Chapter 24: The Final Farewell
Lishuo couldn't get close to her, and now she was so emotional, in fact, he could understand that maybe this time, they would never go back to the beginning.
The moment Yin Wenliang raised her eyes to look at him, Lishuo's heart was suddenly cold to the bone, he had never seen her cold eyes like this, which made him shudder: "Liangliang ......."
"Don't call me that, I'm really disgusting. Yin Wenliang smiled mockingly, struggling to stand up, but the whole person lost her strength and went forward. Lishuo rushed forward and hugged her in his arms, she was no longer awake.
When Yin Wenliang woke up, she was in the ward, only Lishuo was guarding her, maybe he was too tired, he was sleeping soundly now, she stared at him for a long time, and seemed to feel that there was a gaze staring at herself, Lishuo slowly opened his eyes, met Yin Wenliang's eyes, and asked softly: "Wake up?" Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere. ”
Yin Wenliang's heart was suffocated, why could he still pretend to be casual, obviously this kind of deception was more uncomfortable than killing her, in the final analysis, she didn't know what kind of man this so-called husband was.
She replied quietly, sat up from the bed, and saw that she had finally regained her composure, and Lishuo was ecstatic in his heart, maybe things were not as bad as he imagined, and there was still a chance to redeem it!
"Liangliang, I know that whatever I say now, you won't listen to me explain, I apologize for your hurt, I just want to tell you that I really love you. ”
It's ridiculously disgusting to say anything about love now, and she won't believe it anymore. She listened to him indifferently and quietly, and did not respond to him.
Lishuo talked to her a lot, the most ever, maybe he was nervous, because of this uneasiness, his words became much more abnormal, and he wanted to cover the panic in his heart. Yin Wenliang looked at him quietly like this until he finished all his words.
Suddenly, the atmosphere cooled down, the picture seemed to be frozen, no one spoke again, and was silent like this for nearly ten minutes, and suddenly Yin Wenliang slowly said, "I'm hungry." ”
Lishuo looked at her in surprise, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly: "I'll buy you food, what do you want to eat?"
She thought for a moment and said, "Give me another bowl of noodles, your noodles are delicious." ”
"Okay, then you wait for me, I'll go back and give you a bowl of noodles, you can rest now." Lishuo happily turned around and left the room.
rushed home to cook noodles for Yin Wenliang, and was still thinking that as long as I had a good chat with her again, let her see her sincerity, and believe that one day they will trust each other again and be happy together. He took a deep breath and told himself that no matter what he encountered in the future, he would never give up!
He made this bowl of noodles very carefully, and after it was ready, he rushed to the hospital in a thermos flask, and it snowed heavily on the way, and the weather suddenly became even colder.
Pushing the door in, Lishuo's smile froze on his face, the hospital bed was already empty, Lishuo stared at the empty bed for a long time, stepped forward to put down the thermos flask, and took the letter she left on the table.
Lishuo, I want to forgive you, but I let you down, I can't do it. I'm gone, don't come to me again, I don't want to see you again in my life.
The letter slipped from Lishuo's fingertips, and he turned around and chased him out like crazy, and that day, when it was snowing heavily, he looked for someone in the snow like a lost madman and asked, "Do you see my wife?" She has long hair, big eyes, and dimples when she laughs, and she is very beautiful....... See?"
He searched in the snow all night, but he searched all the places she could, and saw no sign of her, and sat on the corner of the street in a decadent manner, letting the wind and snow bully him, and soon a thick layer of white fell on his shoulders and hair.
At dawn, the number of pedestrians gradually increased, and some people found him squatting in the corner motionless, and some persuaded him to leave, but he didn't seem to hear anything, until someone called the police, and the police took him to the shelter.
Everyone thinks he is mentally retarded, he can't understand and can't speak, he is like a person outside the world, living in his own sorrow.
Until Lixiao arrived and took him away, Lixiao seemed to have guessed the current situation a long time ago, but it was only a matter of time, maybe it was not a bad thing to tell the truth now.
Lishuo stayed alone in the room for three whole days, Lixiao brought him food, and was about to turn around and leave, after thinking about it, he turned back: "Ah Shuo, you should cheer up again now, what can you change if you give up on yourself like this? ”
Lishuo's heart was like a knife, and he shook his head sadly: "There is no chance anymore, even if you miss it, you will not have a chance to turn back." ”
"If you don't do your best, you are not qualified to say such things, and if you don't even want to work hard, what is the right to be loved by others? As long as she is still around, you have a chance to chase her back. Lixiao patted him on the shoulder.
"Ah Shuo, people have many ways to go, they can choose to start over, they can get up and struggle again, why do you want to choose the most useless road? Decadence is nothing that can be changed. ”
Lishuo's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked up at Lixiao, and his eyes suddenly turned red: "Can we start again?"
Li Xiao smiled: "Of course, of course, there is! As long as you regain your strength, go to her, whether it is a year or two years...... I'll help you find her too. ”
"Hmm!" Lishuo rekindled a new hope, he would definitely find her again, and if he met again, he would die and would not let go.
The snow has been falling for several days, and the world is white at a glance, Yin Wenliang lay quietly on the operating table, staring at the snow outside the window in confusion, until the doctor closed the curtains, and the light illuminated the dim room white.
The nurse looked at her with a frown and asked, "You have thought clearly, do you really want to get rid of this child?" With your current physical condition, it is not easy to conceive a child, if you lose this, it is likely that you will never be able to have children in the future. ”
Yin Wenliang lost her mind for a long time, her dry lips moved twice, and she gently uttered a syllable: "Hmm." ”
The nurse sighed lightly: "Okay then, I'm going to be ready for surgery in ten minutes." ”
The corners of her eyes were slightly hot, tears slipped down her sideburns, she raised the corners of her mouth and smiled bitterly, only by taking everything about him away from her body, and taking away all her love for him and this unborn child, she could completely forget him!
It's time for everything to come to an end .......
While eating, two staff members suddenly hurriedly walked in from the door, walked up to Lixiao and said, "BOSS, there is Miss Yin's whereabouts, she is now rushing to the airport and preparing to go to France." ”
Lishuo rose from the table and glanced at Lixiao. Lixiao nodded at him and said, "Go ahead, no matter what means, leave her behind." ”
"Big brother, thank you. Lishuo said sincerely.
Li Xiao smiled: "No thanks, as a condition, do you want to go back to the company to help me?"
Lishuo wiped a cold sweat, did not answer his question, and followed Lixiao's men to leave the island on a private plane.
Gu Wanwan sighed lightly: "I knew today, why bother in the first place? This is the punishment he deserves." ”
Lixiao looked up at his wife, and was silent for a while before saying, "But even punishment should not be at the cost of the happiness of the two. Lishuo knows that he is wrong, can't he be forgiven if he is wrong? There are so many people in the world, who has not made a mistake?"
"Rape is not a crime that everyone commits. Do you understand this?" Gu Wanwan was very angry, although she looked at Lishuo pitiful, but when she thought about everything Yin Wenliang had endured over the years, she felt that he was innocent of death.
Li Xiao took a deep breath and put down the knife and fork in his hand: "I'm going out in the afternoon, so I won't argue with you." ”
Gu Wanwan made a grimace at her husband: "You just can't argue with me, you men have obviously made mistakes, and you have to use strong words!"
"Uh-huh, I can't argue with you, I'm arguing, but anyway, we all want them to be together in the end, so there's no point in arguing, isn't it?"
Gu Wanwan was full of worries: "I hope you can get real happiness ......."
The plane to London was about to take off in two minutes, and when Lishuo arrived at the airport, Yin Wenliang was already preparing to go through the security gate.
"Liangliang, don't go!" Lishuo rushed through the sea of people and came to her, and he was drenched with sweat in the cold weather.
When Yin Wenliang saw him, he was so shocked that he couldn't say a word, but let him walk out of the airport holding hands.
"Liangliang, please, don't leave me. Lishuo clasped her hand and pleaded continuously, like a wayward child begging for something that didn't belong to him.
Yin Wenliang ruthlessly shook off his hand: "The divorce agreement, I put it on the coffee table in the hall, I hope you can sign it as soon as possible." ”
"Don't be so pretty, we still have children, even if you don't forgive me, how much do you ...... for children"
She sneered, her eyes were so cold that Lishuo's heart trembled, and she said in a deep voice: "Do you think I will give birth to a child? Lishuo, there is no possibility between us, you are dead. ”
Lishuo looked at her in disbelief, and slowly let go of her hand, his face full of despair: "Why? Why do you want to wipe out my last bit of hope? That's my child, how can you bear to kill our child?!"
She raised her chin and smiled cruelly: "That's not a child, that's the source of evil, killing him can cut off all sins and thoughts." In this way, we can break off with you cleanly. ”
"No...... No!" Lishuo clasped her shoulders, tears filled his eyes, and he trembled lightly and said: "That's a proof of our love, I know I deserve to die, and I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I think, even if you don't forgive me, but the child is innocent, that's our child, our ......."
She waved his hand away, glanced at the time, and asked indifferently: "Are you finished?" If you are finished, I will leave, you don't bother me in the future, and the divorce procedures should be completed as soon as possible." Seeing you only makes me feel sick, full of those unbearable memories. ”
He watched her leave, and whispered softly: "I love you, Yin Wenliang, and I will not hesitate to die if I love you." ”
Until her figure gradually disappeared into the sea of people, and then disappeared, Lishuo turned around and walked out of the airport, the whole person was in a trance, as if at the moment when she said that the child died, something important in her life was lost together, and she could never be found again. Actually, damn it's him, isn't it?
Suddenly, a screeching brake almost burst everyone's eardrums, and then there was a loud bang, and a man crossing the road was knocked to the ground, blood instantly flowing out of his body and staining the ground red. With all the strength in his body, he took out the phone in his pocket and tried to dial the only number in the communication book.
I should have known that this number would never be available again. But there was still a lot to say to her, and a lot .......
The plane slowly rose and rushed towards Yunxiao, Yin Wenliang looked out the window, her heart was constantly torn and twisted. It turns out that leaving still hurts, and it turns out that you still have to take all the courage in your life to forget.
But forget how long it takes to be a person, a year or two years, or a lifetime.
A year later.
Gu Wanwan saw Yin Wenliang again at Yin's father's funeral, she seemed to have changed, and nothing seemed to have changed. Li Xiao saw that her face sank and said, "Let's talk, I'll go for a walk outside." ”
Yin Wenliang frowned, for some reason Lixiao had such an attitude, and then she didn't take it to heart, and smiled at Gu Wanwan: "Thank you for coming to Dad's funeral, I really didn't expect it...... Daddy would suddenly go like this. ”
"Condolences. Gu Wanwan hugged her daughter Xiaoqi and looked at her heavily, and wanted to say something, but Yin Wenliang changed the topic: "Your daughter looks so beautiful, like you." ”
Gu Wanwan pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, and stopped talking: "Liangliang, don't you care where Lishuo goes?"
Yin Wenliang looked indifferent: "I don't know Lishuo, please don't mention this name in front of me in the future." ”
"Pretty ...... You, don't you really regret it, haven't you regretted it at all?"
"What do you regret?" Yin Wenliang closed her eyes in annoyance: "Today is Daddy's funeral, let's talk about everything else later." ”
Gu Wanwan opened her mouth, if she really forgot, then she didn't mention it, but obviously she could see at a glance that she had been unhappy this year.
But, regardless of whether she forgot it or not, Gu Wanwan decided not to mention it again. Maybe it's good for each other, otherwise it's just adding to the sadness.
Lixiao took his daughter back to the island the next day, and he didn't want to see Yin Wenliang very much. Gu Wanwan didn't say anything, and accompanied Yin Wenliang to bury her father.
"When you come back this time, do you want to leave?" Gu Wanwan asked.
"This year, I have been doing public welfare in a very remote place abroad, and I have lived a very fulfilling life, I want to sell the house here, and I have to go through the divorce procedures, and I have hired a lawyer to handle this matter with full authority. ”
"Pretty ......" Gu Wanwan took a deep breath, even if she didn't say it, she would know the truth sooner or later. But before she could speak, Yin Wenliang's phone had already rang.
"I'm sorry, I got a call, it was my lawyer. Yin Wenliang was a little nervous, this year, what she was most afraid of was hearing any news about Lishuo.