194 Before the flower and the moon goes down
If he is still the same Zhang Yifu as before, he just stops here quietly, looking forward to being promoted to factory director one day, looking forward to starting a family, starting a business, retiring, and providing for the elderly here, it would also be a beautiful thing.
But the world is very big, and if he stops here comfortably now, he will only leave endless regrets.
He felt in a trance that this was the reason why he had kept his distance from Wang Xiaohua, she was a person here, she should be here, he didn't want to bring a mountain village girl into the intricate mortal world, and he was not sure that his heart would stop on this girl forever.
If you break this distance and barrier, and wait for the day you leave, if you don't take her away, you will be a thin man, a negative man, staining the girl's reputation, and leaving others with a handle and talking points.
If it is taken away, who knows that tomorrow's stars and bright moon will not be better than today's red flowers.
Zhang Yifu also wants to be like Niu Xiaozhuang, not thinking about the future, just looking at the present, following the feeling, and carrying a woman home steadily, but Zhang Yifu's heart is too big, too full, and it is no longer what a woman can fill.
Every man wants to be a bee, a butterfly, smell the honey and enjoy the powder, and then leave, leaving flowers and withering quietly. But Zhang Yifu is an unclean person, he will always look back, and he will not see withering and parting.
Especially in this era, no one wants flowers that have been stained.
Just when Zhang Yifu was thinking, Wang Xiaohua suddenly said: "I also want to go to Jijing." ”
"......" Zhang Yifu didn't know how to answer.
"Can you take me?" Wang Xiaohua suddenly became radical and silently put her little hand on the back of Zhang Yifu's hand. "It doesn't matter if you can't bring it now, you can remember it in the future. ”
"......" Zhang Yifu was silent again.
You can remember it in the future......
One thing, he was mistaken, he always thought that Wang Xiaohua was a mini version of Xia Xue, and he wanted to go to the outside world, he originally thought that Ji Jing in Wang Xiaohua's eyes was New York in Xia Xue's eyes.
But Wang Xiaohua is not like this, she just can't stand the loneliness of the small town, what prompts her to move forward is ambition, it is **. It is not the pure and nihilistic ideal in Xia Xue's mind.
Wang Xiaohua's hand had gradually reached deeper. She can obviously give more, more for this ambition, and she believes that Zhang Yifu is the hope to get her out of here. Maybe in this quiet city. The only hope in this peaceful life.
Now she has long given up the hope of following Zhang Yifu in the name of justice. Zhang Yifu is about to leave, and there is not much time left for her, so she has to use a way. Let this man remember himself, and dig a path for himself on the Yangguan Avenue in his future.
Zhang Yifu couldn't help panting, he only messed with a group of big men in half a year, in the face of our factory stunner, he will undoubtedly experience a huge victory test, that little hand like a water snake, the delicate panting in his ears made him want to stop, and at the same time vigilant.
Looking at Zhang Yifu, a real man who is not afraid of the earth and the earth, he actually showed a virgin anxiety at this time, Wang Xiaohua got a little closer, put her head on Zhang Yifu's shoulder, and her little hand swam weakly to the depths.
saw that Zhang Yifu suddenly lifted his breath, pushed her away hard, and at the same time pressed his throat and refused in a hoarse voice: "No!"
This is not a small flower on the side of the road, this is a poisonous flower.
Wang Xiaohua was suddenly startled, hurriedly withdrew her hand, and looked at Zhang Yifu in surprise and slightly humiliated: "You...... Don't you look down on me like that......"
Zhang Yifu gasped, didn't dare to look at Wang Xiaohua, took the water cup again, and smothered the last water and alkali roots with his head: "No, no, from a man's point of view, no one will look down on you, it's just ......"
"I don't want ......anything else," Wang Xiaohua clenched her fists and said as hard as she could, "You remember me, one day in the future, just let me go, I really don't want anything else." ”
"Yes, that's what I'm hard to accept. Zhang Yifu also clenched his fists and said, "If you just appreciate me from a woman's point of view and are willing to have fun together, I will accept it generously, but I can't accept this kind of transaction, it's too dirty, it's an insult to you and me." ”
Zhang Yifu is not the kind of person with moral purity, he just can't accept that he did this kind of thing, 2o years later, he has seen and heard too much dirty and unbearable, at least for him now, he doesn't want to be that kind of person, he doesn't want to be the first to be the first to be a giver of Yi, he wants to do his best to change the world, even a little bit is fine, he doesn't want to go with the flow and become a part of promoting dirt and corruption.
I can't help it, even if I go to the dust, or the two are happy, or the transaction of real money, clean and neat, my conscience is still at peace, maybe it will be dirty, but the heart is clean.
Zhang Yifu warned himself again and again that if he keeps this bottom line, the sun is wide open today, and he will only fall deeper and deeper tomorrow.
Such an ideological struggle and inner world are naturally something that Wang Xiaohua can't figure out, and she can't figure it out. In her eyes, Zhang Yifu just didn't look down on herself, and she didn't even want to touch it, and at the same time that the Jijing dream was shattered, a sense of humiliation arose.
"I misread you. She stared at Zhang Yifu, held back for a long time and said such a sentence, then took the water cup, and no longer waited for Ye Qingqing, just threw her sleeves and left.
Zhang Yifu didn't look at her either, just looked ahead and sighed.
The abnormal movement here finally startled the pair of newcomers who were in a hurry, and the two put down the twist between them and got up quickly.
"What's wrong? Niu Xiaozhuang looked at Wang Xiaohua's back in surprise.
"Sort of. Zhang Yifu got up silently and patted Niu Xiaozhuang, "You guys have a good chat, I'll go to the office." ”
"Huh, what kind of office are you going to at this point?" Niu Xiaozhuang was stunned again, "Are you stupid at work?
"No, no, I want to call home. Zhang Yifu smiled forcefully and said to Ye Qingqing, "I will call you sister-in-law in the future, and your day will be set quickly! I have to drink your two wedding wine before leaving!"
Now, Zhang Yifu doesn't hide it, anyway, everyone knows that he will leave here soon, so it's better to be open-minded and not pretend to be deep.
When Ye Qingqing heard this, he lowered his head again and replied shyly: "It's ...... Didn't do anything...... Don't be in such a hurry to change your tune. ”
"Hahaha!" Niu Xiaozhuang eats Ye Qingqing's set the most, he wanted to hug his future daughter-in-law and kiss him, but he didn't dare, so he had to say, "Don't let you touch it...... My brother can't call two sentences, huh?"
Ye Qingqing smashed Niu Xiaozhuang's chest with a soft punch, which only made him laugh even more.
"Let's talk, I'll go to the office first. Zhang Yifu waved his hand, he couldn't bear to disturb the two of them anymore, this simple and sweet time was more precious than the first moment.
However, Ye Qingqing said: "We have nothing to talk about...... Let the parents decide, it's too late, Xiaozhuang, you go to the office with him, I'll go back first, otherwise others will gossip. ”
"Well, yes. Although Niu Xiaozhuang is reluctant, he also knows that in the future, there will be days when he will hold his daughter-in-law, and he will have to accompany his brother when he is troubled.
After all, this is the dormitory area of the power plant, there are no idle people, etc., even late at night, it is quite safe, and the garden is next to the girls' dormitory building, Ye Qingqing also went back by himself.
This play is also interesting, the two brothers returned from eating and drinking, one hugged his daughter-in-law, and the other refused the good intentions.
The two quickly returned to their previous state, staggering towards the office building.
After being silent for a long time, Niu Xiaozhuang finally asked, "Yifu, Xiaohua...... Did she do something excessive? ”
I have to say, this guy is very clever on this kind of issue.
Although he was worried about the girl's reputation, after all, he was close to Niu Xiaozhuang, and he also knew the severity, and Zhang Yifu was uncomfortable holding back his words, so he told him a rough idea of what he had just given birth to in three or two sentences.
Niu Xiaozhuang also sighed when he heard this: "Hey...... In fact, Qingqing has long asked me to explore you, what you think of Xiaohua. ”
"Then why didn't you probe?"
"Hehe, you can understand this with your ass. Niu Xiaozhuang smiled bitterly, "I just didn't expect that she would do this today...... I really don't understand, what's wrong with our northern Hebei, there is food, drink, donkey meat, and the power plant is doing so well, why do you have to go to Jijing! Why bother with a bunch of sanctimonious and well-dressed beasts!"
"Hey, women don't think the same way as men. Zhang Yifu looked at this lovely brother and smiled, "Go ask your father about this, your father also wants to go to Jijing." ”
"I can't talk to him, this kind of thing, two sentences can quarrel. Niu Xiaozhuang waved his hand and said helplessly, "After hearing this today, I also have to mention it to Qingqing, stay away from Wang Xiaohua, it's not decent." ”
"She's smarter than you and knows what to expect. Zhang Yifu smiled slightly, "There is a sentence, I put it here, you can not listen to your father in the future, but you must listen to your sister-in-law, she can cure you and save you." ”
"Hahahaha!" Niu Xiaozhuang couldn't stop laughing when he heard this, he was temperless and comfortable when he heard this, "I remember this!"
Between talking and laughing, the two came to the office, Niu Xiaozhuang was also tired this day, and lay on the table, and after three seconds, there was a heartless snoring.
Zhang Yifu smiled helplessly, took his coat and put it on him, then took a deep breath and dialed the phone at home.
After some explanation, the old lady called the sleeping father, at this time Zhang Yifu had to chat, talk to the elders who could let go, before he hid some things with his father, afraid that his father would worry, now that it has passed, he no longer conceals it, and told the recent events thoroughly, including Ou Wei's matter, the matter of Mu Zhiheng in the future, and the matter just now.
For more than 20 minutes, Zhang Guodong listened like this, listened to his son tell the story word by word, listened to how his son dealt with these contradictions, and listened to his son's plans and prospects. (To be continued!)
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