162, I don't blame you
Yu Wenli really didn't want to talk about her and Zhang Qingfeng's past in front of Wang Qi, especially before the two had not confirmed their relationship. Before that, she felt that anything about Zhang Qingfeng and any past between her and Zhang Qingfeng would affect the atmosphere, and then affect the mood, destroying the hard-won "good situation" at the moment.
Although Wang Qi let her say it or not, he asked everything, which obviously showed that he cared about this matter very much, cared about her past, and if he didn't give him an explanation and explanation now, it would inevitably affect his perception of himself.
"Also, I just changed places, and not long after I went to work, I broke up with my ex, and everyone wanted to understand the reason. Yu Wenli sighed, thought about it, and finally decided to put the matter between her and Zhang Qingfeng selectively on the Wang Qi to go to the doubts in the other party's heart.
Yu Wenli took the photo handed over by Wang Qi and glanced at the smiling self in the photo. It was not long after she and Zhang Qingfeng established a relationship, and the two wandered around the university and borrowed a classmate's digital camera to take pictures.
Needless to say, at that time, she was very happy and happy.
This is also the reason why she wants to keep this photo, which can be regarded as a memorial for the unbearable relationship between her and Qingfeng.
Yu Wenli glanced at Wang Qi, who was leaning back on the back of the chair, just looking at her for a while, listening to her storyteller, looked at the building outside the window, and slowly narrated, from how she met Zhang Qingfeng, fell in love, and then knew each other, and then, like countless couples, quarreled constantly because of all kinds of trivial things, and they were divided and reunited. The last "breakup" before the two completely broke up was actually booked before coming to Jiangcheng. She and Zhang Qingfeng, when they arrived in Jiangcheng, the two were just classmates and friends, and they started a new life. After so many years, she is also tired, and she really doesn't want to quarrel with him anymore.
Yu Wenli said very slowly, very calmly, and when she went to some key places, she would pause for a lot of time, her eyes were sad and distant, and she was reminiscing about the past, recalling the days when the two were young or quarrelling.
And Wang Qi on the side, listening to Yu Wenli's narration, automatically sketched an infatuated man in his mind, tirelessly pursuing the most beautiful girl in the department, trying every possible way to finally defeat many competitors and hold hands with the girl he likes.
However, although the girl reluctantly followed him, she didn't seem to be very satisfied with him, and often made a big fuss about some small things. He will endure once or twice, four or five times, five or six times, "take the initiative to admit his mistakes", lose his smile, and after a long time, his heart will be tired.
This made the girl even more dissatisfied, and the two turned from a small quarrel to a big fight, and finally broke up with each other "hateful".
However, a few days after the breakup, the boy regretted it again. He suddenly found that he was so lucky to be able to find such an outstanding and beautiful girl as Yu Wenli in the engineering college full of dinosaurs, and what a thing he was favored by God!
The boy regretted it, repented, changed his past, and cried bitterly in front of the girl to admit his mistakes.
The girl remembered the hard-won relationship between the two, and she couldn't bear it, and finally forgave the boy.
The two reconciled as before and loved each other.
But this is only temporary, and a new round of reconciliation, quarrels, and separation is being played out round after round until college graduation.
“…… Wang Qi, the past between me and Zhang Qingfeng is basically like this. I'm not afraid that you will misunderstand me, or despise me because of this, frankly speaking, Zhang Qingfeng and I have not been able to continue to walk, and a large part of the responsibility lies on me. He was almost 100% attentive to the relationship between us, and I ...... I don't know if I'm a passing grade.
"But no matter what, there is one thing, I can say with a clear conscience, until now, I, Yu Wenli, have not betrayed him!" Yu Wenli's face was sad, two tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, and with the sound of "stabbing", the residual photos on her hands were slowly torn apart by her, stacked together, and then torn from them, so after two or three times, the small photos instantly turned into a mess of debris, and they fell from the other party's fingers to the trash can below.
Wang Qi was stunned, but he didn't expect Yu Wenli to take the responsibility for her and Zhang Qingfeng's breakup on herself. He has seen too many couples who are as sweet as honey together, and look at each other as hatred after a breakup, even if they break up peacefully, regardless of men and women, most people will instinctively push the responsibility to the other half, feeling how hard they worked at the beginning, how hard they worked, and then how wronged, they all left a good, positive image to themselves, and threw unbearable and negative things to the other half that has become the past.
If things are really as she said, then the girl in front of him, who has always had a good impression of him, can be regarded as daring and fair. Wang Qi said in his heart.
At this time, he realized that Yu Wenli had torn the residual photo of her into a pile of detritus, and somehow there was a pain in his heart, and a feeling similar to sympathy and pity arose spontaneously in his heart. He won't make irresponsible remarks about the relationship between her and Zhang Qingfeng, dividing who is a bitch and who is a slut. Emotional things are very complicated, and only the parties involved in them can distinguish between right and wrong, grievances and hatreds, and what outsiders see can only be a cross-section. And just relying on these fragments, a little bit of a scale and a half claw can "convict" people and label them, which is too arbitrary, and it is not the work of a wise man!
It's just that Yu Wenli tore up the smiling photo like a flower, which is a pity.
Actually, he didn't care about Yu Wenli preserving these things. Even if the other party becomes his girlfriend in the future, it is just a girlfriend, not a slave without freedom and privacy attached to him. Everyone has their own secrets, privacy and past, which they can't deny if they want to, and they can't cut it off, and everyone has the right to keep these things. Wang Qi understands and respects the rights of the other party, and at the same time, he also hopes that the other party can give reciprocal understanding and respect.
Wang Qi took out two pieces of soft paper from the paper drawer on Xiao Ming's computer desk, handed them to Yu Wenli's hand, and said slightly apologetically: "I'm sorry, Wenli, I shouldn't have uncovered your scars." Just based on the position of a friend and colleague, I would like to ...... I know you a little better. For you and Zhang Qingfeng's past, since it has passed, then you don't have to think about it anymore, everything ...... Let's look ahead. ”
"I understand, I don't blame you, Wang Qi. Yu Wenli took the tissue handed over by Wang Qi, lowered her head to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice, "It's just, I think, you ...... You have the right to know this. I haven't specifically told anyone about the matter between me and Zhang Qingfeng. You're the first...... Those who know the truth. ”
As soon as Yu Wenli said this, Wang Qi's worry and pity for Wenli was suddenly swept away, because he was "worried" about himself.
For a while, Wang Qi only felt that he was under a lot of pressure, and at the same time felt that he had just "forced" Yu Wenli to confess to himself that the past between her and Zhang Qingfeng was really a bit of a hoe and digging his own feet, but now he was being led by the "pitiful" Yu Wenli, who was considered to have dug a pit and buried himself.
He didn't take Yu Wenli's words well. After Yu Wenli finished speaking, she lowered her head and casually played with a small decorative flower on the dress with her fingers.
For a while, there was a rare silence in the small dormitory, and it fell into a tranquility like falling snow.
At this time, Wang Qi noticed that the sorrow and sadness on Yu Wenli's face, who was bowing her head, had disappeared without a trace, and was replaced by a flushed face and a shy face.
Unable to find anything to say, he glanced at the desktop on the computer, and saw that the time in the lower right corner was already half past eleven, so he got up from his chair and said with a smile:
"Time flies, it's almost twelve o'clock. Let's go, Wen Li, let's go out to dinner together. ”
"Ah, is it really almost twelve o'clock? Okay, I'll treat you to a big dinner at noon - we just said it, you can't refuse!" Yu Wenli raised her head, and also glanced at the time on Xiao Ming's computer, sure enough, it was almost twelve o'clock, so she exclaimed, and also stood up, with a peach blossom on her face, and said to the king with a coquettish face.