He froze suddenly, standing in place in a daze, unable to refute it.

After a long time, she swallowed a mouthful of water with difficulty, and said 'chaoticly': "Xixi, understanding this kind of behavior is different from accepting this kind of thing happening around you. ”

A look of disappointment appeared on her face, and she asked, "Xixi, tell me, are you really willing to marry him as a second wife? There is no shortage of suitors around you, how can you be willing to be a concubine for others? Can you accept it?"

I grimaced, not wanting to dwell too much on the issue. Lian Pian looked at my expression, sighed, and groaned: "You are my best friend, I don't want to watch you wade into this troubled water." Let's not talk about whether you are willing to marry him as a second wife, even if you are willing, you have to agree with his family and his eldest wife. At first, you didn't know that he was going to get married, and it didn't matter if you had an ambiguous play, but now that you have even attended his wedding, how can you still be entangled?"

Lian Pian's tone was not 'fierce', and even bitter, but those words pierced my heart like a knife. I was speechless, I just wanted to find a place to hide, to escape this sharp and embarrassing situation.

Lian Pian had no intention of leaving, so he had to finish his words: "Edward told me that there are not a few examples of some local Dubai men relying on their money to 'play' with foreign 'women', and he is not necessarily serious about you. What can you ask him for anything if you are with him like this, money?"

I struggled to control my heart spasms, and finally I couldn't help but burst into words: "I have enough money for myself, and I don't need anyone to live on." Under Dubai's legal system, this is also not an extramarital affair. I'm not wrong, I'm not wrong. ”

I muttered, surging my heart with my words, and seeking reasons to explain my intentions, "If I really want to plot something, then I am the same as you, and I want the ups and downs of a love." Lian Pian, you have changed one foreign boyfriend after another, why do you want to stop me?"

Once again, she froze, her gaze solemn. After I finished saying what I had just said, my chest gasped slightly, and even I didn't know how many of these words could convince Lian Pian and how many of them could convince myself.

As a Chinese who was educated in monogamy since childhood, I have not yet deeply understood what polygamy really means. In the 'intertwining' of morality, law, and emotion, I finally found a point that seemed to be balanced. But who can tell me whether this is right or wrong?

"Perhaps, you have enough reason to think that all of this really makes sense. However, from the standpoint of a friend, I still hope that you will give up. Lian Pian's gaze wandered, his face turned sideways, and he hesitated, "Xixi, it's just for your own good." This kind of experience must be more painful than happy. ”

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I knew that Singh was referring to his hazy love affair with a Muslim 'girl' child in the past, and remembering all the persuasions and admonitions he had given me before, I took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "I understand now that what you said at that time was right. ”

Singh waved his hand: "I can't say that, in fact, at that time, although I was advising you, I faintly hoped that you and Mosa could succeed, which can be regarded as a regret in my heart." ”

A bitter smile appeared on my lips, my eyes dimmed, and I lowered my head and used bangs to hide the loss and self-deprecation in my eyes: "But still, it has become a regret." ”

Singh reached out and patted me on the shoulder, trying to soothe me, but accidentally caught a glimpse of the necklace around my neck and asked curiously, "What is this string?"

I hesitated, didn't think it mattered, and took the necklace out of my collar, revealing the shiny ring.

"This ring 'spent' a lot of money. He said casually.

I 'licked' and 'licked' my lips, but I didn't answer: "You are a man, how can you understand this." ”

"Indians, both men and women, like to wear jewelry, why don't I understand?" he replied with interest, "Do you know what it means to have a ring on the necklace?"

I just thought it was a commemoration, and I didn't think too much about it, so I asked him in a daze, "What does it represent?"

There are two meanings, one is to represent the lost love, this ring will never be worn on the hand, but can not be forgotten, and the other is the love of waiting, when you find your other half, give him the ring on the necklace, and the two will love each other for a lifetime. ”

Lost love, waiting love.

My heart pounded, and I wondered if Moses had ever thought about it when he sent me? Am I his loss, or is he waiting? Or is he wishing me to find the other half of my love soon?

Ten fingers twisted and twisted, and I could restrain myself from seeing Moses again, but I could not seem to restrain the thoughts that germinated. After a while, I took a deep breath, shook my head secretly, and responded casually: "It's just that I'm just playing around casually, and I've never thought about it so much." ”

Hearing this, Singh laughed twice, looked down at the shape of the rock in the microscope, and regained his concentration again.

A week after the start of the school year, the school outings began to be registered, and the venue was in Ain.

Al Ain is the largest oasis in the UAE, belonging to Abu Dhabi and just over a hundred kilometers away from Dubai. Unlike other emirates where the desert stretches out, Al Ain is surrounded by green trees and springs, making it the most natural shade of green in the desert.

Almost all the Chinese students in my grade quickly registered, but I kept dragging my feet and didn't express my position.

Lian Pian's eyes widened, and he was a little surprised: "Xixi, you won't go, right? for a whole week, if you don't go, how boring it will be to be bored at school." ”

I soothed her surprise and said, "It's not that I'm not going, but I want to wait until the end to sign up." I had to make sure there wasn't anyone I didn't want to see on the outing......"

Lian Pian looked at the ring around my neck and sighed.

"Xixi, why are you so stupid......"

Reason is as relieved as hers, and the advice given is to remove the necklace, and it is also free from sadness.

I shook my head, weakly refused, and convinced myself, "It's just a necklace, a goodbye commemoration, a good etiquette to get together and disperse." In the end, it's just an accessory. ”

She looked at me steadily, a look of pity and pity. After a while, the look crossed me and looked behind me, with a look of surprise.

"What's wrong?" I followed her gaze and looked back, only to see Mosa and Jia Yi walking out of the library side by side, talking and laughing.

"What's going on? It's noon, so I won't be so diligent in self-study. Lian Pian asked me.

I shrugged, puzzled: "I don't know, maybe it's a group discussion, there is just one person missing, and there are only two of them." ”

Lian Pian suddenly 'revealed' a sympathetic expression: "It's just the beginning of school, and your teacher has assigned the topic?"

I thought about it, and it was true that there wasn't any homework or material to discuss lately, so what were they doing? As far as I know, Moussa was not an academic material.

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Jia Yi and Mousa say goodbye separately, and the two of them walked in opposite directions. And Jia Yi was walking towards me and Lian Pian.

"Hi. Jia Yi was obviously in high spirits and quite happy, "What are you two doing here?"

"I happened to pass by, and I caught a glimpse of you. Lian Pian pouted, Jia Yi has been lukewarm to her recently, and there is no deliberate pursuit, and the relationship is much more natural than before. Lian Pian no longer deliberately avoided him, but calmly faced each other, less of the panic he had before.

I was filled with curiosity to ask him what he had done with Moses, but I pursed my lips and felt that I should not ask again, lest I have any more waves.

I was hesitating, and Lian Pian asked straight for me: "You and that white robe, studying in the library at noon?"

Jia Yi laughed heartily: "Yes, love to learn." ”

"I don't believe it. Lian Pian raised his hand, "In the past, when Xixi and the white robes were in a group, I saw it in my eyes, and I never discussed, how could I sacrifice my time at noon to study? ”

"I don't lie to you, I'm really going to learn. Jia Yi raised his eyebrows and showed off a little proudly: "It's just that there was no discussion, but I unilaterally tutored him." Of course, this reward is also very high!"

I finally couldn't help the sleepiness in my heart, and still asked: "Is he working so hard now?"

Jia Yi waved his hand: "It's not a professional class, and he doesn't know which tendon is 'messy', but he wants to learn Chinese, and he doesn't let me tell others." He laughed and said, "But tell you you you should be fine." His purpose in secrecy is certainly not against the two of you. ”

I was stunned, my lips pursed into a line, and before I knew it, I fell into the quagmire of longing again. I remembered the meaning of the ring necklace that Singer told me, and I couldn't help but think nonsense.

Is he still trying to try?

If not, how could he devote himself to investigating China's geology, and how could he hide that others were learning Chinese? When I wanted to get away from him step by step, did he still want to get closer to me little by little?

The light in his eyes and the fire in his heart were extinguished in an instant, and they could not fully express this chaotic despair.

I want to love him, but I have no luck, and I want to hate him, but I have no excuses.

I want to hide, but I have no place, and I want to accept it, but I don't have the courage.

Either way, you can't get rid of the stupid 'desire' that you hold deep in your heart.

It's just that this stupid 'desire' moves, can't say, can't say, and dare not say.