Chapter 289: Attachment to a thought

Anxia's action of pouring tea stopped, she did not raise her eyes to look at him, but put down the teapot in her hand, sat quietly, and waited for his next step. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Shen Zhizhuo pursed the corners of his lips, and his deep eyes stared deeply at An Xia who was sitting quietly in a chair with low eyebrows.

Qingya's voice sounded slowly, "Anxia, no matter what you have to say next, I just hope that what you say is the truth." ”

Hearing this, An Xia put it on her lap, and her clasped hands tightened, since she wanted to have a good talk with her, she naturally wouldn't deceive him anymore, but there were still some things that couldn't be said, such as that...... Child, just think of it as her own secret, and say sorry to the child in her heart, I can't let your father know that you once existed.

An Xia was silent for a long time before slowly raising her eyes, looking back at Shen Zhizhuo's eyes, trying to suppress the urge to escape in her heart, steadied her tone, nodded, and said, "Of course, since you and I are sitting here today, there is no need to deceive you anymore, but I hope that after you know what you want to know, you can let me go, you let yourself go......"

Speaking of this, An Xia closed her eyes slightly, and when she opened them again, her eyes were already clear, "Like I said, it was all in the past, and it meant that those have become the past, and this past has tormented me for five years, and I have been living a very hard life in the past five years, so the reason why I came to tell you this today means that I have let go, and please don't dwell on the past anymore, so I will be very grateful to you." ”

Shen Zhizhuo didn't know if he spoke, a pair of deep eyes locked An Xia's slightly pale face, listening to her words, his expression was calm, so that An Xia couldn't figure out what he was thinking at this time, yes, from beginning to end, she couldn't figure out his thoughts, if she could touch his thoughts, she wouldn't be in such a situation now.

After all, An Xia's eyes couldn't meet Shen Zhizhuo's eyes, and he slightly looked at the traffic outside the window, the things that happened in the past flashed in his mind frame by frame like a movie, some were sweet, some were sad, and more were sad......

From that glance in the late autumn for ten thousand years, to the later attachment to a thought, and finally to the point where it is now, An Xia's tone has always been very stable, but only she knows what kind of emotions are stirring in her heart, the wound that has not scabbed was pierced again, and the blood is dripping, but An Xia feels that this pain seems to have been paralyzed, so that she will not be as painful and sad as she was at the beginning, at least she can still sit opposite him calmly now, talking to him about those things.

An Xia couldn't help but admire herself, and she also concealed from him that there was a child between the two and that she had taken drugs, as she had planned at the beginning.

After listening to An Xia's story, Shen Zhizhuo's expression was still indifferent, and he didn't say a word until An Xia left the tea house.

And Anxia finally lost the courage to stay any longer, her little courage had been completely exhausted, and she stood up and ran out with a word.

"I hope you can do what I said before, and don't come to me. ”

Shen Zhizhuo's eyes followed the back of An Xia running out, she just left, he didn't say a word, and he didn't seem to agree to her...... So, there is no such thing as pestering her.

What she said just now, he knew, was not entirely true, because she said that it was because she was jealous that she framed Chu Yufei with extremely bad means, and wanted to destroy her innocence and make her lose the opportunity to compete with herself, but later he found out, and when she fled, she accidentally had a car accident, and by mistake, she woke up and found that she had died, thinking that she would not be able to face them when she went back, so she took the plan and started it.

It wasn't until I met him by chance some time ago, and this time I met Chu Yufan unexpectedly, thinking that since fate had arranged it like this, she couldn't escape anymore, so she wanted to explain things clearly to him, hoping that from now on, there would really be no more contact.

But what she said, he didn't believe it, she didn't have the scheming to do that kind of thing, her mind was too simple, if that was really the case, in the past five years, she wouldn't have been so tormented, she must have some main reason to hide from him.

The corners of Shen Zhizhuo's mouth showed an evil smile, An Xia, no, Yi Nian, since you used to be obsessed with one thought, then in the future, it will be up to me to be obsessed with one thought.

Since she has the word "once" on her lips, then he respects her, and let it pass, but in the future, she can't help it.

Shen Zhizhuo raised his hand to pick up the teapot, poured himself a cup of tea, gently pinched the teacup with his slender fingertips, slowly shook the tea in the teacup, and looked at the place where Anxia had done on the opposite side, which was already empty at this time, just like the memory he was.

If he can't find that memory to fill this gap, then he will create a future for her.

The new life she wants, only he, Shen Zhizhuo, can afford it, and can give it.

After An Xia ran out of the tea house, a few dark clouds drifted through the originally clear sky, and it seemed that a rain was inevitable.

But at this time, she didn't have the mood to pay attention to what the weather was like now, she only knew that at this time, her heart was already in tears, and after today, she would force herself to cut off any contact with the past and any thoughts of Shen Zhizhuo.

Although she was already sad in her heart, the expression on her face remained calm and indifferent, was it disguised for too long, she couldn't even make the most of the sad expression, and the skill of self-deception had been perfected by her.

When I first walked to the mouth of the alley, the sky was drizzling lightly.

The fine rain fell more and more urgently, and it fell more and more, and Anxia's eyes were almost unable to open due to the big raindrops, and the clothes on her body were soon soaked, and the cold stuck to her skin, and she couldn't help but shiver when she was cold.

But she seemed to feel that such rain was hitting her body, as if it was very comfortable, and her face showed a very happy expression.

Back at the rental house, Anxia only felt physically and mentally exhausted, kicked off her shoes slowly, walked back to her bedroom, habitually took out the medicine bottle from the bedside table, poured out two pills, put them in her mouth, and swallowed it without even drinking water.

Ignoring his rain-soaked body and clothes, he lay directly on the bed, as if he felt the cold, so he pulled the quilt and wrapped himself in the shape of a cocoon.

I don't know if the effect of the medicine has come up, and after a while, Anxia fell asleep in a daze.