Lee Soon-gyu didn't understand why Jun-so didn't choose to call Taeyeon in the first place after receiving his text message. Yes, he did do something very sorry for Taeyeon, but even if the two were going to separate, he still owed Taeyeon a word of sorry and an explanation. But I don't know what to say, what does it mean? Does it mean that he chose to be silent on this side of the United States, and then broke up inexplicably?

Lee Soon-gyu thinks that we should also give an explanation to the other party when we break up, right? Even if it's a sentence, we don't fit it, or we feel that we don't love each other anymore, we always have to say a word, right? Silent, quiet, diving and not contacting? This kind of breakup is the worst way to break up. Soon-gyu really doesn't understand what happened to him?

"I... I.." In the face of Lee Soon-gyu's inquiry, Jun-so still doesn't know what to say. Because it was really his mistake, now he doesn't even have the courage to call Taeyeon.

"What are you? I'm really convinced of you, is it so difficult to make a phone call? oppa, are you really going to break up like this? You don't even have an explanation? Don't say anything, you need to calm down, I see you, you're fascinated by that Japanese woman, right?"

Soon-gyu feels that no matter what the outcome of this matter is, Junsu needs to face it herself, and maybe even if she can help, then she will have to wait for Taeyeon's anger to subside. At present, she doesn't dare to go directly to Taeyeon to say something, her brother has done something wrong, and even she is in a panic.

However, Junxiu was counted by his sister again, and after a long sigh, he said to her: "Ghost obsessed with it, No, Shun Kyu, I know, I will fight, I will fight in a while." ”

"Hey.. What a thing about you, I really have a headache to death. Brother, if you want me to say, you shouldn't have looked for a member of our team in the first place, so it's really hard for me to get caught in the middle. "For Junxiu's matter, Lee Soon-gyu is really guilty, she is very upset, after all, her brother's matter, she is an insider, and if she doesn't tell Taeyeon, she is psychologically indebted to death. Well, now she's upset by this.

"Okay, so be it, I'll call Taeyeon, is she better?"

"Got an infusion and rested for a day, this time.. Forget it, that's it, you call Taeyeon, no matter what the end result is, I'm on your side, you know?"

"Well, thank you, Soon-gyu. ”

"Thanks, I'm your sister. Okay, you've just gotten off the plane.. That's it. ”

After hanging up the phone with Soon-gyu, Jun-so didn't call Taeyeon right away, but lay on the bed and sighed, what can he say to Taeyeon after the call, is it just a word of sorry? Tell the truth? admit that there are other women out there? I have already hurt Taeyeon once in what I did, do I have to hurt her verbally once?

In fact, after the crit, it is really a bit too much to use words to stimulate. But as Shun-gyu said, he owes her an explanation, a word of sorry.

Lying in bed and distraught, Jun-so decides to go downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes. He had never smoked, but he didn't know why he remembered to smoke in this annoying moment. With his wallet, sunglasses, and hat, Junsu went downstairs alone, and I wonder if it takes courage to call Taeyeon, and cigarettes may have become a kind of courage for Junsu at this moment, right?

After leaving the house, Junsu got into a taxi and went to a nearby convenience store and bought a pack of cigarettes and a bottle of water. He found a place where he could smoke, sat down, lit a cigarette for the first time, and let the pungent breath rush into his lungs. I don't know if it's a psychological effect, but the chest was originally unpleasant, but after the smoke went down, the knot in the chest seemed to be untied.

After taking two more puffs, Junxiu's head began to dizzy, as if he was slightly drunk after drinking. Looking at the people coming and going on the street, Junsu finally mustered up the courage to call Taeyeon's number.

"Toot . . . Honk.. Toot .." Each call was like a torment, three, four, and the phone remained unanswered.

.......

And Taeyeon, who is far away in Tokyo under the bed at night, has the same empty heart, and tonight her teammates deliberately vacated a room for her because of illness, so that she could rest well. However, she couldn't sleep because she felt uncomfortable. Jun-so's emotional betrayal of the two of them makes Taeyeon feel as uncomfortable as if she had lost her soul and is about to die.

Her chest tightened so much that she felt a little out of breath, and the whole room was eerily quiet, and her teammates in the next room were resting. And her mental state seemed to be pulled by something to straighten her nerves, and there was no slightest casualness. Lying in bed, looking at the ceiling, reminiscing about the past and his bits and pieces. His smile, his chest, his tenderness, and the special scent of his body all swirled in Taeyeon's mind.

The moment the two met in high school reappeared in her memory, and Junxiu's tall figure stood in front of her to protect herself. He will appear when he is bullied, he will still appear when he is unhappy, when he is sad, when he wants to complain, he is always with him. However, after so long, he did not call.

I don't know when the emotion between them has become a habit with time, but after getting used to it, the strong love seems to have faded. The original restlessness is gone, and the original rich longing is also gone, as if everything at the beginning has been stored in the bottom of my heart.

She knew that Junxiu had another woman on the outside, and that woman was Yui Aragaki. That's what Taeyeon's instincts told her. I don't know why she doesn't seem to blame him, but he stayed in Japan for too long, so long that he and Aragaki Yui gradually developed feelings. Yes, when you are lonely and panicked, you will always find someone to fill the vacancy, maybe the relationship between them was the time when she took the opportunity to intervene in her and his relationship, right?

Unable to sleep at night, her thoughts were chaotic, and the explosion, the muted phone next to the pillow emitted a bright light, illuminating the dark room, Taeyeon picked up the phone and looked at the caller ID 'oppa' for some reason, she turned off the screen of the phone, and the whole room returned to darkness again.

It seems that from that night onwards, Taeyeon has loved the feeling of the night because the doors of her heart have been closed!!