

Even if he can't become a high-EQ father who patiently coaxes and accompanies his children as she hopes in the future, but a lifetime is so long, she can teach him slowly. Just as he trusted her, she could trust him. Anything is possible when two people trust each other, isn't it?

At this moment, her mind was transparent and calm.

Taking a deep breath, Yan Rushun said with a straight face: "I have always had a point of view: elders should be respected, but they should not be foolish. I can give in to all the other issues, but when it comes to children, even if I do it wrong, you have to stand with me. If you're sure you can do that, then let's get married!"

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