At this moment, Moussa and I were holding hands, watching the performance with blank faces. Over there, Lian Pian and Edward were also intimate and whispering. Jia Yi's face was red and white, and he suddenly stood up abruptly and walked outside the 'door' with a calm face.

"Jia Yi?" I was startled by him, pulled my hand out, and hurriedly chased after him. Musa had followed, but he had no idea what was going on, so I persuaded him to go back.

Jia Yi stood on the balcony outside the restaurant, holding on to the fence, looking down at the trembling cliff below, holding his breath and staring at the bottom of the cliff for a moment.

I walked up behind him, a little scared, and whispered comfortingly: "Jiayi, don't be too sad. Lian Pian is like this, you have many other options, there is no need to think about it. ”

He rested his palms on his forehead, his elbows resting on the fence, and he was silent.

The cliff made me dizzy, and I couldn't help but pull his sleeve, "Jiayi, don't stand here, let's change to a safe place, okay?"

Silence.

Slowly, Jia Yi turned his head to look at me, his eyes were red, and his grief and indignation were obvious. He raised his eyebrows and asked in a questioning tone: "Min Xixi, you don't understand my current mood at all, don't comfort me with that outsider gesture." ”

I was stunned, I didn't expect that Jia Yi, who is usually cheerful and sincere, would say such a thing. But it's understandable, and it's inevitable to see people who have spent so many years of their emotions laughing and laughing with others in front of themselves*.

But how could I not understand this feeling? When I attended Moussa's wedding, when I saw him and Lemis walking with him at the Dubai Trade, would my heart hurt less than Jia Yi? Ridiculous, I still said to Jia Yi such things as "Choose wide, don't worry", even I can't do it myself, how can I comfort others?

Under Jia Yi's questioning, I wanted to turn around and walk away, but the cliff under my feet was steep, and I couldn't put my mind at ease.

Without looking at Jia Yi, I opened my mouth quietly, with a bit of self-deprecation in my words: "I'm not afraid of your jokes, I'm actually not an outsider." The tone gradually darkened, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Jia Yi, what you are experiencing now, I have also experienced." I dare not say that it is exactly the same as you, but the pain will never be below you. ”

Jia Yi was stunned when he heard this, and after a while, he slowly turned his head and stared at me.

After a long time, I heard him sigh, and finally softened his tone: "When I knew that Lian Pian had another boyfriend, I thought I could still persevere, after all, after so long, she has been engraved in my heart." But it wasn't until I actually saw this scene that I understood the heart-wrenching 'desire' of this torment. ”

In fact, this consumption is also a good way to give up. Jia Yi let out a mockery: "I think, in the future, even if I want to stick to it, as long as I think of this scene, this heart will gradually become tired in the constant torment, and finally, give up completely." If you give up at that time, you will never have any regrets. ”

I froze still, stunned by his words.

The agreement I made with Moussa was the result of my inability to let go of my feelings and my reluctance to touch the bottom line of morality. But I overlooked, even if I deliberately avoided it in my heart, even if my relationship with Moses was legitimate, it could not hide the fact that he already had a wife.

When the love is strong, the love becomes thinner, and when I am tormented in this cruel truth, my heart will cool inch by inch, and I will leave without worry, and there will be no regrets that I can't ask for.

But must it be the result of such a desolation with Moses? I am not willing or unwilling, but I do not know what else can be done. Jia Yi's words frightened me, and the sweetness that had just sprung up disappeared at this moment.

"After talking to you for a while, I feel better. Jia Yi turned around, left the railing with his hand, and walked back to the safe and secure area, "I don't want to go back, you can call them out." The other students must have arrived at this time, so let's go and secure a place to live first. ”

I nodded in a daze and went back to the dining room to beckon the few of them out. When Moses saw my pale face, he frowned dissatisfiedly, but after all, he was not in a position to say anything in public.

After a rough and rocky walk, we came to the Mercure Hotel at the top of the mountain. After arranging a place to stay and taking a nap, everyone gathers to climb Mount Kinabalu, the highest point of Jeb Hafitt Mountain.

When Lian Pian said that this was the highest peak in the UAE, I was too scared to climb it. But now that I've driven to the top of the mountain, I only need to climb a small hill, which doesn't seem too difficult.

Jia Yi didn't show up under the pretext of being unwell, and the remaining four of us who had lunch together stepped on the simple gravel road leading to the mountain.

The path is winding and rugged, and the stones on the mountain are badly weathered from a distance, but when you look closer, you can see that there is still some green grass in the cracks of the stones. In desperate situations, there is always a miracle of life. I found that whatever happened to me now, I wanted to associate it with my relationship with Moses, and I was in a state of obscurity.

Halfway up the mountain, the stones under your feet clicked, and your clothes were soaked with sweat, and the plain showed a hazy 'color'. At this time, I could already see that the stone walls on both sides were carved with the characters of various countries. From Arabic to English, I even saw two huge red letters, saying "China".

"I know this. Musa pointed to the two red letters and read them carefully word by word, "China, China." ”

"You learned well, Jia Yi taught you so well. "I praise him from the bottom of my heart.

Moussa laughed: "I don't learn Chinese, there are no rules, the word 'China' is the second phrase I learned." ”

I asked curiously, "And what was the first phrase you learned?"

He smiled mysteriously in the shadow of the slanting sun and whispered, "I'll tell you later." ”

We set off late, and I walked slowly because of a back injury, and by the time we reached the top of the hill, the sun was only half on the horizon. The top of the mountain is illuminated with golden brilliance, and in the afterglow of the setting sun, the barren desert below the mountain is shrouded in a layer of burgundy light, which also makes the dreamlike nature of the mountain slowly revealed.

The sea of sand, the twilight, the sunset, and the white-robed Muslims sitting on the top of the mountain, singing to the sky. Someone stood on the top of the mountain and shouted into the distance, as if he was leaning out, far away and empty.

I was 'intoxicated' by the diffuse and sacred atmosphere of the 'waves', and then suddenly a voice rang in my ears. Light and long, soft and deep, it is actually familiar Chinese.

He breathed in and said, "I love you." ”

This sentence "I love you" is said jerky but skillfully. He can't speak completely standard Mandarin, but he does it in one go, gently and attentively, and I don't know how many times he has practiced for this in private.

It turned out that when he learned Chinese, the first phrase he would know was: I love you.

My body trembled and I almost wanted to cry, but I chuckled and looked at him warmly. Sweetness and sadness weave in my heart at the same time, and I take a step closer to the tip of the mountain, surrounded by cliffs, without any railings or protections, and it can be described as dangerous. A strong wind came, and my body was blown unstable, but I was in this wind, looked at him with a smile, and responded in Chinese: "I love you too." ”

'Mingling' with him in my native language seems to have brought us closer to each other infinitely. Moses understood, and laughed, brightly and happily. I've known him for so long, I've never seen him smile so much. Perhaps, this laugh is because of each other's "retreat and second" together, even if there are shortcomings, but after all, part of the heart wall has been removed. In such a situation, although only this little companionship can make each other feel doubly happy.

It's just that I don't know, how heavy is the oath in the wind, and will it be blown away without a trace?

When we went down the mountain, we each took a stone. Because Musa said that the stones on the top of the mountain were blessed by Allah, and the owners of the stones could be blessed by Allah. I carefully clenched the stone in my hand and thought, "Can your Allah, Musa, bless us with happiness?"

It's only been a day, and Jia Yi's sadness has already made me realize the ruthlessness of reality. Is the sweetness and happiness in front of me reasonable or stolen? I can't help but feel uneasy.

On the way down the mountain, Lian Pian and Edward were busy taking pictures, and Musa and I were standing not far away and waiting, and he came closer to me and whispered, "Wait for me after dinner tonight, I'll come to you." ”

I smiled and nodded. Anticipation overshadowed the rest of the uneasiness.

Immediately after, Moussa's cell phone rang, he glanced at the number, frowned, answered the phone, and whispered to the person, talking and talking, his footsteps moved slightly, and there was obvious uneasiness.

I don't understand Arabic, but I can understand the pronunciation of the name "Ramis" over and over again in Moussa's mouth.

I stood awe-inspiringly, my heart fell, empty, empty, and I felt that Zhang Huang was at a loss. And he answered the phone, frowning all the time, and his face was full of guilt.

"Did something happen?" I asked sensitively.

Moussa sighed deeply, hesitated for a while, and said helplessly: "Remis is disappointed in me, and a few days ago he packed up his bags and went to travel alone, saying that he had come to Abu Dhabi. The call came from Ayub, who blamed me for not caring enough for his sister and told me to hurry to Abu Dhabi to retrieve Remis. ”

My heart was heavy, but I immediately came to my senses and calmly said to him, "Aren't you in Abu Dhabi right now? ”

He put his arm around my shoulder: "I'm sorry, I didn't know it would be like this. ”

My heart felt like blood was dripping, but I was still smiling: "It's okay, anyway, if you stay here, we won't be able to get along alone." ”